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The Journey Continues: Rediscovering my Worth

Part 2:

Fastforward: My shs journey is my bestest year ever. I unlocked so my skills and potential inside me and it makes me believe in myself that I can be more and I can do more. They given me chance to showcase my talents and skills and I’m super happy that I did it. I met new of people and some of them are my flings. I have 2 flings that I treasure so much. Renante and Raven. Renante was my super crush, he’s a student from CTU and our feeling was mutual. We spent more time together with each other. Going to concert, night ride and so on. But our love story didn’t last long because he knew about my age. I lied to him that I was 17 that time but the truth is I’m 16. He said that he can’t take our gap since he’s not ready for any responsibility because I was a minor that time. He said that “ Love can wait” if fate will lead us back again in the right time, then it’s our destiny.

Raven is one of the most gentlemen person I’ve ever known. He’s so sweet, caring, gentle and ever girls dream. He made me feel and realize that this is what I deserve to be treated, but that time I’m yet ready to commit a relationship because as he said “nothing should be rushed, so take your time” I loved him but I didn’t show him because I’m afraid that if I will show too much love they’ll taking advantage of it. Raven leaves as he realize it and now I am happy and contented with my boyfriend.

I enjoy my life today by not stressing so much in school and making the day more extra. I spent more time with my loved ones that makes me feel safe and my comfort. Today, I travelled more with my new boyfriend, going to a different places. Riding is our therapy, feeling the warmth of nature and the breeze of sea is our quality time. I love and I appreciate what I have today because we will never how long this things will last. So let us treasure every moment that we spent with our loved ones. Today, I stand at the crossroads of past and future. My life remains a canvas, waiting for bold strokes and delicate details. My life is a symphony of stardust and dreams continues to unfold. Each chapter adds depth, each struggle fuels resilience. So here’s to the wild-eyed kid who drew stories on giant paper rolls: thank you for reminding me that the unconventional path is often the most beautiful.

[genieshaynebooc]

The Journey Continues: Rediscovering my Worth

Part 1:

From the sun-kissed days of my childhood to the intricate tapestry of experiences that shape me today, my life has been a fascinating odyssey. Born and raised in the vibrant city of Cebu, Philippines, I’ve navigated the twists and turns of existence with curiosity, determination, and a dash of whimsy. My childhood journey was never been boring because of my family and friends. I lived in a compound which is the booc compound in pusok. I spent my time playing with my cousins everyday and night. I experience the things that every child dreams. Playing filipino games, sleep over, outing, picnic and so on. I will never forget that experienced of mine in my childhood because it’s the only thing that I can recall all those happy and enjoying moments.

As year passed, I graduated in elementary. I enrolled in Pasay City North High School Mab-Annex. My high school journey was also fun and I met new friends that turn into my best friends until today. I was a volleyball player way back in high school and I’m also one of the player of our school to compete for the city palaro. After the game, I came back to school to watch the soft ball game together with my classmates. As I enter the school gate, I noticed a boy that keeps staring at me, (he’s also a city palaro player from another school) I glanced at him and realizing he’s the boy who added me in facebook. I didn’t accept his friends request that time because I don’t know him but after realizing that it’s actually him, I immediately accepted his friend request. City palaro is already done and luckily he won 1st place in throwing, he will going to represent lapu-lapu for CVIRAA. Every morning we met in the oval ( a big oval shape place filled grass ) because that’s the way in to our school campus. He greeted me every morning with “goodmorning” and time passes I didn’t realize that I’m starting falling for him. We kept messaging each other like every day but since the pandemic starts, we can’t seen each other. We developed feelings for each other and he confessed and so do I. He courted me for months and I said yes. He’s my 1st boyfriend and I can say that he’s my greatest love. Our relationship last for 2 years and 4 months. We faced a lot of struggles, problems because not all relationships will only feel happiness all the time. Even though we fight always, we will never let our anger ruin our relationship but time passes he’s acting a bit strange and cold. I don’t really know what to do that time to the point that someone is trying to reach out on me. He’s busy and I have nothing to do that time thats why I replied to a message from a boy that keeps flirting with me. I lost him, the boy who didn’t leave me everytime we felt that we’re falling apart, he still choosed to stay. He broke up with me and I didn’t do anything just to make him stay and fixed our relationship. That’s how I lost him.