ghost-is-silly

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Hey sweetheart! Sorry for the lack of activity. I kinda freaked out after revealing myself to you but it’s all good now!

I hope you’ve been well for the past couple days, I I’ve been thinking about how I wanted to speak to you again

What have you been up to? How did the rest of the con go?

-🚬

Hello, dear!! That’s alright, I don’t blame you for feeling nervous 🥺 I’m just glad to hear from you again 💙

I’ve just come out of a bit of a depressive episode so I’m tired, but doing okay currently! Work has kept me thankfully too busy to think about much else. Our full-time night shift person is out on vacation rn so I’ve gotten some extra night shifts, I’m very happy about that!

The rest of the con went amazing !! On Saturday I went to a class on needle play, a petplay class taught by one of the pups I met at the petting zoo, a local group that I’m vaguely a member of invited me to go get lunch with them and kept checking on me throughout the day (totally didn’t like. Almost kind of cry about that 🧍‍♂️/pos ) , I went to a pet-based talent show (I was actually convinced to get on stage , which was. Crazy), a class on knife-based fearplay, and I got to be inside an actual dungeon space for the first time!! I didn’t do anything other than kind of stand around awkwardly and stare skfhdk but it was so cool, it’s such a unique setting I wasn’t sure what to expect but I’m glad I went! I also went to a mini primal and wrestling focused dungeon to watch for a bit as well

I ended up just staying in the hotel room on Sunday so I missed some classes, but I needed the rest 😔✌️

Since then I’ve mostly just been working! But yesterday I did start playing Date Everything and my brain has latched on very hard to this game, I’ve been playing it all night

How have you been doing darling? I hope you’ve been okay, I’d love to know anything you’ve been up to 🥺

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call me a good boy. call me your boy. tell me i’ll never stop being your boy.

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I love her so much!!

I wanna cut her up and store her

in pretty jars so I can preserve.

her beauty forever!!

No one will ever lay their filthy eyes on her

other than me.

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every day, i wait for you; with patience and rage. the wanting gnaws at me, teeth sinking deep into the vein, quietly drowning in vain. i love you in defeat, a beast crawling back to the hand that strikes and starves.

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➤ I want to watch your every move. Your every breath and each word that escapes your lips. To stalk and cling unto your act of mind. To hold you so tightly in my hands that you can never slip away. Do you understand? This is what I mean; I need you. ᰔ

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mouthing at your underwear, desperate to taste you, lapping and sucking and kissing and biting like a feral puppy, whining when you pull my hair to get me to calm down so you can take control.

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My life has become so empty without a beloved to focus on, I can barely keep myself awake outside of work,, I have no purpose nothing to care about

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devoted in the way a pet is for their owner

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AHHH the thought of someone I love cvtting me and then cleaning it up afterwards and making sure it’s take care of…

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Heyyy puppy :) come here. Yeah, sit down. Oh good job, you got on your knees without me even telling you to. I have something special for you..! It's a collar with your name on it. Now I know you have a lot (because I love spoiling my puppy), but this one is really, really nice. Look.

..no, well. I know it's not what you were expecting. But I mean, your name is basically puppy now, isn't it? Puppy, mutt, pet. Same thing. I don't know the last time I used that...human name of yours. Do you even remember what it is?

Yeah, that's what I thought. So let me put it on. It locks so snugly around your neck, puppy. It's perfect for you. And--well, it didn't come with a key. Which means you get to be my puppy forever! Isn't that nice?

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My ideal type? Someone who would manipulate me to the point of codependency. Someone who would love me despite splitting on them. Fuck with me, I'll like it!

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Baby there's no breaking up! And when we get married? There is no divorce either, we're stuck together for all our lives!!<3

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Daydreaming about being kidnapped and locked into a nice dog cage with soft blankets and pillows and being pet through the bars,,,,, sighs ,,

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۶ৎ ·˚ There's nothing you could ask of me that i couldn't handle. You want me to slit your name into my skin? My cutter is already in my hands. You want me to lose sleep for you? I'm already caffeinated. I don't care about trivial things anymore. I'll do whatever it takes to get closer and closer to you until we're woven together.

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Want a partner who will encourage me to sh and we could do it together and have our names matching and be totally obsessed with eachother

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gives you a badjob. a weirdjob. doing some unusual shit to your penis.