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You guys need to read this one like asap. It's so detailed and well written and maybe I have a thing for model scout jk here 🙈✨️

Crazy, stupid, love.

this is smut, do not interact if under 18

pairing: modeling scout!jungkook x model!fem!reader, strangers to enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers again (it’s a rollercoaster of emotions fr), jk is in his early 30’s and reader is early 20’s

genre/tags: smut, angst, very slow burn, mentions of past trauma, reader lowkey has anger and attachment issues but for good reason, y/n has toxic coping skills but is kinda going through it, jk and y/n argue a lot, themes of alcohol and some drug usage, mentions of reader crying, unrequited love (both jk and y/n think they don’t like each other), fingering, masturbation, oral (f receiving), orgasm denial, piv, unprotected sex (don’t do this irl!!), creampie, spitting, choking, rough sex, cheating (not on y/n)… this tag section is giving side effects on the back of medication vibes

words: 16.3k

The model life has never crossed your mind but the moment Jungkook laid his eyes on you he knew you were perfect. He was willing to go great lengths to get you on board, even developing a connection with you that could ultimately lead to one of you getting hurt.

[a/n: my imagination went wild w this one i fear! i couldn’t get jungkook as a modeling scout of my head so i wrote this as a dedication to myself. i definitely didn’t expect this to hit over 10k words but here we are 😩 did my best to proof-read but i prob still missed some typos since this was a lot of words. this is going to be a two-parter or maybe even a series if i obsess over this too much. as always, leaving a nice comment/reblog always helps, even a like will suffice tbh]

You could already tell it was going to be a long day. Things just weren’t going your way this morning, your hair wasn’t cooperating with you, you got a giant stain on your work shirt, and now your best friend cancels on you. You read her text, scoffing at her lame excuse:

‘I’m so sorry y/n but I won’t be able to go out tonight, been getting swamped with work!!’

You sigh, yet again she cancels on you. You loved your best friend Sakura dearly but she can be extremely flaky. You let so much shit slide when it comes to her but if someone else did the same thing you’d cut them off in a heartbeat. Sakura has always been your day 1, she stuck by your side when you had literally no one. In elementary school the kids were vicious, they’d pick on everyone who was different and you were an easy target for them since you were the “loner kid”. Sakura defended you when she saw a group of three girls try to gang up on you and told them to kindly fuck off. After that moment, you and Sakura were joined by the hip— until you weren’t anymore.

You finally reply to Sakura’s text just saying it was okay and you guys can go out another time. You now had to figure out what you wanted to do tonight after you get off work. The original plan was to go out clubbing with Sakura but since that idea is scrapped you think of other friends you could talk to. You text a couple friends asking what they’re all up to tonight, hoping that at least one person is willing to go out with you. One of your friends, Mina, texted you almost straight away, she was down to go out so you both end up coordinating plans. You couldn’t wait to clock out of work, it was such a slow day at the store and you kept pulling your phone out to pass the time. The sound of wind chimes rustling bellow through the front door as you see a figure disppear into the aisles. You put your phone away so you can pay attention to the customer who just came in, waiting for any little interaction so you can stop being bored.

You rest your arm on the counter and you scan the store to check where the customer went. It was super dead inside the place but you couldn’t see where they went. As you look from the corner of your eye you see someone approach you out of nowhere. You were bewildered when you saw the man in front of you. You thought you were hallucinating for a second, this man was your ideal type from head to toe. He had a tall stature, his midnight black hair covered his eyes a bit and his heavily tattooed arm was a huge turn on for you. You were practically fucking the man with your eyes and totally didn’t notice a thing he was saying to you.

“So what do you say huh?” The man asks you with an enthusiastic look, waiting for your response.

You snap out of your trance and come down to earth again. Now realizing that you have no idea what this man was asking you and feeling embarrassed that you’ll have to ask again.

“I’m sorry but I didn’t quite get you the first time,” You told him sincerely, hoping he wouldn’t be too frustrated with you.

“There’s no one else around, how could you not have heard me?” He clears his throat some more, “I was asking if you’ve ever done modeling before.”

You look at the mysterious man confused, you’ve never done an ounce of modeling before so you tell him you haven’t. He looks surprised by this but doesn’t get discouraged from it, “Well, you have the perfect face for modeling, you have a unique look and it’s perfect for my new campaign shoot, would you be interested?”

You ponder with the idea in your head for a bit, could this man actually be serious right now? You couldn’t believe someone as pretty as him would even notice you, yet and so willing to scout you to model while you’re working. You ask him more about modeling and what his campaign was all about, his face lit up hearing you show the slightest bit of interest.

“It’s going to be my biggest campaign yet, I work with top fashion brands and designers from all over the world” He continues on, “I run my own modeling agency so whenever I see someone with an eccentric look like you, I have to say something.”

You could feel your face grow hot as you feel flattered by his compliment, you were getting a little ego boost from all this. You think about this whole modeling thing, would it really be for you? You’ve never tried it so it doesn’t hurt to at least experience it. You’re not sure you’ll be a good model but he seems serious about his line of work and you feel as though you could trust him.

“You never answered my question yet, are you in or out?” He asks, interrupting your line of thought. You kept zoning out during the conversation, as much you wanted to take him up on his offer you were just too busy with work and you were already dealing with enough. You had a lot on your plate at the moment, your current living situation is bit up in the air right now since you’re struggling to pay rent. You asked your landlord to give you another extension for your half since your job has been giving you less hours lately, your money troubles have been putting a strain on your life since you got this new apartment. The man could tell you were having reluctant thoughts on modeling for him so he did his best to sweeten the deal for you.

“Look, I know this is super random but just give it a try? You have the exact look that I need for this campaign and I’ll pay you really well,” He goes in further to explain “Not to brag or anything but I take good care of all my models, I’d never let them struggle especially someone like you.”

That’s all it took for you to consider it, you tell him you’ll think about it and you’ve never had any prior type of experience with this, he assures you that everything will be fine. You hear the wind chimes coming from the entrance again, you finally see a new customer walk in as they browse around. The man standing in front of you now with a huge grin on his face is thanking you for considering to model for him. He tells you how much you won’t regret it if you do it and that he’ll turn you into a star. You feel like he was exaggerating a bit with that last line but if he works with major fashion brands and designers, there’s a chance your career could grow. Before the man leaves he asks you for a pack of Marlboros, puts a cigarette in his mouth and shoves everything else in his pockets.

“Oh my name’s Jeon Jungkook by the way,” He says as he brings his hand out towards you, you gave his hand a friendly shake.

“Y/n, nice to meet you.” As you both finally properly introduce yourselves, the new customer that came in was now heading to the register. As Jungkook is getting ready to leave, he gives you his business card with all his info on it. You held the thick card stock material in your hand and shove it in your back pocket when the customer comes up to put their things on the counter.

“It was nice meeting you y/n, I hope to see you around.” Jungkook says as he walks out. You watch him from afar heading to his car, he leans on the side of it and lights the cigarette from his mouth. You watch as he takes long drags from it and blows out the smoke, he looked like one of those 70’s bad boy greasers that your mom would warn you about.

“Excuse me miss is everything okay?” The customer asks you. You zoned out yet again and feel embarrassed about looking at Jungkook for too long. Your mind switches back to reality again, you’re still just a normal convenience store worker at the moment but soon you could potentially be something even more. You never saw yourself as being something special but the fact someone like Jungkook saw that quality in you made you question your abilities. Maybe you shouldn’t doubt yourself after all.

You were finally able to clock out of work and you felt exhausted. You barely got any sleep last night from all the stress that’s been eating you up from the inside. You drive back home and head up the stairs of the old brownstone apartment building you live in. Once you get inside you check your mailbox and see the myriads of bills and notices that you have yet to check. It hit you at that moment that you were a starving 20-something year old who doesn’t have anything planned out for themselves, you never pictured yourself living like this. You take a deep inhale as you try and calm your nerves, your phone vibrates as you got a new message. You look at the notification and see it’s from your friend Mina, asking if you were still on for tonight. You reply telling her yes and head inside your apartment. You knew you shouldn’t be going out right now but it’s the only thing that’ll get your mind off your problems. Your only way of coping is to numb the pain and just not think about it.

Heading into your apartment you hear loud music blasting from the corner of the hallway, you roll your eyes since you know it’s one of your roommates. You had three roommates and none of them were your friends, you found this place super last minute when trying to move out of your toxic parent’s house. You argued with your mom so bad one night it got almost physical, she got angry with you for coming home past 3 am and partied all the time with Sakura. You rebelled when you were a teenager and your religious mother was not having it one bit. She would degrade you and break you down until you felt like nothing, she was the reason you are what you are today. You broke off all contact with your mom and eventually your dad since he enabled her most of the time, your two most important people treated you as though you were a burden to them. You couldn’t shake the fact that your parents were so willing to kick you out of their home, their own daughter they raised and were supposed to “love”. Although you’re glad you were able to escape from your toxic parents without too many repercussions, you were now dealing with a different kind of stress— adulting.

