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My Love[Seungmin Imagine]

“Babe~ wake up.” A soft toned voice whispers from next to you and you slowly open and eyes and turn your body around and cuddle up to Seungmin. and get embraced in his warmth. 

“Good morning.” He says quietly but loud enough to be heard. “Good morning.” You say while snuggling your face into his neck. He runs your back softly and runs his other hand through your hair.

”how are you my love?” He asks while giving you a soft kiss on the head.

”Sleepy, can we go back to sleep Seung?” You ask him and he softly nods his head.

”we can do whatever you want love.” He says softly and both of you drift into sleep cuddling each other.

you wake up feeling the warmth from earlier fade away and you open your eyes to see Seungmin no longer with you. You slowly sit up and rub your eyes getting adjusted. You look around to see he’s not in the room so you decide to call out his name.

”Seungie??”You shout slightly to try and have your voice reach outside the room. You then hear quick walking to the room and the door opening.

”is everything alright??” He asks walking forwards you and culling your face with his hands and giving you kisses.

”I’m fine I just didn’t know where you went.” You laugh a little while saying it and he smiles. You start to get up but he immediately hugs you and makes you go back on the bed. “What are you doing?” You laugh has he kissed you on the head.

”I want you to stay in bed love, just lay down and relax.” He says with a soft smile and you ruffle his hair with a laugh. “But I wanna be with you.” You say and he sighs and ends the hug.

”But I wanna give you a breakfast in bed.” He says softly with a smile you then act like you’re gonna hug him and right as we opens his arms for a hug you run out of the room.

He runs after you and you while your running through the hallway laughing he grabs you.

”GOT YA!” He shouts while holding you and both of you laugh together. After a couple of seconds of just you both laughing together he clears his throat while letting you go.

”I was gonna do breakfast in bed but I guess that idea is dead.” He says with a sigh but a smile appearing on his face and you laugh a little.

”I’m sorry Seungmin.” You say while parting his shoulder.

”Don’t apologize it’s okay but you know today is Valentine’s Day and I want it to be nice for you.” He says with a soft smile and you can’t help but feel flustered cause he is trying to make today really special. The amount of love you have for him is too much.

“Aw Seungmin that’s so sweet.” You say while giving him a kiss on the cheek and he smiles at you. He then grabs your hand and he leads you to the kitchen. Once you both get there you see a plate with pancakes on it and flowers next to it with a card.

”is that for me?” You say your face lighting up while walking towards it. He nods his head and you grab the card and gently open it.

” Dear (Y/N), happy Valentine’s Day love! I can’t wait to spend it with you I’m really looking forward to it. You’re such a kind person and I’m more than lucky to have you in my life. I love you with all my heart and today is how I’m gonna show it. I hope you like the breakfast and hopefully you like what I have in store for today cause this is only the beginning my love.” As you read the card you can’t help but tear up from the kind note.

”Did you really do all this just for me?” You ask him with teary eyes and he walks closer to you and wipes your tears with his hand.

”Of corse my love and there is so much more in store.” He says kissing your forehead.

”I love you so much Seungmin.” You say hugging him and he hugs back resting his head in your shoulder.

”I love you too my love.”

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How they would spend Valentine’s Day with you

BangChan- He would make sure everything was planned to perfection. He probably was planning this since the beginning of the month he made sure he had cleared his schedule and held off anything until after Valentine’s Day. He would wake you up in the sweetest way in the morning and give you kisses. He would make you two breakfast and spend the whole morning with you. Him and you would probably go to some places after and spend time together. He would tell you too get ready for a special dinner date and after you two were done he would drive both of you to a fancy restaurant and make sure you had an wonderful time.

Lee Know-He would be very clingy with you more than usual. He would give you lots of hugs and want to watch movies with you. He would cuddle up with you and his cats would occasionally join in on the snuggle session as well. You two would have a calm but cute Valentine’s Day that was well spent.

Changbin- He is a simp on this day. You two go anywhere he would open the car door for you. If you two wanted some food he would cook for you. He would also get you your favorite things and along with chocolate and plushies. He would tell you that you both were gonna go to a restaurant and make sure that everything would be good.

Hyunjin- He would be so nice he would let you sleep in and he would just cuddle up with you. Once you wake up he would ask you how you slept and he kissed you kisses. He would spend the whole day with you and spend it doing what you wanna do no questions asked. You wanna go shopping together all day? He’s 100% down for that. He would tell you how much he loves you throughout the day and just be super kind.

Han- BOY IS TOO EXCITED. He would wake you up and  start asking you ideas of what you two should do together and he suffocates you with hugs. He would make sure the day is filled with fun activities. He also made cute cards for you saying how much he appreciates you. Did he buy gifts for you? Yes he did and he made sure they showed how much he loved you.

Felix-He would be all sweet and soft with you all day and take you out to a nice restaurant and constantly remind you how happy he is to have you. He would bake you cute little treats that are decorated with cute hearts. He would want to cuddle with you a lot.

Seungmin- He would watch movies with you all day then take you two to a park and both of you walk around for a couple of hours. He would give lots of hugs and give you chocolates in a heart shaped box. He would spend the rest of the night with you by cuddling with you.

