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My lovely grandma @ Lady J 🤍

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Nek Mak | It is hundred days without you :( the days go by without realizing it's been hundred days since you left us. I am awfully longing for your touch, laughter, stupid jokes, memories of your past, funny imagination and especially you. I am very grateful for grew up & be raised by a sweet and funny lady like you. You're one of the reason I'm getting stronger to live day by day, mak. Without your affection & touch i'm not sure of what i am today. I just felt lonely and sorrowful. I'm not sad but my heart is heavy and I'm a bit tearful. I wish you and ayah still had a chance to see me get married with the man i want to go thru thick and thin but Allah SWT loves you both more. Every time i went to your house, my heartfelt drowned of missing calling your name once i enter into your bedroom, your smells every time i breathe, your bed when i want to lie down and your clothes when i need to exchange mine. Everything are remain me of you, mak. I'm not this strong enough to face my life without you even on the day you left I look okay cause i don't want to hurt you and i knew it is your time to left in this world. I thought I was a stronger. On that time, Allah SWT grant all my wishes for you nek mak. Allah took you on the special day of the week, unfortunately, time is not on my side to be planted on the same day but all of this i'm very grateful of Allah SWT journey and chances He grant for me and the others to be with you before you go. I am redha of what Allah took from me, my heart just longing everything that in you. You are the best grandma I ever had. The best mother that Allah has replaced to me with a lovely, funny and sporting mom. A woman taught me to be more independent and and not to rely on other peoples shoulder even how sengkek you are. Always find another solution to solve the economy issues. I'm a proud grandchild to have you by my side thru thick and thin,nek mak. You have never ever troubled me as far as i lived with you, indeed, i am very grateful to have time to do what i should to repay what you did to me from my childhood till now. And I filled with gratitude to take care of you till you left us. I love you nek mak. Sayang gilak. Semoga doa kamek ke kitak di terima Allah SWT,nek mak. One day, I will story telling my child how lucky I am to have a sweet grandma like you. You're the sweetest lady I ever met, J. How strong you are faced the life without a husband & daughter then raised us three sibs. You're an amazing grandma I ever had. I don't know how my life without you. My life aren't the same after you left. I miss you my J. Rindu gilak ngan kitak mak. Allah jak tauk gine rasa hati kamek kinek, meraih sepi. You will be my favourite, lovely, sweet and one and only lady J. You left big remarks in my life & I will always pray to meet you again in heaven,aminn. Only death do us apart. "Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa nendaku Dayang Debi@Dibit Bt Awang Hassan, tempatlah dia bersama orang-orang yang beriman, jadikanlah kuburnya sebagai taman syurga dan temuilah kami di syurgamu kelak, aminn ya mujib." Goodbye my kesayangan dunia dan akhirat, Dayang Debi @ Lady J <3. Muaahh.

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Happy birthday big man! Eventho we faced turbulence, rainy and rainbows, I still loyal to you as your action does. May our relationship pass to the next level & built our small family together, lurv. 

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There’s an Arab proverb which goes by,

“Do good and throw it in the sea”

Meaning, do good for people and forget about it, don’t expect anything from them.

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Good afternoon ☕

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Sundateee! 👫🏻 From 730am-night (still can manage my PutriSantubong live 🤧) A night before the day were planning to go to semenggoh cause I jelly saw my friend meet orangutan there (lucky her) but yesterday, arrived at Semenggoh, the staff early inform (b4 buy the tix) that all the orangutan isn't around which is they playing inside the jungle even tho during feeding time doesn't come out. So, they tell us to come back at 2pm. My face ady frustrated (I think am really not lucky to meet orangutan 🙄) So, since its 12.12, I decide to buy my friend's wedding gift before fly to her weds. Then, we tiring our day by went to the malls and find the right 🎁. Ya pun kepak! bkn semudah milih earring or ring. nak leput! hahaha dengan lapareee & ngerepak aku gik, dia pun berhuhuhu. Alhamdulillah, he's still treat me good & in good mood after loooong hrs tgr 🤣😋💞

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If you got broken, remember that people didn't actually leave you, Allaah took them away from you for you to have what's best for you. Some doors needed to close for you to open another one, some chapters needed to end for you to start another story.

Don't ever think that your destiny of love has ended just because your destiny with someone didn't last. Be patient, what's meant for you will be yours, and one day you will be so happy that some things didn't worked out and you will be grateful for it.