You grab a snack from the pantry and head to your room, you put your headphones in to drown the noise of your roommates annoyingly loud music. You text your friend Mina to let her know that you’ll be getting ready soon and that you’ll pick her up at 10. Mina texts you that she found somewhere else to go to instead of clubbing, she tells you about this exclusive party that’s happening, you had to be on their VIP list in order to get in and Mina knew someone who was on the list. She says as long as you tell the bouncer a name they know they’ll let you in. You weren’t too keen on this idea since it seemed a bit risky to you but Mina really wanted to go to this event. You finally oblige to her wishes and tell her you’ll be ready to come pick her up soon once you get dressed. Since you weren’t going clubbing anymore you needed to actually put some thought into your outfit for this party, you had no idea what to expect but you put on one of your most expensive dresses and heels. You do a little twirl in the mirror as you check yourself out. You decided not to do too much so you went with a natural makeup look, you hated being the center of attention especially when you’re around people you barely know.

Once you’re fully satisfied with your look, you grab your clutch and head out the door. You got in your car and head over to Mina’s place, as you’re driving you replay the encounter with Jungkook from earlier. You still couldn’t believe someone like him would want to even scout you. You never saw yourself as remotely being “model material” yet here you are getting asked at your normal day job to become one. It still all felt so surreal to you and you weren’t sure what to think of it all. You contemplated texting Jungkook when you got home but what would you even say? His business card that he gave you was still in the back pocket of your jeans when you threw them on the floor. You think to yourself that you’ll text him tomorrow, you just really needed some time to still think it over.

You arrive at Mina’s place and text her you’re outside waiting for her, she almost instantly comes out and is wearing the cutest outfit. You complimented her skirt when she got into the car and she thanked you. Mina gives you the address of the party and puts it in your GPS since you suck with being given directions. You start driving and turn on some music to hype yourselves up before going. Mina tells how exciting this will be since she heard there’s going to be some high profile people attending this party.

“I heard there’s gonna be a CEO there, a couple fashion designers, and lots of hot models will be there!” She exclaims. You weren’t too thrilled on meeting loads of people tonight, you were just hoping that you can get drunk and just forget about all your problems.

“That’s cool I guess” you say nonchalantly, although you would like for a guy to come and take all your money problems away in a drop of a hat, you knew you probably wouldn’t get that lucky tonight.

As you turn the corner to go to the street the party’s at, you notice how enormous all of the houses were. All the houses looked like celebrity mansions and one of them even had a large in-ground pool with not one, not two, but three damn water slides. You felt so out of place even driving through this neck of the woods. You turn up slightly into a large driveway with a bunch of other vehicles parked. You stop the car and examine the home in front of you, it could be mistaken as a victorian castle. You were in awe of its classy structure, the light brick walls, it was venerable yet extravagant looking. You felt like you just shifted to an alternate universe.

Mina takes your hand in hers as she leads the way inside, you were nervous and still unsure if you’d be able to get in or not. Mina walks up to the bouncer in front of the door confidently, he was wearing sunglasses and looked like one of those stereotypical bouncer douchebags.

“Name?” The bouncer asks patronizingly, you can tell this guy was going to be a major asshole.

“My name’s Mina, I’m not on the list but I’m close friends with Kai and he’s already in there waiting for me!” she explains as she looks around to get a peek who’s inside.

“Alright, I’ll let you in” the bouncer says, opening the door for entry inside. You couldn’t believe it actually worked. Mina walks in front of you and steps inside, she turns around to face you but as you step towards the door the bouncer blocks you from taking a further step.

“Sorry I’m only letting her in.”

You were beyond pissed now, not only were you the one that drove all the way here but you were the one that didn’t even want to come to this dumb party! You scoff as you look in his direction, “Why am I not allowed in? Im with her!” You exclaim, trying to push past him but he grabs your arm in the process.

“Do you know anyone?” He was speaking to you in the most condescending way, you were about to give this jerk a piece of your mind.

“Listen asshole, how about you shove that ugly smirk off your face before I give you a reason to be angry? This party looks fucking whack anyway,” you go on to continue “also, get your filthy hands off of me!” You swat his hand away from your arm as you take a step back from him.

Mina was watching this whole encounter but had no idea what to do or say, at this point you didn’t even care about being here anymore. Mina tries one more time to plead with the bouncer but he wasn’t having it, you were just so frustrated that you decide to head back home. Mina shouts after you to come back but you refuse to listen, that douche made up his mind and he wasn’t changing it for anyone. As you walk down the huge driveway, your car was all the way down towards the end and you see another car pull up. You notice that car looked awfully familiar, it wasn’t a car you saw everyday, it was an Audi convertible and was a dark blue color. You look to see who gets out of the car and was none other than the man whom you met from earlier, Jungkook.

You were a little shocked to see him here but at the same time this was definitely somewhere he would be. You watch him as he gets out the car, he was wearing an all black outfit with studded boots and a leather jacket, he always looked so badass without even trying. You could drool all day just looking at his fine self. He mystified you, you knew nothing of this guy but he looked influential. He definitely looked like someone you’d want to be connected with in your life, his aura oozed prestige. As you watch Jungkook from the other side of the driveway, you see a figure running towards you.

“Y/n! Y/n!” Was all you heard your friend Mina shouting as she came towards you sprinting, “oh thank God you didn’t leave yet” she says coming up to you with glossy eyes.

“I talked to my friend Kai and he said they’ll let you in now, the bouncer was just being a jerk for no reason I’m sorry about that” she looks at you with pleading eyes for you to change your mind but it’s already been made up. This whole day has nothing but shit for you and you were just beyond done with everything right now.

“Thanks Mina, but I really don’t care anymore.” you tell her bluntly, you knew Mina’s friend was only letting you in out of pity and he wanted to make her happy, this was never about you to begin with.

“Please y/n, I don’t want to be here without you” she says while holding onto your hand, as much as she tries to reassure you that everything will be okay you know that’s it not.

“I really just need to go Mina, I’m sorry” you attempt to pull away from her. As much as you didn’t want to go back home you also didn’t want to be somewhere you weren’t welcomed.

“No way, is that you y/n?” You hear a man’s voice come from behind you, you knew that voice all too well. You turn around to see Jungkook now walking towards you and Mina. You felt frozen in place as you were now face to face with him again, you still couldn’t get over how good he looked.

“Oh hi again Jungkook,” you felt a little awkward right now since Mina had no idea who this was, she assumed you didn’t know anyone that would be here.

“You girls heading inside? I was just about to go in when I saw you, I wasn’t planning to be here but thought I’d stop by since a few of my colleagues texted me the address”

“Actually we were just about to leave, that bouncer is a complete asshole” you say to him while crossing your arms.

“Who Stanley? Oh he’s no one! If he tries giving you a hard time just let me talk to him”

The fact that he called him by his name was enough for you to assume that he might actually have more authority in this situation. You huff and finally agree to going back in there, you swear if that guy says one more thing to you you’re going to end up in jail tonight.

“Don’t worry y/n, you’re in good hands now” Jungkook brings his hand to the small of your back, your dress was backless and he came in contact with your skin. His minor touch sent chills down your spine as he rubs your back in an affable manner. You felt more at ease with Jungkook being here for some reason even though you just met him hours ago. As the three of you walk up to the house, you see the bouncer again with the same smug look on his face. Not going to lie you were kind of triggered from what just happened and you were in a pretty fragile state, anything could set you off at the point. Jungkook speaks first and talks to the bouncer, Stanley. He makes a small joke with him and he chuckles a bit, this was the first time you’ve ever seen that guy show any real emotion. He lets Jungkook inside with no hesitation and allows Mina to step in but once you try and enter he puts his arm in front again. You were about to lose your fucking mind.

“Excuse me Miss, I already talked to you before, I’m not letting you in” he says, starting to get louder so the partygoers can hear him now. You knew he was doing this to try and embarrass you and you’ve had enough. Just as you were about to tell this guy off for the umpteenth time, Jungkook goes up to him.

“She knows me, she’s one of my models” he says to Stanley, your eyes grew wide when he said that. You haven’t even told him if you were going to do it yet and here is answering the question for you.

“Oh.. my apologies sir” the bouncer looked visibly nervous by Jungkook now, he knew he just fucked up big time.

