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Just logged on here for the first time in over a year and somehow am still getting new followers and shares on Original posts.

Who is still active on here?!?!?

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Also here have my face

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Tumblr I suck at updating you..

I had a glow night gig the other week at a art studio in Oxford, that went really well! Halloween jam was such a success!! We had so many people and great music. The wedding was also a success. Beaner had no idea and everyone else knew. It was soooooo good

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I should’ve fucked you when I had the chance it would’ve been Awesome

I should've fucked you when I had the chanceeee!!!! That should be a song... Too bad you never had that chance Anon, very few have

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Havent posted since whore island weekend. Since then I have done so much haha. Saw my favorite band, Performed at the new Jersey State Fair ,went to Neff as an organizer and had the time of my life, celebrated my mom's bday, went to camp amigo, bought a car, celebrated the life of two of my best friends lyndsy and Jay. Taught a class at the Boston juggling festival, went to delaware for derpjam and spent a night in a 15 person air bnb with the derp family and went to Yoshi's island.

I've seriously had some of the best times of my life this summer. It was the busiest I've ever been, the most I've traveled and the most productive I've ever felt.

Now we're planning a Halloween jam and a wedding! Ahhhh

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whore island weekend

These past two weeks were spent preparing for our weekend long spin jam camp out. Jay cut down a bunch of trees,cleared space for tents and made us a pool in the river.

The spin jam camp out was such a success. So many flowmies were in one spot and it really made me so happy. There were a few unfortunate events but overall it was an amazing weekend. It was really nice to have everyone together, spinning things, listening to live music and just hanging out,it hasn't really happened in awhile.

We had 10 tents, one of which was a Kenny and a Dottie, we hardly get to see them and it's always such a pleasure. They're two of my favorite people. Sarah came and she's always busy and has her son so it's great to see her. Danielle came and set up a chill area for me on one side of the fire circle, everyone brought food and booze and everything really did come together well.

Now this week I am manager at work almost every day since my store manager is on vacation! This coming weekend is a gig in collinsville with someone you can x ray and the week after is taking back Sunday in NY!!

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The last two weeks of June were awesome. We had still river music festival which is always great. We got to spin fire during someone you can x ray and Flipper Dave and plug radio broadcasted the whole festival live on the radio.

The weekend after was a benefit gig Jay and I had. The benefit was for someone that passed away in January. His friends and family put together a big event in his honor with local bands and us doing fire. It was one of those gigs that make you proud to be a performer and part of something so special.

July then hit us in full swing.

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the past two weekends have been awesome. The first one was the 21st B-Day gig that we completely slayed at and this past weekend was zointific. My favorite festival. This was my third year and by far the best. There were about 25 of us all camped together. It was so nice to have everyone there. It was tizzles first festival and plug radios first fest too. Dapperascal played main stage and I spun fire at night. There were soooo many great moments. Reflecting back on this weekend the one thing that really comes to mind is how much I love my people, my family. I love that I can snuggle up In between Jay and lyndsy and that I can lay down and get my feet rubbed by Joe or that if I know I need anything I can run to one of the several guys in my life that'll take care of me. I really am so happy with the people in my life and where were all going together!!!

Next weekend is still river music festival and Rachel lusts hoop class

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West haven carnival

First gigs of the season went so well. Friday night was my solo night. I spun for 30 minutes straight. 9 props including fire eating. By the end of it I was pouring sweat and exhausted but it was so worth it. The crowd went wild. There were so many small kids and families. People that had never seen a fire performer before. I couldn't have done it without the help of my awesome team mates lyndsy Joe and Jay. I love them.

Saturday night was our troupes show. We were supposed to performer for over an hour but since my performance the night before took too much away from the rest of the carnival, we were asked to only spin for 45 minutes. So we just went balls to the walls for 45 minutes. Everyone did amazing. People were seriously amazed and we had so many people come just to see us.

Everyone kept telling me how proud they are of me and how far I've come. How I am a really great performer. It felt good

I'm so proud of all of us. We're doing the thing and doing it well.

After our gig, we obviously had a whore island party and stayed up for an unnecessary amount of time.

It's Monday now and Jay and Kyle are still here. Jose's coming over and tomorrow's my shoot for the fire and flow arts calendar.

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may has been good to me.

May is a good month. Tommy turned 31 and we had the maysquerade ball that was so much fun. So many of our friends came. We've had a few parties down on whore island and actually have a lot of people were now being good friends with. Like LB and Mike, caity and gary(which Is cool Cuz I've known caity for ever!! And she gets all cute when she's drunk and talks about how we go way back). Danielles been coming around a lot more, and Carissa too. It's that season! Friends everywhere! We went to the casino for Ashley and Peters two year wedding anniversary. Stayed up all night drinking and gambling. I lost $50 but tiz won $2000 so it was all worth it. That then bought us a new washer and dryer cuz ours broke and a new smoker!!! All the smoked meats this summer, we did a pig butt the other day and it was so good. I also bought 22 new tikis for down on the island! I can't wait to put them in.

Flow farm family spinners is the name we decided on as a troupe since the majority of us left spiral sparks. I'm really proud of all of us and what we've been working on. Our first big troupe gig is next weekend.

