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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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Katherine Arden, The Bear and the Nightingale

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𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝚄𝙼𝙰  ╱  𝙰𝙲𝙲𝙴𝙿𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚜𝚊𝚖 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢 @bluemoontm​ 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 : " 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝? "

𝐇𝐄 𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐀 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍 .   before   all   of   this  .   before   they   had   changed   him  .   taken   the   right   to   die  ,   tossed   into   a   new   life   that   was   merely   that  .   thoughts   wandered   off   from   time   to   time  ,   imagining   how   things   would   have   went   if   he   had   returned   from   war  ,   if   he   had   lead   that   ordinary   life   that   was   now   but   a   odd   dream  .   BEING   AN   ARTIST  ,   having   a   family  ,   building   up   his   country   after   victory  .   maybe   bucky   was   never   made   to   be   any   of   the   above  .   maybe   he   was   BORN   A   SOLDIER  .   ❛   totally  .  ❜    answer   comes   with   a   sarcastic   connotation  ,   lips   pressed   together  .   ❛   steve   asked   too  .   how   it   felt  ,   what   i   can   remember  .   CAN   YOU   ? ?   i   guess   being   dusted   into   a   pile   of   useless   dirt   was   a   fascinating   new   experience  .  ❜          

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THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021-)

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𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝚄𝙼𝙰  ╱  𝙰𝙲𝙲𝙴𝙿𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢 @demonify​​ 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 :  " 𝚢𝚘𝚞’𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. "

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌 𝐎𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍, 𝐔𝐍𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐑 .  after   an   eternity   spent   in   the   ice  ,   sleeping   inside   his   own   mind   while   everything   else   slipped   away  ,   WAKANDA   SEEMED   LIKE   A   MIRACLE   to   tired   soldier  .   he   still   could   not   figure   out   why   t  ‘  challa   had   been   so   generous   to   allow   him   hiding   here  ,   giving   a   chance   to   a   MAN   MADE   MONSTER  .   eyes   avert   her   gaze  ,   staring   on   delicate   grass   stalks   down   to   his   feet  .   ❛   time   is   a   strange   concept  .  ❜    for   a   man   living   way   over   his   estimated   span  ,   ripped   out   of   his   own   period   into   a   world   so   changed  .   sometimes   he   felt   like   he   DID   NOT   BELONG   anywhere  .   ❛   but   i   am   grateful   for   this  .   i   truly   am  .   this   is   way   more   than   i   could   have   ever   dared   to   ask   for  .  ❜    

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𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙹𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 ' 𝙱𝚄𝙲𝙺𝚈 ' 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝚂 ╱ 𝙼𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙰𝙻𝚂 𝙼𝙰𝚈 𝚁𝙴𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶

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There’s no remaking reality… Just take it as it comes. Hold your ground and take it as it comes. There’s no other way.

Philip Roth, Everyman (via quotespile)

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therapy / talking about trauma / post - trauma starters. feel free to change things as necessary. 

would you like to talk about it?

please tell me what’s bothering you.

hey, are you okay?

i don’t have to know everything. just what you’re comfortable telling me.

i’m your friend. of course i care.

there’s nothing bad about going to therapy.

would you like to try a different approach?

i – i didn’t know that. i’m sorry.

is this helping?

i’ll try not to ask a lot of questions.

i’m always here if you need me.

shh, it’s alright. shh. 

we’re safe now. you’re safe now.

it was just a nightmare.

sweetheart, you have to tell me these things.

you know i’d never judge you for that, right?

i’m worried about you.

is something going on? 

everything you say will just be between you and me.

what method do you prefer?

do you need help falling asleep?

anything i could do to help?

why are you like this?

i understand. 

sweetie, is there something you aren’t telling me? what’s wrong?

let’s get you cleaned up.

this is good. this is important. 

you’re healing, and healing takes time. 

we can do more tomorrow.

how about you get some sleep, hm?

bedtime.

it’s ok not to be ok.

tomorrow is another day.

hey, hey, hey. look at me, look at me. it’s okay.

breath in for seven seconds, exhale for eleven …

do you need some space?

remember, look for things that you can touch. ground yourself.

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are you my cyborg friend? (hi from birdie)

𝙸𝙽𝙱𝙾𝚇 𝙲𝚁𝚄𝙴𝙻𝚃𝙸𝙴𝚂 ╱ 𝙰𝙻𝚆𝙰𝚈𝚂 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙺𝙴𝙳 

❛   only   if   i   am   allowed   to   feed   you   with   bread   crumbs   from   last   month  .   so  ,   NO  .  ❜  

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ANTHONY MACKIE and SEBASTIAN STAN in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER.

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