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I love your little Nina!
This is my little Nina :)
Little Nina.
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Solar Eclipse Shadows
These solar eclipse shadows form due to the distance between the sun and the leaves on the trees. The distance and the proximity of the leaves to one another cause for a "lensing" type effect, making the eclipse shadow clearer to the human eye.
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today's obsession is this french mailman from the late 1800s called ferdinand cheval who stumbled over a rock that inspired him and then spent the next 33 gathering inspiring rocks on his mail rounds and assembling a palace
"[Previously, in] a dream, I had built a palace, a castle or caves, I cannot express it well [...] I told no one about it for fear of being ridiculed and I felt ridiculous myself."
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I miss Nina :((
She used to come to my window to be let in and then straight up went to my bed to fall alseep at my feet 🥺🥺. When i pet her during the night she always hit my hand like saying "stop it, i'm sleeping!! >:("
She was my best friend and i feel like we just clicked some day when i was old enough to understand her better than i could as a kid. And from then on we grew closer and closer. She was so curious and nosey! Always stuck her head into places that weren't meant for cats and came out with so much dust pn her whiskers x)
She was just a really silly cat :)
Our other cat Lula, (Ninas daughter) seems to be doing better now that she's gone. She's basically grown up outside only and always been very feral, shy and a bit clumsy. She hates being surrounded by 4 walls and never comes inside, not even with treats and kind words. Idk i feel like our relationship is still a bit distant because i can go to her outside, but she can't come to me when i'm inside. But we can cuddle now, which is a huge step. She started out so feral and would hiss at everyone trying to touch her, and now she sits in my lap and purrs to her hearts content (and she drools on my pants just like her mom 😂)
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I think i'm actively unlearning empathy
#just family vacation things#it's alarming how i cannot be vulnerable and help people that show vulnerability#at least not when they're close to me#it's a point of weakness that i think i'm not allowed to show others??#and i'm so tired of emotions of other people#and vibes and reading the room to know how to act so everyone is happy#and fulfilling ecpectations they have#but i do all of that and then two people that are like oil and water break it all apart#even tho i put so much effort in this play of being a family that works#mmmm so tired :(
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Cat at a cemetary / saying goodbye
#photography#analog photography#film photography#film is not dead#35mm#film is alive#cat photography#cat photo#my photos
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Fish on 3ds
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Taken on 3ds
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This one isn't analog but the green just looks so pleasing
#photography#digital photography#grass is the best color#grass is greener#love green#green moodboard#fav
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CW// Animal death
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Farewell to Nina
Today out cat died. She couldn't really eat anymore these last few days, so it was the only thing we could do for her. I think she knew what was going to happen. She meowed when the doctor came in and my mom took her into her lap. She fell asleep really fast and then got the final injection. We petted her the whole time and cried. There was relieve but also grief over her life that could have been a few years longer if the circumstances were better. If her tongue didn't get infected. It really is a death sentence for a cat to loose their tongue. I know that now. But she did her best. She made the effort and showed us that even in a hopeless situation you can try your best.
She wanted to live on with such a strong will and i'm so sorry that she couldn't grow older, climb through my window in the summer and lay on my bed with me, hiss at our other cat and scold her for not even doing anything, explore every inch of the house over and over again, watch the birds eat the dry cat food and doing nothing about it, bring home mice and snack them like candy, attack my socks in the middle of the night, play catch with just a stick or try to catch flies and moths.
I believe that there is something, some form of afterlife for her that has her close to her known surroundings. That has her in the grass and trees, living in them and through them and where she can do all the things she loved for as long as she is remembered. In the end we are only a short moment of history, we don't do much to change it. But every thing influences another and this cat was my best friend of sorts. She left a huge impact on me that i will never ever forget. She wasn't my first cat, but the best cat one could ever wish for.
I'll miss her little "prr?" when i woke her up by accident.
Farewell. Wherever you fare till your eyries receive you at the journey's end! May the wind under your wings bear you where the sun sails and the moon walks.
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Idk whos reading this but my cat is really ill rn and i'm slowly losing it. I have hope for her illness to get better but it's been a month and it's only getting worse.
My little sis seems like she has already lost hope, so i feel the need to stay strong for both of us. Which is really heavy on me even though i don't show it. Idk idk,, just sister things amirite.
Anyways if you're reading this please take a moment to appreciate your pet. We never know how long they'll stay with us. Take care 💚
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