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[gasolineghuleh]

just a heads up in the interest of blocking for safety ------- @/frank-you-4-the-venom is one of lorraine's alt accounts

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[gasolineghuleh]

"Threatened to burn my house down" poster here. Fuck being anon, as if anyone from Chapel, and you yourself, wouldn't recognise my story. Coming out to clear up the confusion between myself and AJ because it's not fair on that they are getting this shit pinned on them. Yes Leshy, you DID threaten to burn my house down. Because it wasn't an "anonymous entity" who leaked the screenshots, it was quite clearly one individual person, a human being with feelings and a life, and that person was me. Not AJ (and I am so sorry you took the blame AJ, that wasn't fair on you - but we will always have IrnBru!!!), not Somnus, not Baph, me, the mod who had a full fuck ton of volatile history with Lorraine. Which, by the way, I shared because it gives the context as to what a nasty, manipulative piece of shit Lorraine was all the way back to 2018 in Chapel and is 100% my right to share, considering how much drama that stupid twat brought into my life and stirred up in my abusive relationship at the time. I was physically beaten by this guy because of them sneaking around and hitting him up in his Steam DM's telling him about my plans to leave and sharing my new socials he didn't know about - not helpful when it is your physical safety at stake. So you can appreciate that when you stated that you would track whoever leaked the screenshots down and cause them physical harm that I was maybe slightly worried about it, especially as Lorraine had my home address and she had previously managed to convince someone to cause me actual, physical bodily harm I had to go to the hospital for. And I don't talk about this much because of how painful that time in my life was but people need to know what Lorraine was capable of. They would hurt people, really badly, when they were at their lowest then run off and tell everyone in your server how hilarious it was. There is still SO much more I could add about their involvement with my abuser alone but it's FAR too long to go into - I've not even touched the surface yet.

There will be so many other people out there too, outside of this situation and my own who have had awful and traumatic things happen to them because of Lorraine and their actions. No one is trying to take away from what happened to that child, it is absolutely awful and I am so glad the child is safe and Lorraine is being held accountable, but you sharing what you have has enabled others like me to finally feel empowered enough come out and help paint a picture of who Lorraine really was. You have given us the power and the voice to speak up and who knows what could come out that helps the cops. Like hate crimes and vindictive actions against people who Lorraine deemed to have slighted them. Who knows what else they have done to harm people that we simply don't know about yet.

I want to say too that I really do commend your bravery for coming out and telling everyone this because it's a damn difficult thing to do, especially when you were both so close, and also going to the cops and taking real, tangible action against Lorraine. I think the vitriol you are getting is completely uncalled for, and I want to apologise for coming across as being quite so nasty in how I express my feelings in my last Anon and in this one too (text tone and all that). But i'm not going to hide my own negative experience with you, which you know is true and you even admit to doing in that screenshot you shared, completely contradicting your claim you ever said anything like that. You even admitted to it 5 days ago in The Abbey (see below - this was shared by someone close to you by the way)! It also doesn't change the fact that you allowed the vile hatred and bitching she and other members (one in particular) would spew to run on and on in your server anytime Chapel/Reddit/my name came up, or anyone came up that had spoken out about their experiences with her and who are out here, right now, speaking out again and getting told they are "making this all about them". I can't lie and say it didn't hurt, complete strangers making assumptions about me based on the words of someone who has harassed me, doxxed me and who I warned was a massive issue in the Ghost community multiple times, even before she was a Chapel mod. I couldn't even interact on the subreddit I was head mod of because she had made sure that little gang harassed me anytime I did anything on there. I think I have every right to be angry about that and upset by your enabling of that behaviour, too.

As for alts and moles in your server, there are at least 3 separate people in there sending me, other mods (across many Ghost servers) and Chapel/Ex Chapel members screen shots anytime something happens in The Abbey, because the Ghost fandom cannot help themselves but revel in total drama. As I mentioned one of them is even an active member who you believe you can trust. Up until recently my OWN alt was still in there, completely unnoticed.

My advice is that if you don't want things to leak and you don't want all this drama, then crack down on it all in your server. Keep things like that in your DM's and keep yourself safe. Protect yourself from all this. Don't trust anyone! I would put money on even Lorraine having an alt in there right now.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Police report anon here. And this is for the person who chose to reblog my ask just to detract from my question. I was hopeful that the reblog would be an update - not someone using what I said to sneer at Lorraine's other victims. I don't find that to be particularly helpful to anyone. Leshy has gone silent and nobody knows what's happening.

I followed up the way I did because I understand that Lorriane has hurt more than just this child, and I think everyone affected should be heard. I do not understand why you have decided to play Oppression Olympics about this, and I'll thank you very much to not assume I'd like to take part. We can - and should - focus on multiple things at once. Just because you cannot chew gum and walk at the same time, doesn't mean the rest of us can't.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Sorry, just to follow up: I don't mean to speak over anyone's grievances, it's just been a week and I can't find any information on Leshy's blog and I'm worried nothing has been done about this.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Have there been any updates on the police report? /gen I can't find anything on Leshy's blog to confirm and it seems they're not accepting asks anymore.

