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The Grocery Store

Fluff; gn! reader

Kento Nanami is a family man. More importantly he loves domesticity. He craves it. So, one of his favorite things to do is grocery shop. The task that for most is a mundane chore, is something he genuinely loves. However, he only loves it on one condition: that he goes grocery shopping with (Name). Obviously if it’s a quick little thing that (Name) or he needs from the store, he’ll go alone or (Name) could go alone, but if it’s for the next couple days. He wants to go with (Name). In going with (Name), that also means that the kids come. 

How does (Name) and Kento wrangle four children under the age of ten and occasionally Yuji? The answer is simple. The twins are put on leashes. Emi is put into one of those baby carriers that strap onto your front, Kento usually chooses to carry her. Rin is to hold onto either a hand of one of her parents or the cart, usually she is bribed with a book. In terms of Yuji, he would be the ones holding the leashes. If Yuji isn't there, Kento and (Name) each take one twin. Kento is the type to make a list of what is needed at the store. He goes through the aisles very methodically. (Name) on the other hand, doesn’t carry a list with them and they are definitely not the type to be methodical with shopping. The one time (Name) had a “list” the shopping only took thirty minutes, but they forget four items and lapped around the store about six times before finally ready to check out. The twins loved it, Yuji thought it made sense, and Emi giggled the entire time. Rin was just happy she was getting two books that day. Kento vowed to never let (Name) lead the shopping. No offense to them, but it was not relaxing. 

Grocery Shopping in the Nanami household goes something like this:

“(Name), are you ready?” Kento asked. (Name) nodded their head. 

“Yup!” Kento nodded, grabbing the list and the leashes. Emi was already strapped to his chest. (Name) stood there for a moment, grinning at the sight. 

“(Name), Rin’s asking how many books she can get?” Yuji asked, dragging Rin with him. 

“Only one, you know the rule Rin.��� (Name) said, smiling down at their daughter. Rin nodded. Kento pulled the leash backpacks onto Kyoka and Natsu. Yuji happily taking the twins leashes. “Kyoka, Natsu, remember to be good. We can’t have a repeat of last time.” (Name) commented. Kyoka groaning. 

“You trip someone one time.” She mumbled. 

“Don’t worry I won’t let it happen again!” Yuji said, smiling at (Name).  

“That makes me more worried.” Kento stated. Yuji looking at him slightly offended, (Name) giggling. 

“I believe in you, Yuji.” They said, Yuji grinning at that. 

“See! They believe me!” Yuji said to Kento, pointing at (Name). The group finally leaving after getting ready for thirty minutes. The family making their way to the grocery store. Kento keeping an eye on the twins and Yuji, while (Name) checked on Rin, holding onto Rin’s hand as they walked. The family reached the store, casually walking around the market, Kento leading them through the aisles. The twins occasionally trying to sneak different items in. (Name) putting them back where they were on the shelves. “(parent title) can we go grab the eggs?” Kyoka asked (Name). (Name) looked to Kento, before nodding, seeing if they needed eggs. 

“You only grab eggs. You still have snacks you haven’t finished at home.” The twins nodding, leaving with Yuji to grab eggs. Kento continued leading (Name) around the store. The twins and Yuji eventually coming back with only eggs. The group finally started checking out thirty minutes after entering the store, heading back home. Kyoka mumbling about how bored she was with the lack of entertaining incidents this shopping trip. Well… that was until Yuji tripped on the leashes and fell over.

"That's the second time you've tripped over my leash Yuji, are you sure you know how to walk?" Kyoka sassed. She would not let him forget it for the rest of the day, or week.

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The youngest

fluff; Kento Nanami x reader

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Emi Nanami is the youngest of the group. She is born the year Yuji meets the other three girls. Emi was a very sleepy child. (Name) quickly got worried, not used to having such a sleepy baby. This really worried (Name) as they would find her in some of the weirdest places, and or having fallen asleep on weird surfaces. For example, Emi at one point was found sleeping in her baby carrier (you know the ones that have the baby rest on your back) on Yuji’s back as he did push-ups. Yuji told (Name) that it was for extra weight, (Name) laughed it off. Kento had found Emi sleeping against her large stuffed animal fox, having been playing with it only moments ago. This sleepiness led (Name) and Kento to taking Emi to the doctor’s office. The doctor told the two that their baby was okay, but to keep an eye out for other symptoms. 

Once Emi was two years old, her parents started to calm down as she began to act much more like her older siblings. Emi still could sleep easily, but she did a lot more talking and playing. Emi was the first one introduced to Megumi and Nobara. Yuji took the young girl out on a run, the young girl wanting to be outside. His two friends noticed he was pushing a stroller and got confused. They (Nobara) asked (demanded) to meet the other three children. Kento was surprised when his front door opened on the weekend and Yuji was there with his two friends and a smiling Emi. 

When Emi was getting ready to start preschool, (Name) and her went shopping after getting all the stuff supplied by the school. Emi was a very big fan of yellow and orange, which meant that everything she chose was yellow and orange. Her sisters were all jealous and demanded new stuff, to which (Name) had to explain they'd get new stuff when they grow out of their current items.

