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is this me proving i’m alive
it fades and more nothing
don’t i wish there was something
filling my void
as a response to the void
too soon but i open up
you say good girl
it’s dark i can see your teeth smile
and i ride like theres no tomorrow
feels like we’re
strangers in the night
no need to fill the time with words
our bodies move roughly
you kiss me after
wrap me in your arms
while mine cross over
my chest
like a corpse
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shutupshutupshutup
not so long ago
doctors refused to wash hands
between corpse & baby
witches wrote about bodies
in code so they wouldn't be killed
doctors fail me i don't trust them mommy
are you proud of me not dying
surrounded by bullshit seeps into me
an oven burn & a can cut
it's so beautiful when i ask to suck it
wouldn't you say that makes everything worth it
i hopped the turnstile did a line
before i left hope that's ok
as you fucked me i heard so clearly
kate bush singing babooshka babooshka
i want to make it through the night to morning
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A Dumb Dumbness Becoming Dumber
I wanted to ask him how he lost his leg I wanted to smoke on the porch but someone was there A shoe by the dumpster for me Shiny tiny plants and trash What the fuck is this breeze under my shirt skin Clouds mostly gone Little pain little paint I remember like Saying your name Trying to get you to stop snoring or doing drugs How long does it take to get addicted It just rained and now the sprinklers are on We can't do it here I'll scream too loud I think about you every single Fucking time These things scare me But I look so cool I let it all happen and maybe if I just had been a different person I like green bananas. Things before they start to die I listened to the song we listened to that one time, i said I love this song, you smiled and turned it up Sometimes the tape player fucked up and you had to hit it You liked to tear up dirt roads, of course You probably still do. You're alive. Pubic parasite That is me Something in the air telling me to smash my brain Stop the pulsing Pull you out through my nose My most wonderful terrible breakup poem that will not change anyone I've spent so much money tossing things into my brain The day I forget everyone's name A moth catches the light Ants that wander from the hill Two truths and a lie You thought this song was about me too I missed your set because I was talking to another guy I am a poet.
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Don't wanna be a kid don't wanna be a kid don't wanna my brain is dying and drying and fixing itself I see through your eyes right to the green screen behind your heheheheh head coca cola cum have to wait your whole life to die Didn't this happen with me I don't fucking know it always feels like I just woke up got born masturbating to this nonsense Please be nice to me please don't murder someone in front of me I'm not sure but I think The moon is gold, and silvery Thought I was flying Im nose diving Moon sighing Leaf eyes Did art like someone else without having seen it but now I've seen it get a sneaking suspicion that my life is an infomercial slow ride to someday arrive tearful & exhilarated & smiling trying to tell you I got an extra, for you I left out but it might still be ok
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Detachments gets praised and completed
you can say what you want and not mean it
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very rarely when I drink do I just get "buzzed" or "tipsy." I'm trying to get shitfaced, every time
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