in case people who followed my other account see this iām going to be honest. I have, for more than a month now, noticed that my hyper fixation, I guess you could say, on Florence Pugh has lessened. itās nothing against her, or anything she did. My love of her has lasted 2 years, thatās the longest Iāve ever cared about a celebrity before.
I started watching a show called The Rookie and my brain has kind of shifted over to that show right now. there will always be a special place in my heart for her, just like all of the other celebrities Iāve loved. I even have a tattoo that resembles her. because she has had such a huge impact of my life. but with my other account being terminated, itās kind of helped me realize that I was probably never going to be able to finish all the drafts and requests I had on there.
iām absolutely heartbroken that the account I had for 3 years is gone, everything is gone. I guess I kind of have to grieve that. iāve also learned from my mistakes and I will not leave all of my writing in one place, so if i end up writing again iāll be sure not to do that.
if it was up to me, I wouldāve left all the stories I wrote up, but thatās obviously out of my control. I may come back eventually, who knows, but for now this is where my āstoryā ends. I know I havenāt been active on that account for quite a while. but i am very grateful for the people that interacted my stories, enjoyed my stories, the people that interacted with me personally, the mutuals I had. you meant a lot to me and i wish i couldāve been more active but my heart just hasnāt been in it for a while. Iām truly sorry to the people who enjoyed my stories.
if no one sees this, then I guess Iām just talking to myself, but this is been a little therapeutic for me, to officially say goodbye to this era of my life. iām nervous and scared because this app, florence and her characters, and the people in this fandom have been a constant in my life for the past three years. if you made it to the end of this post, thank you for taking the time to read it.
- Lizļæ¼ļæ¼
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hey guys. itās floshoe. tumblr lost its shit and terminated my account out of nowhere so all my stories, asks, and drafts are gone.
I guess itās partially my fault for only typing my drafts on the app. ļæ¼
sorry to fill up your feed using these hashtags but these are the hashtags I wrote for. And Iām truly sorry that everything is gone. I emailed them about it. Hopefully, Iāll hear back from them soon?
unless I can get my account and everything back, Iām sorry, but Iām not gonna keep writing because this is unbelievable. I was struggling already with writing, but now that everything is gone, Iām done.
iām sorry. ļæ¼
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