formerfirstson

[formerfirstson]

Send ❤️ if you want to ship but are too shy to ask

Can be sent on anon or not

[formerfirstson]

meme call! hit the heart if you want tj invading your inbox, because i'm still not in the mood for writing. mutuals only, multis pls specify

[formerfirstson]

Reblog this if you admire the person who reblogged this before you.

[formerfirstson]

"i stopped being me such a long time ago, 

        i can’t even remember who that was."

independent, mutuals only and selective tj hammond from political animals penned by g

[formerfirstson]

𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎 𝑔ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑜 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑢𝑛𝑡. stripped bare by will, this is an independent venture into the morbid nature of child soldiers, mind control, and what's left of a man when war spits him out. dragged into the foxhole by deeds, an adaptation of james barnes, salvaged from the wreckage of canon and sewn back together with care and devotion. mature themes, discretion is advised.

[formerfirstson]

meme call! hit the heart if you want tj invading your inbox, because i'm still not in the mood for writing. mutuals only, multis pls specify

[formerfirstson]

What were you thinking?

[formerfirstson]

BEFORE  SHIPPING  WITH  ME ,  YOU  NEED  TO  KNOW   //  

i  will  get  invested  almost  instantly. 

i  will  invade  your  inbox  //  im’s  //  discord  etc  for  plots  //  headcanon’s  //  and  general  yelling  about  our  ship. 

i  will  tag  you  in  gifsets  //  images  //  posts  that  remind  me  of  our  ship.  

i  will  send  you  almost  every  meme  you  reblog  //  pop  into  your  ask  IC  spontaneously.  

i  will  get  on  your  nerves  eventually  but  that’s  fine  we’re  fine  it’s  fine.  

i  won’t  force  anything  on  you  that  you’re  not  comfortable  with  and  will  always  discuss  any  uncomfortable  //  triggering  subjects  with  you.  because  as  my  rp  partner  and  friend  i  respect  you  and  your  boundaries.  

[formerfirstson]

As she started to explain, his confused look slowly began to fade, shifting into a more thoughtful one. Pondering the meaning as he looked back on his actions. Was that something he did? He wasn’t certain, but it didn’t mean being called out on it would make him change it. “Huh… apparently it is something my therapist might’ve said for sure,” he said, slightly pursing his lips. “Do you actually talk about feelings? It’s fucking exhausting if you ask me.”

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maeve was raised to know her intelligence - to know the value of it, the responsibility. they're not harsh standards she holds anyone else to: and she never was one to expect others to make allowances for her oddities. (when had they ever?) still she bit back a sigh, sharp teeth digging into her inner cheek. normal people language. it wasn't unfamiliar phrasing, it wasn't pleasant either. "it means the division of something into sections or categories. in this example, putting feelings in little boxes and then ignoring the boxes."

[formerfirstson]

TJs tattoo based on vibes

"Oh, fuck yeah! Looks hot on me."

[formerfirstson]

work left me exhausted today, so lost all motivation to write. only what's left in queue will be posted, so i'm just gonna be working on a new promo and icons for the rest of the day. catch me on dms or disc

[formerfirstson]

THE HORROR YOU COMMITTED IS NOT WHO YOU ARE.

an independent portrayal of 𝑱𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑩𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒏 "𝑩𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒚" 𝑩𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔 from the 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒗𝒆𝒍 𝑪𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝑼𝒏𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆. this portrayal is adapted from the MCU and applies original headcanons into writing. this is strictly a headcanon based and MCU adaptation, with a lack of comic influences, but will write with characters from the comics. duplicate and original character friendly. minors and personals please do not interact. this portrayal is written & loved by 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒆. you must be 20+ years of age or older to interact/follow. if you are not a rp blog, please do not like or reblog my content.

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After reading Dean’s last messages he felt like an idiot. It was probably typical of him to act this way, putting his foot in his mouth when trying to be funny. He had been tactless, and he knew it, so he was planning to make up for it. He poured whiskey in two glasses before Dean arrived, both as an apology and to help the other man relax when he got there. 

