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was that azura chesky i just saw hurrying across the quad ? you’d think they would know what happens when a sophomore is late to class . then again , the fashion major has been known to be pretty finicky . maybe being so effulgent helps keep them out of trouble . i heard they are bicurious and love daddy kink & choking .

name : azura juliette chesky .

nickname/s : az , zura , aj .

birthdate : november fifth , thus making her a scorpio .

age : twenty one .

gender : cisfemale , she ╱ her .

hometown : charlottesville virginia but she lived in venice italy for four years after mother left .

sexuality : bicurious .

INCEPTION :

honeyed hues and rosy lips , you are porcelain features and the daughter of a man who would give you his world and everything beyond that .. you grew up with financial privilege and the sound of sweet laughter falling from reflected features . your childhood consisted of cotton candy skies blending into the craved oceans that devour painted toe nails . the gentle tug on your arm as you allow your twin brother to pull you into one of his schemes . you do not like to talk about the day your mother walked out on you , nor the nights you begged the skies above you to answer all of the why’s you had .. why did she leave , why weren’t you good enough .. why did she not love you . it shaped you more then you would like , but you’d never admit that .

PERSONALITY AND FAST FACTS :

effulgence in human form is accurate for azura, she is a bubbly energetic child who does not know how to stop her lips from rambling . as her brother would announce , she likes the sound of her own voice ( despite everyone else around her having a different opinion . )

she is clumsy , which is ironic considering she is a beast on a cheer mat . but the minute she’s off she’s tripping . falling . busting ass . all of her most embarrassing moments consist of her falling .

she is a goof ball , tends to always be teasing someone .

entirely affectionate and not always in a sexual way , she genuinely just enjoys simple acts such as holding your hand . resting her head on your shoulder . she is the friend that is always jumping all over you , will sit on your lap despite there being an open spot right there . and of course , when in an relationship her affection does not differ . this intensifies when she’s drunk .

despite her being a doll baby , when it comes to getting to know her on an emotional level she can be difficult . hard to please , hard to get .

she is convinced everyone will leave her , and with that she is either clinging to you or is pretending like you dont mean anything to her to help convince herself that when you do leave it wont hurt .

her abandonment is not something she admits to herself ? but mostly it’s because she’s playing this game of hey i barely even remember her who even cares i dont need anyone who doesnt need me .

she is entirely loyal to her friends , and takes loyalty seriously . there’s nothing worse you can do then betray her ( or lie to her ) .

she craves meaningful bonds with others ,,, it’s her most toxic and selfish trait . has this weird thing of needing to know that if she disappeared one day that people would miss her .. lose their minds . it ties into her constantly feeling disposable .

is passionate about everything she does . super ambitious likes having things to put her energy into .

she hates being viewed as anything but the fun loving angel she usually is and with that she rarely speaks about her negative emotions . refuses to cry in public . which is funny because she is definitely a insensitive to the streets and sensitive in private kind of person .

she is learning that being her sensitive vulnerable person is not a bad thing but its hard for her .

is an adrenaline junkie !! likes doing things that make her heart race !! loves travelling but that’s her dads fault .

would live on the beach if she could ( she grew up on a beach literally lived in the water ) .

she grew up involved in almost every sport . soccer , volleyball , softball , cheerleading , she even did competitive surfing for two years .

cheerleading is her sport . and it is something she still does in college and damn is she good at it . ( prefers tumbling to most things )

she is one of those party girls i can already feel in . stumbling in at four am and still getting up at nine am to head off to class and then practice before doing it all over again .. she is adventurous and never says no to something that seems fun so ?? dont tempt her .

she speaks fluent italian !!

highkeys likes being handled . rough sex is just up her alley . likes being spanked . aggressiveness turns her on . clearly she loves being choked . is definitely a please daddy puppy eyes and all kind of girl . more submissive then anything else . cuffs , ropes , she’ll do it . oral , tends to love giving but who doesnt love receiving . the more comfortable she is with you the more she’ll tend to do .

WANTED CONNECTIONS :

platonic soulmates . i mean picture your favorite tv duo and this is them . i want the full nine yards . knowing everything about each other to their orders at taco bell to their biggest regrets . summer breaks and winter breaks you can spot them on one another stories doing something absolutely stupid . they text non stop just to talk shit and vent about their day .. non sexual bubble baths . sharing clothing . anytime one posts a picture you can see the other in the comments with an annoying yesssssss baby .

a group of friends !! i just want a group of three of four that are always together doing the most . they have a groupchat , post pictures non stop on instagram together . snapchat stories while one’s yelling at the other and the other two are doing something stupid and laughing about it . inside jokes and even petty arguments that always end up in being solved … of course after a few subtweets .

the first love ? good terms or bad terms . each other’s first everything . still have such a soft spot for one another . could still be friends .

an on and off lover .. something a little messy . stupid things like arguing about seeing another girl on his story or watching her run off with another guy . late night texts and soft forehead kisses . only if they could get their shit together and admit how much they actually love each other .

confidant ? something real soft . opening up about their darkest secrets . her finally admitting to someone that she’s scared everyone will leave her . drunk sobs as they play with her hair and tell her everything is okay . that she will be okay .

a partner in crime . almost getting arrested together ? three am stops at diners to eat pancakes and bacon . vacations that consist of things they can not repeat . encouraging each other to take that last shot or hook up with that person .

friends with benefits . it does not mean anything . it doesnt , it really does not .. or at least thats what they tell each other . pulling on another way from the crowd to have a quickie in the bathroom . late night on rooftops giggling and smoking . blowjobs before practices and games . wondering if they’re more then friends

honestly ?? give me all types of plots with different dynamics . i live for cute friendships and angst angst angst . i want childhood friends that remind her of when times were much simpler . family friends she considers cousins because that’s how close they are . ex friends that refuse to speak to each other . ex friends with benefits that stopped because one caught feelings or maybe they were just bored . bad influences and good influences .. toxic friendships because not friends and then friends again is so common . one sided friendships . unlikely friends . love / hate relationships ! ex best friends who miss each other like crazy , old flings and teammates . study buddies who help her keep her grades up in the mist of crazy stories and hangovers . friends who only get along when they’r e both drunk out their minds . actual cousins from her mothers side ??? her dad’s sides ?