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Hello, old friend!

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I might be broken, but scrolling an 8k clean interface wallpaper app gives me the most healing I experience as a human.

#wallpaper

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who else is a tired, 'defeated' 22 year old with a sense of purpose in mind but zero zeal for execution that sleeps 10 hours a day, has a load of college issues and just stares at their screen to watch youtube and tries to do well in fpl?

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"just write the story you want to read!" they said. well, guess what, now i have 14 unfinished drafts because apparently, i want to read 14 different stories at once.

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I've walked a long way, yet I'm still searching for a place to call home.

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remembering it’s my book and it can be silly if i want it to. freedom.

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I've walked a long way, yet I'm still searching for a place to call home.

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"just write the story you want to read!" they said. well, guess what, now i have 14 unfinished drafts because apparently, i want to read 14 different stories at once.

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Writers should NOT feel guilty about:

Skipping a day of writing.

Not having a perfect first draft.

Partaking in sinister, arcane rituals for inspiration.

Working at their own pace.

Enlisting demons and/or helpful spirits to aid them with editing.

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Made this as a joke when bestie commented her writing fairy must have visited me to get me to pump out 3K words tonight.

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crazy how fanfic authors drop the most beautiful and gorgeous pieces of work ever, leaving you speechless and sobbing at three in the morning as you quietly contemplate the masterpiece you just read

and they don’t get paid for it they just do it because they’re having fun and they want to share their joy with you

like I would literally die for all of you fanfic authors out there reblog to swear your allegiance to fanfic authors

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born to write fanfics. forced to bear the burden of life

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I miss the way I viewed the world before I knew too much about it

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Talking to those who understand you is valuable; perhaps that's why I've spent half my life talking to myself.

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one thing tumblr has unironically done to improve my mental health is completely rewrite how i view disgust as a concept. there is no higher compliment to me than being told i have something wrong with me and should be ashamed of myself when i'm just living my life in a way that is perhaps odd and hard to understand, but ultimately as harmless as you can get in our society. which probably wasn't the intention of all the advice i got in therapy to reframe my negative thought patterns as more positive ones, but it's doing great things for me.

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its POISON!!! youve brought me an ELIXIR you DONKEY!!!!! i ask for a medium well wellington and you bring me a WITCHES BREW!!!!!!

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If you're reading this, you're on Tumblr!