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I've always used tumblr as a way to vent so I guess I'll do it now, when I really feel alone. I've endured entirely too much change the past two months in my life, and mostly it's been loosing a lot of people from my life. I've been able to keep it in all this time and now I lost a friend that's been around for two years and I can't explain how this emptiness feels. I feel very alone right now , after everything. Ive ended up alone in an attic. My roomates fucked me over and I lost my whole life after they destroyed it. I lost the house I lived in, the car, and their children that I got close to since they were born, and now I lost my safe space, my friend's house that I would go to almost everyday and it hurts like a bitch. That was actually one of the realist bestfriend dive had in awhile and we helped each other. It's a good move for her she's moving to better her life than it is here in this state, it just hurts my heart so damn bad and I feel like I'm all alone now.

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Took a picture with my phone through a telescope last night at a campground in DE

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For cisgender people who believe gender and sexuality is the same...

•Sexuality is who you love, Gender is how you identify (male or female). •Sexual orientation and sexuality are the same. •Gender is how you identify and Sex is what you’re labeled at birth. •The “T” in lgbtq is there because the community represents and supports differences besides being straight or cis-gendered (cis is someone who’s gender and sex match where as trans is the opposite) • The “T” in lgbtq is not there because it is a sexuality/orientation •trans = what you are •gay/straight/bi/pan = who you love >In conclusion trans is neither a sexuality nor an orientation

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Clothing that fits smaller trans guys:

So i know alot of you, also myself, have trouble finding clothes that fit so i have a list of stores that sell clothes that either fit smaller or come in extra small, which is extremely hard to find. Some stores are on the expensive side while others arent too bad in price range.

•American Eagle: carries XS sizes and panst 28x28 $$ •Lucky Brand: XS sizes $$$ •Tillys: clothes fit small/ also has boys dept $-$$ •H&M: XS size clothes $ •Pacsun: Skinny Jeans fit well 28x30 $$ •Hollister/a&f: small fit shirts $$

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“Well I’d like to have no titties this summer but we all don’t always get what we want now do we?”

— Transdude (via ftmatty)

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When your family finally accepts you as trans* ….

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Being a trans dude and your family says something about you having kids one day…

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When your misgendered in public.

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“I need to get something off my chest.”

— Transdude (via ftmatty)

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For trans people, bathrooms be like..

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What being misgendered feels like..

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Being short and trying to buy pants like..

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