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It would be easier to be alone if no one was around especially to ridicule and shame me.

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the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

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being alive is just so exhausting

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kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

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"Leave first before they leave me" mentality because in the end, my inner child is just scared that someone will leave me all over again.

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holy fuck why does it always feel like i’m asking for too much, always asking too much.

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im only a survivor because im physically here, i was killed in every other way. im afraid i’ve always been dead and that i always will be.

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Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

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Oh what an unlovable thing I've become.

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I feel like I’m drowning and everyone is watching but not doing anything

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no one talks about the rage you feel when u realize that every adult in your life has failed u

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i wish i was a dinosaur. no stress, no work, just extinct.

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i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands

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i just want to sleep forever, i just want to escape

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No no no no no, you don't understand. I can't keep going on like this. It's draining me and I can't take it anymore. No more, please.