Emi’s favorite animal is also foxes, specifically red foxes. Her stuff is covered in red foxes. She has a bunch of stuffed animals of them, she also has a fox themed room. Her favorite stuffed animal, is a large red fox she's had since she was a baby, she named it affectionately Inu. It's now an inside joke with Kento and (Name).

Emi can often be found in one of the baby carriers that are strapped to the front of people. Typically she is in one on Kento, he'll place her in that because she wants to help him do things, but it's significantly easier this way. Emi doesn't mind, she still gets attention from her dad. (Name) remembers one time they walked into the household and saw Kento cooking with Emi sitting on the counter, Kento occasionally giving her food to try. The young girl babbling with her dad about what she thought of. Kento was listening intently. (Name) thought it was the cutest thing in the world. They 100% tried to sneak some photos before Emi saw them and called out for them. Overall, Emi is still very young and still growing into her personality. 

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The Moon and the Stars - Obey Me! Solomon x Reader

Some angst and some fluff; Obey Me! Solomon x Reader; gn! reader; spoilers of beginning of NB and Lesson 16

I sat on the couch, Belphegor dangling off my body. I kept moving through the motions, trying to move forward. Everyone else is.  I died, I was dead. I felt myself die, and suddenly I’m sitting on the couch, eating sushi with my killer. It felt so wrong. I wanted to fight him, but I was scared. I could die at any point. I could die and these pacts won’t protect me. Night coming and going, I was now at RAD. It wasn’t any easier, knowing he was out, walking around. I couldn’t look at the ones who so easily threatened my life the same. An unconscious fear festering in me, like salt in a wound. I sat in class, the teacher talking. I wasn’t listening though; I couldn’t get myself to focus on class when I knew there was a chance I could die at any moment by the hands of those around me. My breathing starting to grow shaky at the thought when I was nudged. I turned my head, seeing Solomon right there. A smile on his face. Worry in his eyes though. “What’s wrong?” His voice pulling me out of my head. In that moment, so many emotions wanted to spill out. So many words and thoughts, so many things were running around my brain, all trying to get out at the same time. My consciousness catching up with time. A deep uncontrollable fear filling me as I realized the situation I was in. Tears filling my eyes. I got up, excusing myself as I ran towards the bathroom. I closed the door, leaning on it as a sob escape my lips. My heart racing as I tried to calm down. I heard a gentle knock, as I covered my lips, muffling the sound. “MC. You don’t have to say anything, but please let me in.” Solomon said. I opened the door, the Sorcerer looking down at me. His arms opening and I immediately moved forward, crying into his chest. A warmness that was human, even if he lived forever. It was something human. Something I didn’t know I missed until that very moment. “It’s alright I’m right here. I’ll always be here.” His hand moving comfortingly along my spine. A comforting pressure filling my body, soothing my fears. It was like everything I feared, everything that could be a danger to me would vanish when he was around. 

Throughout my time in the Devildom there are two things that I am sure about. First, is that the moment I fell through that first portal and was introduced to Diavolo, my life was flipped upside down. Second, is that no matter what chaos is trying to ensnare me. No matter what is trying to harm me or cause me even the slightest bit of suffering, Solomon will always be there for me. No matter what. Every time that I need him, he is somehow always there. No questions ever needing to be asked, he just simply seems to know exactly when I need him. He always knew how to comfort me in the best ways, how to support or help me. No matter what was happening, the moment I felt troubled, he’d be there with a cheeky smile and comment. 

After that weird message I received, I felt myself plummeting towards the ground. My lips opening to scream when someone caught me. Relief quickly leaving my body as I realized that he, nor anyone else remembered me. I was in a different time, a different position. I was in the Devildom, but this time I was alone. I remembered walking the brothers to the House of Lamentation, fear slowly creeping through my veins, my skin tingling as I slowly became paranoid. When I heard it, the call of my name. The so familiar voice right behind me. My eyes turning to see that someone remembered me. To see that not even time could stop Solomon from helping me. A certain comfort washing over me as I realized I wouldn’t ever be alone, because he was truly always going to be there. Diavolo left, I wasn’t paying attention, my focus on Solomon. “You came.” I said as we walked to Cocytus Hall. He looked to me. 

“Of course I did. I told you didn’t I? I’m always be here for you.” He said, like it was the most basic knowledge in the world. Like if I was somewhere, he would also be there. We were the moon and the stars, one not without the other. A comforting feeling going over me. 

“Hey, Sol.” I said, his head turning to me as we reached Cocytus Hall. “I love you.” A smile breaking onto his face. Blush covering his face. 

“I love you, too.” He whispered.

