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                          I am the quiet in the hallway.                           I am a phantom imprint in the bed                           beside you                           and the miracle of it all is that I                           could have been anyone's ghost,                           but I wanted to be yours.                           I had to be yours.

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                     and I do not know how many years                      I spent                      trying to forget you                      but I am afraid to think                      how many years I will spend                      trying to remember.

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‘Black Cat Sentry’ by Dillon Samuelson

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attempting an inbox call 👉👈 like for ghost wifey in your inbox (gonna go through your memes)

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Evening dress 1887-89. Cotton, silk

Via The Met https://bit.ly/3uvKscG

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                 Still, there is this terrible desire to be loved.                  Still, there is this horror at being left behind.

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daisy

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ] daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ? what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?

Iris is a countess from a prestigious and noble house, that of Bilewitz- and has thus lived a sheltered life, one full of expensive toys, jewellry and beautiful dresses; her every need was immediately seen to by servants and doting parents, an older brother always ready to protect her.

But Redania is no idyllic Toussaint, and Iris learnt that at an early age.

Travelling with her family for an outing in Oxenfurt when she was 13, Iris had obviously been aware of the dangers posed by monsters, bandits and the like; all of this knowledge she gained from books, having never ran into any herself.

Nothing could have prepared her for the animalistic screeches and the flapping of wings that could be suddenly heard just outside their wagon, fabric and wood the only thing separating her from whatever was causing the driver to scream in terror and the horses to become ungovernable.

A wyvern, tearing out the throat of one of their servants (Jakob, always kind, always patient with her), while her mother cried out in fear, trying to shield her from the horrid sight of the creature feasting on the poor man. From that moment onward, it was all a blur to the young girl-her father shouting for the remaining servants to do something, and the carriage swerving and accelerating.

The draconid had, luckily, decided to not pursue them, preferring to carry its prey back to wherever it had made its nest.

The next thing she remembers is arriving at their lodgings and promptly fainting.

After that, she had had nightmares for weeks--Jakob's face, pale and forever frozen in a frightened grimace, the blood pouring all over her, the monster ready to turn its fangs and claws on her.

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my beautiful soft angel..............

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"Forget your wrath, forget your grief. Show yourself."

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“Please stop flickering the lights already, I’m trying to sleep.” / for groundskeeper AU? :3

The chandelier rattles perilously, all the candles scattered around the mansion flaring up simultaneously in warning, an unnatural fire in them casting elongated, twisted shadows that should be enough to intimidate anyone, enough to make them run out while screaming for the gods to help them.

The wraith does not take well to intruders, and even less to those who persevere in their endeavors. They probably seek to hurt her, or to rob the beautiful (decayed, rotting, forever a symbol of her worst memories) manor of its riches.

And yet... all her attempts so far with this particular individual have been fruitless. Rattling furniture, dropping books, resonating creaks have done nothing.

Were she not in a perpetual state of confusion and fear, she may have even found the other's bravery something to be admired.

"Leave..." yet another warning, mournful voice coming from every direction.

There had been another headstrong stranger, once. They had put her to rest--and things had become clearer, the anger and resentment fading ever so slightly.

She cannot recall their face.

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I miss who I used to be.

cellphonehippie’s october prompt list: day 30 — faceless.

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❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

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when i think of my rose, i begin to recall what was. the world around me turns real.

independent rp blog for iris von eve.rec from the witch.er 3: hearts of stone. open to crossovers!

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Pingat reception dress ca. 1895

From Enchères Sadde via Interencheres

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for the ghosty muses … sentence starters

“How did you die?”

“Wait, you’re dead?”

“I heard your voice.”

“So, can you move things?”

“What’s it like? Being dead?”

“Can you stop hiding my stuff?”

“How long have you been dead?”

“Oh, great, now I’m seeing things.”

“…Are you my sleep paralysis demon?”

“Do you have any family around… alive?”

“I know I’m not alone in here, I heard you.”

“So, how long have you been… stuck here?”

“What kind of… ghostly abilities do you have?”

“Do you want to communicate? I want to listen.”

“I want to help you. I want to help you move on.”

“If there’s a spirit in here, please give me a sign.”

“No, you’re not real… things like you aren’t real…”

“I told them you were real. They didn’t believe me.”

“You’ve been haunting this dump a long time, huh?”

“Oh my god! Who are you and why are you floating??”

“Was that you turning off the lights or did the power go out?”

“Please stop flickering the lights already, I’m trying to sleep.”

“I’m not scared… I’m not scared of you. Get out of my house.”

“Is there a message you want me to pass along to the living?”

“I’m not trying to be disrespectful, please don’t go Poltergeist on me.”

“I thought you were just an imaginary friend, but all this time, you’ve…”

“Yeah, this was your place, but I’m living here now. Keyword: living. I make the rules.”

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i cannot promise anything but i'll be following the new witcher rpers and reblog some memes.........ghost wife inspire me 🙏