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(as u see,im too lazyass to update here at the same time)

(bluesky update coming soon)

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it's 2024 but im sitting here drawing some gemsona, welp

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The training center is everyone's first step.

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"'til you feel found."

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"I will follow you,"

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"To witness with our eyes."

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OC doodle

reference

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"Those who rise from the dust."

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Journey with you.

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"Light the way ahead."

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qForever talking to qBad still trying to get him to remember and qBad's memory briefly comes back and he just. stops and his face crumples and he falls into qForever's arms sobbing and apologising for being unable to save Richarlyson and for failing qForever and the rest of the Favela 6 and crying out that it's his fault all the other eggs are gone

....but Richarlyson and the other eggs are all safe in their homes, qBad just keeps forgetting that

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OH. okay so normally i dont touch discourse with a 20 ft pole, but this has been niggling at my brain tonight and i finally realized why

the people who are mad at qbbh for the memory loss and “dodging consequences” dont understand that he doesnt want to dodge consequences. Like they cant know that, they werent focused on him when he was literally feeding himself to the soul vultures and planning his eventual imprisonment and also. The Many Many Many hints he made towards suicide/sacrifice/Just Fucking Dying.

ccbbh is a subtle roleplayer, he’s been building this shit up for two whole months- it was day FIVE of the eggs going missing that he resolved to do whatever it took (hurting his friends) to get the eggs back. It was day three that he followed in dapper’s footsteps and started feeding himself to the soul vultures (and gaining a Massive headwound beneath his hood in the process- you can only see it if you go on namemc and remove the layers). He’s got impaired judgement. Even the memory issues arent a new thing- i cant remember exactly when they started, but one of the first big moments i remmeber was september 30th where he spent an hour falling into a delusional frenzy searching his base for cameras that he forgot he asked aypierre to plant.

The super murder of purgatory and the memory loss afterwards probably all feels very sudden for people who havent been following his story, but as someone who has been- all of this has been true to character. The only cheap swings he’s made have been combat-based in purgatory, and even the motive for those was built up in rp.

People are calling for consequences, but he has alrwady been experiencing self-inflicted consequences for months. The blue on his usual outfit is blood. This recent memory loss isnt a restart to get away with the atrocities - it is yet another consequence of his egg-protecting complexes and the ways he punishes himself for failing them.

he is NOT a moral character. he’s a demon hiding in plain site. he has eaten people. he has killed people. he understands the cruelty of his actions, and the consequences of them for the loved ones of his victims. but it matters when that harm is being done to his loved ones. he’ll still do it, because he will do anything for the eggs, but it matters, and that means that he has already started the process of self-inflicting those much-demanded consequences

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i actually forgot how to use tumblr right

all i know is i can post lots of art and speak thing in tag, m so surprised when seein peopl reblog with sayin nice things in tag, now HOW DO I REPLY THEM BAC helppppeeeee/pos

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OC Re-designs

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NOVA

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