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The Bookworm

fluff; gn! reader

Rin Nanami was a quiet girl. She looked very similar to Kento. She loved reading, which quickly became a problem. Her older sisters are so loud that Rin had become a master at hiding and finding ways to ignore them to be able to read. This resulted in every day being a near impossible game of hide n’ seek. Yuji met Rin at the twin’s 6th birthday party, because for once, Rin wasn’t hiding or at her grandfather’s house. The first time Yuji babysat the twins and her for Kento and (name), he called (name) crying because he couldn’t find Rin and didn’t want the both of them to be mad at him. (Name) informed him to not worry. They told Yuji all the different hiding spots Rin preferred the most, and then mentioned to just shout that if she came out, she could get a new book at the store. The moment Yuji mentioned the book store, Rin was out and in front of him, having been hiding in her parents’ closet. 

After that first time Yuji babysat, Kento and (name) came home to see the twins, Yuji, and Rin passed out on the couch. Yuji had makeup all over his face and a book in his lap. Rin was leaning on his torso, his arm wrapped around her. The twins splayed out with Kyoka leaning on his shoulder, and Natsu laying her head on his lap. (Name) took about eighty photos, making their favorite their phone lock screen before Kento woke them up. Kento secretly has the same photo as his lock screen.

Another time, (Name) made the mistake of leaving their copy of Dracula by Bram Stoker on the coffee table. Rin did not sleep for a week unless it was in her parents’ room with the lights on. Kento was snappy that week with Gojo and (Name) had to deal with a lot of complaints from the white-haired man. This includes how mean Nanami’s comments about Gojo’s recklessness have been. (Name) had to deal with an unsurprising amount of sass from Rin. Rin definitely takes after Kento in the amount of sass that she has welled up in her. 

Speaking of Gojo, he learned quickly that Rin would be his favorite. Why you may ask? She was cool with whatever Gojo was doing and would hang out with him because he would buy her as many books as she wanted. Often times when (Name) and Kento are both working, Rin would be hanging out with Gojo, Gojo talking or joking and Rin occasionally saying something while she read. 

Yuji isn’t sure whether or not Rin likes him and it stresses him out. He wants all of the Nanami’s to like him. Rin does, Yuji’s just not used to someone hiding from him. Rin enjoys Yuji’s kindness and his willingness to help her hide from her siblings (mainly the twins). Yuji enjoys the 5-year old’s willingness to listen to him ramble. Rin will sometimes ramble to Yuji, which is some of the only times she talks, and a majority of the time it’s about the books she’s reading. Yuji loves listening to her talk, especially because he knows how little she talks to most people. 

Rin is a daddy’s girl. She adores Kento so much. There have been times when (Name) has walked in to see the two reading in the living room together. (Name) often teases Kento that Rin is his little shadow. Kento usually retorts that the twins are (Name)’s little shadows with how mischievous they can be. This usually ends with (Name) laughing and leaving the room, calling for the twins. They left their husband and daughter in peace for the time being, distracting their two troublemakers. 

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Satoru Gojo x reader - Bad Omens

angst, some NSFW, swearing

I heard the knock on the door. My body moving before my brain could catch up. It caught up right as my hand went on the doorknob. Don’t open the door. You know the moment you do that you’ll go right back to what you’ve always been to him. Don’t do it. Please don’t do it. My hand twisting the doorknob. The bright blue eyes shining down at me. The sick cycle following suit. Our bodies eventually ending up in my bed. His eyes looking at me like he actually loved me. My heart cracking with every second. “Satoru.” I whispered. He tilted his head. “Why do we keep doing this?” I whispered. 

“Do what, gorgeous?” He asked. I blinked, trying to keep tears in my eyes as I heard the familiar buzz of his phone. His body moving quickly to respond to the text. My tears looking up to the ceiling trying to stop tears. 

“If you leave, I’m not opening the door for you again.” His body pausing. His head looking to me for a moment. He turned away for a moment. 

“Why don’t we discuss this later?” He suggested. I let a bitter laugh leave my lips. 

“Will that be before or after you fuck me?” He sighed, shaking his head. 

“This was never exclusive.” I sighed, nodding my head. 

“You’re right. It wasn’t. Guess the two of us had different ideas of what this was.” I mumbled. “Just go like you always do.” I mumbled. He sighed, before turning and leaving, the door clicking shut behind him. Tears falling from my eyes. “Please just choose me.” I cried out. “Please, I’ll do anything for you to choose me for once.” I begged. 

Time as always passed by quickly. The knock hitting my door. I stayed on the couch, my heart begging for me to reach out and open up. I couldn’t though. If I did this, I would never be able to leave. I had to make the move to leave now. A minute passed, and another knock knock on the door. Then, a text after a couple seconds. Another ten seconds and a call. My fingers quickly denying the call. Another minute and there was another knock on the door. I got up, ripping the door open. “What?” I snapped, looking up at him. He tilted his head down, looking at me. 

“What’s got you mad?” He asked. I rolled my eyes. 

“I told you, I’m not your booty call anymore.” I snapped. The door being moved to slam shut, his foot catching it. 

“Come on, (name). Don’t be like this.” He said, stepping into my apartment. Annoyance growing in my veins. 

“No! I don’t want to just be someone you fuck and then leave. I want a relationship Gojo.” I responded, watching him make himself comfortable on the couch. He turned his head, eyeing me carefully. “Don’t look at me like that.” I snapped. 

