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RIP Michelle Trachtenberg 💔

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Goodbye Mr. Lynch I’ll see you in my dreams

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When will they realize that the world is toying with them? The good old Silent were laughing today at the thoughtful scented candles (they are awful, I know) they had received. I was more annoyed at the fact they are gullible enough to be 100% certain it was sent by Julian just because the package had his Formal initials. Would he ever approve of that?

It wouldn't hurt to think before attacking people. Remember the person you accused me of being? I believe that partly because of me, you bullied him, labeled him awful things, threatened him with a gun, and pretty much doxxed him. It left you so paranoid you began attacking random strangers (ya I came across your recent reddit replies) who have a traceable digital footprint. Why would anyone wish to communicate with people like you?

I was given permission to add that I speak on behalf of a party that knows one of you as WhitneyC. Hi from Better Portland! Initials TK, favorite color red. Best season winter hands down. How do you do? Maybe I will tell you about my favorite films next time when you are in a tranquil state of mind. I can't afford to lose my job, y'know?

You DO enjoy the attention, and that is fine. At some point though you have to realize it brings out awful people who wish only to enrage you. You direct your anger at a person who hasn't said anything since his statement. There is no singular Windom Earle playing chess with you. In your head, his silence speaks more than our ears can fathom. It makes you appear ridiculous and unapproachable. Seek gentle education from a professional counselor. Let's end this year on a good note!

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I forgot to log out of this account. Thank you to the two kind DMs! Thanks for the giggles @ the weird comments. ✌️

I'm not a cog in the alleged All-Seeing Eye presiding over J's life. I'm not going to bother try to debunk it either. If this secret council does exist, at least they know I have no relation to them.

This is meant for those shunned by their "friends" because they could not be molded into yes-men who enable toxic behavior.

P.S. a friend made this to cheer me up. I thought it might be relevant today.

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Woke up to another fit of displaced anger that is going to hurt all but J. I tried to help Nesey, but my sympathy has run dry at this point. I will vent out my disappointment and hope it reaches the ears of the silent, the ones who know better than to touch fire.

It’s not easy to communicate with a narcissistic person who uses their neurodivergence as a shield against criticism. If you don’t cut ties and villainize your friends (who, mind you, are unrelated to J) and pay next month’s bills for them, you are deemed transphobic or a “pdf file” apologist. You have to choose your words carefully and even then, they will nitpick on one sentence, and challenge you to argue with them, all for the sake of fabricating screenshots that will force you to come out of your (in their words) "drey" to defend yourself. You are never an ally. If you don’t pay for their children’s diapers you are compared to their family who abandoned them.

I’m not blind to what they’ve gone through, I tried to be there for them, but they are patronizing and abusive. They are at war with everyone. I feel bad for those close to them who want to reach out, but know their public image and careers are one false label away from being scarred.

I have wonderful memories of Will Cullen Hart. When I close my eyes, I can still see him sitting on that porch, smiling, talking with me about Albert Camus. He is a magnificent person. Everyone has the right to grieve him — I don’t agree with anyone who denies Nesey that right.

I was however shocked when Nesey attacked Certain people for paying tribute to their friend. Calling Will a “living corpse” in reference to his multiple sclerosis in any context is too much. Saying Will’s imagery of the eternal is childish and pedophilic because you don’t like someone who relates to it is also too much. I felt a punch reading that. It was the final straw for me.

I’m finally accepting that I can’t help them. I have to distance myself from this echo chamber and hope this series of self-destructive behavior stops. I still wish for them to find the closure they need despite everything that happened this month, but I hope no more people are hurt in the process.

"There's no need to fear all those things in your histories when putting down words is just like putting things away."