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how do you know if you're in love???

I honestly asked my friend this same question just hours ago as I was clueless myself but thinking about it now I think it’s when for the first time after what seemed like a dreadful year (or life), you look forward to waking every morning knowing he (let’s use he as it’s me talking) will be there for you. I think it’s just plain seeing him and being happy that’s he’s around. It’s being happy just by hearing his voice. No matter how bad your day is, one message from him would make your entire day. It’s when he makes you want to write long letters and huge poems. It’s not all about “lust”- it’s more of the intimate relationship you have together. It’s when the simplest of things count. It’s when you start to mature and start to plan something with him for the future. It’s when he makes you want to start fixing your life. It’s when he’s always in your head 3 pm or 3 am. It’s when you can’t stop talking or thinking about him. It’s when you just really always miss him even if he’s right beside you. It’s the “I used to like green eyes but now blue eyes are my favorite”. It’s when all love and cheesy stuff just apply for him. It’s when you begin to see nothing but him and you value him like you value yourself. It’s not the “heart pounding, hands sweating” feeling but more of the “I feel home” feeling. It’s more of like talking to yourself- being yourself with someone without worries. It’s when you begin to really trust him with everything and that includes your happiness. It’s when he’s your happiness. It’s when subconsciously you change for the better. It’s when you once again start opening up after a long time. It’s when you are denying it at most cause you are afraid of how strong you feel and last I think while you’re reading this- there’s someone in your head right now and you’re just contemplating whether you’re in love with him or not but hey the fact that he or she is the person (out of billions of people) in your mind while you read this must say a lot.

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Pat pat pat.

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Comal River Tubing: Even though it was supposed to rain, it never did! Otw there, Leftie & I watched Dog’s Purpose and cried several times. Going on the tubes was a lot of fun and relaxing until my tube flipped over in the first current. I was thinking “it’s actually happening to me”!!!!! Leftie tried to save me, but the lifeguard got to me first….Even though he missed me the first time. Afterwards I cried for a little bit because I honestly thought no one saw my tube flip over, but Leftie was there for me. He ended up losing his yellow, BLT hat after he jumped in the water. I felt so pathetic and it broke my heart to see him so disappointed in himself. The rest of the river was slow, but enjoyable and we spent a lot of the time together. Making jokes or practicing kicking! After the tubes, we ate at In-N-Out! Most of them never had it and loved it! Ann and her friend went in our car this time otw home! Today was crazy, but fun!

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Karaoke night!💖

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Why couldn't you just tell me instead of hiding it? Once I find out, it'll just be worse.

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I actually didn't procrastinate on any projects because of AP's. 😂😂😂

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Why tf are teachers assigning so many projects the week before AP's and having it due the week OF AP's. 😡😡😡😡😡

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I love my daughter already whoever she is

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First time driving in Tobias to the school and Leftie's house!😍😭👌🏼

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When Leftie's friends tried to think of ways to sneak you out to go to IHop with them. They're so cute and sweet.😊😭❤

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A lot of the problems between fights is that people don't keep it between themselves and the person it concerns.

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I actually told my parents Thursday that Huyanh is my boyfriend, and their initial reaction wasn't too great. BUT he came over today to get his car fixed and my dad let him drive me to Mass!

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When he is extra and spoils you. The Dear Daniel to my Hello Kitty.💘