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5 min tutorial for trcelyne, hope it helps! 

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I haven’t slept in the past 24 hours and I feel like crap…

LOOKS LIKE I’M NOT WATCHING THE SUN AND MOON SHOW TODAY BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO CRY!!

I KNEW IT

I KNEW ALL THE HINTS FOR SUN BEING NEXT TO DIE WAS A FUCKING RED HERRING

MY BOI ;A;

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This whole episode made me think of Christina Aguilera’s song; ‘Candy Man’! I was howling!! 🤣🤣

Lil candy corn boiiiii

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……I didn’t ask to be called out like this!! 🥲

[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish

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So a free tool called GLAZE has been developed that allows artists to cloak their artwork so it can't be mimicked by AI art tools.

AI art bros are big mad about it.

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Hey, I know we haven’t spoken in a while, but I want you to know that we’re still friends and I will always support you. The best thing you can do right now, is giving everything your best shot. School is tough, but I believe you can get through this. Just do what you can and always remember to prioritize yourself. Love you platonically, Pastry!

Quick Confession and Apology

I'm sorry for not posting artwork in the past few months... I'm sorry for not posting much for the fandoms that I still enjoy... I'm sorry for the piled asks...

I think our school is moving a bit too fast and just keeps on piling us this assignments and projects, or I've just reached a total burn out to the point I can't follow the "standard speed" that our school expects us to have, I really haven't had a proper vacation from schoolworks tbh and it has come to a point that I could barely draw even for myself anymore

I've just been feeling tired lately, my mind is having a hard time prioritizing and focusing because it haven't had a proper rest... But I still have to keep pushing since these schoolworks won't finish themselves...

Idk anymore, I'll try and see how I can still be active and "relevant" as to what I keep on hearing in school... I hope I can hop back in and draw something that I enjoy again....

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Dear, sweet, Littlefoot, do you remember the way to the Great Valley?  I guess so. But why do I have to know if you’re going to be with me? I’ll be with you. Even if you can’t see me. What do you mean I can’t see you? I can always see you.

The Land Before Time(1988) dir. Don Bluth

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My plushy addicted self must now where to get these!

WEHHH THANKYOU FRIEND!! WE APPRECIATE THE PLUSHIESS!!

@modellingispainge

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Reblog to kiss sun and moon fnaf !!

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Everyone is free to see them as whatever they choose, it’s more interesting that way.

In certain AU’s they’re definitely brothers and I respect that; but in others they’re very much not.

For example, TSAMS Sun and Moon are brothers. However, that doesn’t mean that FNAF SB Sun and Moon are canonical brothers, if that makes sense.

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Moondrop candy poster redraw!!:D

(Made for project>:3)

Hey so-

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KILL IT!!!

Reblog to kill it faster

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Thank you!! ;w;

I’m gonna try and add whoever I can think of and if you don’t see your name I’m so very sorry T-T.

@presidenttrashcan @rei-does-stuff @lazypastry @bishopknight0517 @starays13 @imagine-creative @sassrubyexists

@mortallydarkharmony

Also I have terrible anxiety which makes it difficult for me to interact with others so again I’m terribly sorry!

2023 is coming to an end so this is my annual I love my online friends so fucking much you wouldn't believe me if I told you post.

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Help, I’m in this post and I don’t like it!

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

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I tend to do a mix of all these things, but I mostly just make random noises or talk to myself

Just because I’m curious now:

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As someone who takes birth control to regulate my monthly, this is everything! If I don’t take it, I can—and have—skip months at a time and the end result is always crippling pain and extremely heavy bleeding! It sucks immensely! Even my sister tried telling me to “just take pain killers,” like bitch do you think I haven’t tried that already!?

"People shouldn't post about how the contraceptive pill can be prescribed for non-contraceptive reasons because it's sex negative" feels like a take that can only come from people who don't realise just how young some people end up being prescribed the pill

Like, fine, you, person in your twenties, might be comfortable being like "this is the pill I take to fuck without getting pregnant", but I don't think it's sex negative for a thirteen-year-old who has been prescribed it for debilitating period pain to not want to have to hide their medication from their classmates on an overnight school trip because their classmates think that the only reason anyone would take it is that they're sexually active

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As someone who’s trying to lose weight for health reasons, this would be great for getting my fat ass out the house! XD