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Hello, I would like to get an entity assigned to me.

I am non binary and use He/Him and They/Them pronouns.

I like to read and listen to music (Sleep token, ghost and yaelokre mostly)

I also like to write my own stories and i like mythology, specifically greek. I'm also a practicing pagan.

I adore cats and I like dark academia, forestcore, fairygrunge and alternative aesthetics.

Hope you can find an entity for me.

The Hunt. The mouse is chased by wolf and hawk alike. Keep an eye on the sky and the ground, be wary, and see if you can't elevate yourself in the food chain.

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hi could you assign me? (🦷<- to find this later)

honestly idk my name for trans reasons but we'll go with rem

I use they/he, I'd consider nonbinary transmasc to be the best way to describe whatevers going on but I'm just a bloke really, gender labels are Weird. I'm also aro but just a guy<3

I keep my hair veryy long idk why at this point. I live in tank tops and cargo trousers

I like to make art of my characters and I love my friends so so much and I get really sad when I can't see them

I'm interested in art, history of art and ancient roman history (classics), I am very petty and have one sided beef with artists who've been dead for many many years <3

I'm trying to learn German and I love fruit

Hello, friend. Rem is a lovely name.

The Flesh, I think, for you. Not Viscera exactly, but the uneasy crawling feeling under your skin when something is not quite right. Eyes too shiny, teeth too sharp- close to the Stranger's uncanny valley, yet too bodily oriented to truly belong to the Circus.

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Hello. I am a transgender male and asexual using the pronouns he/they. I enjoy putting together jigsaw puzzles, archery, reading, and science.

I have a very particular type of OCD called dermatillomania which is a skin-picking disorder. I also have anxiety and depression.

I’m curious to see what you will say for me.

The Hunt. A tough one to deduce, to be sure. Maybe one day you will serve another. Find your quiet and notice your contentment.

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When I was young I was both very angry and very curious. Now, there are many things I seek to know but what I find often enrages me, an animal clawing out, but I keep returning anyway. I was never very good at being a child, and now I think I might just not be very good at being a person in general.

Part of it is seeing strings. Not literal strings, not hallucinations, but understanding. The flow of money and power and control, how it stratifies and collects, how seemingly-unrelated things link together to form systems and ideologies that perpetuate themselves. If I watch, say, a fantasy movie, I will be constantly analyzing the bias of the world (they are searching for a good king- but is there such thing as a good king? Does the king not depend on the subjugation of his fellow people?) And I will realize that I am neither focusing on the plot nor enjoying myself in any capacity. I don't watch many movies these days.

Systems, trends of history and politics, these things come easy to me. But individual empathy has always eluded me. Someone else's sadness does not upset me unless the cause is one that upsets me as well. It's not only easier to see the forest, but impossible to see the trees without the knowledge of how each one is part of a larger whole. In a mind that is loud and full of sharp edges, this is how I make sense of things. I find and follow the strings.

But I have no interest in pulling them, or making a net of them to climb to the top myself. What I want is to cut them, sever the connections so that we may be equal and free.

Any thoughts?

Friend, I see a tangle of self before me. Amid the conflict, a common theme stands out more than the rest: your affinity and pursuit of knowledge. Eye and Hunt, then, though Beholding grips you slightly more. Stay away from the quiet towers of academia that many Eye avatars find themselves in; they are not for you. Learn though experience and learn only what you wish to.

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Does this (the assigning of fears to others) make you an eye avatar or has something else already claimed you for it own? 👀👀👀

I’m curious to hear ur thoughts

Good question! While I have a few contacts who are Eye avatars and who very rarely help me with particularly difficult cases, I am not one myself. Instead, I serve the Mother of Puppets, the Web. I found I had a natural ability to read people from a very young age, and my becoming an avatar allowed me to examine people on a sort of metaphysical level as well. Useless for determining illnesses or emotions- but helpful for the purpose of this blog. I can see strands stretching from each ask, and the entities behind them.

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Hey there! I'm curious to see what you may say, so here is some info about me. I love cats, crochet, art, music and books. I also play the flute. I love the sound. It can be whimsical or haunting. Or both. I'm definitely an introvert but I find people rather interesting. I am surrounded by very strange people. It's great.

I am deaf, and I wear cochlear implants. I love going home at the end of the day and taking my 'ears' off so that there's just complete and utter silence. I always feel such a sense of relief.

I looked through your blog, and I think you would appreciate more cat photos so here you go

A silent ship sailing through the deepest night. The Dark, in its largest and most empty form. Peaceful and beautiful for you alone. You may still feel tingling fear, so embrace it and feed your entity.

I do hate to inform you that that's not a cat, it's a Wonky Veg. While similar in appearance and mannerisms, there is a clear and notable difference. I do appreciate the picture though. I'll take both cat and Wonky Veg pictures any day.

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Hi,

I wont tell you my name or age for sake of privacy but I can tell you my name means truth or fair-play.(I might ramble, forgive me I ‘m a writer). I love art , music, books, and I ‘am an introvert. I prefer the night, it’s easier on the eyes, and I ‘ve always had some rather morbid interest.

The Salem witch trials, poisons, the super natural (my mom thinks I can sense ghosts or “the gift”). I think I just have a loser hold on reality. I don’t know if this is pertinent but I have to rather noticeable birthmarks, one on the left side of my face, one that covers much of my right arm, and a lot of freckles.

