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Staffside is currently talking about the students (and scientists) families and holy shit I want to cry right now.

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If only he’d just bite the curb and die

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Happy 100 days my turquoise child

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staffside pulling me out of artblock one genki at a time.....

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DOCTOR, WHAT'S MY PROGNOSIS?

DOCTOR, AM I GONNA DIE?

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TERRIFYING: The first proper on-topic post of the blog!!

There’s been a lot going on but man, the thing that hit me closest to home was probably Genki talking to Deng. (April 7th, 2025)

There’s something so painful about watching him trying to reach out to Deng, and Deng just… cold-shouldering him the whole time. I know he’s in pain and in grief and everything, and that seeing Genki in such a state is probably very painful for him. But… God, I still have to wonder WHY. It especially sucks because I could very well get to a place where I know what he’s feeling soon.

vvv Personal drabbles related to the above recap below this line vvv

My own grandma has been having a cognitive decline recently. Mostly in terms of memory. She tends to forget stuff she did five minutes earlier and ask about those very things. Or she’ll tell me something, and then double back ten minutes later and tell me it again, as if she didn’t tell me the first time. Sometimes it gets me worrying if I’m not a good enough granddaughter to help her.

Am I going to get colder like that? Obviously grandma and I don’t have the same relationship as Deng and Genki. Whereas Deng and Genki were together, and formed something beautiful, I’m family with my grandmother. She has traits I can’t stand and couldn’t stand before this point. And when she worsens - not if, but when - I wonder if they’ll lessen or worsen. I wonder if she’ll change. I wonder if she’ll be like those stories I’ve heard of people with neurodegenerative conditions regressing to childhood. I wonder if she’ll ever realize the awful things she says about the people she hates so much also applies to me. I wonder if in her delirium she’ll want to hurt me.

But, Genki’s writing kind of helps. It gives me perspective. As confusing and potentially painful as this is going to be for me, it’s going to be confusing and incredibly painful for her. I need to be there for her. I need to support her where I can and protect myself where I can’t.

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[Matter of Taste]

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theres no wolves in japan so the woods are pretty safe probably

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Basically a Genki Nemoto lovemail blog. Also a Genki Nemoto kinsona blog! Staffside-centric, will likely be more writing than art since studentside seems to get more art generally than staffside. Though now that the staffside designs are public and paired with a link to staffside’s document, hopefully more art will get posted on Tumblr soon!!!

@gogomasa is my studentside variant. This isn’t necessarily a blog to pretend to be Genki (although I love his HAWHAWHAW so I might use it sometimes). I’m a LEVEL FIFTY PROJECTOR so my kinsona of Genki is black. Please don’t get mad at me about it! If I draw him I won’t put him in any tags since I’m scared of getting mauled lmao.

BLOG WILL BE STAFFSIDE MUSINGS, and sometimes cross over into studentside territory since that’s the nature of staffside. The font on this blog may be a default or system font for you, but it’s a custom font for myself to help reflect how personal Staffside can be at times. I will try to give my theme contrasting colors for the text so it's more legible!