I.N- this man is excited and all smiley when you wake up he gives you hugs and tells you happy Valentine’s Day while giving you a cute gift with a hand written card that you can tell took time too make. He shows how much he cares for you by spending the day with you and giving lots of affection. He would make sure nothing bad would happen.

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3RACHA MUSKETEERS OF MAKING MUSIC

6 years of 3racha

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Felix’s solo song Deep End gives me toxic ex best friend vibes idk why tho

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Please don’t let me sink in the deep end

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The new stray kids replay is so amazing I love it so much

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𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖

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𝓟𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮

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𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐆𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧

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Struggling [lee know imagine]

(TW MENTIONS OF CUTTING AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDE)

It was a cloudy day and you were feeling really down. Lately you haven’t been feeling like doing anything that includes eating and taking care of yourself. You cut yourself off from a lot of people you used to talk too. Lots of people had became worried about and but you just simply told them you were doing fine and you had just been super busy that’s why you haven’t spoken.  You just sat in your bed starring up at the ceiling. Your thoughts haven’t been the most positive either  your mind would tell you things like ‘the world would be so much better of without you’  or ‘ you don’t deserve the people you have in your life’

You hated it. You hated the thoughts that would form in your head at night and day. You stared at your ceiling while laying in your bed. You didn’t feel like getting up at all you just wished the bed would consume you. You wished you told someone your feelings you knew you needed help, you’ve known for a while but yet you don’t know how to tell anyone. You talk to people sometimes through text but you never tell them how you are. Many people don’t believe your okay and have asked if they needed to call someone to get you help but for some reason you declined saying the same thing you always do “ I’m fine I’m just very stressed ab busy with work.” Which is a lie you haven’t been to work in a while. 

Your parents have gotten worried but you keep saying you’re fine to them. Your friends have tried getting you out of your apartment and have you get some fresh air but you declined their offers. There is one person who has tried almost everything to try and help you which is your boyfriend. He’s sensed that it wasn’t just you being busy so he’s tried his best to keep you active but that didn’t work. You get out of your bed slowly and walk towards your bathroom. 

You look at yourself in the mirror and the person you see doesn’t look like you. Your hair is a mess, eyes tired with bags under them, and a plain expression on your face. It hurts it all hurts you wish you didn’t do this to yourself you should have gotten help. You started to overthink again more negative thoughts flowing through your brain. You want to cry but you can’t the feeling is strong but not a single tear will form.

you have wondered how your death would affect people you’ve imagined what it would be like if you were dead. You didn’t want to but that’s what thoughts popped up. Your brain couldn’t stop these thoughts they just kept coming. You looked down to your wrist and saw the scars that layer there. You knew you shouldn’t do that to yourself but it was a reliever to you. You then suddenly hear a knock on your bedroom door. You have no idea how someone got into your apartment, maybe it was a robber or some criminal. 

“(Y/N) are you in there?” You hear someone ask from outside the door with a soft voice. You knew it wasn’t a robber you recognized whose voice it belonged to. It was lee knows you knew his voice very well it was calming to you. He always spoke in a soft way to you. 

“(Y/N) if you’re in there please open the door.”  He said again while lightly knocking on the door. You forgot he had a spare key to your apartment just in case you lost yours or he wanted to come over.  You had lots of trust in him so that’s why you gave him a spare plus you lose yours a lot. 

The door knob to your room started moving but your door was locked even though you’re alone you still lock your door it makes you feel safe. You stayed in the bathroom not moving at all, he can’t see you in this state he would think you’re weak or just a baby.  The thought of him seeing you in this state made you feel scared you didn’t want him to be disappointed in you.  You looked at yourself again seeing every flaw on you and how much you’ve changed. You loved your boyfriend truly. You loved him with your whole heart but you can’t see him right now at least not in this state.

You then heard the door unlock. Your door knob was made weirdly so if you turn it a couple of times in a certain direction it could unlock. It didn’t always happen but sometimes it does. You froze freaking out internally but not showing it on the outside you just stayed quiet.

”baby are you in here please I know something is wrong.” He spoke quietly in a way tugging at your heart strings. You wanted to cry for some reason. The thought of him seeing you like this makes you upset. You’re disappointed in yourself. He walks around your room then sees you standing in front of the mirror in your bathroom. He walks towards you while you can’t move your body won’t move.

”baby you look dead please talk to me I know something is wrong.” He says putting a hand on your shoulder the sudden touch made you flinch in a way. He removed his hand from and looked at you worried. You turned to face him trying to force yourself to speak.

”I’m fine I just have been busy with work you know? Sometimes it just gets a little overwhelming.” You say trying to sound like it wasn’t been days since you have spoke. “Baby your work had called me saying you haven’t been in forever and won’t answer there calls.” He knows your lying to him.

”I..uhm.” Words couldn’t form from your mouth nothing would come out other than useless stutters. 