As he opened the door, TJ offered a smile. “Hey, come on in,” he greeted, stepping aside to let the other man in, closing the door behind him. Once inside, he grabbed the two glasses from the kitchen counter, holding one out toward Dean. “Didn’t mean to be a dick earlier. I just thought you’d feel more comfortable knowing your first time was gonna be with someone who knows what he’s doing,” he explained, giving Dean an apologetic look. “Guess I was wrong.”

“And about that… we don’t have to do anything tonight if you’re not ready,” he reassured him. “If you wanna walk out now, I won’t get mad. And if you just wanna make out, that’s also fine.”

[ text ] you seem very confident. we'll see. [ text ] usually yes but right now, it's kind of intimidating. since it's my first time with a guy. [ text ] maybe put on some candles. i'll be there in 15.

Dean pulled at TJ's apartment, knocking with anticipation. This was a line he didn't think himself to cross, because of his father. Fighting his own feelings all of his life. But he did want to know how it was like.

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@linewrk gets a plotted starter

Staying up until late wasn’t uncommon for TJ —if it wasn’t for rehearsing or practicing a new song, he’d just lose track of time while watching shows or endlessly scrolling through his social media feed. What probably was more common in those late night adventures, was that he always ended up with new ideas. Lyrics, melodies… or a new tattoo design. 

Last night, it was the tattoo. Usually, TJ came with a detailed and polished idea of what he wanted, it had to mean something to be worth immortalizing it on his skin. But what he remembered from the night before —because, being honest, he might have been high when it happened— was just a vague trace of a draft. A feeling. Hell, he hadn’t even attempted to write it down or sketch anything. If anyone could bring it to life though, that would be Andy.

“Yo, my dude!” he shouted as he walked inside Andy’s studio, arms up in the air like he needed to make his entrance more noticeable. “I know I’m leaving for tour soon, but I got this sick idea and you gotta hear me out.”

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@c4ptainrogers gets a plotted starter

The resurfacing of America’s symbol was clearly something the government was eager to get its hands on. After seventy years of being frozen, they needed to give the man a ceremony. Honoring his fight in WWII and the sacrifice he had made saving the world. Of course, the Hammonds would also be tied to said private dinner —the family was ingrained in American politics, and Elaine was the current Secretary of State, she wouldn’t miss it for anything. Hell, she would have revolted if not invited.

As for TJ? Well, there was no option left for him but to attend. His family was purposely keeping a closer eye on him after his suicide attempt last December. He hated how they walked on eggshells around him, babying him as if he were something fragile. Instead of helping, it only seethed him more.

The reception was nauseating —small talk, fake laughs, polished smiles. TJ felt as if he was suffocating, so he thought about escaping the crowd until dinner started. He knew all the rooms in the White House where he could hide —both from his family and the prying eyes of the Secret Service. 

Sneaking into one of the rooms on the ground floor, he closed the door behind him. Eyes shut, resting his back against it as he let out a deep sigh. He thought he was alone, until he opened his eyes and saw a dim light in the corner, and a man standing in the room. Steve Rogers himself.

“Well, if it isn’t the man of the hour,” he said, too tired for protocol or formal greetings. After a long pause, he spoke again, “Shouldn’t you be out there? Mingling and enjoying your party?”

[formerfirstson]

good morning fam! i got a great night of sleep so i'm in a good mood today, shocking i know. that being said, i finally messaged back everyone so i think i've accomplished enough for the day 😅 anyways, i feel like spreading some positivity today so we'll see how i eventually do that but i wanna love y'all down

[formerfirstson]

hi all, with that nasty blog circulating, i wanted to post a friendly reminder that you can block from your tumblr settings.

after clicking blog settings, just scroll until you see blocked tumblrs.

then click the pencil icon & you can type the url. @/fucktrpc.