“Yeah, next time don’t be such a prick to my models, you’re supposed to treat them all with dignity and respect. I’ll have to tell Don about this, unacceptable” Jungkook walks past him and he looks terrified. You laugh at how the roles switched now and you flip the bouncer off as you finally make it inside. The living room was gigantic, all of the furniture was so gaudy looking, the couch was a gold color and you wouldn’t be surprised if it was actually made of real gold. You never stepped foot in a place like this, you saw everyone all dressed up, everyone looked like they came from all different walks of life. You were so intrigued by the way everyone interacted, they looked so elegant, so expensive.

“So you weren’t going to tell me you knew someone here y/n? You’re also a model now what the hell, tell me what’s going on!” Mina starts prying you with questions that you barely had the answers to.

“I- uh- actually it’s not really what you think,” you try explaining “it’s a long story, actually not really but… yeah” you suck at trying to express yourself.

“Look if you wanna model that’s fine, I’ll support you 100% but that guy… are you seeing him? He was fucking gorgeous”

“No! I literally just met him today, it’s not like that at all-“

“Today?! When did you have time to meet a sexy guy like that?”

“He came into my job and asked me if I wanted to model for his agency..” as you continue talking about the whole modeling thing with Mina you think about your best friend Sakura. She should’ve been the first person you told about this, she would be excited and happy to hear all this right now. You couldn’t wait to update her on everything that’s happened and tomorrow was right around the corner. Jungkook comes back to you and hands you a shot glass with brown liquor.

“I don’t really like dark liquor…” you say to him as you hand the glass back to him unwilling to drink it.

He looked so offended by your action, “This is not your average run of the mill alcohol love, this is vintage 2004 Veuve Clicquot imported directly from France, just try it”

You take the glass back from him and took a swig. The taste was quite delicate, it was light, airy, and went straight through you like water. You swing your head back as you drank the rest and wipe the side your mouth. You admit to him that you thought it was really good, he tells you he already knows but wanted you to see it for yourself. You take a couple more shots of the same liquor and it didn’t take much for you to start already feeling tipsy. You were now sitting on the balcony with Jungkook, your friend Mina was with Kai and she was probably going to leave with him tonight. You look down from the balcony, watching cars go by as you feel your body temperature grow hot from all the alcohol. You turn over to look at Jungkook and he was sitting across from you, he takes a cigarette and lights it.

“You know smoking is bad for your health right?” You say to him teasingly, you know he’s probably heard that a million times but you wanted to say it anyway.

“Ever heard of minding your own business?” He says as he exhales the smoke. The smoke started to come towards you now and you cough a little bit from the smell.

“I could die from secondhand smoke you know!” You say to him while wafting it away. You’ve always hated cigarettes, both of your parents smoked and it was starting to give you flashbacks from when they’d literally smoke around you when you were a child.

“It’s not like there’s any small kids around,” he says shrugging his shoulders and taking another drag of his cigarette, “you’ll be fine!”

You roll your eyes, you didn’t feel like ranting about your messed up home life when you were younger so you let it go. For some reason you don’t feel turned off by Jungkook smoking, usually that would be a huge dealbreaker for you. You change the subject with something more lighthearted, “so.. tell me more about your modeling agency”

Jungkook finishes his cigarette, crushes it and flicks it off the balcony, “well, in a nutshell I basically scout and manage all my models, set up all their gigs, put everyone on my payroll, and always have to plan everything ahead… If things don’t go my way I get real mad”

You knew he was a notable guy but you didn’t know he did all of this. You were impressed by the way he spoke about his line of work, how much time and effort he puts into all of it, you knew you were most likely in good hands if you end up working for him. Jungkook further explains the ins and outs of modeling, all the hardships he’s had to face in order to make a name for himself.

“It’s a cutthroat industry, you either take risks and show them what you’re made of or sit back in the sidelines and pray for a chance,” he says, “I’m not one of those people who waits around for what they want.”

You can tell he practices everything he preaches, he was so persistent when you weren’t sure of modeling but he made you feel more ease about the idea, he was the perfect businessman. Whatever Jungkook wants, Jungkook gets.

As you continue talking more with him through the night, he starts asking you more personal questions. He asked if you go to school or have other hobbies you like. You tell him that you were a college drop out, you couldn’t afford to pay the tuition fees and your parents were making your life a living hell. You drank a bit more and you were so drunk that you were willing to overshare so much with him. You were in such a fragile state that you ended up sobbing in Jungkook’s arms due to all the memories of your noxious life coming back to you. Jungkook held you in his embrace as you let the water works continue, you were such a mess right now but Jungkook was here to listen to your problems without you feeling any guilt for it. He pat your back and gave you a couple “there, there, it’s okay” and “it’ll be alright, just calm down” before you finally stopped yourself from crying so much. Your breath hitched as you feel your chest get heavy from all the crying you just did, even when you’re drunk you still couldn’t fully escape it all.

You bring your head up from Jungkook’s chest and wipe your tears away quickly, “sorry about that, I just really needed a shoulder to cry on today…”

“It’s alright y/n, I’m here for you to make sure you’re okay,” he brushes some hair out of your face so he can look at you better, “you’re too pretty to be crying like this, a woman as beautiful as you should never have to suffer in life”

You shook your head, “I must not be beautiful then, if I was then I wouldn’t be feeling like this right now”

“That’s not true, even the most gorgeous souls go through things in life, its what we do after those things that are important.” Jungkook always spoke wisely, you know he’s definitely been through some shit to be able to give such good advice.

“You’re really wise Jungkook,” you say to him, “I aspire to be like you when I grow up”

“Oh jeez don’t say that, you’re gonna make me feel old”

That’s when you realize you never quite knew his age, you never thought to ask but it does seem pretty important to know.

“How old are you by the way?” You ask bluntly, you probably offended him by asking like that outright but you didn’t really care.

“Take a guess..”

You hate when guys do this to you because you never know what to say incase they get salty over your answer.

“25?” Jungkook bursts out laughing at that answer, he looks at you as if you had three heads attached to your body.

“Wow really? I’m flattered you think that, I haven’t been 25 in almost a decade” he says while smiling like an idiot. You probably made his day by making that comment. You were surprised to hear him say that though, a decade? Jesus Christ this man could be old enough to be your father.

“So you’re like what, 33 or 34?” You ask.

“I’m 32,” he says casually, “don’t be intimidated by my age love, I’ve been with many girls your age before”

You playfully hit his arm and tell him a comment like that was inappropriate, “You shouldn’t be talking to one of your future models that way!” you say to him in a joking manner.

He chuckles at you and sways his hand, “oh please, you’d be surprised how many girls ask to be one of my models, I get hundreds of DM’s from all over”

You were puzzled by how he has tons of willing models wanting to be a part of his agency yet here is hanging out with a random girl who works at a convenience store and is barely paying their bills on time.

“Why do you want me?” You blurt out. You instantly regretted the way you worded that, practically setting yourself up.

“Huh? What do you mean?” He says, “I just want you to be one of my models and nothing more, you’re a very cute girl y/n but I have other priorities to worry about.”

That stung a bit, what he said actually offended you to some degree. You know you shouldn’t be upset that this man who is clearly much older than you and has more on his plate wouldn’t give you the time of day. You rephrase yourself, “What I meant to say was why you were so desperate for me to sign with your agency in the first place,” you continue your little speech “and furthermore, I wasn’t asking for you to try and get with me I’m not one of those easy girls that you can just get into bed with!” You know you probably upset him by what you were saying but quite frankly you don’t care. Not even less than an hour ago were you just crying into this man’s arms and now he’s acting like somewhat of a jerk to you. What happened to what he said earlier about not making beautiful women suffer?

You were so done with him at this point you get up to leave from the balcony but your limbs turned pliant and your face grew flushed. You try to drunkenly stumble your way from him but Jungkook grabs your arm tightly.

“You’re way too drunk to be walking alone right now, those guys will tear you to shreds in there” he says, bringing you back down to the chair but you swat him away and tell him to stop trying to be nice to you.

“You’re so fucking fake Jungkook, you’re just everyone else!” You shout to him as you slur your words, you get up again to leave but he grabs you yet again.

“Don’t fucking touch me!” You nudge your arm away from him and try getting him off you but it isn’t working much. Jungkook was much stronger than you physically, all he had to was pin your arms down so you couldn’t go anywhere. Since you were in a messy drunken state you weren’t thinking rationally, all you wanted to do was get away from him. You were angry at the whole world right now and Jungkook was the person you wanted to take it out on.

“Stop trying to fight with me y/n, you’re not going to win” he says while still having your arms pinned to your sides, “I’ve dealt with bratty girls like you before, this is nothing to me.”

“You’re nothing to me,” you say rudely, “I never want to see your face again!”

“I think you’re just very drunk right now and you’re just mad I told you straight up how I felt”

You knew he was right but you were selfish and wanted nothing to do with him anymore. You’re surprised he’s even tolerating you for this long, he must not be fully done with your bratty attitude.