The next month is about to be fucking crazy. Next Friday is my solo performance at the carnival, the next night is our troupe performance. The weekend after is a private gig I have for a 21st B-Day party. The band is dressing up as the power puff girls so I am dressing up as Sedusa. I almost have all the pieces to my costume.

The weekend after that, (Thursday-monday) is ZIONTIFIC!! ziontific quickly became my favorite festival. This will be my third year. I just love the vibe, the reggae music and all my friends that I see there. Also it's become the festival that beaner and I come together on every year. It's in a new spot in mass instead of Vermont this year which is awesome and dapper is going to have a cabin! And I have a vip pass! Tommy and tiz are getting in for free too. Plus I get to jam out on stage with my props and spin fire every night while camping with my troupe and being completely blissed out. Fuck yeah.

The weekend after that is still river music festival, it's our troupes second year and I know it's going to go even better than last year did.

Then the last weekend of June is a private gig at a benefit for someone who has passed away. One of my favorite local bands is playing it too so it's going to be awesome.

Yay gig life. Making that money and loving what I do.

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Your sister doesn’t look like your step dad is he her real dad

Daniel, if this is you. Stop wasting your time and Get the fuck off of my tumblr..... As far as jacie,my mom and I are concerned, Shawn is her dad and he's a great one at that.

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Dear Tumblr,

Yesterday Tommy Aleena and I went to VIP..... i left with $200 worth of new toys. Including one of those fancy wands that you plug into the wall. Shits cray. I'm excited.

Tommy will likely use it more as torture to me than anything but oh will it be fun

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Happy 420

My night at the roxbury was the shit! We got the Indiana Jones/cleopatra themed cabin. It Cost $740 for the night, holy shit but it was awesome. It was two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a kitchen, living room, another small room, a hidden path closet, and a outdoor porch and an outdoor shower when it's warmer out. There was a fish tank in one of the showers, it was built but animal planets tanked. The spa areas were so nice. The sauna was so relaxing and the hot tub felt great. We got tripped the Fuck out, ate so many medibles and smoked hella Joints. There was even a whole medible cake... The Catskill mountains looked so beautiful as the sun set. The only weird thing was around 11 at night, a siren came on over a very loud intercom system,we later found out they use it to alert people of an accident.. It was so scary sounding though, it's the kind of sound that makes you think bombs are about to drop .. Weird towns in the middle of no where are weird. The owners of the place were so nice, they sounded interested in having me spin fire there but there was a burn ban right now. I can't wait to go back and I'm feeling really rejuvinated.

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put up one of those relationship repost messages on facebook today and a bunch of people commented on how much they love Tommy and I and how they look up to us because we have real love. Aleena even shared my post and wrote about us.... It made me start to think about all the hard times Tommy and I have, about how there was a point that I decided it was better for us to not be together, and now how far we've come individually and together. Tommy is my rock, he keeps me grounded when things start to spiral out of control in my mind and my life and I very much keep him grounded in most things in life. He puts in so much effort every day to make sure I know he loves me, make sure I'm fed and happy. I get home from a 12 hour work day and he is there excited to see me. Though we live together,we both have A very different day to day life, we don't get to see each other as much as we used to but that's okay because we are both on our own hussles and moving forward individually so that we can together.

Had a taco party at work today because we made our quarterly and our monthly two months in a row. Tommy came on his crutch and all. It was so much fun. I love my co workers, they're great.

ALSO I JUST BOUGHT TAKING BACK SUNDAY TICKETS FOR US AND ASHLEY & PETER!!!!!!!!

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April 2018

It's the beginning of April, one of my favorite months, can you guess why?

Last night I booked a $600 fire gig in New Jersey in August!! I can't believe I went from saying I didn't want to perform to now being booked with paid gigs for the majority of the summer. I just started writing out some choreo for the west Haven carnival I am doing and started writing out a class plan for my contact wand class at an up and coming flow festival in Maine. I also have to learn some basic belly dancing for a gig so I'm going to try and do some of that today. ..

It's Tuesday and I have the day off and am still working 40hours this week and I hit over time last week, which is awesome. All I do is work and sometimes the 6am to 6pm shift I do is exhausting but thankfully I don't have to work weekends and my job understands in the summer I need lots of days off for my performances. I'm grateful to work at such a great place and to be part of the leaders of an awesome staff,even the new girls we are training are doing the thing! We kill it.

Lynds and Joe have been back for a week now and I'm so happy, I missed them a lot and I'm excited for all the things we can do now.

I gave Katie her birthday present the other day, it was a custom contact fire wand and she squealed soooo loud, it was adorable. I love her and hope having a bad ass wand helps her pick it up and make progress more.... Gotta encourage the flow.

Today I noticed that my ex girlfriend unblocked me on social media, so that made me chuckle.

This coming weekend is space jam and I can't wait for Tommy and I to rage with my babe Ashley!!!!!! And of course Peter, they're both very dear to my heart and going to raves with them is my favorite. Little miss Kat is coming too and although we don't hang or talk much, we always have a blast and I'd protect that girl like my little sister.

The weekend after is 4/20 , I took Friday off of work and am going to the roxbury motel and resort. All the rooms are different themes with High end art from different artists, there's a spa,a huge field and hiking. I'm going with kasia and Liz and a few other ladies. GIRLS NIGHT. We're gonna trip and be ridiculous and I cant wait.

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Hey just wondering have you ever shot heroin

Nope never done heroin and I never will.