Not that I know of.

[gasolineghuleh]

Honestly... It's more like "you can excuse doxxing, transphobia, threats of violence and child abuse but you draw the line at people noticing you did all of the above?"

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[gasolineghuleh]

"I can excuse doxxing, transphobia and threats of violence, but I draw the line at child abuse".

....You can excuse doxxing, transphobia and threats of violence?

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[gasolineghuleh]

to the last anon, no we didnt forget. But we finally have a dpace where we can talk about the shit she did to us too.

We are not trying to take away from the situation but prior to this, we were deemed "crazy" for it. I was surrounded by people telling me how nice lorraine is and if she hated me there must've been a reason.

There is so much to this entire thing. Raising awareness about the child abuse is important, but taking the voice away from other victims of her and her clan is not fair when we endured shit too.

And before you say we are trying to make it all about ourselves, we aren't. If you think that, you are dense. Lorraine is a major issue, and she needs to be treated as such.

If you want too defend her by not letting others speak out about there abuse from her, politely, fuck off

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[gasolineghuleh]

did everyone forgot that the whole Lorraine getting exposed thing was about a child being abused?

everyone thinks they can one up each other with their own thing?

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[gasolineghuleh]

heyo! i'm the annoying trans person y'all keep bringing up lmao. i prefer "leigh" btw. and i don't super appreciate having my experiences with transphobia spoken about in such a dismissive manner, but no matter. i've been through worse

anyways, just so y'all know: leshy's friend doxxed me last night, and this morning leshy and taylah both boosted their posts that contains my personal information

i feel like I shouldn't have to explain that doxxing a trans dude from a red state is quite possibly one of the most reckless things you could do, but given how hard lorraine's kinnies work to excuse shitty behavior, perhaps fully spelling it out is necessary

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Man if people are gonna dump their whole ass breakup stories on here then fuck it. I was in the "trash" server (that's literally what it was called) with Lorraine and her shitass friend group back when the trans Copia thing went down. This was a few years ago but I never spoke about it outside of dms because it's clear that if you do, blogs like this one will call you annoying lol. Anyways Lorraine issued a fucking gag order on the whole server once she and her friends got exposed for using dummy accounts to say the most vile "all lives matter" shit to a bunch of trans men about trans characters and because I pushed back instead of joining in I got dogpiled by 4 of the most active ones and then thrown out. I got anon hate for MONTHS afterward calling me a bitch and saying that they hoped someone would find my house and all the rest. I wasn't even all that active in their server lol I just ended up not falling in line with their cult ass group think so they had to get rid of me I guess. They only keep trans guys around them who are lap dogs and they use them as a shield to deflect criticism like mine. I ended up leaving Ghost entirely because clearly you guys are more invested in protecting the feelings of actual child predators than you are letting her victims speak, whether you personally like them as people or not.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Okay, coming here to clear things up about what leshy sent. You are mixing up two completely different people. One of which was a mod, had a connection with Lorraine YEARS before I was a part of the fandom. And me, someone who was in Chapel for a long while, and then joined Lorraines server with someone who was a friend at the time.

I was 18, The mod, who leshy is taking as my anon, was and is not 18. I am located in the US, the Mod is not. (still appreciate the irn bru rec tho).

Leshy is mixing up 2 VERY different people, and they know that. Lorraine has never had my address. I do not share my personal information with people who I do not trust. Leshy knows this is two separate cases.

Lorraine attacked me, as well as other people in this particular instance because she was desperate for answers. Lorraine, and leshy, both made me and multiple friends feel unsafe.

I lost 1 friend around the time of this entire situation and that was Somnus.

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[gasolineghuleh]

okay imma be so fr rn. regarding Leshys response. the only friend i lost around that time was Somnus, which was a entirely different situation. And not related to this whatsoever.

You were convinced that for whatever reason I was the one who leaked shit because of lorraine. I shared personal shit with somnus not fucking lorraine. so fix your fucked up bullshit story before you make yourself look like a bigger fool.

You threatening a general entity is still threatening someone when you are CONVINCED that person was me. Lorraine refused to speak to me at all. You are digging yourself your own grave with how you are twisting the story.

I WAS 18 at that time. be so for real, get your head out of your ass and stop twisting the story to make yourself feel better.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Genuinely confused about what Leshy is trying to clear up in the most recent post? Am I reading that wrong or do they not openly admit to saying they're gonna burn someone's house down?

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[gasolineghuleh]

I've just seen I'm getting accused of threatening to burn someone's house down, which is an issue I thought was cleared up 2 years ago because I didn't actually do that. A screenshot of Lorraine making a joke about turning Terzo's head into a fleshlight got sent to Chapel, the ghost reddit server where she had been a mod for years according to her, and she was removed. I said in the vent channel whoever sent that screenshot I will burn your house down. It was targeted at a general anonymous force and not directed at anyone since I did not know who had sent it. An ex mod of chapel came forward and told us who it was so we removed that person and their alts, they were never publicly named.

