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i have the biggest headache and basically having a breakdown in front of you all but yeah, impulse decision: new blog. i won't do much until the will to write comes back from the war, but you can find me at the same url if you wish to still follow me ( tho for the sake of my mental health i will be more tight on terms of following back, pls don't take offence in that ). thank you for your patience.

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i have the biggest headache and basically having a breakdown in front of you all but yeah, impulse decision: new blog. i won't do much until the will to write comes back from the war, but you can find me at the same url if you wish to still follow me ( tho for the sake of my mental health i will be more tight on terms of following back, pls don't take offence in that ). thank you for your patience.

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@hisflaws​  /  “You’re more comfortable than the couch.” 

“  yeah  i  bet.  ”    annoyed  tone  dripping  through  words,  though  red  and  max  have  been  in  this  position  enough  times  before  for  both  of  them  to  know  she’s  just  joking.  body  wiggling  underneath  his  weight  to  get  in  a  better  angle  on  the  couch,  red  eventually  moves  her  arm  around  part  of  max’s  waist,  while  other  hand  runs  through  dark  hair  in  soothing  manner.  for  a  moment  she’s  half  tempted  to  talk  about  the  elephant  in  the  room    (  he’s  too  big  to  flop  on  top  of  her  and  expect  to  be  cuddled  while  she’s  under  him  grasping  for  air  )    but  eventually  settles  to  press  a  kiss  on  his  forehead,  knowing  that  sudden  behaviour  probably  is  a  silent  request  to  be  held  for  a  while.    “  you  wanna  take  a  nap?  i  can  turn  off  the  tv  if  you  want.  ”

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@nirgama​  /  “Please be careful out there.”

statement  sparks  curiosity,  though  red  is  quick  to  compose  and  turn  to  give  the  younger  immortal  a  reassuring  smile  ---  there’s  very  little  that  could  put  her  in  danger  these  days,  but  she  can  understand  how  worry  never  really  fades  even  with  the  condition  they  have.  she’d  do  the  same.    “  you  know  me,  i’m  always  careful.  ”    is  finally  delivered  in  cheerful  tone,  shoulder  shrugging  nonchalantly.    “  we’ll  catch  up  later,  alright?  ”    and  with  that  off  she  goes  in  the  dark.

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@grimhilde​  /  “Can you do me a favor?”

lips  curling  in  vane  attempt  to  hide  the  skeptical  expression  forming  on  features,  she  takes  her  time  to  ponder  her  options.  sure  evie  doesn’t  seem  the  type  to  ask  for  complicated  things,  but  these  days  one  can  never  know.  hopefully  it’s  not  murder.    “  sure  ---  what  do  you  need?  ”    faint  smile  then  follows,  fingers  fidgeting  with  hem  of  shirt.  why  is  she  nervous  anyway?  she’s  just  a  kid.    “  ask  away  and  i’ll  see  what  i  can  do.  ”

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how i deal with my feelings

never talk about them

barely acknowledge them

hope they go away

i don’t, basically

that’s what i’m saying

i do not deal with my feelings

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“A few months ago, I could never have imagined finding someone who made all my past heartbreaks feel worth it. Someone who makes my heart swell up despite all the holes and whose hands fit mine so perfectly and hold mine so tightly. I didn’t know that anyone else could give me something to lose again and have me be over-the-moon happy about it.”

— tara love / and i am. i am so happy about it.

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i have the biggest headache and basically having a breakdown in front of you all but yeah, impulse decision: new blog. i won't do much until the will to write comes back from the war, but you can find me at the same url if you wish to still follow me ( tho for the sake of my mental health i will be more tight on terms of following back, pls don't take offence in that ). thank you for your patience.

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i like being complimented on my eyes and on my oral sex techniques 

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i have a question: can you still export data from a blog and put it in a new one or did tumblr erase that option? 👀

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anyway like the italian bih i am i made myself pasta and put on a miriam movie, call it stressed out girl shit or whatever

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the people who unfollowed me after the lizzie olsen post made the best decision bc tbh i don't want you here if you excuse her

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help w/ rent

keeping it short, i’m an autistic trans woman living w/ pretty bad depression, i’m $220 short on rent this month and it’s due tomorrow, any amount helps and if you can’t donate a reblog means just as much !  here are the links, i do graphic design and audio/video editing work if you want anything in return

paypal  /  ko-fi  /  commission post

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I like wearing your clothes. They smell like you and your scent is home to me.

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lizzie olsen’s white ass saying that she “fought” to wear a costume/headdress based on wanda’s romani background and literally referring to it as a “gypsy thing” is why exactly yall need to stop supporting white people when they steal roles from romani actors. gadje don’t treat us like an actual people, with our own language and history and traditions. they rarely ever touch on the violence and oppression we experience ESPECIALLY IN EUROPE. we’re a costume to gadje. we’re something cutesy and quirky that they can slip on for halloween or for their shitty marvel shows and then take off because at the end of the day they’re gadje, always white ones at that. meanwhile in europe, actual romani don’t receive aid from local governments during pandemics and are subject to brutal violence from police. 

like this is a roundabout way of me saying stop supporting the wendysiri show, but like………stop supporting the wendysiri show.

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so uhm, i know this may sound random but we life spontaneously here lol --- i've been considering putting red on a semi hiatus. i know i "revamped" just a few weeks ago but i'm really just around to shitpost and fill my aesthetic blog with stuff in the hope to get her voice back but ngl i feel her kinda mia lately, which breaks my heart bc she's the oc i've worked on the most and i used to come up with good content development wise but now it's just static noise 24/7 lol. i don't really want to put her on an official hiatus until the comics are out bc april 21st is far as fuck and i hope that by the time she's gonna be back in my head ranting about things all the time :") so much to think about but uhm, stay tuned for a more official statement i guess?