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I don't think I have NPD(my friends say I'm a narcissistic....... nuh-uh), but why is so much stuff on this blog relatable it's weird

🤨🤨🤨 baby I'm gonna hold ur hand while I tell you this...

Most pwNPD start to question things cause the ppl around them start to say shit

Mine started with my parents calling me self centered and my friends leaving me for 'being manipulative' and 'making excuses'. But the way I saw it, I was just looking out for myself because no one else was. I was just explaining myself, not excusing it. I wasn't manipulating, it was a misunderstanding.

Do some research, trust ♡ NPD is not 'evil abuser disorder' and your friends suck for calling you a narcissist

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I hate when people do better than me, especially in subjects that IM supposed to be good and THE BEST at. it makes me so mad bro. IM supposed to be superior at it. even when my score is average and good, if im not the best, then its humiliating.

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previously suspected npd (+ some narcissistic traits) culture is feeling really guilty about being potentially narcissistic and self centered, doing research into npd and interacting with actually narcissistic people (like here!), and realizing that even if i had npd that would be okay.

i love this blog, even though i don't think i have npd anymore. thank you for creating this space and leaving it open, and thank all you submitting for sharing your experiences. I have become more confident in myself, and, perhaps ironically, more empathic towards narcissistic ppl and others that struggle with empathy.

I am a prideful, attention loving person who thinks of myself constantly. and that is okay, and those things do not make me or anyone else inherently bad.

Thank you, and You, the viewer 🫵. you're cool. you're admirable. your existence is cool. keep being cool. i know you will. you can't help it.

go forth and think highly of yourself.

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npd culture is getting upset when someone asks if youre okay and you lie and say yes and they back off but also getting upset if they push you to talk about it. its either you dont give me your attention or you think you can force me to talk about whats wrong? why cant there be a middle ground?? - euclid

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NPD culture is not tolerating tomfoolery unless it’s my own/people i like’s tomfoolery

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finn crash out era

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life is so funny cause ill ask for feedback and then get pissed at it no matter what

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me when I finally find someone that I can genuinely be myself around and share my TRUE thoughts and feelings with and now I realize that ive most likely been bottling and supressing my true thoughts and feelings because I havent said or admitted those things in YEARS.

i have been protecting myself. I am being truly vulnerable now. its... nice.

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wow I really like this person wow I hope I dont become too obsessive and ruin it

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can someone hold me and understand i want to be held and understood

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small vent under cut

this summer has been the craziest summer ever. my grandpa has been very sick and has had many scares while in the hospital. politics are awful and scary. and now if one of my cats needs insulin shots, we cant do it, we can't care for him like that, and we might need to put him down.

fml bruh ts pmo icl.

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humor is the BEST coping mechanism EVER!!! everything HAS to be funny otherwise I DONT LIKE IT!! or IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE. funny funny chill. no anger no crying only I can be angry at whiney little losers who complain and beg and dont STFU. hahahaha GUESS WHO WILL NOT BE HAVING A BABY ONE DAY!!!! ME!! FUCK YEAH!!!

i need to go back to school this isolation and boredom is killing me.

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sorry for the crash out last night guys ✌️😅

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When you're expressing your NPD thoughts/behaviors to someone, but you're suddenly just hit with the urge to image control.

So you just immediately have to go "but yeah, I know that's irrational, and it's not my real thoughts. I know it's bad. I'm not actually like that, chat. Please believe me and don't think less/worse of me. I'm actually so cool and so self-aware which is Good. It all stays inside my head and I am Not Toxic or A Bad Person. Trust."

Bonus points if you're lying to some extent.

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Am I actually a horrible person or do I just have too much anxiety for my own good?

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the constant struggle between the urge to know everything about myself and self-analyse myself to death and the desire to don’t know anything about myself at all and just exist