“I’m going home!” Was all you said, you attempt to wriggle your way out of Jungkook’s tight hold but he wasn’t letting up, “what the fuck let me go already!” you were starting to grow impatient with him.

“No” he simply says.

“No? What do you mean no? Let me fucking go you idiot!” you weren’t having any of his shenanigans, you wanted him to release you.

“Do you see yourself right now? If I let you out into the world you’ll end up setting the entire earth on fire,” he goes on to continue “I’m going to drive you home and you’re going to leave your car here, I’ll bring it to you in the morning so you’ll have it for work.”

“I thought I told you I never wanted to see your face again” you told him, “I mean it too.”

He rolls his eyes at your nonintimidating threat, “I’ve heard that one before many times sweetheart, they always come back in the end I promise”

You were losing this battle by a landslide, every insult you made towards him he had a rebuttal for it, he wasn’t the type to let you just sit there and say whatever to him. You huff as you come to terms with the idea of Jungkook taking you home. You wanted so desperately to tell him off, you wanted to walk away with your pride but he would just come back ten times harder. Jungkook leads the way for you both and you hold onto his arm, you saw some people over in the corner doing lines of coke and you gasped.

“That’s typical everyday stuff in the modeling industry, get used to it” He says as he walks past them not even batting an eye. The fact he still thinks you’re going to model for him was absurd to you, you never told him a yes or no and he’s just already speaking it into existence. As you walk out and head to his car you feel the cool breeze brush against your skin, you look up at him as you’re still holding onto him, his eyes hung low and he looked so tired right now. You wonder what’s on his mind at the moment.

Jungkook opens his car door for you and you get inside, you plop down on the leather seat and pass out almost instantly. Jungkook stares at you for a while to make sure you were okay and still breathing, you looked like you dropped dead as soon as you got in. He could tell that you were just very drunk and he proceeds to drive you home while you’re asleep in the passenger side. You don’t remember anything that happened after you got into his car but he made sure you got home safely and was able to figure out which key was for your apartment door. He left without saying a word and just drove off into the night.

When you woke up you were so confused to find yourself tucked in bed, you look around to see if anyone was in your room but it was vacant. You still had your dress on from last night and the hair clips you were wearing has now been scattered all over the bed. You check your phone to see if you had any missed texts or calls and you had a few from Sakura and Mina. Sakura texted you asking if everything was okay and if you ended up doing anything last night while Mina asked if you hooked up with the hot guy from yesterday. You answer them both as you check the time. It was 10:30 am, you were an hour and thirty minutes late for work…

You instantly jump up from your bed, brush your teeth, change into your work clothes, and get in your car. You couldn’t believe Jungkook actually remembered to bring you your car in the morning and he never told you. You were just happy you had your car, practically speeding to get to work. When you finally get to work you head inside to see a ton of customers, you looked to see who was at the register and it was your manager. You knew you were deep shit for being late. Once you get yourself together in the bathroom to prepare yourself for potentially getting fired, you head over to the register.

“Where were you this morning y/n?” Your manager says harshly.

“I had to take care of some family stuff I’m so sorry I should’ve-“

“Well communicate that with me next time! I’ve had enough of your lazy, good for nothing ass and you’re one more no call no show away from getting let go!” You could tell that your manager was getting fed up with your shit. Deep down though, you didn’t really care because at the end of day it’s just a convenience store. This was not your dream job, this was absolutely nothing you wanted, you knew you deserved more in life than this shitty job.

“You know what? Fuck you I’m done!” you say to your manager, you were so over people telling you what to do, you wanted to do something for yourself as a change. Your manager tried asking you to change your mind but you were settled, you were done tolerating everything. You grabbed all your things and head back home, you blasted your favorite music and just let the the road do the talking. You felt so powerful with what you just did, you don’t care if that was the only job you had because now you have a new option. You were still thinking about doing modeling and the business card was still sitting in your back pocket. You arrive back home and as you walk up the steps you see a note on your door, it was an eviction notice addressed directly to you. The note read that if you didn’t pay your past three months worth of rent you’ll be evicted by the end of the month. You wanted to fall to your knees and sob. Just as you thought you were finally doing something good for yourself, something always happens to make it worse. You didn’t know what to do in this moment but call your best friend Sakura, you couldn’t stop sobbing you barely got a coherent sentence out.

“They’re trying to get rid of me!” You exclaim to her, “they want me homeless and out on the street, this should be illegal Sakura!”

“I mean.. you haven’t been the best at paying your rent on time y/n, I think it’s time for you to take some accountability here”

“Accountability? What do you know about that? You’re the least accountable person I know!”

“Actually, that’s you y/n”

You went quiet for a second, of all people right now talking about taking “accountability” you couldn’t believe it was her saying it. All the times you’d ask to hang out and she’d give you those lame excuses time after time, you never pressed the issue yet here she is going on about accountability and taking responsibility for your actions.

“You are such a hypocrite Sakura, I can’t believe I even bothered reaching out to you, you are absolutely no help!” You hang up on her before she could speak and go inside your apartment. You walk in and see two out of three of your roommates sitting at the dining table talking, you see them glance over at you and you wanted to ask them what they were staring at but you were so over confronting people. The best way to deal with anything has always been pushing it away or yelling for you, that’s how you’ve been raised to handle your emotions.

You let out a deep sigh as you sat on your bed, there were a million things racing through your mind right now but you had no clue how to deal with it. You wanted to resort to just throwing everything around but that would only cause even more distress to you once your rage is over. You look down at your floor and see those jeans you wore yesterday from work and you pick them up. You look in your back pockets the find the little 3.5” x 2.0” card in one of them. As you looked at Jungkook’s number on the card you look around to see if you can find more info, that’s when you find an address on the back of the card. You weren’t sure who’s address it was but you assumed it was probably the building to his modeling agency. You contemplate back and forth in your mind if this is really worth doing. You really didn’t have any other options, you were now jobless, completely broke, and about to be evicted by the end of the month. You knew it was now or never and you didn’t have much left to lose.

You drive to the address that was on the business card, you had no idea where you were going but you knew you were probably in the right direction when you came to a gated community. You stopped at the gate and got out the car, you weren’t sure how you were going to get in and but you were going to find a way. You look around to see if anyone was coming and you don’t see anybody, you think of maybe climbing the gate but the top was pretty sharp and pointy so you knew that probably wasn’t the best idea. You stand around for a bit, puzzled on what your next move should be considering you never had a plan to begin with. You hear another car come up behind you towards the gate, they stop as they see you standing there.

“Hey quit blocking the gate, I need to be let in!” The person shouts out from their car window, that’s when you came with the perfect plan. You head back to your car as normal and let the person behind you go first, once they enter the code to let them through the gate you quickly followed after. You were finally in, now all you had to do was find Jungkook. You look for the number ‘3435’ on any door you could find, you finally stumbling upon the right one. The place was a residential building and didn’t look like it could be a studio but you give it a shot anyway. You ring the doorbell and wait patiently for someone to answer, after a minute passes you start to grow weary of the place. You were getting desperate now, you needed to know if Jungkook was in here. You look through the large windows trying to make out what you see but you don’t see anyone inside. You knock on the window to see if anyone would hear it, absolutely nothing. You weren’t going to give up just yet though.

You start pounding on the door, you knock ferociously as you shout Jungkook’s name, you were being a total nuisance at this point. You keep pounding heavily onto the door, pleading for someone to answer, you don’t know how long you’ve been here for but it feels like forever. You were about to turn and leave but you hear a lock click from the inside. You see who opens the door and it was none other than Jungkook. You immediately run to him and try to hug him but he takes a step back.

“Y/n… what are you doing here?” He says in almost an unnerving way. You don’t know what’s going on with him but he looked really on edge for some reason.

“I’ll do it,” you tell him “I’ll model for you”

“I mean I’m glad to hear that but did you really have to come to my home to tell me that? How’d you even get in here?!”

“Don’t worry about, I’m now unemployed so I have all the free time to do whatever you want with me to now!”

Jungkook smirks at that, “You quit for me? That’s dedication right there”

“I didn’t quit for you, I quit for myself”

“Well good, that fucking shack didn’t deserve you anyway” You laughed at his comment, you wonder if he’s ever had to work a normal 9-5 job in his life.

“So this is where you do your business at? In the comfort of your home?” You ask him

“No, the corporate building is at a different location and I also have 2 other studios elsewhere”

You didn’t know he was that well off that he was able to have so many different locations of work, you were amazed at all of his achievements. You continue asking more about his job but he doesn’t seem very interested in talking about it right now. He keeps looking away at you almost as if he’s expecting something.

“Look y/n, now really isn’t a good time to be talking, I’m quite busy” Jungkook admits while looking around at everything but you.

