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Erm, ackstually!! 🤓☝️

Bilf dickey

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Just a Jane Dickey hc (very ooc 😖)

I don't think there's a lot of people discussing Jane's relationship with Bill or giving any headcanons about it (at least to my knowledge) but I do so let's talk about that. (very self indulgent AHHAHAHA)

Warning; (very lengthy!!)

We all know about Jane's hatred towards Bill and how she really, really hates his guts. The implied reasoning or accepted reason on why is because he is a shitty person. But I can't help but want to think of another silly reason, that Jane actually used to tolerate her brother back then. That they used to have an 'ehh' relationship.

Like I could sort of imagine when bill was a little kid and he was urged (forced) to hold his baby sis when she was born. Bill was also a good boy back then (at least in that one panel), so I could also imagine he'd be an 'ok' brother to Jane, but they are never close. I could imagine that Bill never liked Jane as Jane never liked Bill. He'll keep his distance, showing little interest in Jane or whatever she's doing.

Like initially, Jane and Bill might have shared that superficial bond, common among siblings, where one holds the other for the sake of familial duty rather than genuine affection. Childhood is often filled with fleeting moments of connection, but as they grew, the differences in their personalities and values likely began to create a wedge between them.

Bill changed as he descended into a toxic asshole who lives off his comics and movies, using mommys money, along with his friends who aren't really his friends. It's already a given that Bill and Jane have an estranged relationship, was it about their parents? Or the fact Bill is being an asshole? I don't knew.

But I want to think that Jane, in some form of way, wanted to have a big brother there for her, to confide in her when needed, or generally to use. And you can't do that when you have a piece of shit brother now can you? I don't think this will be explicitly said but I think she longs for that connection with her brother, despite her not wanting to. She hates him of course, and she will definitely do anything in her power to kill him and his friends in a heartbeat :))

I think this could be a sort of grudge against her brother, and why she really hates him, there are times you want your family to be there for you, but sometimes what you want cannot become in fruition. There comes rage and the primal urge to just take control and get rid of the problem yourself. In Jane’s quest for agency, her anger pushes her to take control of her own narrative.

In a way, Jane wanted to be close to him and often sought his attention (well not outrightingly said, but you get the picture), but he resented it. She has feelings of resentment towards him for being selfish and shitty. I headcanon that Jane wants close family bonds, but she can't do it when her family is at least to the extent that it's neglectful to their emotional needs or wants, for example the fucking dog that Bill named in his interests but would leave it to the care of Jane.

It could represent both the emotional burden Jane carries and her longing for companionship. The dog is a living being that requires care and affection, but it's also an entity neglected by the very person who should be responsible for it, Bill. Paralleling Jane's own experiences, as she desires a loving brotherly connection but is consistently met with his disdain and selfishness.

Not leaving the parents role in the equation, They exhibited favoritism or ignored Jane's emotional needs, deepening her feelings of neglect. This overarching family dynamic might lead her to feel that she is the only one who cares about maintaining family ties, while Bill operates under the assumption that his actions are justified because of their parents support. Putting Jane in charge of caring for the dog, for instance, it symbolizes how she’s forced into caretaker roles while Bill shirks any responsibility. (Yes were placing gender roles in the equation, did I stutter?)

The tipping point tips where her initial desire for connection transforms into vehement hatred. The grief of unmet expectations, coupled with the impulse to protect oneself from her emotional damage, manifesting into rage, directed at her brother and the broader family dynamics that contributed to their estranged relationship.

The emotional turmoil for Jane is not just binary (love vs. hate) but rather a spectrum of conflicting feelings. On one hand, she despises the person Bill has become, selfish, lazy, and toxic. On the other, there’s a lingering sense of betrayal; he was supposed to be her protector, supporter, and confidant in moments of need. This internal conflict could lead Jane to experience cognitive dissonance, where her thoughts and feelings about Bill do not align. She might catch herself reminiscing about those rare moments when he was the attentive brother, only to feel more deeply hurt by the present reality.

Jane's hatred becomes a defense mechanism. By outwardly loathing Bill, she erects emotional barriers that shield her from the pain of longing for a relationship that can never be. It’s easier to exert anger toward a perceived enemy than to confront the underlying disappointment and sadness of what could have been.

