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[fluffylilgalaxy]

YAYYY PLAYING IN DIRRTTT

glad u got time to think to!! Very interesting thoughts…yes…

I played in dirt at my Grandparents house today. Was honestly amazing.

I feel a lot better.

I played with plants and repotted a bunch and got to relocate some anthills.

It was super hot out so I’m really really warm right now but it was totally worth it.

I also got to think about myself a lot more. I think I am just Myself and Freedom. (Myself as in like- the divine me. But it’s still ME. It’s a persona. OCkin??? I’m not sure. I don’t want to label it if it’s just Me so.)

Yeah :)

Myself, Freedom(shapeshifter) and maybe plants somewhere that fit in between. Not really sure.

Do be feeling Plant today though.

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I think it would heal me if I could travel with my plants.

Like I know I mention it but my plants seriously help me.

One, they help with my anxiety of suffocation (I’m afraid of suffocating from CO2 intoxication)

Two, they give me something to focus on that isn’t the ever present churning anxiety

Three, they’re built in bug detectors. Most of them will become ill if there are too many pests or toxic bugs (I don’t like bugs in my room)

Four, idk man. Something something Energy.

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patting u :(

I think it would heal me if I could travel with my plants.

Like I know I mention it but my plants seriously help me.

One, they help with my anxiety of suffocation (I’m afraid of suffocating from CO2 intoxication)

Two, they give me something to focus on that isn’t the ever present churning anxiety

Three, they’re built in bug detectors. Most of them will become ill if there are too many pests or toxic bugs (I don’t like bugs in my room)

Four, idk man. Something something Energy.

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It doesn’t matter if you have a disability, or even just your human body doesn’t match up with your other one

You can be a hawk with glasses

You can be a hare with hearing aids

You can be a dog with bad smell (I’m this one)

You can be a cheetah in a wheelchair

You can be a snow leopard who can’t stand the cold

You can be a desert scorpion that can’t stand the heat

You can be a bee with pollen allergies

You can be an anteater with a fear of bugs

You can be a moth that doesn’t like lights

It doesn’t matter what you identify as, you’re valid

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I always think it’s funny that our protector mains(is mostly a-) donkey

It’s because

Because

She’s an ass (ba-dum-tsss)

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I got the bluebird cape ^^ 💙🐦

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sky cotl making me feel a bit creature

I want wing cape irl now

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idk bout flying if I want that but…appendages to wrap and protect my people…mmm yes…. I love the social conventions in sky

Very nice very lovely…

sky cotl making me feel a bit creature

I want wing cape irl now

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sky cotl making me feel a bit creature

I want wing cape irl now

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ooh! All that very cool!!

Yeah you know what fuck you(/lh) I’m gonna talk about my parts and their own identities under the alterhuman umbrella.

Our protector is a copinglink(involuntary) omnitherian. She is every animal but only when she feels we are in danger. She’ll copy the behavior of an elephant and stomp as a show of aggression or she’ll shift into a dog and bare her teeth.

Our mediator is a butterfly and maybe galaxykin (maybe even bluekin idk). She mimics the butterfly in a lot of ways, quiet and fast and affects things in hundreds of little ways that change the future drastically.

Anyways yeah. I think it’s cool. Not all of the parts fall under the alterhuman umbrella but most do. Including myself.

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YAYYY THATS AWESOMEEE

My step brother just told me that he’s bisexual and a furry and it’s amazing news. Keep in mind this half of the family used to be conservative-ish (NOT the cult. They hate trump, they hate every politician).

They’re not racist and never were but I NEVER expected one tk be in the LGBTQ or ever the furry community. I’m not complaining. I’m almost tempted to ask a few questions in regards to it- I want to know if he knows what therianthropy is.

But yes good news kk noght I’m so tired

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So that means I now have two alterhuman/etc parents? Yayy!!

I am in fact adopting every therian, otherkin and alterhuman. Congratulations I am now your mother, or father, whichever you prefer.

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YAYY :D

glad I can help with words!!!

Okay NEW question

What takes ‘first place’ in my nonhumanity?

Shapeshifter, or Myself™️

I want to say it would be myself- but for some reason that feels WRONG but then being shapeshifter first also feels WRONG

So maybe I’m just both. Idk man. It’s hard.

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that sounds cool!!! Don’t apologize for it being long, it’s good to have explanations of everything!

I like your role system, very thorough? at least kinda satisfying with how it works, if that makes sense

im doing as suggested and im making a discord server for my wip podcast and uhm.....im learning that its actually really hard and confusing 😭 but alas i will prevail and keep trying

the layout is actually decently overwhelming 😬 but its fine, its summer so there really isnt any rush....until summer ends i suppose

more under cut :P

the server has roles tho so thats cool(its also hooked up to my twitch and youtube accounts). what i have so far for roles are:

Host: dark purple

Co-host: light purple

Listeners: dark pink

listeners: light pink

Helpers: dark teal

helpers: light teal

purples have all the permissions

pinks have what youd expect to have for server members

teals are just moderators(hope im using this word right) to help cuz idk what im doing(probably never will)

the difference between the roles(excluding the purple) are just that the darker colors have more variety in the fact that they can do like 2-3 other things that the lighter colored ones cant. nothin to big tho

on that note heres what each role means:

Host: self explanatory(me)

Co-host: anyone hosting with me that isnt me

Listeners: regular listeners(keep coming back, members for more than a month)

listeners: new listeners

Helpers: help run things

helpers: help the Helpers run things

they sound kinda unfair now that im typing them out but i swear the difference is minuscule

this was long and im sorry you had to read all of that 😔😓

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My partner's friend's little sister is a therian, and whenever their friend has had a concern or question, they've come to me, which I deeply appreciate. I don't really know much about this kid other than she's a wolf and a tween and she's been brave enough to tell her whole family about therianthropy.

Today, at the local pride parade, there were a couple therian kids (I assume, with the masks and tails) running around, and I got to thinking about the little sister. Turns out her parents are considering enrolling her in a special ed class at a Waldorf school, where about half the students are therians and the teachers are supportive of therianthropy.

We live in a time where there are therian classrooms with supportive teachers. I broke down crying in the middle of the parade when my partner told me. Fuck dude, I'm tearing up all over again writing this. There are therian kids growing up right now, being open about their therianthropy and meeting support and acceptance from teachers and peers and parents and siblings, and being in a class surrounded by half a dozen other therians of their own age.

I never could've even imagined something like this when I was a 13 year old baby therian.

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If it feels wrong to say that either one is primary, how does it feel to say both are equally important or at the same place? Or how does it feel to say they’re intertwined in some way?

Okay NEW question

What takes ‘first place’ in my nonhumanity?

Shapeshifter, or Myself™️

I want to say it would be myself- but for some reason that feels WRONG but then being shapeshifter first also feels WRONG

So maybe I’m just both. Idk man. It’s hard.

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does anyone know anything about like starting a podcast? id like to start one but id make it kinda like a radio show yk. thered be music, stories and talking. id take calls and messages ooooh it would be so cool and fun....but i dont know how. hmmmmm im gonna figure it out cuz im bored and its summer