“Oh really? I was hoping we could talk a bit more…”

“I thought you never wanted to see my face again y/n”

That’s when it hit you, the memories from last night all came flooding back. Going from sobbing in Jungkook’s arms to cursing him out and belittling him all in one night. As much as you wished you had no recollection of it all, you did. You knew how immature you acted out and you needed to save face quickly.

“Look, I’m sorry Jungkook, I didn’t mean to hurt you-“

“You didn’t hurt me at all, you were only hurting yourself by acting like a complete fool”

You wanted to retaliate back at him but you knew you couldn’t. You knew you were the one in the wrong but admitting it was one thing.

“Can we just pretend like that never happened?” You say in a hopeful tone, “just let bygones be bygones”

“Sure, I guess” he shrugs, not really putting much energy into the conversation.

“Why are you acting like this?” You start to pout and begin whining like the brat you are. His slight change in tone made you upset.

“Oh for the love God y/n, can’t you see how you act sometimes?” He says, “you’re too hot and cold for me it drives me insane”

“I drive you insane?” You say in a playful manner, you are the most unserious person ever.

“Not like that…”

You were yet again offended by his little comment. Every time you think Jungkook might be into you he says something to immediately reverse it. You know he’s much older than you and he’s dealt with younger girls like you, all you girls do is give him headaches. You don’t say anything and just tell him you’re leaving. He asks where you’re going since you don’t have a job anymore and you said were going home. Jungkook watches you as you walk away, he sighs and closes the door once you were let out of his sight.

Your first modeling gig was today. Jungkook was excited to bring you on board with his team, everyone welcomed you with open arms and seemed very nice. Jungkook texted you the details of where the shoot will be and what to do once you get there. He took his job very seriously, he always had to make sure everything was in order.

“Where the hell is Yoon? She should’ve been here hours ago!” Jungkook says in a frustrated tone, he was helping the photographer set up for the shoot and you were sitting in a folding chair getting your makeup done. It felt weird having someone else do your makeup and dress you up for you. You felt like a human doll, just there to look pretty and nothing more. Your makeup artist was super sweet and kept asking you questions here and there, you’d chat with them while looking over at Jungkook from the corner of your eye. He instructs the staff to arrange the props on the set, fully immersed in his work.

“Yoon’s here boss!” One of the staff calls out to Jungkook, you can see a weight lift off his shoulder as he takes a breath of relief.

“Oh thank God, I can’t believe she’d do this to me!” he leaves the studio for a second to go talk to one of his models.

You were finally done with your makeup and hair but now it was time for them to style you. You weren’t sure what they’d be putting you in since you don’t know much about designer brands. The stylist comes up to you and introduces himself, “Hi, you must be y/n, I’m Yeonjun your personal stylist!” he takes his hand out for you to shake and you grab it.

“Nice to meet you Yeonjun!” you examine his outfit and he looked so expensive from head to toe. The jacket he was wearing looked like it costs more than your lifetime, you were dealing with someone who obviously knew what they were doing.

“Let’s see what’ll look best on you,” Yeonjun rummages through the rack of clothes as he looks for the best styles, he picks out a dress that you would never see yourself wearing in real life but it was gorgeous. The dress was a light shade of pink, lace-up corset detailing, a high-low silhouette, and was adorned with intricate lace. You were completely in love with the dress and couldn’t take your eyes off it.

“I assume you really like this one huh?” Yeonjun says looking at you staring at the garment.

“It’s stunning” was all you were able to say, you don’t see things like this on the regular so you feel the fabric against your hands. You couldn’t wait to try it on and see how you looked. Yeonjun hands you the dress, a pair of lace stockings to match, and the prettiest kitten heels. Once you had the whole look on you stared at yourself in the mirror, you looked like a beautiful princess. You almost didn’t recognize yourself for a second, you looked like an ethereal fairy on her way to a pixie meet up.

“I love this look on you!” Yeonjun says, he fixes your dress a bit since it was crooked and he’s a perfectionist.

“Thank you Yeonjun, you’re the reason I look so pretty though”

He blushes at your comment and thanks you. You were already making a friend with your new job and it felt nice meeting people that actually wanted to do something with their lives. You walk back to the set from the dressing room and see Jungkook directing one of the models for a shoot while the photographer took photos. He was just about finishing up as you walked in, he looks up and sees you walking to the set. His eyes did a double take when he looked at you, he knew you’d be a gorgeous model but seeing it right now was different for him. You were absolutely stunning in the look Yeonjun put you in and you felt super confident.

“Wow, you look beautiful y/n!” Jungkook says to you smiling, you know he’s only being friendly but you wished he meant it in a flirty kind of way.

“Thanks Jungkook” you say as you watch the models get their pictures taken.

“Are you nervous?” He asks.

“A little bit, but Yeonjun was really sweet and assured me I’ll do just fine”

“Good, Yeonjun is a great stylist, I’ve been working with him for years!”

It was now your turn to get your photos taken and you were excited yet anxious about how they’ll turn out. You stood in front of the backdrop and Jungkook begins instructing you on what to do, “move your arm like this y/n” “turn towards me” “good job!” and “pose like this” was all you kept hearing from him and the photographer. The camera flashing in your face repeatedly was giving you a headache but you bare through it. You did all kinds of poses and held the props, you had to do something called “smizing” which was basically smiling with your eyes. Jungkook was giving you modeling 101 lessons all while you were getting your photos taken.

You were having a lot of fun with the shoot, it was getting more playful towards the end and you got to jump around and play a bit on the set. Jungkook was loving your natural energy with the camera and you were easing up to it quickly, he soon didn’t even need to tell you how to pose anymore.

“Wow she’s really good,” the photographer says to Jungkook, “she’s a natural!”

“I know,” Jungkook says “that’s why I chose her.”

You continue taking photos and Jungkook watches you in awe, as reluctant as you were about modeling you sure were doing a great job at it.

“Okay, I think we’re good!” The photographer says, now setting the camera aside. You step away from the set and the staff goes to clean up immediately. You get your water bottle from the counter and take a swig, you didn’t realize you broke a little bit of a sweat, who knew modeling could be so hard.

“You did so well y/n, I’m impressed by how easily you’re meshing into this industry,” Jungkook says as he comes up to you, “maybe modeling is your calling!”

“Thanks Jungkook, I really appreciate your kind words” you smile at him.

“I have to go meet some clientele in a bit but I was wondering if you’d want to go out for a drink later? Celebrate your first photoshoot?” He says while leaning his arm on the counter, his face was so uncomfortably close to yours that he may as well just kiss you at this point. You wondered what it would be like to actually kiss Jungkook, he had really pretty lips that just looked so kissable.

“Uh y/n, you there?” He waves a hand in your face, you went full zone-out mode again.

“Shit, sorry. Yeah I’m down!” You say smiling at him, you know he’s only inviting you in a colleague kind of way but you’re holding onto the idea of maybe it leading to something more. You never really gave much thought into being with an older guy, you always saw most of them as creepy and weird or not your type. Jungkook was the first older guy to really grab your attention though, you gravitated towards him and you wanted to be near him. You wanted him to see you the way he first did, not the girl that was crying in his arms at 2 am while ending up passing out in his car. All you have to do is get him alone and talk for a bit, which was your plan when you see him tonight.

The bills keep piling up, you don’t know what to do anymore. It’ll be 25 days until you get officially evicted and that three months rent is still nowhere to be seen. You were getting so stressed out that you drank 2 large glasses of wine and watched a kdrama for a bit. Sulking in your sorrows was the only way you could manage, you had no choice. You were lying on your bed when you received a text from Jungkook asking if you were ready, you make a dash for your closet as you rush to find something to wear. You’ve been drinking and sitting around all day you completely forgot you were supposed to be getting drinks with Jungkook. You scramble to put on a decent outfit and slip on your cutest heels before you ran outside to go meet Jungkook in your driveway.

“So sorry to keep you waiting!” You say while still running to the door, Jungkook opens the door for you and you thank him.

“I understand,” he says, “we’ve all been fashionably late from time to time.”

The car ride to the bar was pretty quick, it only took 6 minutes to get there but you’ve never seen this place before, yet even heard of it. The inside wasn’t too busy, there were definitely people there but it wasn’t lively like a Friday or Saturday night would be. You sit on one of the bar stools at the bar and Jungkook sits next to you.

“What do you usually like to drink?” He asks you.

“I just really love wine,” you tell him, “any kind of wine is fine.”

“Wine is fine indeed” Jungkook repeats after you, “I’ll get you some then!”

“You don’t have to buy it for me!” You tell him, you were completely bluffing though as you barely had $20 to your name currently.

“It’s okay, I don’t think you’d even be able to afford anything in here if I’m being honest”

That crushed you a little bit but you knew it was the truth. You haven’t told Jungkook about your whole eviction situation but the fact you now don’t have a job and practically came back to him for one says it all. The bartender brings the wine and Jungkook hands you a glass. You take it instantly and start chugging it, you wanted nothing more than to be drunk off your ass.

