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[generalzelgius]

Artist: Tatsuro Iwamoto

Source: Cipher Artbook

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The whole time as they sat by the fire Zelgius was silent. It was simply his nature. He didn't mean to be rude or asocial in the slightest. He just wasn't much of a conversationalist, preferring to let others do the talking, and he would respond when addressed. He also didn't find himself particularly interesting nor did he want to talk about himself either. Too many dark memories, regrets, and burdens he carried with him. He would prefer to forget, but the nightmares never stopped, plaguing him from whatever sleep he managed to get.

A curt nod was given in Jae's direction as he spoke, thinking that they should be reaching the forest in a few day's time. He ate his stew with gusto, but with manners all the same. He was starving. He was a large guy and truthfully he could've been eating a lot more, but they had to make do. When Jae brought up knighthood, he looked up from his stew, pausing his eating, since he figured there would be a response requirement coming up. Yes, just as he thought, there it was.

❛ Noble hearted ?   ❜ He held back a scoff, but shook his head, raven colored locks swaying with the movement. ❛ Trust me, I am in no position to judge others. I wish to help you, that is why I am here. Me joining you is not completely selfless though. I... have my own reasons for accompanying you, too.   ❜ The finality of his tone and statements made it clear he would not be elaborating. He resumed his meal, not wanting the stew to get cold on him. He hoped he didn't sound mean to the other; he was just stating the facts.

A few more moments of silence passed before he spoke. ❛ Do you want any more stew ?   ❜ It was his polite way of asking if he could have the rest.

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A long and uncertain journey lay before them, but their cause was plainly noble. Zelgius’ presence had quickened his plan to pursue Seo-yeon, all in hopes of finding valid clues about what had truly befell her. Considering what they were going to contend with, they would need all of the aid they could muster. Not that Jae-hyo would refuse the other’s company, in his opinion, the decision wasn’t up to him- The sellsword was going whether Zelgius chose to accompany him, or not.

The seasoned warrior had already gone above and beyond merely aiding him for an unspecified amount of time, though he was certain that the other male would earnestly state there was ‘no need to thank him’ with kind gestures and other acts of appreciation. 

Luckily, there were clear skies and less powerful winds gusting along the landmarks of the plains, which made traveling far less of a daunting endeavor. They were leaving much of the landscape behind them in a smaller amount of time. As the grasslands began to recede, more hilly terrain and hiking became involved. When they could, they paid to hitch a ride on a merchant caravan, which removed the burden of walking solely by foot and conserved their strength, but they still had to make camp and feed themselves. Building up a sweat took little by the way of labor, searching for kindling and setting traps for game.

They’d caught and skinned a few rabbits, making a pleasant tasting (if lean) stew from the reserves of their supplies. Yoon had to sneak in a few sprinkles of crushed red pepper flakes into his own bowl to make it more to his taste, but all in all- it had been a good day of scouting and hunting.

“We should be nearing the forest soon,” he observed, gesturing his spoon at the massive canopy of dense woodlands in the distance. The rogue had been more subdued throughout their trek, his normally witty banter and gusto having waned considerably. Now little more than a dim glow of his former self, there had been more awkward silences than he could count on his hands. Zelgius usually ate, took watch over the fire, then traded shifts with Jae as the sun disappeared beneath the horizon- But he really thought he might lose it if they didn’t start talking a bit more.

“So… Knighthood and whatnot,” he reflected, drumming his thin fingers against the lean muscle of his right thigh.

“Y’know, noble hearted types usually can’t stand folk like me. I was surprised that you entertained my pleas at all, to be honest. Not that I’m complaining- I fear the journey would have been far more painful and difficult if it were me, alone.”

