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I desperately need to lose 28 pounds in 7 weeks!!!! Thighs and stomach disgusting! Can anyone give me helpful tips and suggestions for losing weight fast

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I just stress ate for a week. Now I feel like this.

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ugh why cant morning sk1nny be all day long sk1nny

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So many of us traumatized to the point of this. I think about dating and when it looks like a reality I shut down and run.

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Yeah cause when I get mad at my friend I can envision them getting fatter and fatter and fatter. Then I get this slight evil smile out the corner of my mouth. Makes me laugh to think how devious I would be offering them a plate full of delicious desserts 😊😂

my toxic trait is that i love seing my friend eat my plate at lunch, all this calories in their body and not mine

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Help I am 5 ft 1 inch and a whale at 128. Dolphins are cute with big bellies but women aren’t. I feel like mine would drag the ground if I had to walk on four feet. I need some advice on how to lose at least 18 pounds as fast as possible by mid May 😢

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I am problem going to die before I am not fat. Especially at my age!

i'd rather be dead than be fat

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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳 Damn and I act it when someone pisses me off. Especially when it’s about delving into my food intake. If I want you to know about my diet habits I will let you know. Otherwise back the hell off! Sometimes I think “I hope you get fat on what you’re eating. Just because you keep bugging me about my eating. I am an adult so back off”

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I am sooooo tired I can’t even think. Except to relate to the fatigue this woman in this video has. Have had depression since I was young and ED for 46 years. I just want to melt away and disappear into the universe!

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Does anyone ever think that they will ever get better;. I think I will remain this way forever. I eat some so friends don’t over examine me. But I think if I am never going to find a partner in life I want to stay this way. So refuse to let people control me and tell me what to do.

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I lost 4 pounds in 3 days simply by packing my apartment to move and drinking 2 giant glasses of chocolate milk that I made for myself. Wasn’t prepared chocolate milk. Amazing and you still get some sugar and protein so you don’t have people bugging you to eat healthy

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The dumbest thing I have ever believed would happen in my life is that I would have the perfect body with a flat stomach and thin thighs. The perfect face and hair and then the perfect someone would sweep me off my feet and I would finally live happy! Well my stomach and thighs suck, my hair is dry and thin and I am forever lost in a vicious cycle of up and downs of never knowing who to trust based on past assaults or lies! Life hasn’t gotten better it’s gotten worse

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I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

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I am sooooo disgusted at myself. All I have done for the last 2 weeks is eat sugar. I have eaten 3 12 count boxes of chocolate covered I ice cream bars. OD’d on laxatives with nothing happening so I will probably gain a ton of weight. Can’t work out because of asthma and I am nauseous all the time. Probably will try to starve it off and fall at that too. Everything is so out of control!!!

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I just want to control my world. Don’t like how I cope with life then don’t pay attention to my ED!!! Or help make my life better! But stop focusing on everything you think I am doing wrong!

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Ewwwww I just saw a picture of Marilyn Monroe in a bikini! She was FAT!!!! She had wide hip bones and wide hip spread like I do, and thunder shaped thighs like I do. When I said I wished I looked like the OKC Thunder Girls it just backfired and I look like if I walk it would sound like large thunder 🤮⛈️