“Woah y/n, slow down” he says to you cautiously, “you don’t need to be drinking like that”

“What are you my father?” You say as you scoff, you don’t even why you’d say something like that because now you’re thinking about your pernicious family issues again. This was about to become a crying in Jungkook’s arms 2.0.

“No, I wouldn’t want to be your father, just saying”

“So now you’re saying I’m a burden to my family?!” You were so livid now, you wanted to take Jungkook’s drink and throw it right in his face. How dare he something like that? He has no idea what you’ve gone through.

“I didn’t mean it like that y/n, I was just saying-“

“No you’ve definitely already said enough,” you get up to go leave, “I’m done here!”

You feel a tug to your arm, “Where the hell are you going y/n?”

“Home!”

“With what vehicle?”

“I’ll walk, I really don’t give a fuck anymore” you walk out of the bar and don’t look back, you can hear Jungkook calling your name after you but you pretend like you don’t hear it.

“I know you can hear me calling after you y/n!”

You keep walking, you pay no mind to him as you attempt to walk down the street. You feel someone come up from behind you and pull you back.

“Let me go!” You shout as you kick your feet trying to get Jungkook off of you, he does what he did last time and pins your arms to your sides, “I said let me fucking go!”

“I’m not letting you go y/n, you’re not leaving my sight tonight”

“I’m a grown ass woman, I can handle myself!” you wiggle around with Jungkook still having a tight grip on you.

“I know you’re a grown woman, but right now you are not acting like one”

“I can act however I want!”

You were being very difficult for Jungkook, he thought he could handle your mood swings but it’s starting to become too much for him. He wants you to cooperate with him but it’s like any little thing he says can set you off, you were a ticking time bomb. He kept trying to drag you to his car but you kept cursing and shouting at him. He wants to believe you’re a good person, he really does, but your actions are showing something completely different.

“Can you just stop fighting with me!” Jungkook finally raises his voice at you, you froze when you heard his stern tone for the first time.

“I’m really trying with you y/n but you’re making this hard for me, you’re too unpredictable.”

“Oh but I thought you’ve dealt with bratty girls like me before?”

“I have… just not to your degree”

“I guess I’m special then” you laugh as you were still being held down by Jungkook, the hold he had on you started to loosen.

“You’re a lot to manage for sure,” he releases from his grip and were finally free. He asks you to get in the car and you oblige, he makes his way back to your apartment.

As you approach your home, you sit in the driveway with Jungkook for a bit. You wanted to apologize for your actions earlier but you don’t even think an apology will suffice. Your behavior has been truly awful towards him and you wouldn’t be surprised he never wants to work with you again. You decide to do the weirdest option you could think of,

“Would you like to come inside?” You ask him, you don’t know why you’d ask something like that considering the stunt you pulled earlier. To your surprise, Jungkook says yes to the offer. Maybe the plan you originally had for tonight could still swing into action.

As you head inside, you see the same two roommates who were looking at you this morning, now sitting on the couch. They turned their heads instantly, they see Jungkook come in and they looked at you as if you just killed someone. Your roommates hate when you bring people over, especially guys. You didn’t care though, there was high chances of you getting evicted from this place anyway, might as well live it up while you can.

“Welcome to my humble abode!” You say, spreading your arms out to show off your tiny room. It wasn’t much but it was a space and you are proud of it, well— were.

“This is nice,” Jungkook says as he looks around the place, “I only saw it for a brief moment before but this reminds me of an apartment I had in the early 2000’s when I was just starting out.”

You adored the way Jungkook would talk about old memories, he always had such pleasant things to say about his life. You were kind of jealous of his upbringing, how happy and exciting it sounded. You wished for a childhood where you could’ve just been yourself, not a caricature of what your parents want you to be. You secretly loathed Jungkook for having it easier than you.

“I really need another drink,” you say to him as you get up to go to the kitchen but he stops you.

“I think you should lay off the drinking for the rest of the night, you’ve had too much already” He says.

Usually you’d retaliate and tell him to fuck off but you don’t this time. You simply just go back to sitting on your bed. You just wanted the alcohol to numb all your pain away.

“Are you okay y/n? Seriously, if you need to talk I’m here for you”

You feel the tears starting to arise now, all of the problems you pushed back in your mind became clear as day. You bring your legs up to your chest and hug yourself tight trying to comfort yourself.

“I just- I’m just going through a lot right now..”

“What’s been going on? Please tell me, I’m here for a reason” Jungkook has his hand rested on your knee, he rubs you gently as you start to crying with your head in your hands. You hate when people see you like this and the fact Jungkook saw you cry twice was enough for you to never wanna show your face again. You weren’t sure what to even say, do you tell him about you and your best friend’s rocky relationship? Do you bring up your money troubles? Your fucked up childhood? The eviction notice on your door? Your mind started spiraling.

You end up going on a ramble, a full blown rant of everything. You told him all the shitty things you’ve been through, how you were struggling, and even how you were going to be without a home soon. It felt good to let everything out but at the same you feel worse for telling someone who you’re still getting to know, your whole life story.

“Wow… that was a lot y/n,” Jungkook says trying to digest everything you just told him. You wipe your tears and finally show your face, your eyes were probably bloodshot but you didn’t care.

“I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that,” he places his hand your chin and looks you in the eye “you have me now y/n, I’m not going to let you go homeless, I’ll stick by your side.”

You smiled at his sweet comment, he sounded so sincere saying it, you truly believe he wouldn’t let that happen to you.

“Thank you Jungkook” you say as you give him a hug, he embraces you with open arms and gives you a tight hug back. You felt so safe with him and he’s never shown malicious intentions.

You ponder a thought in your head as you think about the idea of kissing Jungkook again, you know you’re probably making a big mistake by doing this but you were willing to give it a try.

“Jungkook, can I kiss you?” You say in a shy manner, you’re usually straightforward with what you want but he was so inconsistent with the way he talked to you. One moment you think he wants you and the next you feel as though you just got friend-zoned to oblivion.

Jungkook looks visibly taken aback by your question, “I mean… yeah I’d love to”

You were now even more taken aback than he was, he said yes??

You wasted no time to lean in and press your lips against his. Jungkook kisses you back tentatively, his hand now placed on the side of your face. You can smell his expensive cologne, making you feel dizzy as you continue kissing. Jungkook’s tongue presses against your lower lip as he asks for entry, you part your lips and let his tongue slide in. The warmth in his mouth leaves a fuzzy feeling inside as he a kisses you more hungrily. His lips felt so soft, they were exactly how you expected but better. His pillowy lips aligned perfectly against yours. You tangle your fingers through his hair and moan ever so slightly in his mouth. This must’ve awakened something in him because once he heard that he kisses you with more passion. His fingers go traveling down your leg as he shares his saliva with you. You could feel the fireworks setting off inside you as you’re both breathing heavily from your lips being connected together. You can feel Jungkook’s fingers sliding lower, he rubs the inner part of your thigh and kneads it gently. You could feel your heart beating out of your chest, his mouth and his touch was the perfect recipe for you to become obsessed with him.

Jungkook doesn’t break the kiss as he lifts you up from the edge of the bed, he carries you and brings you toward the middle of the bed now. Your bodies press against one another as you both roll on the bed, feeling both your body heat combined. Jungkook breaks away from the kiss and looks deeply into your eyes, you found the heavy panting he was doing kinda hot.

“I think I really like you y/n,” Jungkook shamelessly admits.

“I like you too Jungkook” you smile while saying it, you finally got the answer you wanted from him all along.

“I knew deep down that I liked you but I was just scared,” he continues “I was scared that you might reject me…”

You were surprised by Jungkook’s words, you thought the same way about him too. You both look at each other with admiration and lust, you want to say something but not sure what. The sexual tension between you two only getting stronger as Jungkook scans your body with his eyes and licks his lips.

“You’re honestly the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on y/n” he presses his lips against yours again.

You let him enter your mouth as you feel his warm tongue glide against yours. You rub his back and run your fingers through his hair some more, not getting enough of his delicious taste. His sneaky hands slide down to your top as he plays with the fabric. He lightly gropes your boobs and massages them, his touch felt like a feather. He breaks the kiss and leaves trails of kisses down your chin, your neck, then to your collarbone. His hot breath against you was making you feel hazy. He brings his head down to the hem of your top but he doesn’t take it off just yet, his hand roams up your body and goes underneath it. His hand now comes into contact with your nipple and your breath hitches. He drags his finger across your nipple, rubbing it in small circles, he looks up to get a good reaction from you. You open your mouth as you moan slightly, feeling the stimulation hitting you. He brings his other hand to your other nipple and plays with it. He pinches them lightly and twists them a little bit, you feel yourself growing wetter down there. He leaves more kisses against your neck, gently sucking on your skin making sure not to hurt you as if you were some delicate flower. He leaves a small mark on your collarbone and smiles.