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PROMPTS FOR THE BUDDING ROMANCE *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

i never thought something like this could happen to me.

when they said you were hurt... i've never been so afraid in my whole life.

i almost lost you.

you are the most special person i have ever met.

are you blushing? did i make you blush?

here, take my jacket. you're shivering.

i don't know how to function around you. i struggle with words.

you have an easy way of making me feel breathless.

you have no idea what you do to me.

i've never met anyone like you before.

you've been a great friend to me. better than a friend. someone i can turn to in my darkest times.

next time, warn me when you pull a stunt like that. i want to be with you.

i don't know where i'd be without you.

you came right when i needed you.

i was just thinking about you, and here you are.

i had a dream about you.

i've tried seeing other people... but they're not you. they're not who i want.

i'll protect you. i promise.

i haven't taken my eyes off you since you walked in.

this is new for me. feeling like this.

i'm sorry. i just had to see you.

you mean absolutely everything to me.

is this what happens when you fall in love?

do you feel the same way about me?

i thought i could handle seeing you with someone else, but i was wrong.

i don't know what to say. you make me forget how to speak.

you make my head spin.

do that again. that was cute.

i couldn't wait around anymore. i have to tell you how i feel.

stop! you're making me blush!

i've never felt anything like this before.

go easy on my heart. please.

my heart has been broken so many times in the past... but you won't hurt me, right? i can trust you.

you're very distracting, you know.

was that flirting? were you just flirting with me?

you're different. you're not what i'm used to.

you can keep holding my hand, you know. you don't have to let go.

i like it when you held onto me. that was nice.

this stopped being a fling a while ago.

everything changed for me last week.

when i saw you with someone else... it broke me.

could you see yourself with me?

i wish i had the strength to tell you how i feel.

i could be your date.

what if i asked you out?

i've been flirting with you this whole time.

this doesn't have to be a date if you don't want it to be.

we could... try. see what happens.

meeting you was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

sorry, what did you say? i wasn't listening. i was... distracted.

i came as fast as i could. they said you needed me.

just stand behind me. i'll protect you.

you are... so infuriating. you know that, right?

i know what i said before... but i was wrong. about everything.

maybe we could try again?

you mumbled my name in your sleep again.

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[ I'VE HAD THIS BLOG FOR 10 YEARS. OMG. But also I had another Zelgy blog before, so in total, I've been writing him for like 15 years or so???? That's WILD LMAO I love him so much!!!! Cheers to more years on this blog and writing the love of my life!!!! ]

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Engrossed in observing his moves as the other trained, Chrom did not take his eyes off the knight as he swung his sword in careful precise movement. One would think he had a medical background with how accurate the precise these slashes are. It takes good trained eyes to tell the path these swings take--fatal one. "You don't mind if we spar together?" his voice sounded when the other took a second to rest his sword arm. [hewo i didnt specify if it was zeggy or the black knight just in case chrom was not supposed to know who is he. dont k him please XD ]

Zelgius could feel a pair of eyes boring into him as he trained, but he said naught about it. It was something he was used to. Everyone had always been in awe of his movements, sheer speed and power, wanting to study under the General of the Begnion Central Army ( the largest army in his continent ). He was certainly a trained killer, he had to be for survival since an early age, but that did not mean he wasn't merciful. He paused to rest for a moment, swapping his sword to his left hand, as he rolled his right wrist. He had been going at it for a while, but did not seem at all tired.

Emerald eyes looked up from his wrist as a voice spoke ; so this was the person who had been staring intently at him the whole time. Of course, that's what he wanted. ❛ It would be my pleasure. I could use the practice against someone else. These training dummies don't really put up a fight.   ❜ His attempt at levity, though there was no trace of a smile on his lips. ❛ At your ready.   ❜ He returned his sword to his dominant, right hand, lifting it up in preparation of Chrom's first strike.

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It wasn't in Zelgius' nature to simply give up, especially not without a fight, however, the events that had transpired years ago took a toll on his soul. The fight was gone, torn from his entire being, and an eternal tiredness remained. There were days he asked himself why he even still drew breath but then was reminded of Sephiran. It was all for Sephiran, it always had been, it always would be. He refused to leave him lonely after all the trauma he had been through. It far outweighed his own, after all. ❛ I don't hate you, or anyone here, or anyone else for that matter. Hate was a part of my life since the beginning... I don't have room for it, anymore,   ❜ he replied, with a shake of his head. Even his motions seemed sluggish these days.

❛ My whole life has been one sad story, what does it matter now ?   ❜ Such hurt was in his tone of voice although he tried to bury it beneath anger. Anger was more familiar. It was easier to deal with. Leanne was trying so hard, it made Zelgius feel terrible to deny her, but he couldn't help it. This wasn't as easy as she wanted him to believe. ❛ Yune is not me though. It isn't... fair to compare us.   ❜ Apples to oranges it was to him. He took a few steps back from her, clutching the basket of fruit to his chest, closing himself off. ❛ I am truly sorry, but... there is no point to any of this. I.... wish I could be what you want me to be.   ❜ He had already expended too much energy being molded into what Sephiran expected of him. Another transformation was too costly.

