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Life sucks right now but here's a picture of Simon Petrikov that I made

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Things are so.. incomprehensible right now. My husband's sister, only 42 years old, is actively dying. She could be gone any moment.

my husband got diagnosed with late onset type 1 diabetes a week before.

And now I find out my youngest daughter, who is 7 years old and has autism.. also has type 1 diabetes.

I just.. I don't even know

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My husband's sister is dying.

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This is my attempt at meeting a pinned post thing, I have no idea what I'm trying not to I think anyone will give a shit about this but here goes.

I'm JS, a 39 year old mother of 4 (3 living)

I like to draw even though I REALLY suck.

I'm into Rick and Morty, Adventure Time, Sonic the Hedgehog, and Moomins

I don't have anything organized, but I might try to link tags on the future.

I've got a broken brain so I get depressed, anxious, and have seizures. I might take forever to answer you if you message me but it's not because I'm being mean. It's because my brain decides on it's own terms when I'm capable of communicating with other people.

I do everything on my mobile phone. That includes typing, drawing, etc and since I just use my finger it takes FOREVER for me to do much and understanding me can sometimes be hard because my phone autocorrects things.. incorrectly.

I might add more to this if I don't forget it exists/if there's anything worth mentioning about my boring old self

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My youngest child would be turning 2 in a couple weeks if they were still alive

I'm a fucking failure

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Oh hey I've got a big piece of bone protruding from my jaw, fully exposed, and it keeps scratching my tongue. But that's.. normal I guess? It feels so fucking weird

But anyway here's something I drew today that I'm never gonna finish

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Fun fact

I draw everything on here on my mobile phone using my middle finger

I have a super nice tablet and computer but I'm too stupid to use them correctly so I just finger"paint" on ibispaintx with my old ass pixel phone

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God I'm such a piece of shit

I joined a gym with my family and I'm here but my dumb ass anxiety won't let me do anything

I fucking hate myself, I'm so pathetic

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Here i go projecting my negative emotions on fictional characters again

Seriously though what's it gonna take .. I'm back on antidepressants (fucking 50mg of Prozac) but I'm still just useless

I've got shit to do I don't have time for this

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He's just this guy, you know?

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I don't remember if I ever posted this here

It's kind of old and I was still learning how to render (them again I'm still learning how to render.. i suck lol)

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Tache noir

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I feel even better now . I like looking like a scruffy old crazy recluse. Probably cuz that's what I am. That's the true me. Hell yeah

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My cat just blasted a gnarly fart in his sleep

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I forgot how much better I feel about myself when I poof my hair up big. I dunno if it actually looks good but I feel like I do, so I shall keep up my half assed beehive look

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I haven't had any motivation to draw lately. "Artists" block and all. But I wanted to make something so I could try a new coloring technique I saw, so I made this ridiculous corny Sonic OC. half hedgehog, half cat. Of course it is! Can't get much more cliche than that!!

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mentally eel