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The way I look is making my suicidal. I hate the way I look so much. It makes me want to puke. I can’t deal with this any longer. It started the year I tuned 11 and turned into 19 years of eating disorders, self hatred and depression.

If I didn’t look the way I do he would’ve never touched me. If I didn’t have hips and tits he would‘ve never done what he did. Years of being sexually abused because I developed early.

I have no one to talk to about this. So I‘m screaming into the void on a tumblr blog I‘ve long abandoned.

I hate my hourglass body. I hate it so much. I hide it under layers and layers of clothes, but when I take them off at night I feel nothing but despair and nausea.

I should’ve never been born a woman. Being a woman fucking sucks. I want to be taken seriously, look beautiful in the clothes I wear. But I can’t because every form fitting thing I put on makes me want to gauge my eyes out. No matter how small I am I can never starve away my fucking disgusting hip bones. I am truly worthless and ugly.

I want to die. If it wasn’t for my dog, I’d be fucking gone by now. I hate my parents for passing worthless genes on. For making me. I didn’t ask to be born. But I was. I was dealt the worst cards to begin with.

I fucking hate myself and the way I look. I am worthless and I deserve to suffer and die.

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I had the urge to play around with light so this happened

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Given the context so far this is my best guess for how season 2 will start

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Hungy deer 🦌

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just a doodle

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bad day

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Don’t look

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Did this for the RadioApple Week that is currently happening rn <3 posting it before I actually forget to post it here soo- Take thiss

Day One - Late Night 📻🍎

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No pics!

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love them love being delusional

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What just happened? 👁️👄👁️

Based on @/mzuul 's Drarry art 🫶

Credits to them~

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Link to Artist

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radioapple week!!! i wont do all days but at least i drew something cute of them

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Wasted Luci has no filter

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I CAN'T FEEL MY HAND, I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS I'M FREE FROM RADIOAPPLE WEEK!!!!!! Day 7: Beach

also hell accurate beach