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Sorry

Sorry for being the reason of your sadness ,

Sorry I can’t help you ,

Sorry I don’t want it too,

Sorry I don’t know what to do,

Sorry I can’t. I don’t deserve you,

Sorry for all the pain,

Sorry but always remember that I’m your friend that will never leave you through the rain,

Sorry.

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Neutral feelings

Is it weird ? How I handle some of my problems ? I’m getting used to it .I’m not as hard as stone I have feelings too . But what they always know is all kind of matter is okay to me but its not. I have this neutral feeling that if its okay its okay and if its not then I don’t mind .I don’t mind in a way that I don’t care, I don’t mind means everything will be okay so I will stay as me and try to understand what’s wrong try to find solution and We’ll be all Good after misunderstanding . I’m always looking forward to appreciate my effort/efforts,I’m not begging for anyone to appreciate what I’m doing . All I want is the best for all of us . So please self you’re going to finish the race until you reach what you deserve.

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Chill

When the world is trying to beat me down, Me talking to myself " oh Come on give me your best shot dude,you don't know what I've been through just to keep myself in this world safe haha "

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All I can say

The more people hate me the more I challenge myself to understand them and accept that not all of them will understand me :)

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How to be strong as stone?

This is me again writing this kind of piece of shit in my mind .This is my another way to keep myself strong as a person not just too strong but strong enough to accept some kind of things. First is begging someone's attention ? Before that's my hobby begging for someone to appreciate my effort then day and days passed by . I realized that I don't have to beg for attention because if they really care even though without doing anything they will show they concern . Here I am now accepting what's going to happen in a positive way and making myself contented whether if they accept me or not . Because in the end of each day me as a person accepting all those weakness turning it as my strength helping me to be a strong person but like a stone as hard as stone sometimes its hurts but Fixing myself again and again is my always duty.

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Leave me to my own absurdity.

Sophocles (via quotemadness)

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Accepting what have been done

Once you've given a chance to express yourself always give your best dont be like me, I always know what to do but I can't even apply it when its my turn . Here I am now in my weakest side accepting what have been done . Asking why its always my fault .

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I just woke up today and realize what did happen yesterday and try to pretend that its all okay.

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Nanay

"To the woman that I love the most ,thankyou for being my number one fan.The one who always beleive that I can achieve my goals ,who always cheering me up when I'm down,"Ma Im weak from now, I can't promise but I will do my best Ma"to my dearest nanay thankyou and I love you "

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Trying hard

Why I do always failed to satisfy myself? .There’s a lot inspiration and motivation ,but I just cant be enough . Do my effort wasn’t enough? Or there’s something wrong with my plan?From now on Im a certified trying hard to all.

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I hate me

I hate when Im setting myself to be good at some matter and ending up to dissapoint all who believes in me even myself . I hate me

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Positive mind setting

“Maybe we’re weak today but tommorrow is another opportunity for us to improve better.”