"I...do not know," Leanne concedes. But Zelgius, like all Branded, will live for quite some time yet--and she sees no harm in at least trying. True, there will be those who never forgive him. That is the nature of atonement. "But trying...it is better...than giving up. No?" Curse her lack of knowledge in the modern tongue! "Or will we...hate...forever?" To constantly see the other as an enemy, yet living next to each other...it is something Leanne doesn't want for her people, or for Lehran and Zelgius. She does not want to see this painful cycle continue, even if it takes decades, no, centuries to mend the scars of conflict.

"Living like that...would be...too sad! Even...a forever wound...will have days...that hurt less." She extends a hand towards him. "So please...let us try?" She wishes she had the words to convince him--she can hear so clearly the doubt and self-hatred within his heart. "At least...consider it. Even Yune...could make right...for the past." And she had drowned continents beneath the sea--compared to such destruction, Zelgius' actions seem far easier to atone for.

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Are you living your life or just waiting to die? The bright, the bright, the bright... The brightest things fade the fastest.

indie zelgius  written by tifa

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Resmaa Menakem, My Grandmother’s Hands: Racialized Trauma and the Pathway to Mending Our Hearts and Bodies

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you're really cute when you blush. [Ignore his ass, he's just LIKE THAT(tm). P.S. I am absolutely finishing up your starter, sorry it took so long.]

Zelgius was never one who knew how to take a compliment. His lips could serve them so smoothly, without hesitation, full of charm and charisma, however, when one was aimed at him ? It was sure to cause a mess. A man like him... with such a horrid past... did not deserve such kind words. He could feel the heat rise steadily up his neck, spread to his cheeks, and further out to the tips of his ears. Pale being his typical shade, it was obvious that he was blushing, no way to even deny it without looking like an utter fool. Might as well accept it as honorably as possible. A harsh gulp, emerald eyes averting their gaze to a spot on the wall, his lips trembling ever so slightly he spoke, in a hushed manner.

❛ I.... well, um... I suppose I should thank you..... ❜ He never knew what to say after a compliment either.

PROMPTS FOR INTIMATE PILLOW TALK | accepting | for @gcldfanged

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PROMPTS FOR INTIMATE PILLOW TALK *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

it's funny. sometimes i think i've already fallen in love with you as much as possible... and then we share a night like this.

i'm falling more and more in love with you every day.

what about me turns you on the most?

do you feel connected to me when we're together like that?

was it good for you? is there anything i can do better next time?

you made a few sounds i've never heard before.

are you satisfied by our physical intimacy?

can i get you anything? do you need me to do anything?

you know i love you, right?

that was the best night of my life.

i don't even know who i was last night.

what do my lips taste like when you kiss them?

what's your favorite thing about my body?

i've never done anything like that before.

thanks for going easy on me. clearly i've still got a lot to learn.

you were so gentle with me.

wish we could just stay like this forever.

you can stay the night, you know. you don't have to leave just yet.

you look so beautiful like this.

i could get used to this. nights in bed with you laying beside me.

i just can't stop looking at you. i can't believe you're real.

was i too much for you? did i go too far?

i need to be close to you like this.

can i kiss you again? i promise i won't get carried away.

just stay like that and let me admire how beautiful you are.

no one has ever loved me like that.

i've never been touched like that before.

it's like your body was made for mine.

don't go. don't get out of bed just yet.

i'm not ready to let go of you.

let's just cancel our plans for the day. what do you think?

why don't we just stay like this forever?

come closer. please.

i heard you talking in your sleep.

i didn't know it could feel like that.

i'm glad to share one last moment of calm with you before the storm.

i think we're more than friends.

whatever happens, we'll always have each other. last night is proof of that.

well... that was fun. give me a moment to catch my breath.

we could take a shower together if you wanted.

what time is it? maybe we should go grab lunch.

i'm too comfortable to move. let's just stay right here.

you're really cute when you blush.

thank you for trusting me like that.

i have a confession to make. i think i love you.

your hair's a mess.

what did you dream about?

feel like going another round?

i've never seen you act like that before.

i don't know what came over me.

no, please don't get up. come back to bed.

was it that bad?

i'm sure the neighbors really enjoyed hearing all that.

so... does this change anything between us?

i don't regret a single thing about last night.

would you hold me while we sleep?

i feel safe in your arms.

nothing will take me away from you.

we had a long night. you should get some rest.

you're the best i've ever had.

i'm so in love with you it hurts.

don't hide that beautiful smile from me!

we could try spooning. i hear that's nice.

so... what happens now?

