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friedhands · 24 days ago

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Nevermind... chatted with someone nice tonight. Just a random person, but it was all I needed.

#friedrants #i feel stupid for getting so upset no matter if its something small or big. its the same reaction.#though i also feel stupid for always jumping to such an extreme option each time. maybe im not stupid or maybe i am. who can say?#well actually a lot of people can say. but I'll only listen to those important to me lol #i guess tomorrow I'll watch something new and create some art...

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friedhands · 24 days ago

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Maybe I'll grant that wish tonight

#friedrants

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friedhands · 24 days ago

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Was called useless by my mom. Been called a burden. A worthless fuck up that should have killed themselves ages ago. She'd be happier with me gone. So happy. So would my dad. They'd be happier with me gone.

#su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #friedrants #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3

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friedhands · 2 months ago

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"I can't deal with you crying today" a nice thing told to me today by family, when I wasn't crying.

#friedrants #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #$elf h4rm #$hblr #su1c1d3 #i cant do it anymore i cant i cant i cant. she hates me and thinks im annoying and that if i was d34d shed be happier so much happier like #everyone else in this family everybody would be happier if i was gone...#surprise twist i ended up crying because of being constantly told this today. over and over and ovr and over again #only for me to cry and her to leave me alone giving me shit for being upset.

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friedhands · 2 months ago

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What type of worthless freak gets upset over the smallest thing? Me, that's who.

#friedrants #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3

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friedhands · 4 months ago

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I always thought my parents would be mad at me for k1ĺĺ1ng mys3lf, though only recently did it feel like they'd be happy.

#friedrants #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #self h@rm #actually mentally ill #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3 #if i was gone it would be the best day for them...i know the truth now. sorry I didnt try earlier

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friedhands · 4 months ago

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Just love being yelled and screamed at by one parent, only to mentally breakdown as I always have, and then be told by my other parent that I'm too old to be acting like this and I should be used to it. Just love that

#friedrants #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #self h@rm #actually mentally ill #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3

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friedhands · 4 months ago

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Ok I accept I'll always be the screwup so can you please be nice to me?

#friedrants #im the fụck1ng screwup Ive done nothing right in my life #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #self h@rm #actually mentally ill #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3

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friedhands · 5 months ago

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Every cụt I make, I'm reminded I should stop as it'll never be d33p like I want

#but do I? no...i never do lol #it honestly feels like every time I try to purposely try to make it dẹẹp its not and vice-versa shallow cụt its not lol #friedrants #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #s3lfharmm #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #$hblr #$elf h4rm #su1c1d3

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