So in basic summary, Jane’s hatred toward Bill is likely a reflection of her unmet emotional needs, feelings of betrayal, and the disenchantment stemming from hopes for a supportive sibling bond that never came to be. Where love is often overshadowed by disappointment, leaving anger as the more palpable emotion to grapple with.

But that's just a headcanon of course! ;P

(sorry if it doesn't flow well, I just wrote this in one sitting, I was thinking of opening up hcs requests, I think they are fun to write.)

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SORT OF SERIOUS IDKK

Not abt eltingville (sadly) but socializing with others got me shivering in my boots cuz idk how to act?? Like I legit wanna interact with other peeps but I get so scared for no reason, like I could compliment and support their work because that's the truth and I wanna say my truth CUZ I LOVE IT YOU KNOW? but talking to them I legit would place my walls up, barricading myself, LIKE THIS IS NOT NORMAL..

Like I wanna frolick by the fields and have silly conversations abt our favorite characters but like some gravitational force is hitting a newspaper roll on my head telling me nu uh.

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So deep into it that I wanna write like a full on fic for these shits

LIKEE Y'ALL SIMPING FOR THIS??? pEUUEEEWW 🤢🤢🤢

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I don't know dude I think bitches love him because he can rock, rhyme, fuck, and he's typically on time, and rock

☠️pete edit☠️

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just a wip

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It was funny in my head

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Mf looks like he's hiding behind his mother 😭

(fucking mama's boy 🙄)

He looks polite here. He looks like he would use his manners here. He looks like he would respect his elders here.

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I should draw more josh because he's so cute bruh

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THAT AINT BILL THATS ANAL 🤣🤣🤣

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Second to the last picture of him looks so fucking innocent then we're cut to some red gore shit 💀

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🅱️ℹ️🕒🕒⁉️❗❗❗‼️‼️

😍😍😍🫣🫣🫣😖😖🤢🤢🤭🤭🤮🤮🤮🥴🥴

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Sighs

I have NOTHING appropriate to say.

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The crunchy quality really amplifies it 😭

Imagine billjerry but bill and Jerry were in a sort of secret relationship prior in the beginning before the club was made, they slowly fell apart as time passes by and more fights start to occur every other day and they haven't totally broken up or even properly spoke about their relationship along with the 'incident' that happened that totally split the group, so when the epilogue came, when Jerry and bill meet again, bill gets butterflies in his stomach as they both try to engage in conversation, bill can't help but revert to his beyond toxic self (like always), so when mandi was introduced as Jerry's girlfriend, bill was overload with jealousy, betrayal and rage at Jerry, still thinking (delusional asf) that they are still in a relationship after all that had happen

Idk how to end it so let's leave it like ambiguous or something

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Got me feelin bashful and shitt 😖 👉👈

edit: this got way too many notes, let me try to find the original artist and Ill credit them, brb

edit 2: this is the only thing that comes up so I guess this is the artist? if anyone can confirm this please let me know https://twitter.com/DanilWasHere/status/1748756435347857502?t=Ij-lgsCUv32SpqO6Ld6lsQ&s=19

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Imagine billjerry but bill and Jerry were in a sort of secret relationship prior in the beginning before the club was made, they slowly fell apart as time passes by and more fights start to occur every other day and they haven't totally broken up or even properly spoke about their relationship along with the 'incident' that happened that totally split the group, so when the epilogue came, when Jerry and bill meet again, bill gets butterflies in his stomach as they both try to engage in conversation, bill can't help but revert to his beyond toxic self (like always), so when mandi was introduced as Jerry's girlfriend, bill was overload with jealousy, betrayal and rage at Jerry, still thinking (delusional asf) that they are still in a relationship after all that had happen

Idk how to end it so let's leave it like ambiguous or something

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headcanon that bill plays like a set of instruments despite not liking music (WHO THE FUCK HATES MUSIC) like I could literally see him groan and whine about having to be forced to play when relatives come in and his mom wants to impress them and here we see little willy here playing the piano with the most unimpressed unamused expression, I also imagine he is forced going into recitals and he wears a suit for the occasion which he hates because it's either too bulky and he feels awkward in them or he just hates it in general for whatever reason