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                                          “Muire’zireael.”

                                 The boy flinched. “Sea bird,” Mo’rel hummed happily.                                   “It’s better than freak, is it not?” Eyes as blue as the                                   purest turquoise watched from beneath his lashes.                                   “You will grow to be proud of it. Destiny will see to it.”

                                INDIE WITCHER OC | BOOK BASED | PRIV&SELC

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Christopher Catesby Harington and Rose Eleanor Arbuthnot-Leslie at their wedding ceremony  ♕ June 23, 2018

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jon snow appreciation 14/∞ 

favourite jon snow smiles

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             Where have I been? What am I going to do? 

(a probably not very interesting story about my life                 + an update about activity below the cut)

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             Where have I been? What am I going to do? 

(a probably not very interesting story about my life                 + an update about activity below the cut)

Basically, my life is the start of the fresh prince theme song rn. 

I posted a while ago that I was going to be starting nursing school because I was accepted. Well, that was canceled. The school I was meant to be going to pushed back classes by more than a month and when I finally did get to go to school I had to be rushed to the ER because of crippling stomach pain. They told me that I either had to come back to the class the very next day or not come back at all, so... I didn’t go back. Now I’ve been looking for retail jobs again. Thankfully, Ky got a pretty good retail job so there’s at least that. 

However, he works ~1 hour away from where we live and he only works part time shifts (usually 5 hour shifts). So that means most of the time I just stay in town with him so that we can save on gas and not ruin my car (lmao more on that later). That means on days that he works (five days out of the week), I have no access to internet on my computer and I can’t be bothered to write on my five year old iPhone. That’s the main reason I haven’t really been here that much. 

Then, on Monday I was involved in a car wreck that totaled my car. I’m not going to go into detail about what happened, but here is a link to an imgur album with all the pictures of the wreck. We’re okay, everyone is alive and up and walking around. I’ve been dealing with a bunch of mental health problems as a result, thought (namely my PTSD that I’ve mostly been able to avoid up until this point). Because I haven’t been able to sleep/I’ve been so stressed out about everything my creative desire has just been non existent. 

I want to be here so terribly bad. I want to write and to be around, but life is just so hard right now. I know it’s not going to be like this forever but it’s just terribly difficult right now. 

However, I’m going to try to come back and be more present. I might open up some co/mmiss/ions for some cheap little things just to get some extra cash while I’m out of work, but I don’t really know yet. My main goal is to get some writing back out on my blogs, but I don’t know when that will be. Might be on today some, might not.. who knows. 

Anyway, if you want to get in contact with me you can find me on dis/cord (just ask), but I’m hardly ever on there right now. And, if you’re interested, I’ve been playing a buttload of fortnite the last week or so to make myself feel better. If any of you want to play with me just ask and I can add you. 

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I want to be on Sesame Street. That would be a dream for me. I’d be quite starstruck by the puppets.

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Ask my Muse about their lives!

What does your bedroom look like?

What do you wear to bed?

Favorite breakfast?

What color’s your toothbrush?

How do you like your work space?

How often do you get in touch with friends and family?

Favorite holiday memory?

Do you have a scar? If so, how’d you get it?

First crush?

Did you believe in cooties when you were younger?

How did your parents treat you growing up?

What color’s your underwear?

What’s the worst grounding you got as a child?

First curse word you’ve said?

First friend?

First enemy?

Small hobbies for free time?

Ideal life?

Do you want kids?

Do you like video games?

What’s your comfort spot?

What kind of music do you like?

Largest amount of pain you’ve ever felt?

Biggest heartbreak?

Have you ever tried parkour?

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its true!!

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Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.

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in honour of june and pride, reblog this post if you’re willing to make pride icons for mutuals who don’t have or can’t use photoshop.

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“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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I know that I am ruined and that I’m ruining others…

Fydoror Dostoevsky, from The Complete Works; “The Insulted and Humiliated,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

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* family prompts

‘ we’re family. family never gets left behind. ’

‘ time for a haircut. ’

‘ i burned your birthday cake. ’

‘ don’t you raise your voice at me, young man. ’

‘ you can stay here. for as long as you need. ’

‘ your bath is ready. ’

‘ stop squirming and let me see that cut! ’

‘ they’re being assholes, mom! ’

‘ remember to scrub behind your ears. ’

‘ hand sanitizer! we’re out of hand sanitizer! ’

‘ we lost the keys. ’

‘ get out of my room. ’

‘ where are you off to, little dude? ’

‘ you’re so annoying! ’

‘ i don’t think so, young lady. ’

‘ who broke the toilet? ’

‘ you’re one of us now. ’

‘ mom! ’

‘ want to hold my hand? ’

‘ i smell cupcakes. ’

‘ please stop screaming. ’

‘ if you don’t turn off that light and go back to your room right now… ’

‘ pull up a chair. have some breakfast. ’

‘ shut up. i’m n-not s-s-scared. ’

‘ what happened to your eye? ’

‘ honey, they’re staring. ’

‘ hey, hey. i’m not going anywhere. ’

‘ you should be in bed. ’ 

‘ get over here right now! ’

‘ that’s gonna be a no, buddy. you have a temperature. ’

‘ what is it with kids and their gadgets? ’

‘ shut up. shut up. shut up! ’

‘ don’t be sad. you can come along next time. ’

‘ go to your room. ’

‘ dad! ’

‘ did you just sass me? ’

‘ you brighten up my life, honey. ’

‘ you’re my kid. ’

‘ they can’t watch this! it’s rated r! ’

‘ does someone need a hug? ’

‘ he called me lame, honey. ’

‘ we’re hip. we’re in the know. ’

‘ do you want to hear a story? ’

‘ i’ve been texting you for ten minutes! where were you? ’

‘ i don’t wanna hug him! ’

‘ no tv for a month. ’