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god I'm such a miserable fucking person I'm terrified my new bf is gonna get tired of it and leave me. what if being with me is exhausting???

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lunch! about 376 cal

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completed a 48hr fast 😊 it wasn't bad at all I could see myself doing those pretty regularly

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boyfriend was so sad when I told him I ate 0 calories today, he kept saying "but you have to eat something " :( he really didn't like the idea of a 48 hour fast either

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I can't wait until I'm skinny so I can get my belly button pierced eeeee

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at 25hrs fasting, my longest so far. trying to go for 48 hours total. feel just the tiniest bit hungry. luckily I'm working today and tomorrow to keep myself distracted

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I'm still losing btw just less than a lb a day

how are some of you guys losing like 2lbs overnight 😭 I'm eating less than 600cal a day and fasting 20-24 hours in between. do I need to do some of those 40+ hour fasts?

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how are some of you guys losing like 2lbs overnight 😭 I'm eating less than 600cal a day and fasting 20-24 hours in between. do I need to do some of those 40+ hour fasts?

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lunch:

light greek peach yogurt - 80cal

banana - 90 cal

apple - 100 cal

imitation crab bites - 100 cal

TOTAL - 370 cal

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lol my boyfriend keeps asking me how many calories I'm eating a day but I'm just dancing around the question

"oh I can't get a cookie from crumbl one is over my calorie limit" "how many is that?" "enough"

"how many calories are you aiming for?" "well 1000-1200 is how many you should eat to lose in a healthy way" "oh, okay" <- genuinely surprised he didn't realize I wasn't answering the question here

he told me "take care of yourself until you're able to move, then I'll be able to take care of you" which was SO SWEET but I KNOW that'll involve feeding me

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once I'm down to 158 I'll be in overweight on bmi scale and then 132 is normal. I'm actually super close to leaving obese already-- it's been pretty easy, if it weren't for my cravings. but incorporating fasting into my diet has been super helpful.

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breakfast: imitation crab onigiri - 205 cal

morning snack: 4 strawberries - 12 cal

lunch: two egg salad sandwiches - 274

afternoon snack: chocolate chip granola bar - 90 cal

fasting started at 4pm, planning on going longer than 24 hours this time

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just finished a 24hr fast, I'm going to go for ~~600 cal in this 8 hour period and then try to go for longer. i honestly wasn't even hungry, but my sister told me I should eat something

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decided to fast after 616 cal since I didn't want to go any higher for the day. it's getting easier as I go

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I broke 1k calories today nooo. my sister made pizza for dinner and she asked me to eat some I couldn't say no :(

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I've managed to stick to around 700 this week, I'm gonna try to go lower the longer I keep this up tho