Just throwing this out there but please know I don't have the same resources or opportunities that most have. Spent most of my life in hospital and all of my family including parents grandparents aunts uncles everyone passed by the time I was 30. Making ends meet let alone gaining weight is extremely difficult. Please just understand that I am trying with every bit of my being and resources that I have considering my extreme situation. Majority still have their parents/family and most my age are still living with or depending on their family which obviously makes life allot easier. I've been depending on myself for over a decade because it's just me left, holidays are especially difficult since all my family has passed 馃槥 I hope and wish everyone well and just wanted to shed some light on my specific situation and letting you all know that gaining isn't REMOTELY as easy as majority on here tho I want it so much. Please please understand that. Having shared that heres a little of me. Love y'all 馃馃珒馃挋 If you'd like to see more please checkout my o.f. @jakethegainer