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I have again entered the era where I miss being in discords with other queer folks talking about our obsessions with fictional ladies

I always get depressed and leave them when they die down and I miss those spacesssss

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Congrats on graduating!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🥳🥳🖤

and songs that I can recommend maybe,,, back to being friends by sombr (even if it’s a guy singing i still relate yk, feel the pain), no one noticed by the marías, heavy by the marías (idk if i already recommended them LMFAO), sailor song by gigi perez 🤔 not strong enough by boygenius.

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Thank you! I also just saw this oops lol

It's okay if it's a guy (usually the songs I listen to that are super depressing are always male vocalists lol)

But sailor song is such a good one! That's like peak wlw yearning... I should really do a fic that fits that at some point...

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Congratulations on your graduation and defending your thesis!! 🎉🎉

Thank youuuuu 🥰🥰🥰

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https://www.tumblr.com/five-bi-five-mind/786026257061183488/i-have-defended-my-thesis-graduated-all-that?source=share

Yooooooo Congratulations!!!! That's so impressive!!!

Thank you thank you! BA down, MA down, now time for PhD time lol

The best part about my PhD is my advisor wants me to get a certificate in creative writing to build my research format... so might as well get back into the creative writing habit before I take those classes LOL

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I have defended my thesis, graduated, all that good stuff (although I'm back to school for my PhD in August lol)

So now my goal is to have a fic out this weekend... but I do fear folks won't like the fic I'm gonna post. It's not one I expected to work on a lot either... but mainly I worry it's not relevant anymore.. I finally finishing a Sara Lance fic tho.

my goal for this month is to actually finish the large amount of WIPs I have before moving on to anything else. And deleting some I haven't really felt much inspiration for.

anyways wish me luck, send me inspiration to get all my WIPs done (also send me song recs for wlw yearning lol)

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i just read all of your jj fics in a row for the 50th time and there is not a fiber of shame in my body

you truly are such a talented writer and the way you write everyone (especially jj and kate) is so amazing

Hiiii ahhh thank you 🫣

I’ve been writing a lot but never finishing anything.. maybe it’s time I actually finish and pop out a new fic. What’s stopping me is I wanna redo my whole list and add Yelena and I am lazy 😅 but maybe I can polish and post my smutty JJ or Kate fic soon lol

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How about you do a poll to see what people think about you writing for Yelena?

Oooooo that’s smart but also I do have fear but also I guess I can anticipate how much fear I should have with the poll 😂

I shall make one

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first of all: yelena is one of my absolute favs (on top of ava starr) so id be so excited to see you write for her

second of all: sharon is SO over hated and EXTRA fine. i grew up watching revenge with emily vancamp in it so ive knownn how fine she is

THANK YOU! I had a few ideas for Sharon but I’m back to writing again and just been fleshing out my Yelena idea and finishing up the JJ fic.

I’m just so scared of Yelena backlash 😂 but… she’s so good for angst after Thunderbolts…

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I also… might break my rule and write for Yelena 😅

But if I get hate for it I will be sad

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Random question… does anyone know of some folks who write for Sharon Carter?

I also might start writing for her

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Hii, just wanted to say: take the time you need🥺🖤 if in a month you realize that maybe you need more time, it’s understandable and valid and most of the people that love your writing will be waiting patiently till you come back, at least I will and in the meantime I’ll be rereading your posted works 😼. Hope everything gets better and sending you tons of hugs 🫂🫶

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Thanks friend 🥺

I don’t want to be gone long because I think diving into my hobbies like writing is a healthy coping mechanism lol

But grieving and writing smut is also a weird vibe 😂 I appreciate yours and everyone else’s kind words tho 🫂 when I’m a lil more myself I hope to give everyone a good ol’ spicy JJ or Wanda fic lol

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Hey friends,

I know I was saying I was hoping to have fics out after my thesis defense Monday, but that got canceled 😅

I’m taking a short break (about a month maybe) yet again because I suffered another loss. I’ll be back I promise, just gotta heal my heart just a little first 🥺

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I keep coming back here: https://www.tumblr.com/five-bi-five-mind/777394258554568704/hiiiiiiiii-would-you-be-so-kind-and-share-a-jj

Help 🫠🫣🥵

Hehe that’s coming next and it’s gonna be wild 😈

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For the anon that sent the southern hospitality JJ ask… I’m keeping it to remember for inspiration things 👀

Also my thesis is in by next Monday and then I can sit down and write more than a couple hundred words at a time 😩

I’ve had so many ideas and I keep writing them down I just need time to develop them

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just watching the episode I am in need of a fic of Mon/lady Sam petpaly.

Listen 👀 I have been thinking about writing for the Thai GLs I watch for so long…

This tempts me

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pookie bear, dont take this as rushing at all, but when are those amazing jj fics coming out

That’s a good question! I haven’t had much time to actually sit and write other than bits and pieces but my goal is next week to post something extra spicy 👀