“You knew from the beginning. Do you want to end this?” He asked. I paused, did I want to end us? No, but I can’t keep going like this. 

“I-I.” I looked down. “No.” I said, my voice sounding meek. “I can’t keep doing this though. It hurts Gojo.” He sighed. “It hurts knowing that the person I love could never love me back.” He nodded his head. 

“Look (name). Maybe you’re right. You shouldn’t be my booty call anymore.” He said, standing up. I looked at him, confused. A part of me hopeful. “I guess this is goodbye then.” He said, moving to the door. 

“Gojo, please.” I called. He looked at me. 

“You knew that you’ll never be him. Why are you surprised?” He asked. Tears flooding my eyes. He hummed, tilting his head. He sighed after a moment as I sniffled. “Goodbye (name).” He said, turning and leaving. My body feeling shaky as my world came crashing down around me. Everything moving, but I was staying still. A sob leaving my lips as the inevitable and obvious truth exited his lips. It’ll always be him. It’ll always be Suguru Geto. A part of me breaking as I knew he left, going to Geto. I was never going to be his, he was never mine. 

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Nanami x reader Family AU - The Twins

Kyoka and Natsu Nanami were born May 25th. By the time time that Yuji meets them, they’re five years old. Kyoka is a lively and chaotic child. Within the first five minutes of Yuji and Kyoka meeting, Kyoka convinced Yuji to help her steal the cookie jar on the top shelf, resulting in the jar being dropped and glass and cookies going everywhere. When Kento rushed in because of the noise, he saw Yuji holding Kyoka on his shoulders, and Kyoka pointing at Yuji. 

Yuji was unaware that Kyoka had a twin originally, which resulted in the next little prank. A typical doppelganger prank, Kento blames (name) and all the Ghost Hunters episodes they watch. The twins purposely put on the same outfits from that one joke department mall family photo shoot they did a month ago. They intentionally kept appearing and disappearing around Yuji while he was at the apartment. Yuji slowly getting freaked out when Kyoka kept saying she was in the same spot the entire time. It took Kento informing Yuji that there were two of them, and that he wasn’t seeing a supernatural being. 

Natsu is quieter than Kyoka, but she’s just as lively as her. After the initial prank and she officially met Yuji, she later on intentionally spooked him by sneaking up behind him. She, unlike her sister, also immediately had Yuji carry her everywhere so that she could be tall. He was happy to do so. Natsu braided his hair while she was on his shoulders and he didn’t notice until he got back to school. 

When the apartment settled down for dinner, Yuji nearly choked on his food as Kyoka proceeded to say to (Name), while pointing at Yuji, “Can we keep Kirby?”

Natsu responding with, while cautiously eyeing Yuji, “He’s a boy, not a dog… I think.” (Name) was laughing that entire time, Kento deeply sighing, looking to his partner with concern on who their personalities came from. 

Kyoka followed up in a whine with, “But we didn’t get to keep the man with the blindfold.” Kento grumbling about the one time they allowed Gojo to watch Kyoka and Natsu. When they got back three hours later, Gojo was somehow duct taped to the wall and Kyoka and Natsu were playing a board game. Gojo complaining about the disrespect. 

“He’s a person, dears. You don’t get to keep people. For both Gojo and Yuji.” (Name) explained. “Not to mention, Yuji should be the one to decide if he wants to visit again.” Yuji nodding his head with food stuffed into his mouth, making (Name) and the twins laugh. Nanami sighed, looking to the little girls. Yuji talking about his experiences at school. The twins listening with intent. 

“Itadori is giving them ideas” He whispered to (Name). They nodded looking at their daughters. 

“Oh, a hundred percent.” They said, getting up and beginning to clear the table. “Good luck, love.” They said, patting his arm, before carrying dishes away. 

“Dad, can we go to work with you?” Natsu asking that as (Name) walked away. 

“I wanna punch through concrete.” Kyoka saying loudly. 

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Nanami x Reader Family Au Headcanons

This is going to be a series, but here's the headcanons. This is gn!reader.

100% a girl dad 

Househusband Material

This man is such a family man you can’t convince me otherwise 

He’s the type that would prefer to be a stay-at-home dad, but if you’re someone who wants financial stability for your family he’d work until you both feel okay with one of you staying home (he wants to be the one to stay with the kids, but he'll work if you want to be the one to stay home)

100/10 cook 

Seems like the type that if your baby is crying, he will get up and let you sleep 

If your baby is hungry, he'd feed the baby and keep the baby as quiet as to not to disturb you

I think he’d be willing to have as many kids as you like for the sake of this AU (because I will definitely have more parts of this) at least four 

Mainly because I hate the idea of an odd number of kids, mostly because I grew up like that and it’s just awkward sometimes if you’re not as close as your other two siblings are

He wouldn’t name a number of children he’d want though because it’s your body (if you can get pregnant) and would go with however many you would want to have. He's just excited to have a family of his own.  