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"I'M KIND BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO BE" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for remaining good despite it all, adjust as necessary

they've suffered enough.

i have seen the worst that humanity has to offer... and yet i'm still standing.

the world can keep knocking me down, but i'll get back up.

i don't give up.

i just want to live a peaceful life.

i don't want conflict.

there were nicer ways to ask that, you know.

i don't want to hurt anybody.

i still don't hate you.

i want peace at all costs.

if you would only try and see the world from my point of view.

i don't want to fight with you.

things always get better.

this isn't the end.

you have to stand tall.

the world is cruel, but i won't be.

i believe in you. i always have.

my morals are firm.

there's no harm in a little kindness.

just be gentle with them.

i mean well.

there's too much pain in this world. i don't intend to add to it.

i don't want to fight anyone.

don't you believe in yourself?

i'm not leaving them.

there is enough hate in this world.

i try to lead with love.

it's the right thing to do.

this doesn't have to end in violence.

why don't we talk this through?

maybe he's having a bad day.

i'm going to try again.

there has to be another way to do this.

this isn't the time to quit.

i've seen too many things go wrong. this has to go right.

i'm not giving up just yet.

kindness is not weakness.

you can do better than that.

i try to see the good in everyone.

you can't just give up!

you're a special person.

i deserve better than this.

you deserve happiness.

it costs nothing to be kind.

there's no need to be so mean.

if only you could see yourself the way i see you.

it's still a beautiful day.

there's always tomorrow.

are you asking me to quit?

tomorrow will be better.

you didn't mean that, did you?

maybe we should talk this out.

i will always choose to be kind.

despite everything, i just want to be good.

i do my best to see the good in everyone, no matter what.

you didn't have to do that.

that wasn't very nice.

do you have to be so rude?

a nice word goes a long way.

try smiling at them. see what happens.

you could try being nicer.

i deserve a happy ending.

don't beat yourself up.

don't talk about yourself like that.

i see the goodness in you.

life is truly beautiful.

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[ hi hi everyone, hope you're all doing well. i'm sorry for my lack of activity (as always, lol). i went back to school for my masters in forensic psychology so that's eating up a lot of my time and energy (as well as my full-time job, weeps). i still love zelgy though and don't plan on dropping any threads yet and if anyone is ever interested in writing with me please don't be shy <3 i'm also free to write on discord if anyone wants that as well (would be way easier/faster for me these days. anyway, it's good to see you all on here <3 ]

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looking at the bk’s helmet gash i wish they gave him a matching scar :((

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Much needed warmth flowed through Zelgius as he continued to enjoy his meal in the calm, cozy, peaceful environment of the establishment. It wasn't often that he allowed himself a real respite such as this. He had become too accustomed to eating meals out in the field and sleeping on the bare ground. He longed to relax in an actual bed tonight. He swallowed what was in his mouth and stifled a chuckle at Ryu's comment about complaining at a later date. It was human nature so he would allow her to vent about it when she chose to. Seeing just how exhausted she was made him realize how wise it was to stop into town. Traveling while weary was taxing enough and adding inclement weather to the mix was treacherous. ❛  Eat as much as you like. I will gladly order another plate for you. ❜ He would probably end up eating another as well. He didn't skimp on meals as it was important to maintain high energy levels and since he was plagued by a ferocious case of insomnia he would take energy where he could. ❛  Yes, I agree with you. Even if the locals have no information, it is possible that our fellow travelers might. The market here tends to be rather busy so we may get lucky. ❜

The barmaid stopped by to see how the pair were doing since they were the only customers still there and Zelgius went ahead and ordered another round of drinks and food. If Ryu couldn't stomach any more sustenance, he certainly would. When the barmaid left he resumed his speech. ❛  We are in Talrega. This region can be treacherous as it is prone to terrible, unpredictable weather and landslides. The snow is impacting visibility, but there are many mountains here. I suggest we find a suitable path through when the weather permits lest we get caught in something more hazardous than snow. ❜ The last thing either of them needed was a serious injury before they even battled their enemies.

