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Let the wind blows the ease we need

Let the animals sleep, safe and sound

For this night is too cold to be passed alone by

May our ones be still in our arms, evermore

Even if Estelle hasn’t notice the obvious, essential thing

Zedekiah will always cherish what belongs to him

Until they found each other again

Be still in their arms, evermore

-A.H

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Thinking about recycling this song in my very own version

How I’ve missed my childhood filled with Disney memories, even ‘till now🧚🏻

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Etranfire - Polydexury

(Cardinal)

Logically, never have anyone thoughts they should be a partner. In their opinion, they are clash on their nature, ones need to be loved and ones need to be understood. Both need attention, ones with affection, ones with brain stimulation.

But they have their strengths; they have their own spotlight. They are independent, natural born leaders.

Like a mirror: they reflect each other, only different in mind and heart. Together, they built an empire.

At the end of the day, they got what everyone desires; an eternal devotion.

-A.H

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Forever in love with pink&flowers🌸🌸✨✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/B2tkXO2nlb4atBSnlAfsLLmKKNumRhEMGReUB40/?igshid=1uwznxelikwn

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Soon

Soon,

I’m gonna travel the world

Discover everything I haven’t see

Across the seas, the islands, the mountains

Feel the adventurous adrenaline flows within my blood

Soon,

I’m gonna be a classy and fabulous lady

Drown in elegance and glamorous life

Feel the jazzy ambient, for the rest of my days

Without being forgot who I was, from where I start my life

Soon,

I’m gonna be respected

By all the people who knew my name

Cause of my high effort of achieving dreams

And my dignity

Soon,

I’m gonna give my wealth to the poor each years

After I pray haji

And making up my family

And be happy

Soon,

I’m gonna be a young, flawless, smart, and beautiful mother

To my beloved beautiful daughter and my handsome son

And make them feel everything that they need to feel

So they can be prepare to face the world, with smile upon their faces

And with joy in their heart

Soon,

I’m gonna  take care of my family,

My brother, and my sister

My grandparents, my cousins, my aunts, and my uncle

Always have

And always will

Soon,

I’m gonna be a teacher, as a side job

Teach every student about everything I knew

In order to prepare them to be..

Kind person

Soon,

I’m gonna find my king

And make an empire with him

With justice and grace

With kindness and mercy

With trust, and love

And, soon,

I’m gonna be just like

My mother

My grandmother

In every positive aspect and ways

To be very clever, beautiful, graceful, honorable, and kind like them.

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The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly.

Buddha

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Another Random Thought

So, I’ve been thinking (it’s kinda creepy for me to think about something seriously, lol), that I wasn’t quite wrong to have my love back into my life, because it’s one of the essential thing in our life. You cannot live by yourself, despite of the social thingy you cannot live without love. Love can endure everything, love can conquer all of the misery and sorrow. In the other hands, when you think that you’re not be able to love again in the positive way, you are totally wrong. Of course you’re still going to love your mother, your father, your siblings, your bestfriends, and everyone besides you. From that you can learn to love again. Maybe not now, but eventually, you will find your way return to it.

I’ve been there, feels every feeling that exist in this world. And how can I survive? Of course I’m not alone, I got help from many external causes. You’ll never imagine that when you think your whole life is gone, the universe conspires to save you from the reality that you almost made it came true. Fortunately, God still have His way God never sleeps.. God still loves you, so He wants you to be blissful and happy.

I really thankful for everything I have now, for I realize that none of these will  last forever. But, one thing will last forever is; love. It’s the unknown energy that will never dies until the end of time. You live with that, and you will die with that too.

When you get the considerity that love is working in every single thing in this world, you will began to feel again. You will, certainly, be grateful. Praise the Lord.

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A Lesson Learned

I have experienced many unexpected things

Like, betrayed by family

By love

By people I thought my bestfriends

I think, it’s okay to be alone

It doesn’t always mean you are lonely

It means you’re smart enough to get away from all of those toxic people

Means you’re confident enough to build links without being emotionally attached with them

Means you won’t be easy to declare someone is your bestfriend, your family, or your trustworthy people.

I always disagree with my religion rule

That we’re not allowed to brake our bonds more than three days

Well, some people just don’t meant to be together

Because that’s the best way to be

It’s much better than being heart-related with someone we secretly hate

Isn’t it?

One thing I can learn is:

Make big links, big relations, but never use your heart in it.

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Toxic People’s Characteristic

Speak badly about others.

Are negative.

Lack compassion.

Take up way too much of your time.

Constantly have drama going on.

Lie to you.

Criticize you.

Talk more than they listen.

Play the victim.

Lose their temper.

Have to be right.

Treat others poorly.

Are self-obsessed.

Try to control you.

Have addiction issues.

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If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.

Dalai Lama

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To tell you the truth, women always love to be treated like a lady. They'd love to come to your random invitation, where there would be jazzy songs, having an elegant scene, dancing in the moonlight in the middle of the night. They'd love to take your hugs and a kiss on their hand, to make the moment last and worth living. They'd love to be given some chocolates or a bouquet of flowers. Kinda cliche, but I think every women wants that, and that would be enough.

Shire

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Random Thoughts 2

Life wasn’t just about material aspect. It doesn’t matter how pretty/handsome you are, how much money you have in your bank, how big your house is, or how fame you are. Doesn’t matter. for me. I’ve seen enough that material things won’t make you had a joyful life. Your shell might be satisfied, but not your soul, because you don’t feed them. Inner peace must be obtained in order to feeding your soul, because no matter how your condition is, you’ll always be happy with inner peace. The key is, never forget how to be happy, before you get hurt.

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The Simple Theory of Running a Happy Life

1. Make Positive Vibes

According to Dictionary, positive vibes means that you have to think positive, to stay positive, and to spread the positivity. for example: “You’re totally going to fail this class” or “You can do it! Stay positive, remember positive vibes!” Now tell me what the difference between those sentences.

2. Burst Your Colors

It’s the same with spread the positivity, but means that you have to encourage yourself bursting your colors, without hesitate and be proud of it, remembering the world is getting sick with negative vibes that turns it into grey scale. Be colorful!

3. Surround Yourself with Bright People

Of course, with the right people around you, you cat get some help to fulfill your happiness. Just surround yourself with them, take some positivity, and be happy!

4. Believe in God’s Love

for you who have religion, feel the love of God that He gives to you everytime you take your breath, because every aspect in your life is provided by His eternal love. Be grateful.

Well, yep. With Happy Thoughts, you can get your Joyful Life. And remember this essential key of happiness, “Happiness is inside of all of us. Sometimes you just need someone to help you find it.” -Trolls (2016)

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Random Thoughts 1

its funny how the universe conspires to give us what we want, eventhough I still cannot believe how it does, how it works. I believe that the fate cannot be changed just by praying to the God. It takes efforts to make it true, and a little of magic comes from our faith and hope.

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if there are no colors on them, then it's your time to spread the colors of yours

Freyja

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"The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space." -Marilyn Monroe . [she's the reason why I'm not taking an extreme diet; she was fat and still gorgeous!😛]

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A Sincere Perspective from Lover

“In this relationship, we’re not trying to change each other into something that we’ve been dreaming of how our partner would be.

We have different views, different perspective on how we see life, different angle on how we handle things. But that’s beauty of it. We’re not trying to change it because we share everything together, we support each other constantly through all our differences.

We are two people came out of different world trying to connect each other through communication and compromising.

I believe that’s the reason why our bond is thick and unmeasurable. We keep trying to find that sweet spot between two different world and live a life full of love in the world that only both of us could only understand.”