Yuji would be like a big brother to Nanami’s kids

(Name) acts like Yuji is their child, even though the adoption papers they definitely have in their desk aren’t signed yet

Nanami is clingy with (Name) in private, in public he’s a little more reserved with them, typically holding their hand or waist, a kiss here and there. In private he’s all over (Name), like if at least one part of his body is not in contact with (Name) he is grumpy. 

(Name) teases Nanami about his emo phase 

He would do anything and everything to make you and his children happy. In his eyes, you and your little family is his entire world and he'd do anything to protect and love it.

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Obey Me Characters with a MC that cares very little about stuff

crack; spoilers for Lesson 16

Lucifer 

Frustrates him at first, every threat seemed to not matter 

Becomes concerned after a bit, seeing that anything and everything, including death, could happen to MC and they just don’t seem to care 

Tries to understand it, but ultimately fails every time as MC doesn’t care if he’s disappointed in their grades, actions, or whatever 

Bruises his (massive) ego because of their lack of care towards his opinion 

Mammon 

So confused, MC never cares when he does a little scam on them, or leaves them to deal with his messes 

Worries that something is definitely wrong with MC and probably sits them down 

When they explain that it’s just hard for them to care because they’d rather just keep chugging along than focus on issues around them 

When MC does react to something, it’s usually very important to him and causes him to reflect on what happened 

Levi 

Jealous at first, he cares so much about what others think and MC just doesn’t 

At first he thinks it’s pride and that MC is just very prideful and egotistical 

When he learns that’s not the case, he gets concerned it might be depression, because how is it possible that MC doesn’t care that Belphie killed them 

Eventually comes to terms with it and enjoys spending time with MC because MC doesn’t judge him whatsoever and would honestly join him in the things he likes doing. Like wants to watch the weirdest shows? MC’s down. Want to stay up for 72 hours? MC’s down. MC is cool with doing whatever. 

Satan 

Confused af 

MC doesn’t get angry like ever, and that confused him. There’s no anger, no frustration, nothing. How is that possible? 

Probably secretly studies MC, but also not that good at hiding it and MC definitely knows and sort of just lets it slide 

MC is definitely a cat magnet, because they don’t like do anything to bother them. Satan probably tries to be around MC so that he, too, can be near the cats. 

Asmo 

It pisses him off so much 

He tries so hard to make MC want him or envious of him and it doesn’t work 

He clings to MC and MC just vibes, he gets snippy with the group, MC just shrugs it off and goes on their merry way. He says something rude or is mean to MC, they don’t react. 

The lack of reaction on their part annoys him so much, because how do they do that? 

Beel 

Bro legit doesn’t notice until the brothers pointed it out, he just assumed MC didn’t show their emotions 

When he knows, he becomes curious though. MC is laid-back, he takes their food, they shrug it off, maybe even gives it to him if they don’t feel like eating anymore. He eats all their food; they go and buy more. He still feels guilty for eating their stuff, but it’s nice not being yelled at for it, for once. It makes him wonder, what would cause MC to snap? 

He will often find himself sitting with MC just vibing together, he might be eating while MC games, or reads, or draws, or whatever they want to do. 

He does get worried when major things happen that should traumatize MC, however, is surprised how MC doesn’t seem to be that effected by it. 

Belphie 

He is very appreciative. It gives him a second chance at knowing MC than if they were to have avoided him after the whole murder thing. Although, he wishes they’d stop making the dark jokes about it, he knows they don’t mean it mean, but damn does it hurt him. 

He finds it fascinating, how can a human, care so little when in literal hell? 

When MC does things, he often worries, because MC doesn’t have necessarily the best ideas, because they don’t care to think about the consequences. If it’s a prank on Lucifer though, that’s a different story. 

He finds MC funny, when they’re not making jokes about their death, because MC seems to annoy many demons and their lack of caring about those demons. 

Diavolo 

He loves it, because MC doesn’t care that he’s the future King of Hell. 

He often enables MC in their ideas, because he finds it amusing to see what they want to do. 

He will also join MC in their “expeditions” which creates more work for everyone else as they scramble to find the pair. 

He is sort of jealous of MC, because they don’t care what others think and he has to care. 

Barbatos 

Dude needs a vacation except he has Diavolo and MC to stress about. 

Definitely doesn’t like MC at first because they are somehow the bad influence towards Diavolo

Eventually comes to appreciate MC’s lack of care because they aren’t worried about doing things they deem necessary, although he still gets frustrated that they don’t go above and beyond often times. 

Simeon 

Wants to write a novel about them. They’re so interesting to him. They don’t care about practically anything and that’s so interesting to him. He wants to pick their brain. 

He gets worried about it though, because honestly, it seems like MC has a death wish with their actions. 

Solomon 

He loves it. 

It’s so utterly amusing to him because everyone else seems to be scrambling to understand them. He seems to understand them right away though, which surprises MC because for once, they don’t have to explain themselves. 

He finds it refreshing, MC doesn’t treat him like a sketchy old man. MC also doesn’t try to do anything to impress him, which he also enjoys. 

Stresses over MC a lot though, especially with making sure they stay alive. He doesn’t want MC to die because of their lack of caring. He goes all out to protect MC secretly, although MC is suspicious of it and just chooses not to say anything.  

