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i bark at kids sometimes

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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “These Days People Are Really Selling Me on California”

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Hyman Bloom (American, born Latvia, 1913-2009), Cadaver on Table, 1953. Oil on canvas, 52 x 40 in.

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“A house doesn’t become a home until love moves in.”

— Faraaz Kazi

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Jamie Luoto (American, 1987) - They Make Us What We Were Not (2023)

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Love this!

Jupiter in the 12th House - A Blessing in Disguise

Jupiter in the 12th house is commonly mentioned in Astrology circles as the "Guardian Angel" placement. Indeed, the support and help that Jupiter offers reaches its height here, in the Apex of the Zodiac, the culmination of all previous house energies, the 12th house. As it reaches its energetic height, it does however remain one house behind the Ascendant, the physical life path. Which means, that the help you are offered here has an intangible, ephemeral nature, where the free-flowing Jupiter thrives, but it can be hard to catch with a naked eye.

There is however, another side to this story, that is talked about less often. A necessity for an ultimate level of otherworldly protection in one's natal chart is a compensation for difficult themes of loss and abandonment. This energy is The Fairy Godmother that stayed, when no one else did.

Jupiter in the 12th house most commonly manifests as divine protection, that the individual is forced to rely on in direst times due to a heavy lack of external physical support, especially early on in life. Parents or caregivers of this native could have been either absent, distant or troubled or unable to provide a feeling of basic physical stability and happiness, especially concerning the male/paternal figure's in one's life. To compensate for an absent fundamental support system, the individual instead benefits from additional spiritual protection, to replace the one that they were unable to get in the material world, as this physical incarnation didn't provide it sufficiently early on in life. Instead, the whole Universe congregates heavily to support this native. Such a high level of support, however, is not without reason, as the whole cosmos has a further endgame in providing for the individual so intensely.

As much as this can make for a difficult childhood and troubled youth, there is a very positive side effect to this placement. Over time, as the native grows up and adults and caregivers stop being necessary for basic functioning, the person can even come into great wealth and happiness, as you can see from the charts of many accomplished and famous people with this placement. However, the early life deprivation and the challenging upbringing forges a permanent focus on spiritual matters, giving this individual a unique insight into how we are all inherently divinely protected, one way or another. Even if spiritual caregivers of this placement are particularly powerful, the gift here really lies in being able to harness their wisdom and energy and use it to create physical happiness and material success by uplifting society in various ways, depending on astrological aspects and the sign placement.

Through being so familiar with this process due to being forced by difficult circumstances, this individual becomes a guide to others on how to reach their own highest potential. That becomes particularly useful for other people with difficult 12th house alignments, especially with malefics or hard aspects present there, which can make other 12th house natives struggle more to thrive and connect with the power of their own 12th house energies. It is my experience as a 12th house Jupiter native myself, that I attract friends or even clients I do private readings for, that have very heavy Saturn, 12th house, 8th house, 6th house or karmic Nodal aspects and energies.

Ironically, people who have well placed planets in more physical houses, especially a more physical Jupiter, can get blinded, distracted and swallowed by shallower compensations, as they never had to reach higher in order to find satisfaction and protection in their lives, which can leave them feeling unfulfilled deep down. Because Jupiter in the 12th house sees and understands the meaning of the highest Divine Mercy, it is an oracle that helps people expand their own vision of the world, and get in touch with a very real dimension of higher energies and how they operate through our physical lives. Jupiter in the 12th house in fact represents the height of mercy and luck, just like the 12th house represents the epitome of spiritual accomplishment. Even if the native needed to wait a bit for the more physical blessings to arrive, ultimately they end up with both the mundane and spiritual pleasures fulfilled. They can taste what is normally privy to those who have Jupiter in previous houses, but also with the extra ability to find the ultimate divine grace in all of existence. Because of this power, they make some of the best philanthropists, as they don't get blinded by money and superficial success, even if they achieve a lot in that department, as they understand the value in the world beyond it.

