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i want people to worry about the bruises on my face and body when we're out in public.

i wanna show off how badly you hurt me, like it's a trophy.

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girls that are pervs secretly cumming to even more violent disgusting and depraved shit than what they post>>>

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First date idea: you strangle me until I'm unconscious and then rape me as violently as you can while recording everything to humiliate me later.

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The thought of an older, more experienced paraphile "teaching me" new things and "helping" me with my own attractions, sending me fucked up porn to jerk off to, getting me drunk/high and forcing me to open up about my deepest traumas as they make me sit on their lap pretending not to be rock hard/wet turns me on so much.

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Holding your head down in the sink while I fuck you from behind. You’d thrash and struggle, try and scratch whatever skin of mine you can reach. I’d keep going as you get more and more lethargic, your struggles getting weaker and weaker, until you’re not struggling at all.

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being held at gunpoint while getting raped in front of a mirror so you can see what he’s doing to you.

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Humping the cold thigh of a dead boy >>>

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you're in his dms. i'm shackled to his radiator begging him to kill me. we're not the same

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well its been nearly a week with no response from tumblr and i was really discouraged from making a new blog but if anyone caress

i was celdestruct/cell. if anyone recognizes me and wants to follow back i'll try to post how i used to.

my blog was kinda a new thing for me to look forward to, and helped me take off a lot of stress so i was really bummed when my blog got taken down for something i didnt even do so it just ruined my mood and made me not even want to try anymore. hopefully this works :/

gonna add tags to hopefully find some of the same people