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Dancing with a ghost - any character x reader

angst; gn!reader; break-ups

My eyes opened up, the sun blinding me, causing me to flinch backwards. I groaned, pushing my body up. My bed cold on the side that used to be warm. I don’t think I can remember their warmth anymore. The pillow doesn’t smell like them either. I got up, walking to the bathroom, starting to get ready. One toothbrush, one face wash, everything that used to be a pair was now just one. My eyes looking up at the ceiling as I rinsed my mouthwash, tears flooding my eyes as I remembered only a few weeks ago. 

I spat my mouthwash in the sink. A laugh leaving my lips as I looked at them. Their response being a goofy look. I looked down at the sink, a wide smile on my face, as their arms wrapped around my waist. “I love you.” 

A frown coming to my face as I lifted my body away from the sink, their voice flowing through the air like a light breeze. My cheeks remembering the old burn from how much I smiled. I stepped out of the bathroom, walking to the closet. Their laugh echoing in my mind as I remember gently tossing them items to wear for the day. Every step breaking my heart more and more, although I don’t know if a heart this broken could break more. 

"Do I look good?” They always knew the answer. Of course they looked good, they were perfect to me, they never looked bad in my eyes. A tear falling down my cheek, my hand quickly going up to wipe at it. A sob leaving my lips as more memories flooded my brain, memories that were engrained into the walls. 

“What’s your problem?” Their voice wasn’t usually so sharp towards me, but maybe it made sense. 

“You’ve been gone for so long.” My voice echoing. “It feels like you’re a figment of my imagination.” 

"Maybe I don’t want to deal with you. Have you thought about how difficult you are?” 

I pulled my shirt on over my head. Maybe if I did things differently, maybe if I had been different. What could I have done better for them not to go? My hands going to my hair, holding my head like I was in pain, another sob leaving my lips. I could practically feel their arms wrapping around me to comfort me. Their soft whispers flooding my mind, except it was all gone. They weren’t here and they weren’t going to be coming back. I walked towards the kitchen, memories continuously flooding my memories. My foot falls seeming to dance with a ghost of someone who was long gone. 

“It’s for the best. I can’t be with you anymore. I can’t deal with this.” I was too much. I needed to be less. How does one be less though? My friends kept saying that they were the problem. They were the issue. I wish I could believe them. 

“Here’s your lunch, love.” My voice echoing in my empty apartment as I could hear their response. “Thank you, gorgeous. I’m so in love you. Have a good day.” Their lips brushing against my cheek. The memory of that look, that burning look. It wasn’t a bad burning though, one that made me feel warm, made it feel like I was whole. The feeling almost there. It was so light now, I could barely remember how either of them felt. Everyone kept telling me it’ll get better. How is something supposed to get better when it feels so wrong to be without them? 

I grabbed my keys off the counter, the jingle of multiple keys, an item short though. Our matching charms on our keychains, little reminders of each other to get us through the day. They had taken their’s off a couple days before they left. Mine broke off though. The jingle was wrong because of that. I walked to my door, their footsteps dancing around mine in the empty apartment. A tear falling from my eyes as I quickly wiped it away. After all, they were gone, and I was left to dance with a ghost. My door shut behind me, I turned, double checking it was locked, before finally heading towards the exit. My heart turning into a finer powder every day as I came and went from that apartment. As I remembered every detail, the good and the bad, of us.

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Masterlist

JJK

Satoru Gojo x Reader - When you love somebody

Satoru Gojo x reader - Bad Omens (pt. 2 to When you love somebody)

Kento Nanami x f!reader - Happy House

Part 1

Part 2

Nanami x Reader Family AU

Headcanons

The Twins

The Bookworm

The Youngest

The Grocery Store

Obey Me

Rides I think the Obey Me! Characters would dislike

Songs that remind me of the Obey Me Characters

Obey Me Characters with a MC that cares very little about stuff

The Moon and the Stars - Solomon x reader

Genshin

Cyno x Reader - Wait for Me

Misc

Dancing with a ghost - any character x reader

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Kento Nanami x reader - Happy House

Angst, continuation of Happy House; there are no gendered references, the reader mentioned to be shorter than Nanami

spoilers for Shibuya Arc ; d3ath

8:14 pm, October 31st            

I sighed as I stood outside the veil, all of us waiting for Gojo. I stood next to my husband, my hand holding his tightly. The two of us would be going into Shibuya in different areas. I was given strict instructions to be careful with my technique. Instructions that Kento had told me not to roll my eyes out. Ino and Megumi stood on the other side of Kento. There was an ominous feeling in the air. “We’ll be okay, love.” Kento whispered. I looked up at him, before nodding my head. 

“I know.” I said, pausing as I fidgeted with his fingers. “I just…” I sighed. “I’m worried about you.” I admitted. He nodded his head, pulling me into a hug. My arms immediately wrapping around him. 

“I love you, (name). We’ll be back together soon.” He whispered. I nodded my head. 

“I love you so much. I’m just scared.” I said into his chest. His lips kissing the top of my head as I hugged him tighter. 