“You sure you want to do this?” Jungkook asks reassuringly, “we can always do this again another time if you’re up for it”

“No,” you quickly answer, “I want this, I need this”

That was all he needed to hear in order to continue. He lifts up your shirt and tosses it somewhere on the floor. He also takes off his so you can feel more comfortable. You examine his body and you were completely mesmerized. He was shredded, his abs were rock solid and his biceps looked even bigger without a shirt on. You could tell this man works out seriously, he definitely had to work hard to get a body like that.

“Stop staring,” Jungkook says “you’re making me feel self conscious”

“Sorry but I’m staring because you’re literally so sexy” you admit.

“You’re sexier though”

His mouth now comes in contact with your nipple, making you hiss. He caresses your other boob as he licks, sucks, and nibbles on the soft flesh. As much as you were enjoying the feeling of his touch, you wanted more. You wanted him to give you his all. Jungkook comes up to your face again and kisses you once more. His kisses were so sweet, you couldn’t get enough of them. He’s back to rubbing your thigh again and you grab his hand, bringing it closer to the hem of your skirt. You can feel Jungkook smiling in the kiss, you were so horny for him and he loved it. Jungkook takes your skirt and tosses onto the floor with the rest of your clothes. He scans your body with his eyes as he finally gets a good look at your naked body, minus the panties you were wearing. He looks at your black lace see through panties that you bought from Victoria’s Secret awhile ago. He bites his lip as sees the sight of you in front of him. As you lye on your back and spread your legs for him, his eyes grew wide as you do it without being told. You look at him with the most innocent eyes while you’re doing such a dirty act.

"Touch yourself for me" He tells you.

Without hesitation you do it, you bring your fingers to your clothed cunt. You feel yourself through your panties as you slide your fingers down. You tease yourself for him as he watches you closely. You bring your hand to the inside your panties and slide your middle finger against your clit. You start moaning as you feel the wet slick from your folds, you were soaking. You keep going as you rub your swollen clit in front of him, loving how it feels. You love that you’re doing this in front of him.

"Yes, good girl. Keep going baby,” He encourages you “feels good doesn’t it?”

“Yes daddy it does” you keep your finger on your clit as you whine out loud, you weren’t sure how long he wanted you to keep doing this. You throw your head back as you spread your legs further, you rub your pussy faster for him. As you continue to build a steady rhythm you can feel your rising heartbeat. Your breath hitches and you feel as though you might just reach your climax right now. Your chest feels heavy and you pant as you continue rubbing yourself. Jungkook looks at you an amatory way as he watches you play with yourself.

“Fuck Jungkook, think I’m gonna cum…” you close your eyes as you feel all the stimulation. Your pussy was abnormally wet, you were practically leaking all over the bed.

“Stop” Jungkook says in a stern voice, you open your eyes to look at him and he looks dead serious.

You stop but you feel so sad now, you wanted to reach your high but now it’s all gone. You whine loudly, you were hoping Jungkook would let you cum.

“You think I’m really going to let you cum without it being from me first?” He takes your hand off your stomach, preventing you from trying anything else.

“I wanted to get a feel of what you like” He further explains, “the way I could only do that was through a demonstration”

You feel yourself grow more turned on the more Jungkook keeps talking. He says things so sensually and it makes you go crazy.

He gets on top of you and kisses you sweetly. He kisses down your body and once he gets to your stomach he pauses. He licks your stomach and gives a kiss to your belly button. He goes down a little further and licks a fat stripe across your clothed slit. You gasp as you feel his tongue against you, you wish you could feel it without the underwear but soon you’ll be able to.

He kisses your pussy and brings a couple licks and bites to your thighs. You smile while feeling him against you, everything about him felt so warm. He finally slides your panties down, tossing them to the side as he slips his tongue in and proceeds to flicks up and down. You were loving the way it feels, every bit of you being hit with electricity. He continues dipping his tongue in your wet hole as you hold onto his hair, causing it to look messy. He licks from the bottom and goes back to the top, coming in contact with your clit now. He presses his tongue against it, giving small kitten licks at first. You wanted him to devour you already, the patience in you was growing thinner.

“Put your whole face in it” you tell him in a demanding tone, you’ve always been the one in charge when it came to sex but Jungkook was not one of those men.

“Don’t tell me what to do” he says, his licks get slower now, he’s doing it on purpose.

“Please! Jungkook, I’m begging you to just fuck me already my god!”

Jungkook lifts his head up to look at you, his eyes were dark, almost black.

“Fine, if that’s what you want so bad then I’ll give it you”

Jungkook takes off his jeans and boxers, you finally get the cock reveal. His member was long and thick, just as you imagined it to be. You lick your lips at the sight of his lengthy cock, you wanted it in your mouth so badly. You come up to Jungkook and grab his cock in your hand ready to suck it but he flings your hand away.

“You said you wanted me to fuck you right?”

You nod but now you’re regretting what you said, you wanted to feel his cock in your mouth but now you won’t be getting it.

He gets on top of you once again and strokes his cock a little bit before he puts it in. He groans as he slides his member against your wet folds. You moan out loud too, begging for him to finally give you what you’ve been craving. He continues to rubbing your lips slowly with his cock, his teasing is making you go insane. You feel like he’s doing this just to annoy you.

“I’m only prolonging this because I don’t want to hurt you,” Jungkook admits, “I’ve made girls bleed before, and no they were not virgins”

“I really don’t want to hear about other girls right now” you tell him, “I just want your dick in me. I can handle it I promise”

He proceeds to shut up and finally slides the tip of his cock inside you, the sensation of him gradually opening you up felt euphoric.

“Yes Jungkook, give it to me, give it all to me daddy” you moan for him as he slides more of his cock inside.

The feeling of your warm pussy around him made his mind go blank. Nothing was on his mind other than the way your walls were closing on him.

“You feel so good already baby” Jungkook says, he finally had all of his cock inside you now, making you feel all filled up.

“You feel good too”

He begins to thrust in you with a slow and steady pace at first but he quickens it once you start bucking your hips up for him. He grabs your hips and holds them in place as he fucks himself deeper into you. The sound of your wet pussy slamming with Jungkook’s cock making you a hysterical mess. Jungkook watches as his cock disappears in and out of you, he grips your hips tighter as he goes deeper. You can feel him hitting all the right spots inside of you, he was making you feel crazy good. Your boobs were bouncing as he just keeps fucking you.

“You’re pussy feels too good, I might not pull out” Jungkook was fully immersed into you, his cock felt amazing buried deep in your walls.

“Yes daddy please, I want your cum!” You moan loudly as you close your eyes from all the pleasure.

Jungkook is loving the way you call him daddy during sex, he’s not sure if it’s because he just likes the way you say it or because he could actually be old enough to be your daddy. Either way a switch turned on for him and his insatiable appetite for your pussy was only growing stronger. Jungkook starts to thrust into you almost violently, his tight grip on your hips were leaving bruises now. You moaned loudly as you feel his cock hitting your walls even harder, you scream out for him. You feel so full as you clench around him, you can see his face contorting from the grip your pussy has on his cock. Jungkook only gets more aggressive as he fucks you, circling your clit with the pad of his thumb viciously. Your eyes fell to the back of your head, you felt your orgasm only coming faster.

“Jungkook please choke me” you say as you moan desperately, you wanted his hand around your neck so bad. He doesn’t say anything except brings his hand straight to your neck, he wraps around it and squeezes lightly. You tell him to add more pressure, the more he adds the more turned on you got. You’ve been choked during sex only once before and you remember liking it a lot.

“You okay with this?” Jungkook asks while still holding onto your neck, you thought it was so cute how even during sex he’s worried for your safety.

“I’m fine, I’m fine keep going” you were loving every bit of it.

His grip on your neck grew tighter as his thrusts became more erratic, you move your hips up to match his thrusts so you could be in sync. Your bodies were morphing as one and you could feel yourself coming close to your orgasm. You looked so fucked out right now, you were a whiny and babbling mess.

“I’m gonna cum daddy!” You moan out, he still had you in a chokehold but lowered his face to come closer to yours. You thought he was going to kiss you so you part your lips to already gain him entrance but instead he spits in your mouth. You swallow it and open your mouth again to show that was it gone.