These people are in touch with the invisible hand of the divine, that was always there to guide them gently through life and make sure they end up in the right place, even if other people failed to provide counsel. There is a deep wisdom to this placement, that reflects the awareness of the fact, that as other human beings are simply struggling souls with their own baggage, the Universe understands the bigger plan for our individual destiny, and if we only follow, we are assured to arrive at the right place. Precisely because this placement is so in touch with this process, as it walks through life and becomes more at home with themselves, it can effortlessly guide others to reconnect with their own spiritual guidance, that was given to them at birth, thus being uniquely equipped to show others the road to their own spiritual potential, expanding into real life solutions. The abandonment and struggles suffered in early life become a blessing, as the lack of superficial cushioning makes one tapped into the awareness of the biggest consolation of all - that we are ultimately part of the infinite universe expressing itself, and so we are inherently secure, no matter how dire our physical life may be. Through being forcibly exposed to this truth, one finds ultimate comfort in highest values, which bestows these natives with unflagging morality, that as a result leads to the highest material and spiritual abundance.

There is warning with this placement, if spirituality is not properly developed, and that is excessive greed and materialism. If this Jupiter in a chart is heavily afflicted or placed in a difficult stellium, the person becomes so desperate for the physical fulfillment and protection they never had in their childhood, that they look for shortcuts to obtain what they want as soon as possible, hoping for fast, huge windfalls of money and engaging in reckless spending, without doing spiritual work on themselves or understanding the true depth of life. That only leads to more loss and disappointment, or situations that make one fall out with society due to the destructive actions that might be taken here. All of this happens as a result to refuse to see the bigger patterns within this universe and sticking to lower energies, obstinately clinging to the mainstream ideas of a path to success, devoid of the awareness that this energy demands.

As much as this placement may demand this kind of higher wisdom, it also gives one all the necessary tools to tune into it. There is a natural understanding of emptiness of excessive greed with this placement, through a deep awareness that only connecting with one's elevated soul essence and bringing it into this incarnation can offer the ultimate satisfaction, that simply can't be bought or provided through any other means. There is a constant, natural high available through this placement that can be shared and spread, an infectious positivity, that is deep and real, as it is born out of understanding, that even the most dire suffering carries with it a message of hope.

The test of the 12th house always lies in a fundamental feeling of loss of physical support, until you realize you have the support of the Whole Universe. With a 12th house Jupiter, you have to realize how lucky you are, and how provided for, for this force to fully manifest and work in your life. Look for the beauty of cosmos creating perfection in your life, even if you lost faith early in life because of your caregivers not providing for you.

Human help can fail. The Universe never fails.

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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Joan Semmel (American, 1932) - Secret Spaces (1976)

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A GUIDE TO WINTER: invest in good socks, go on a walk everyday, drink at least one hot drink, wear compression socks when standing long periods of time, light an unscented candle (for atmosphere), invest in scarves, learn a new skill, lather yourself in oils and take one warm bath a week, add another blanket to your bed, add a blanket to just the foot of your bed, soup!, write letters (to send to someone or to no one), eat a meal with another person, read a book (or a magazine, or a journal, or a comic, or something), mend what needs mending, fix what needs fixing, throw away or replace what needs throwing away or replacing, release the tension, stretch, throw a ball (an actual ball or a party, you choose), pray?, pray!, analyze your dreams, check your horoscope, practice discipline, embrace pleasure, lose peace then find peace, you are really that hungry so eat, you are really that tired so sleep, talk to someone (even if that someone is just you), add a red light bulb to your bed side lamp, sit in a red lit room, change something about yourself (some options include bleaching your eyebrows, shaving your head, getting a tattoo, changing your legal name), make something, make anything, make meaning from nothing, make everything meaningless, hug something living (a tree counts), develop a ritual and call it sacred, balance it all, repeat this list.

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Vera Pavlova, A Weight on My Back (tr. Steven Seymour)

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How about in 2024 we stop it with reading books with the goal in mind to finish the book so you can add it to your list of read books and start reading books slowly and intentionally with the goal to rip it into pieces with your mind and be touched by it and formed by it and changed by it

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Late night doodles of my OC, Indigo. 

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Life is worth living and no matter what happens you have to hold that idea close to your heart. Please do not forget who you are and why you are here. The human condition is a mystery but it is a beautiful one and it is worth discovering. Facing the silence of the world is your voice and your questions. It is very quiet and you probably won’t get many answers but you are here to ask them so please don’t stop.