“Remember my vow to you, dear. No matter what happens, I will find you in every lifetime of ours, no matter what.” He whispered. I nodded my head, pulling away slightly and tugging him down. Our lips connecting for a moment. 

“Gross, can you not?” The familiar voice of Gojo interrupted. I lifted my hand, flipping him off, pulling away. 

“Don’t act like you never did anything like this in public.” I retorted, giving him a stink eye. He looked to the veil, then back at me. “They’re in there.” He nodded his head, heading into the veil. 

8:31 pm 

We all moved into the first veil, all of us splitting into multiple teams. I made my way down the street with Inumaki, the two of us quickly taking out the different transfigured people. My eyes scanning the street. “If patch-face is here, we’ve got to be careful.” I shouted to Inumaki who gave me a thumbs up. I dodged multiple transfigured people, each of them exploding the moment it got closer to me. There was a multitude of them flooding the streets, and it wasn’t about to get easier. 

9:24 pm 

I watched Yuji run passed us, heading to one of the taller buildings in Shibuya. His voice projecting throughout about Gojo being locked away. Inumaki and I sharing a look. I nodded my head, turning to leave. Ready to make my way down to Gojo. I saw a curse user standing in front of me. I tilted my head, looking at them feigning confusion. “Inumaki, deal with the corpses. I’ll deal with the curse user.” I ordered, Inumaki letting me know he heard me. The user running at me. I lifted my hand, the user’s body collapsing as blood began to pour out of every orifice. I tried to keep track of all of the souls around me. I was getting closer when I was stopped by another curse. I straightened up. “You’re volcano-head, yes?” The curse glaring at me. The two of us quickly starting to fight each other, my body barely missing flames every time. I kicked the curse, my hit going to its soul, damaging it. The curse backing away. It seemed to weigh options before running. I glared after it, wanting to follow, before turning back. I need to get to Gojo. I moved to continue forward, three to four curses coming around the corner at me. Time passing by quickly as I fought hard to keep moving. “Fuck this, I have to keep going.” I mumbled, clasping my hands together. “Domain Expansion: Soul Graveyard.” I whispered, my domain expanding around the curses. Gravestones appearing in the ground as crows flew through the air, cawing. A cold air biting my skin as I stood there. I dropped my hands, before making another motion, a two-finger swipe in the air. The curses being shredded apart instantly. I closed my domain, moving to continue forward when I felt the presence of Sukuna. My entire body freezing as I looked behind and up. I debated what to do next. 

“Hesitation can cause failure.” A familiar voice said. I turned, my eyes widening. Geto was right in front of me. Well his body was. Someone else was in his body. 

“Who the hell are you?” I asked, preparing to fight again. 

“I’m hurt that you don’t remember. I remember you, my dear friend.” 

“We were barely friends. And you’re not Geto. Your soul is too old and not the correct one for Geto.” I retorted. He laughed. 

“You really are strong.” He said, before moving his hand. A giant curse appearing. I dodged its attack, my technique destroying the curse as it passed me. The imposter disappearing quickly. I looked around, trying to find his soul again. Sukuna’s overwhelming my senses. I huffed, turning and running up the stairs. I reached the top of the ground, seeing fire everywhere. My eyes widening, silently searching for Kento’s soul, happy to find it, despite him appearing to be injured. I felt someone behind me, I turned seeing someone in traditional wear. I eyed them cautiously. A wave of ice coming towards me. I moved out of the way, reaching for the person, who blocked my touch with ice. My body flying backwards before I rolled, standing up. I glared at them. I looked to the side, seeing fallen sorcerers. I bite the inside of my cheek. I moved my hand, their body unconsciously following my hand. Their eyes catching onto the movement. They shifted, throwing a wall of ice between us to distract. I ran for the sorcerers, huffing. 

“Couldn’t you have gotten injured closer?” I mumbled. I placed my hand to the ground, raising some of the corpses around, having them begin carry the injured back to Shoko. I stood up looking for the Curse user, who was nowhere to be found. I sighed, turning and carrying another injured to Shoko. I reached Shoko and Yaga, placing the sorcerers down, helping her some by healing a couple of them. I paused at one point, the feeling of my soul being ripped apart, exploding. I could feel eyes on me as I stumbled forward, Kento was dead. His soul was there one moment, and then it was all gone within a second. “No.” I whispered. I looked at Shibuya, stumbling forward, Yaga grabbing me, seeming to understand. “No, let me go. I need to get to Kento. I need to get to him.” I shouted, fighting against him. 

 “You’re angry, you could die if you go out there.” He said, struggling to hold me. 

“Let me go!” I screamed, violently thrashing to get out of his arms. “I need to get to Kento!” I cried. Sobs leaving my lips as I knew he was gone; I couldn’t feel him anymore. He was gone. He was gone and I didn’t get to say goodbye. My body collapsing as Yaga let go of me. “No, he can’t be gone.” I whispered. “Please, he can’t be.” My husband was gone, and he wasn’t going to be coming back. Everything I had ever wanted felt like it was slipping out of my fingers, and I couldn’t do anything to stop it. Numbness spreading through my body as the tears dried.

