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Again, you're free to block my vent tag.
Warning for suicidal ideation againn... It's more me just complaining, than venting... is there even a difference? Idk and I don't care right now.
I'm also being a bit mean here... sorry about that.
It's not directed at my friends, moots or whoever else interacted with me. I understand that that is just the only socially accepted way to talk about it, but sometimes I do wish for a more sincere dialogue, without the argument being "that's what you're supposed to do".
Whenever I see people writing "Don't kill yourself" it's just makes me want to do it more. I was kinda wondering why that was, but I can't find anything on Google bc it's bloated with suicide prevention stuff... Eugh.
Like- wow! You said a phrase! Too bad it doesn't change shit, isn't it? I'm being mean, sorry. It's just really annoys me how people talk about it.
I'm glad that that approach helped you or your friend or whatever... but stop fucking treating it like everyone has to live bc "you'll miss them". You will call me selfish, but you should really look in the mirror sometimes.
Like- I don't want your fucking prevention bullshit. I want something to actually help me do it. Or at least someone to just hear me whine about stuff... But the main goal is action.
Edit: Honestly, maybe I'm just an asshole.
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Bug.
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At this point, I don't care.
Another vent, yeah. Sorry or whatever. You can just block the tag, if you don't want to see this.
As (nearly) always, warning for suicidal ideation.
A coward like me will never be able to escape. What did I ever do to deserve this.
I wish I was never born.
Death would treat me better then whatever the fuck this is.
But a coward like me can't reach it. A coward like me is trapped. Put in a cage of existence by other people.
Why would they do that? What did I ever do to deserve to exist? Of course I didn't do anything, since I didn't exist... But why.
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something quick
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I know I said that I will vent here less, but it keeps getting worse!
Warning for suicidal ideation, I guess...
Can't even distract myself from everything because those rkn bastards (this word feels too gentle to accurately describe them) blocked access to some games... And vpns (I tried a few different ones) stopped bypassing these blocks for me today (only on my phone... But other people similarly only have that problem on their phones)...
I know this seems petty, but it adds up over time. And it's more about instability.
I am so done with everything.
Everything is telling me to kill myself, so who would I be not to listen?
Goddd I need to just fucking do it already, this is ridiculous.
How much longer will I continue to torture myself, because I'm too afraid of a little pain in exchange for peace and quiet I deserve?
Fucking coward.
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also i realize its been a while since i've stopped around, so howdy. your stuff is fun to see.
just for silly curiousity, a few questions:
whats your favorite vanilla scug
whats your favorite dlc scug
whats your favorite across the board
whats the one thats most fun to play
hihihihi
Vanilla: Either Hunter or Monk... Hunter for story reasons, Monk because I played their campaign first... Plus they are yellow, which is my favorite color.
DLC: hmmmmmmm... probably Rivulet? Watcher and Saint are nice too.
Across the board: Rivulet.
Fun: Rivulet.
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Was out of ideas, so I just drew this
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Wanted to try out the spray paint brush in ms paint
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Warning for suicidal thoughts I guess... Plus me just kind of being a bit angry.
They should make an easy and painless way to die.
I am feeling like shit right now, but death is just better than life period. There was never a moment where I said: "oh, I'm so glad I'm alive right now." At this point I'm honestly starting to think that people who say that are just trying to convince themselves...
But it's not like I know how they are feeling, so whatever... Tho people who say that WILL make a big deal if someone says that life is kinda bad for them actually and that they want a way out tho, so maybe I should start replying with "But death is a permanent solution to all the problems you could ever have! I know you're feeling really happy right now, but that won't last!"
Sorry, I'm just kinda salty about how people treat that stuff. Like- can we just treat life as a neutral thing??? Can you stop trying to prove that life is/will be ("in the future" how long into the future, huh??? You're just want to make me suffer longer for your benefit) great??? I probably won't reply like that, because that seems kinda cruel and rude... Wish the other side saw that too tho.
Mostly been feeling bad about my chest for the past few days... plus occasionally other stuff...
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This body is a prison. (gender reasons)
#foxok vents#I wish I didn't develop a chest... ggrrrrr#binders are too close to bras (that people tried to force me to wear since I was 10 or something) to be comfortable...#Plus my mother makes it really uncomfortable commenting how she wishes she had my chest... And that it's too tight#like- I don't care... It's not your body...#I don't want to have an operation too bc... that's scary and too medical.#I'm not sure if I even could in this country but I won't research since I don't want it.#I just wish I never had them.#It's nice when I forget I have them... But then I remember and it's just... ugh.
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Hug :3
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Some cool old stuff my father brought me a month or two ago
Imation 2hd ibm 1.44mb floppy disk
I asked him to bring one of these, bc he said he had them.
He received a couple of old computers that he took apart, so that's where the rest of this stuff came from, I think.
Seagate Barracuda 7200.7 160gb hard drive
Nec fd1231h floppy disk drive
Sony nec optiarc ad-5170a optical disc drive
At5nm10t-i motherboard
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