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Heaven is a place with you ; Erwin Smith

summary: hooked on erwin smith was never a great way to live a life. he was never ask for you, you were never ask for more than his love"

"Funny isn't it? if this was the last time we would spend time, together."

the wind strokes your hair, gently. while his sapphire eyes were looking at the sun, reaching it's own place, be ready for the day to start.

"not really, unless it is." a soft chuckle left his mouth, bitter laugh, to be exact.

silence start to begin, and so you are start to break it.

"I was bonded to you. i was wondering what i did on my previous lifetime, that i deserve you."

"you're so funny. you deserve me, you deserve me more than anyone else."

for some reason, you believed in him. he was.. a great liar.

"that's it. we should be ready to start the day"

"so stiff, I'm not even ready to get up from your embrace."

he was trying to leave, you were trying to stay, stay for nothing.

your hands reaching for a sort of warmth that once gone from his body leaving yours.

"you were avoiding me, don't you?" you asked, he answers;

"no, I don't."

"stupid reason to lie, you are a bad liar."you asked, he answers;

"no, I don't."

"stop saying 'no, I don't.'."

"no, I don't."

"are you in love with someone else?" you asked, he answers;

"no, I don't."

"is that person is Marie?" you asked, he answers;

"it is."

he was made for her, you were made for him.

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Roman Empire; H. Zoe

warning(s): angst (no fluff), major character death, spoiler aot season 4 pt 3!!

summary: years after the war ended, how it feels to be on the second war yourself?

two rings.

a couple of ring lingered your right ring finger, just as you look at them, the diamond in it shines so brightly underneath the sun.

both rings have different patterns and model, but also seems alike as if they are just meant to each other.

you sat yourself on a field— in the wide open funeral, in exact.

beside you, there's a grave, the tombstone written "rest in peace, our 14th commander of survey corps, our Hange Zoe."

your knee on your face, hugging your lower body, burying your face as you hold the rings tightly.

one of them was belonged to them.

not really though, you were never be able to give it to them by any chance either.

the memory of them pass into your mind,

how you promise yourseld to give all of you when the war ended,

and how they just left your down to the ground as they go on with their ODM gear, leaving their belongings, teammates, friends, and you.

you secretly cursed yourself and how you regrets everything that you didn't do to them just because you think there will be another day with them.

you stare at the small box that are open and shows a couple of ring that ignites a shimmering diamond each.

"this one would be more beautiful and more expensive when it's lingered on Hange's finger." you think to yourself

you smiled bitterly at the sweet moment.

"as much as i hated you, I would never let you just take a decision so fast like this, Hange!"

'especially when it's giving your life.'

you held back the last words that were about to come pass your tongue.

tears slipped through your eyes as you hug your lower body more tight, feeling drops of rain on your upper body, makes you shiver, alone.

reiner dragged you to the plane, just for you to immediately look into the window, looking at Hange's.

from the first they landed their ODM gear from one building to the others, to the second they crushed into small pieces as the heat of thousands of colossal titans started to cannot be bear anymore.

you've always been hated it so much when it comes to leaving Hange, or maybe you just hate the way your feelings just burst out when everyone's numb.

the war on your head stopped as you feel something different.

you look up as you feel the raindrops stop, only to see an umbrella offered to you

"I never knew you also thinking of going here"

deep— more to cold voice breaking the silence, it was Levi.

"you know, you don't need to be so wondered why am i here, I guess we have the same purpose" a humorless chuckles left your mouth.

Levi's hair turning to a grey locks as he gets older, still with that cold gesture and expression, for sure.

nothing really change from the scouts— now ex, we might not as strong as in the past, but the feelings never change.

the feelings linked around us, the feeling of warmth, the feeling of coming back home.

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