“I’m worried about you (Y/N) we are all worried we want to help you but you won’t tell anyone the truth. May you please tell me what’s going on so I can help you it hurts me to see you like this.” He says to you the way he’s looking feels like he’s staring into your soul trying to find out what’s wrong. Tears start to form in your eyes. The tears burn it’s been so long since you cried. 

“I think I need help..” you say no louder than a whisper it was mumbled slightly as well but he heard it loud and clear.  “What kind of help baby?” He asks you trying to give you a warm smile.

you don’t give him eye contact you can’t look him in the eyes it would hurt. “I don’t exactly know..I just need help.” You mumble out to him he then hugs you. You want to hug him back but you can’t. “I’ll call an hotline if you’d like baby.” He says not letting go the warmth of the hug makes you wish he could stay hugging you for the rest of your life. You slowly nod your head at his question. 

“I’ll do that then I’m glad you can get the help you have needed i want you to be okay again I want to see you smile and laugh. I want you to be able to feel alive.” He says quietly to you, the words made more tears subconsciously fall out of your eyes. You’ve needed help but haven’t gotten in and now you finally will be able to. 

“Thank you.” You mumble trying not to cry even more. He pats your back to try and make you feel better. “Do you want to talk about what’s been going on and what you’ve been thinking.” He says he stops the hug and holds your hands . You nod your head but then you see his eyes go to your arms. His warm smile that he was giving you drops. Tears forming in his eyes. 

“Did you do this to yourself?” He asks gently brushing his thumb against your arm trying not to hurt you. He looks at the scars that lay on your arms the many small and large cuts deep and not deep ones. You don’t answer him. He then repeats himself again. “(Y/N) did you do this to yourself.” He looks you in the eyes but you look away trying to take your hands from his but he doesn’t let you. You see tears running down his face. Lee know used to have a friend that had gone through severe depression and they harmed themself. He tried his best to help that friend and he was able to stop them from harming themself for a while but weeks later that friend had committed suicide.

”I’m sorry lee know..” your voice shaking while saying the words. You know how much seeing this must hurt him. He hugs you again but tighter. 

“Please don’t leave me I can’t lose you I don’t want to lose you (Y/N) your the best person I’ve met you’ve made me so happy I’m so sorry I’m failing you I should have helped you sooner so you wouldn’t do this to yourself I'm so sorry please don’t harm yourself please please please.” He says his body shaking and his breathing uneven. Tears streaming down his face. 

“I won’t leave you I promise Lee know.” You say trying not to break down even more. “That’s what they promised..” he says to you

You then hug him back but then he stops the hug and runs out of the room. You don’t know why he left maybe you were hurting him to much and he had to leave. But then he comes back with a laptop and he drags you out of the bathroom and gestures you to sit on the bed. You do and he sits next to you opening the laptop and searching something. You look at the screen and it had a bunch of websites along with phone numbers. 

“I’m gonna call one of these for you okay? And I’ll get you all the help you need I’ll make sure you get better I’ll try and save you from all this.” He says to you turning to you giving you a kiss on the head. You just nod to him.

”I promise (Y/N) I’ll do everything in my power to help you but first I’m gonna call one of these I’m so sorry you have been suffering like this for so long I love you and I will help you, I love you so much and I can’t imagine this world without you no one can.” He says gently 

“I love you to lee know I’m sorry.” You say looking at him

he hugs you tightly not letting go. You hug back melting in his arms. The thought of being able to get help makes you hopeful for getting better.

”I promise.”

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I’m addicted too the skz song taste omg

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Maxident is so good omg

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Happy birthday too the best Aussie leader

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Happy birthday our amazing Aussie sunshine!!! Hopefully your birthday is amazing!

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Anyone notice how Felix doesn’t put #lovestay on his newer posts for insta but all his old ones have it🥺😔

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Imagine chilling with 3racha as their making songs you all make jokes and chill while you help them make song lyrics. And you all just spend hours eating snacks, making music and joking around together. Both you and Changbin and Han are sitting on a couch and Chan is sitting in a chair near a desk with his laptop playing samples of songs. And they all thank you for helping them and they really appreciate the help cause they had trouble figuring out lyrics. The vibe is so amazing with them and you wish it could last forever.

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~Chan taking care of you while your sick~ ~mini imagine~

Imagine it’s a cloudy day and it’s the afternoon, your feeling super sick and your head hurts super bad. You try and sleep of your sickness but it doesn’t work so you just sit in your bed feeling sick. After an hour goes by you text your boyfriend Chan telling him you were sick he immediately responds too you asking if your alright and if you needed anything. You said you’d be fine but some medicine for your headache would be nice and he responded telling you he would get some. You knew he wouldn’t be home for a while cause he’s a busy person but only thirty minutes later you hear the door too your (place of choice) open and he comes rushing too you. He hands you medicine and water and he also got you some stuffed animals as well. He asks you things like “are you okay?” And “do you need anything else?” 

While giving you kisses on your head. He gets your extra blankets in case you get cold and he also bring you some food for when your hunger. He then gets into bed with you and sun goes up with you. You try and earn him that he could get sick too but he shrugs it off and says with a warm smile “if I get sick for being with you making sure you feel better than that’s fine with me” then he cuddled you till both of you fell asleep.

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