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gyahahahaha​:

The general shoots a glare as quick as a bullet at the Turk, as if it’s any of his business. He exhales the hot breath of a dragon breathing fire.

“THAT” stern eyes demand silence “is none of YOUR business.”    

      he’s playing hard to get? tseng can work with that.

      “ it’s a manner of some concern. shinra would only see its top executives in a state of utter comfort. the president would insist i attempt to help. ”

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gyahahahaha​:

“I’m ashamed of myself.”

      amusement flickers momentarily in honeyed eyes before it’s washed away by a flatline expression. it’s a blessing that his tone is ever anything but monotonous, nowadays.

      “ oh? and why is that? ”

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i. he smiles with cigarettes tucked between his teeth, gestures for you to pick one, as if they’re poppies in fields of war. those things will kill you. you think. as if it’ll stop you from putting it to your lips like it’s a cyanide kiss, and as if it’ll stop him from lighting another, knowing that you’ll be just as desperate, to die for him, to die with him. ii. he laughs with blood painted inside his mouth, collides his lips into yours like a punch into a wall, smudging red on your jaw.thanks for the mark. you think as you lick it off his tongue. thanks for the brand, thanks for telling the world that I belong to you. or is it the other way ‘round? iii. he kisses with hunger clawing inside his throat, digging his fingers in the crooks of your spine, asking, asking,i never lie, you whisper into his ear, so he sears his body into yours, forgets both your names in the half-darkness, crosses your heart with his teeth.hope to die, hope to die, hope to die. iv. he repents with the gallows hanging over his heart, shoulders shaking in the blue florescence against the white sheets, hanging his head low onto your red-purpled neck,I can be your absolution, I can be your divinity. let me ruin you, let me ruin you. he falls and kneels before your shaky feet, prayers into blasphemy, fingers into skin,I can be your graveyard. v. he falls with thorns tearing into his dark hair, arms stretching outwards like a crucifixion, opens up his body and waits for the monster in darkness, in the light, all around.wake up. you shout at his crumbling silhouette, pretending that your pale daydream could harm his miscreated nightmare, centered on emptying out his concave chest. but he’s hollow, hollow, hollow, aren’t you going to fill him?

untitled. // r.d. (via ibuzoo)

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so @stingslikeabee made me realize that tseng is just captain holt from b99 ...

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ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ᴍᴜsᴇs—ᴜɴɪᴛᴇ!

ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ 20 ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɪs ᴀ ғᴜɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇ—ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɪᴛ ɪs! ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛᴇʀ ʜɪᴛs 30. ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’s ᴘʟᴇɴᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴀᴅᴠᴇɴᴛᴜʀᴇs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴅ.

ʀᴏʟᴇᴘʟᴀʏ ʙʟᴏɢs—ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴜsᴇ ɪs 30+ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴏʟᴅ, ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏsᴛ sᴏ ᴜs “ᴏʟᴅɪᴇs” ᴄᴀɴ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ!

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ANGST MEME

bold if it’s ever happened

italicize if you want it to happen

cross out if it will never happen  

been cheated on |  been bullied | told a horrible lie | stolen something of value | overdosed on drugs | been drunk | cheated | bullied someone | punched someone in the face |  been beaten up | broken a bone  | been admitted to a hospital | had a near - death experience / died  |  been drugged |  done drugs  | smoked |  kissed someone you weren’t attracted to  | bled severely | killed someone |  had an attempt on your life | made an attempt on your own life | lost someone | loved someone | gone without food for over three days | gone without sleep for over three days |  been tortured | been slapped by a parent or higher up  | been abused by someone who should have loved/ appreciated/ valued you |  had a panic attack  | been in a car accident |  had sex  | had sex with a stranger | passed out from pain  | cried yourself to sleep | spent a whole day in bed |  hurt yourself | taken your anger out on yourself | taken your anger out on someone you love  |  been used | felt used |  used someone | been terrified | played a cruel game on someone | been dominant | been submissive | been forced to smile  | felt too many things at once  | laughed when you felt like crying

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I didn’t become heartless, I just became smarter. My happiness will not depend on someone else. Not anymore.

(via kayascodeario)

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——bespoke by maegraeth.

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DONT REPOST

damn it tseng

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If Tseng is able to say “fuck this shit, I’m out” so do you. Don’t overwork, alright?

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have you ever been in love? yes. no. there’s no right answer to this question. if i say yes i am doomed. if i say no i am heartless. either way, i become a wound, and i am destined to bleed. what do you think your last words will be? an apology or a prayer; but aren’t they the same thing? what is your biggest fear? the most terrifying part of life is that we are in it. is it anger that fuels specifics? if so, i am a fury; being alive. being alive. what is your biggest regret? that i did not live as fully as my dreams did, as vividly as my imagination would make me believe. where do you feel most at home? not here.

a.e.l, i am open (via lehdzeppelin)

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Now Apocalypse (2019—) Created by Gregg Araki

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What Tarot Card are You?

JUSTICE

What would you do to ensure justice? You know full well I don’t speak of lofty ideals and courts and magistrates, dearest. What would you do to those that hurt you? If I dropped them in your lap, what would you do? What kind of pain could you possibly inflict upon them? You are right to do so. You are right to want to do so. Ignore the screaming, dearest, you are the hand of justice now, and they hurt you. Do not look too closely at their faces, dearest. You are within your rights. You spell out your own rights, now. Are you happy about it? Are you certain that this is the right person you hold by the hair? Does your anger hurt less now?

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@turkitude

i’m your family now. me.

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He could see himself smiling in the grimy mirror over the bar. He knew the way it lit up his face, made him almost irresistible. His father had trained him for years to smile like that, like a human being.

becoming Sebastian Verlac (via valentinessexmonster)

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So are you a top or a bottom?

Tseng, you're a bottom.

      “ no. ”