She pushes back the hood of her poncho, snow dusting off the fur edges as they enter the tavern. The hushed hum of the quiet welcome over the deafening whistle of the wind just outside its doors. Teal irises adjust to the space and dim, homey lighting as she finds a table in the back; it’s easy to feel the weight of her fatigue when she settles into the seat. Ryu looks around, blowing warm air against her frozen digits waiting for Zelgius to return. So much for making a dent in the extended travel they had before them, but it couldn’t be helped when the weather was this bad. She flexes her hands, head lifting when he settles across from her. “    Oh, thanks!   ” She smiles, reaching out to grab the other glass, her fingers finally warm enough to curl around the glass easily. Her ruddy pink nose scrunches with the first sip, but the taste was a fair trade for melting the ice off her bones. She watches him over the glass as he speaks, sighing, “   I mean I guess there’s no use in complaining, but I’m probably gonna do it anyway when I’m not so tired.  ” The corners of her mouth tug into a lopsided, sleepy little grin, arms folding in front of her on the table. “   Okay, proceed with caution we will then, I really hope it doesn’t take that long for the storm to clear, I’d hate for ..” She pauses, when the plates were brought over and she smiles, politely giving her thanks before they went along their way.

Probably best she was stopped before voicing a negative thought. Better to look at the brightside – they weren’t trapped out in the weather and one night really wasn’t much to worry about, right? Her bright eyes eagerly look over the warm plate, “   It looks nice and hot too, all that walking made me really hungry.   ” She grabs a utensil, poking at a piece of meat happily before looking around again, one elbow resting on the table as she held her head up with her knuckles. “   Well, if the weather doesn’t let up, maybe we can stock up here in town and ask around here. I know it’s a bit far off, but it’s possible someone else knows something around here, yeah?   ” Ryu picks up her glass again, unable to stop her face from scrunching up as she takes another sip. “   Where are we anyway?   ”

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The weather was brutal that evening, heavy snowfalls impacting visibility, and making it extremely difficult to trek through. The temperature had dropped severely in just the past few minutes and the knight called out to Ryu over the raging winds, pointing to a nearby town, and changing his course to go there. Fortunately, there was a tavern and inn close to the entrance of it and he held the door open for Ryu to sip inside, shutting the door firmly behind them. From Ryu's sluggish gait, Zelgius could tell she was exhausted, so he urged her to take a seat in the back and he would be with her in a minute. He went up to the barmaid and ordered drinks and a meal. They had been travelling for quite some time without respite.

He then went over to Ryu, carrying a tray which contained two mugs of ale as well as two glasses of water, setting it on the table in front of them, as he sat across from her. ❛ Here. Drink. I ordered some food for us, as well. ❜ He took one of the mugs and drank some ale, letting out a sigh of relief. It was cozy inside and at once he felt some warmth seep into his veins. ❛ By my estimation, it will take us at least a week or so reach the border of Crimea, that is unless, this snowstorm continues. I suggest we stay here for the night, recuperate, and then see what the weather permits tomorrow. I realize there is urgency to reach Crimea and deal with the rumored monster threat, but there is not much we can do when faced with nature's wrath. This region is known for its unpredictable weather. It is best to proceed with caution. ❜

The barmaid appeared at their table and placed their plates in front of them, the dish containing some sort of meat, alongside a variety of vegetables. It looked healthy and nutritious. ❛ This looks delectable. Hope it is to your liking. ❜

@aaternum

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It's been awhile since I've posted a munday pic so hello, hello, it's me!

The hair is a wig tho but let me live my pink fantasy lol

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WHAT TRAGIC DEATH WOULD YOU SUFFER?

the betrayal

you die at the hands of the person you love most. maybe there are tears in their eyes as they drive the sword into your chest, maybe there is none. there are certainly tears in yours. your mouth will open to ask 'why' only to spit blood instead. you will die never knowing if they loved you at all, wondering if you could've done something to prevent this, or if it was always going to end this way.

tagging: @annjiru, @unforestalledreturn, @aaternum, @wistrea, @starborne, @gcldfanged, @stxrsfxte (ike & micaiah), @bloodxhound