fustratedyetdeadotherwise

[fustratedyetdeadotherwise]

I dont expect anyone to really find this blog and connect with me. Im here to vent my frustrations. I'm angry that my culture and the culture of others has been so erased that I and others cannot find or connect to our roots. I will never know my mother tongue nor will i ever discover the very roots that shape who i am today. I have been robbed of a deeper understanding of myself through our history all for another dollar in old dusty colonizers pockets. Colonizers who are only still alive through statues and the very systems they implemented. I'm robbed of ever knowing what religion my people in Vendee had before Catholicism erased it. There was no way that they just always believed in Catholicism because Catholicism originated from shitty fucking Romans who started it on land that isn't even theirs. And no one bats and eye or even questions it, why would you? It doesn't effect you, right?

I will never know what my scadanivian ancestors believed in, because the old way had been erased by again, you guessed it, fucking shitty low down christians, who in modern day fucking romanticize a false idea of Norse religion through their shitty little fetishized version they call " Norse mythology "

They do the same to Native Americans.

Erase native values, erase native culture, erase everything that is native and then replicate it with some shitty cheap fucking knock off.

What good are hawk feathers if you don't even know what they're for? If they aren't even yours to use? But you'll bloody them with massacre then steal and parade them around at sports teams and shitty horrible ' music ' videos that sound like if a flat tire hit the stage.

How about African Americans who are unable to trace their roots back to which tribes they originated from because their ancestors were slaves. Slaves are property, and property doesn't get to have an identity. So how the fuck are you supposed to connect with an identity, your identity, when it was pried away from you long before you were born?

How am I or any of these people supposed to feel connected when our roots have been severed?

But the white man gets to keep his. He gets to flaunt his around everywhere. He gets to sit there up on his shitty little Throne of shit, acting as if his people created such great things. The French aren't much better. The rich French are especially no better. As they were also my ancestors oppressors.

Did you know Native Americans already had nut milk before the white man came?

You probably fucking didn't, and that's knowledge we have access to.

But sure, go buy another iPhone, go wear another Gucci shirt, go parade around with your shitty fucking subscriptions to distractions.

I'll be here grappling with the fact that I have nothing to live for, because it's already been taken from me. And I know others feel the same. But no one will ever know.