I ‘m asexual and have never been able to place my gender.

What do you think I am? (How are you by the way?) you can check my blog for more info if you want(not required)

Interesting. You carry a mark of the Dark, and yet you serve the Eye. I can't quite tell how exactly deeply you are entrenched in one or the other, but I do think you will reach a pivotal point soon. My advice is to tread on the path that you wish to walk.

I am well, thank you for asking. I've found an unexpected stroke of good luck recently, but it is, as always, tempered with the bad.

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I consulted with one of my Beholding friends. You, anon, apparently serve the lesser-known 16th entity- the Gay AF.

i’m your favorite artists favorite artist. i’m your favorite drag queens favorite drag queen. and i’m going to serve exactly what you are: cunt.

I haven't heard of that entity before.

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Hello hello!

I use it/its, and am aroace cupioromantic. I have a lot of hobbies such as drawing, photography, writing, book binding, and jewlery making but I have trouble sticking with anything for too long.

I have autism, and adhd as well as probably some other things. I love horror media and horror movies/typical horror setting irl dont scare me, yet i cant play horror games on my own because they make me nervous enough that i just hide in a corner instead of progressing.

I enjoy acting but haven't done it in years, though I hope to get back into it soon! I I have way more books that I should (most of which I haven't read), so many stories rhat I'll never write, and three cats. I also love air travel, astronomy, and any and everything related to space. I love bugs, and want a pet tarantula, but have a deep hatred specifically for those little black beetles that show up everywhere.

Anyway, as thanks for reading this whole thing, have a photo of my cat, Sir Phineas Cursed. Or just Phin.

The Vast is calling for you. I suggest waiting to answer until you can't resist any longer, for it wishes to consume you entirely and utterly. The more your feet are settled on the ground now, the more you will remain when you vanish into the sky.

Thank you for the picture; what a distinguished and polite looking gentleman.

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Hi, I’m a freshman in college, super tired. Panromantic, she/they pronouns. I’m functioning autistic, I love animating, and doing musicals. I also love books and movies/ tv shows/ podcasts (obviously). I’m a swimmer, though I don’t do it competitively. I major in engineering and minor in acting. I have a weird fascination in horror while being scared of it. Similarly I love preforming but I have stage fright.

A tough one, as traces of both Spiral and Stranger reside within you. The Stranger, though, speaks slightly stronger as far as I can tell. Mind your stage fright- keep your eyes on the audience- and cherish your separation from them.

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i’m your favorite artists favorite artist. i’m your favorite drag queens favorite drag queen. and i’m going to serve exactly what you are: cunt.

I haven't heard of that entity before.

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Hello! I’ve tried to place myself but I have been having a hard time; I came across your blog and figured you would be perfect for my dilemma.

I am transmasc (Demi-boy), Bi, and Aro. I am a very creative person.

Through my own analysis I found I have fears that tie into each of the domains but I seem to find a counter for it in something I hate that’s within it. That’s where my problem stems. (Example: Bugs and insects is the biggest one)

Thank you in advance!

(I’d attach a picture of my cat if i could but I don’t know how lol)

A warning, friend, that the entities don't care for dislikes nor preferences. The Hunt chases you as you chase it.

And I appreciate the offer of a cat picture. More people should offer cat pictures.

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Hello! I’m a 15 year old genderfluid person. I’m bisexual/aromantic and I use he/him pronouns. I love horror media, particularly horror movies and I collect horror movie DVDs. I also love art! Particularly digital art. I love all that is weird, disturbing and uncanny. I also like cats and the color pink.

The Flesh for you. Viscera and creeping tendrils, something "not quite right" out of the corner of your eye- the more subtle aspects, yet still prevalent.

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Hello :)

Aro/Ace antisocial introvert

Likes blankets(preferably weighted), books, and being nosey. I want to be a mortician and I have currently been fascinated by radiation. Love learning about mythology and different death practices. I describe myself as just a person and use they/them pronouns. Have terrible eyesight and love Franz Kafka (the Metamorphosis guy). Bug enthusiast who loves decay (radiation or otherwise).

So what am I?

(Thanks in advance)

Hello, friend. It might not surprise you that the End looks fondly upon you and guards you jealously from the Buried. It favors you, though whether this is a gift or curse is yet to be determined.

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Hello, my name is Michael, I am 17, Trans, and Autistic. I am so very tired, as I just finished working five days straight at my local McDonalds. I own over 20 sweaters. I need to do my laundry at some point this weekend. I graduated high school, but have not passed English 9. I have failed English 9 thrice. I could say more? I don't know what you'd want to hear.

Take some time to breathe. I see the Buried, hugging you like an old friend. Either relax into its embrace or dig yourself out.

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HAPPY FIRST EVER INTERNATIONAL AROMANTIC VISIBILITY DAY

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Hello, my name is Samuel, I'm 25, trans, autistic, and I've got ptsd and adhd. My favorite novel is Frankenstein, I am soothed by the sound of rain, always feel tired yet also restless, don't trust myself or others very much, haven't had luck finding employment, and struggle with feeling like a burden. Which entity do you think might deem me a worthy avatar?

The Buried. Sink down into the dirt and sleep, and it will find you.