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Challenging insecurity

♪ Synopsis: That night, as the moon painted shadows in the room, [name] felt trapped in her insecurities. Her thoughts focused on a detail that seemed enormous to her: her small breasts. Although she knew that her partner, Diluc, accepted her as she was, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with herself.

♪ Pairing: F! Reader X Diluc ragnvindr

¡TW!: Afab, Insecurities, mention of psychologist, low self-esteem, mention of beauty standards, angst (?) & fluff.

READER'S FEELINGS

[name] had a hard time seeing a part of her body, her breasts, the most unsightly thing that she could ever had.

Perhaps because of those times when she saw women who were confident and had a good body, but when it came to looking at herself she felt uncomfortable in the greatest way possible, there was no way she was attractive or even pretty like other women. [Name] began to reconsider the idea of wearing bras with more padding to be just like these women. She wanted so much to wear necklines and make herself look great, but she often wears clothes to hide her figure.

Since she was a teenager, she saw how her classmates and friends developed even more, leaving her behind, so she got used to wearing covered clothes, but the time when her insecurities jumped out the most was when she was intimate with his partner, She was sure that his husband didn't care, but she did care about being "pretty".

FEELINGS OF DILUC

Diluc doesn't really care and wouldn't pay attention to that, he's used to some families or noble women trying to get close to him for his money and status, So when he met you he definitely didn't have any problems about how your body was like, after all it doesn't define how much you are worth and how much you deserve to be loved.

Diluc te ama más que a nada y una talla no iba a hacer este cambio, tus senos eran parte de tu cuerpo y de tu maravillosa tú , pero cuando Diluc comenzó a notar estos pequeños hábitos que surgían de ti, se detuvo a pensar por un momento. : ¿Qué te pasó al mirarte así en el espejo? ¿Por qué no usaste la ropa que tanto querías usar? ¿Qué le pasaba a tu cuerpo para causar esa reacción?

That night, as the moon painted shadows in the room, [name] felt trapped in her insecurities. Her thoughts focused on a detail that seemed enormous to her: her small breasts. Although she knew that her partner, Diluc, accepted her as she was, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with herself.

She had found a perfect dress to wear but when she measured it she didn't look the least bit "attractive" compared to the model in the magazine, she burst into tears after thinking about how much disgust his body generated in her because, she couldn't even see it in a mirror…

Diluc entered the room while you were suffering your crisis, the first thing that popped into your mind was embarrassment, however his reaction took you out of your thoughts, He turned to you and asked if there was something wrong. The next decision you made took a lot of courage to make, but you talked to him about how you felt and how your body was affecting you mentally.

Diluc was not very good at managing his emotions or even these situations, but he did not hesitate to focus on how you felt, he listened to you carefully and gave you a hug.

"Society often sets unrealistic standards, which can influence how you feel. Your body is different and ultimately more beautiful in its own way."

Diluc undoubtedly asked if you needed to go to a psychologist, to which you agreed after thinking about it for a while, This helped you control your emotions and Diluc was even aware of the sessions and how they made you feel. After all, just because he was a man busy with his work didn't mean he would neglect his partner.

diluc started looking for ways to make you feel good and mainly suggested that you go on trips together, Not to escape from feelings but to learn lessons together and so that you could finally try on the clothes you wanted so much.

You learned to improve your feelings, there are still times when your insecurity jumps out, after all there are many standards that had affected you throughout your life, But at least you know that your husband would be there to provide support as much as he can and maybe that's why you love him.

REMEMBER: Society puts the pressure and burden on women's shoulders to have incredibly unrealistic bodies for everyone's taste, However, you should not let yourself be carried away by these types of opinions after all, your body is unique and is uniquely yours. I am aware that you have actually hated your body several times when looking at yourself or when trying on clothes, but you should never let anyone criticize your body, as it does not belong to them, feel safe, I know it costs a lot and always remember to stay with those people who know how to value you and your beautiful body!

//what should i do next? //

(English is not my first language, so feel free to correct any errors)

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"Absence At Work"

♪ Synopsis: You must sleep for work tomorrow but your husband complicates things for you ♪

♪ Pairing: F! Reader X Diluc ragnvindr

¡TW!: AFAB, SMUT, OVERSTIMULATION, HICKEYS & ROUGH SEX.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

I swear to God… you were supposed to go to sleep as early as possible. You knew very well that the agenda you had for tomorrow was very overwhelming. That's how you came home to "sleep" directly after a hard day...

Although apparently someone forgot that his partner was also very stressed, after all your husband Diluc was dedicated to wine industrialization in Mondstad. These times of the year, where things start to get more and more complicated, were not easy for everyone. Although it seems that you and your husband shared the feeling when you met in the room. It all started as a simple caress, kisses here and there... But you couldn't deny that you didn't want to devour the man in front of you. Who would blame you? How long has it been since you enjoyed your intimacy with him?

How long has it been? Your body became a mess of moans and more moans, clothes thrown on the floor, condoms dripping semen and mainly your husband abusing your poor pussy, His ruby-colored eyes never stopped staring into yours... How come your delicate and gentle husband has become such a beast for the first time in bed?

Your body would definitely be numb by tomorrow, his cock didn't stop hitting all your spots and when he said that in a few moments he was going to stop it seemed that his lust made his resistance increase and like the good wife that you were, you took everything he gave you.

The sunlight that slowly filtered through the curtains lifted you up, by that time your husband was hugging you with his strong arms.(in reality, it seemed like he would never let you go since you were too attached to him but your barely awake mind wasn't processing anything), His face was serene and calm despite how much he enjoyed devouring you the night before.

You wanted to see what time it was but your husband, who did not deign to let you go, made it impossible for you. You moved your body a little to look out and see the clock, but he hugged you more and despite his sleepy state, He murmured for you to stay still.

Maybe... it was worth not going to work? After all, your body was covered in hickeys from your breasts to your neck and you had no chance to cover them.

(English is not my first language, so feel free to correct any errors)