“That’s my good girl,” he groans as he shoves his cock deeper, “Now you can cum for me”

You feel yourself let go as soon as you hear him say that, you practically scream out his name when he hits your g-spot. You were pleading for Jungkook to cum inside you, you wanted nothing more than to be filled up by him. You tell him over and over again how you want him to fill you with his hot cum. Jungkook feels like he can’t even say no in this situation, the combination of your tight wet cunt swallowing him with you moaning how badly you want him to cum inside is too much for him. He feels his chest cave in as he’s about to release,

“I’m gonna cum baby!” His hand was still on your neck while the other was kneading your left breast. You tell him you’re about to cum too and you both moan together in synchrony. You held onto him as your orgasm washes over, your eyes grow heavy, and your breathing becomes irregular. You feel your walls being coated with Jungkook’s semen, making you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. He stops thrusting hard into you and just goes super slow, letting you ride out each others highs.

“Fuck.. that was so good” Jungkook says falling on top of you, “I wasn’t expecting you to be this vocal in the bedroom”

“Really?” You say, “you should know what type of person I am by now”

You lay there with Jungkook on your chest, his cock was still buried in you but it felt nice. You can feel some of his cum dripping down your leg now, you were so sad that you couldn’t get all of it.

“I love the way your cum feels inside me” you close your eyes as you were about to fall asleep.

“I love that you love my cum” he strokes your hair from the side, “wait are you birth control?”

“No…” you admit.

Jungkook immediately gets off of you and starts to go into a frenzied state, he would’ve thought he had just committed a crime. You sit up and stare at him confused, “why is that such a big deal? I don’t even think I can pregnant, my ex used to fuck me raw all the time and nothing happened!”

“It’s not just about getting pregnant y/n, you should’ve at least told me before we fucked!”

“Well I’m sorry..” that was all you had to say for yourself, you weren’t thinking about how Jungkook felt and it was selfish of you. However, he is also to blame since he was the one who ultimately decided to cum inside you.

“Fuck, we gotta get you to a CVS or something, I don’t want to take my chances” Jungkook quickly puts on his clothes and you were just staring as he kept panicking. You thought he was being overdramatic and didn’t see much urgency with this whole situation.

“The convenience store I used to work at sells plan B” you tell him nonchalantly, you were still sitting in bed and didn’t even bother putting on your clothes.

“Ok I’ll be right back,” he says as he dashes out the door. You wanted to feel bad about lowkey manipulating him into cumming in you but at the same time he’s a grown man and could’ve obviously pulled out if he wanted to. You take a little pride in yourself for getting him so worked up over this.

Jungkook came back fairly quick, he brought you the plan B and told you swallow it right away. You do as you’re told only because you were tired of him acting like a whiny little bitch, this was the only time you’ve ever seen him lose his composure.

“There I swallowed it,” you stick your tongue out so you can show him it’s gone, “happy now?”

“Yes, I actually am thank you” he says, you were a little sussed out by the way he was acting but maybe he had good reason for it. There’s a lot of women out there that manipulate men into getting them pregnant and a guy as affluent as him needs to be careful.

Jungkook sits back down on your bed, he looks more at ease now. It was past one in the morning and Jungkook asks you if he can stay the night with you. You let him since it was pretty late at night and you enjoy his company (most of the time). You get in bed together and cuddle up for a bit, you were obviously the little spoon and he held you tightly. You liked being like this with him, you smiled as you feel his soft touch against you.

Waking up with Jungkook felt nice. You were surprised to see him still here in the morning laying right next to you, he looked so peaceful when he sleeps. You smile at his sleeping state and just lay there with him. You see his eyes flutter open and he looked so cute just as he’s waking up. You wanted to give him a morning kiss but you weren’t sure if he would be okay with it. Jungkook moves slightly and props his head up a little, he lets out a yawn as he stretches out. He turns around to face you now and meets you with an adoring look.

“Good morning beautiful,” he says to you, he reaches over and gives you a forehead kiss.

“How’d you sleep?” You ask him, moving closer to him so he can cuddle with you.

“It wasn’t too bad, how was yours?”

“Good!”

Jungkook plants a kiss to your lips and gently caresses your cheek. He goes on to tell you about this new gig he got for you yesterday, you were surprised that you got another booking already.

“As soon as I showed the creative directors your composite they instantly wanted to book you” he says proudly, “I knew you’d be the perfect model, I just knew it”

“And I’m all yours” you say to him, “other people can like me but I only want you” you know that sounded so clingy and unlike you, but it was the truth.

“I only want you too babe,” he says as he kisses you again.

You felt so happy in this moment, you couldn’t think of the last time you felt like this, it’s been really a long time though. It’s like Jungkook came in your life when you needed him the most.

“So what are we then?” You ask him, “are we official yet?”

“Woah slow down y/n, I like you a lot but don’t you think this is moving a bit too fast?”

You frowned at his comment, you don’t care if the relationship is going too fast, this was the happiest you’ve been in the longest and no one’s going to take that away from you.

“What are you so scared of Jungkook?”

He doesn’t answer, the room is filled with complete silence.

“Where’s your bathroom? I really need to take a shower” he says sheepishly.

You couldn’t believe that’s all he said, he was flat out choosing to ignore the question.

“It’s down the hallway to the left”

Jungkook springs up from the bed and gathers some of things so he can head in the shower. You sigh as you watch him walk out, you were now left with even more questions unanswered. You lay back down on the bed and think about how you feel in this moment, you want to keep pressing him with questions about you two but you don’t even think it’s worth it. You may just have to accept the fact that you fucked your modeling agent and nothing more.

The sounds of vibrating interrupts your train of thought, you look down at your phone but it wasn’t yours, it was coming from somewhere else. The semi-loud clamor was starting to annoy you and you looked around to follow the noise. To your side, you see a phone on the floor buzzing around, you assume it’s Jungkook’s phone and you pick it up to see who’s calling. As soon as you pick it up the call stopped ringing but a few moments later you see the notification pop up again.

You see someone named 'Soyeon’ has been calling his phone multiple times. You know you should never answer people's calls for them but they’ve already called about eight times. You wonder why though, maybe it’s an angry client. You let it go straight to voicemail but to your surprise a voicemail notification showed up anyway. You click it but you couldn’t get in since his phone was locked, you were so curious that you thought of possible passwords he could have. You try a few but none of them work, you grow frustrated and when you see that you only have one more try before you get locked out you get a little nervous. If you try this again and it doesn’t work, he’ll notice his phone is locked out. You try and remember the night of you and Jungkook on the balcony at that party. You vaguely remember him talking about something on his phone and you watched him unlock his phone multiple times. You were pretty intoxicated that night but you do your best to replay your memory, you felt confident about trying the password again. When you type in the seven digit code for the last time, you finally got in. You give yourself a mental pat on the back for your splendid detective skills. You go to his voicemail box and listen to the message from Soyeon:

"Hey babe it's me, answer your goddamn phone! When are you getting back to come see me and the kids, hm? We all miss you and oh— by the way since our anniversary’s coming up, I thought we could go out to dinner or maybe even our beach house but you need to answer your phone! Well anyways… I know you’re busy with your clients so have fun on your business trip, love you so much honey. Call me back soon as you can please.”

Your heart sank as you finished listening to the whole thing. You just slept with a man that has a whole wife and kids. Not only were you ashamed , you were disgusted. In him and yourself. You were in utter disbelief that he could lie to your face like this, he was pretty much living a double life. You wonder if he intentions were ever sincere to begin with now. You feel as though you could cry, putting his phone back on the floor where you found it, you feel the tears slowly coming. Once again, when you feel so sure of someone this time and you’re finally becoming happy, yet again another disaster. You now know why he acted so sketched out at times, the reason he panicked so much yesterday about the plan B situation. You were officially the other woman now and it didn’t feel good to be in this position at all. You know you have to confront Jungkook with this but you’ll have to admit that you looked through his phone.

Looking from an outside perspective, both of you are in the wrong, however, it’s your responsibility now to bring this all to light with him. You hear your door open now, Jungkook reappears but was now fully dressed. You looked at him so differently, you would’ve never thought this man was capable of infidelity. Before you could get a word out he tells you something that might be even more shocking than the newfound information you had.

“So I talked to your landlord on the phone and he says everything is fine now,” Jungkook says nonchalantly.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, you’re not getting evicted anymore, there’s nothing to worry about”

You still weren’t sure what he meant, unless he found a way to pay your missing three months worth of rent then you were still pretty much fucked.

You blankly stare at him, “I really don’t know what you mean”

“I paid all your bills off y/n”

“You what?!”

“I told you I was going take care of you and I did, you’re with me now right?”

You froze a bit, unsure of what to say. You were more than happy you didn’t have to stress about your money problems but now there’s an even bigger problem to address. He’s saying all the right things to you but you know this is wrong.

You’ve done a lot of shitty things in your life but sleeping with a married man might just take the #1 spot. You felt like a second choice, just some fun young girl he can go to when his wife pisses him off. You decide to just finally come out and say it,

“Jungkook you can quit the facade with me now, I already know the whole truth…”

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