When this all went down, it was apparently an 18 year who had never spoken to Lorraine privately but now it's apparently someone completely different? Someone who was close with them enough to have shared their address? That's not the group chat we were added into with the mods say and that I still have.

And the whole we told you so is also false because in this group chat the mods said how sad you were to lose a friend. Stop bringing up stuff that happened multiple years ago and was dealt with then to try and get a gotcha moment, especially when you're twisting the story.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Fuck it, as they are here also crying and playing victim I might as well add that it was Leshy themself who threatened to come find me and burn my house down, then had a really good laugh publicly in their server about how hilarious it was that their threats freaked me the hell out. Given we both live rather close to each other in the UK and Lorraine had my irl address from sending me stuff when I thought she was a normal person.

Totally hilarious Leshy. Me and my kids loved feeling super safe in our home before that fyi so thanks for taking that away for a time. No really. Tysm.

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[gasolineghuleh]

Gonna be super obvious who I am but fuck it, anon anyway.

My experience with Lorraine goes back to 2018 when I joined the Ghost server attached to the Ghostbc subreddit. Almost as soon as I joined I hit it off with one of the mods there and we ended up dating.

Lorraine went out of her way to make sure she inserted herself into our relationship because this mod had been friendly with her. She got it in her head that he had “chosen” me over her and made up a load of crap about me being fatphobic towards her. She started full on stalking both of us and talking shit about us, and made up a huge backstory that they had been dating and I had stolen him from her; when he very clearly didn’t like her that way and told her and everyone else so. She ramped it up and started lying about being intimate over camera multiple times with him, not realising that the times she stated were times when he and I would have been on calls or playing games together. At this point plenty of people knew Lorraine wasn’t a stable or nice person but honestly we didn’t pay too much attention to it except to laugh at the weirdness of it all. besides, was well respected in the wider Ghost community so who the fuck would have believed any of what she was doing to us had we tried to warn people.

Anyway, my Ex turns out to be a real piece of shit. I get stuck in America with him where he proceeds to physically and emotionally abuse me, hide my passport so I can’t go home, fake a bunch of PTSD attacks from “his time in the military” and when I finally manage to get home and get told by his Mom he is NOT a US Marine, he stalks me and abuses me relentlessly and repeatedly threatens to fly over to my country to r*pe and kill me, making sure to go into explicit detail about exactly how he will do it. It gets so bad that the cops are involved in both the US and the UK and I have to leave every single Ghost community I am part of and almost all social media. This happened over the space of 2.5 years and my only way out was when the pandemic shut down air travel. TL;DR - two years of an abusive relationship that covid thankfully helped me escape.

Once I finally manage to break free of him I slowly started to rejoin my lost communities. He was still stalking me at this point but I knew that he couldn’t get on a plane and come for me so i got brave enough to reach out to my old “friends” and rejoin the Ghost server where I met him. Lorraine and I naturally start talking and I stupidly open up about everything he put me through. From little details and very specific things unique to my situation to more generic stuff relating to his abuse and stalking of me. She also makes up a weird story about him sending her photos of a gun and a picture of himself holding it while standing at the state border near where she lived, which is knew was 100% total BS due to some things he was actually sending ME at the time but I was far too exhausted to bother fighting about it by that point.

Eventually we are both made mods of the Ghost server and some weird necrophillia AAAO stuff relating to Cardinal Copia gets dug up that makes the other mods and members of the server feel uncomfortable, and that gets her kicked off the mod team almost immediately. Naturally she targets me, believing that because we have “history” I am the one to have concocted some evil plan to destroy her life in revenge for ???? and that I used my super mega manipulation tactics to force the other mods to agree with me and kick her out. She brings her friends from other Ghost servers into it and I start getting some pretty nasty threats that they are going to find me, burn my house down (which was declared very publicly in their server if anyone wants to go dig out the proof) and other disgusting things in DMs that I haven’t talked about until now, like sending my Ex boyfriend my new address and private Social Media info, my workplace name etc so he can carry out his promise to, you know, violently r*pe and murder me. You get the drift. Lorraine was pretty clever in making sure her friends did all the dirty work for her though, and never reached out herself so she could continue to play the victim.

On top of this it then comes out that Lorraine was telling people stories about some of those really super specific things that my ex had done to me, but pretending that he had done those things to her!!! Things that I still have the literal physical scars from. That’s not shocking to me but it’s still extremely disrespectful and actually rather insulting given that I now have actual PTSD and am on pretty heavy medication to deal with what he put me through.

So there you have it. I’ve been trying to tell people that Lorraine isn’t quite all there since I met her in 2018 and when the whole necro thing down I told her co-mod and the others threatening me that it would all blow up in their faces one day too. Shock horror, that day has finally come. I am glad people are finally seeing what she is capable of, and I am really not surprised to see that things have transpired the way they have given some of the strange shit she used to say to my Ex and others about underage people.

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