11:20 pm, October 31st  

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Songs that remind me of the Obey Me Characters

some angst, some fluff

Lucifer: 

Eleanor Rigby – Cody Fry  Experience – Ludovico Einaudi  Colors – Halsey IDK he gives the gray vibe for like someone else’s blue (probably MC’s or his brothers)  All Too Well (10 Minute Version) – Taylor Swift 

Mammon: 

The Exit – Conan Gray The dude does everything for his family and has not healed one bit. Someone give this dude a hug fr.  Right Here – Chase Atlantic He’s always there for everyone else, and he’s honestly someone who’s MC’s ride or die. Consume – Chase Atlantic  Something in the Orange – Zach Bryan I think if he did something that caused MC and him to separate and go different ways, he’d be in the like top 5 listeners of this song within like four days. The Moon Will Sing – The Crane Wives Once again, does everything for everyone else and to make them feel better. He loves his brothers and MC so much that he gives up everything for them. Idk the lyrics “I shine only with the light you gave me” feels very Mammon-coded. 

Leviathan: 

How to Save a Life – The Fray  The Other Side of Paradise – Glass Animals  Heat Waves – Glass Animals 

Satan: 

Cosmic Love – Florence and the Machine Arsonist’s Lullabye – Hozier  Almost (Sweet Music) – Hozier I head cannon that he often feels like a replica/attempt of a replica of Lilith until MC gets there and he just suffers with feeling second best.  Better Man – 5 Seconds of Summer He tries to be a better person for MC especially (and for cats). 

Asmodeus: 

Someone to Stay – Vancouver Sleep Clinic Sort of goes hand in hand with the next one, but I think being the Avatar of Lust causes a lot of issues for him in that he is only seen as someone to sleep with and nothing more and I head cannon that he craves more than that. (Honestly, you can see multiple instances where it’s clear he does)  Someone to You – Banners  S&M – Rihanna  I can just see him loving Rihanna. Breakin’ Dishes – Rihanna 

Beelzebub: 

Alice – Peggy  The View Between Villages – Noah Kahan I think he finds it difficult and upsetting in seeing the differences between the Devildom and the Celestial Realm. I think it hurts him in a way to think about life before the fall and doesn’t feel worthy of his previous home.  Try – P!nk  Viva La Vida – Coldplay 

Belphegor: 

Northern Attitude – Noah Kahan Except his “northern attitude” is just murder… and he tries to do so multiple times.  Fight or Flight – Conan Gray I think he would rather die than to cry in front of people. He seems emotionally constipated (and makes it other people’s problems).   

Diavolo:  

S.O.S – Jonas Brothers  The One That Got Away – Katy Perry  City is Ours – Big Time Rush I mean he is the ruler of the Devildom. 

Barbatos: 

No body, no crime – Taylor Swift Ft. HAIM If you called him for help he’d have one question… why didn’t you ask him sooner?  Jackie and Wilson – Hozier  House of the Rising Sun – The Animals He just gives old New Orleans vibes… I can’t explain it. He also just gives the vibe of this song, maybe not the lyrics (depending on your head cannons), but definitely the instrumental part.

Simeon: 

Ophelia – The Lumineers  Breakeven – The Script After the war and all, I think he really wished that life would go back to normal, but it didn’t. I think he struggles with a sort of guilt from being on a side away from those he considers brothers, no matter what the war was about. I think he wants his family back and he doesn’t know how to and he feels overwhelmed and like he is drowning in guilt.  Waiting for Superman – Daughtry  Mind over Matter – Young the Giant 

Solomon: 

Bad Omens – 5 Seconds of Summer He stays and helps MC through it all, despite there being times, something he even admits to, of MC leaving him. MC could choose him sometimes, but Solomon would choose them every single time. Unknown/Nth – Hozier Solomon is pretty much a lonely sorcerer and the only one fighting for the human realm a majority of the time. When MC comes along and (depending on y’alls choices) hint at being willing to help protect the realm, he probably feels a weight lift off his shoulders, while another one is placed on his shoulders.  Black and White – Niall Horan  Work Song – Hozier I don’t think anything could stop him from being there for MC. I mean, a timeline sure as hell didn’t. 

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Rides I think the Obey Me! Characters would dislike

Tw: motion sickness is mentioned

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Mammon: Manta at Sea World Orlando

I think his voice box would be definitely strained afterwards from screaming. Definitely don’t think he’d enjoy the whole like laying parallel to the ground part. He seems like the friend who would pretend to not be scared of a ride, while actually being terrified and at the end of the day has no voice from how loud he was screaming. 

Lucifer: Tower of Terror 

I can’t explain it, but he gives me the vibes of someone who has definitely freaked out about getting trapped in an elevator, but he plays it off because of his pride so he would never let anyone know that the ride spooks him. He’s also a 1000% someone who’d go on the People-mover all day, which is definitely a mood sometimes. 

Leviathan: Thunderbolt at Kennywood

It legit causes someone to pretty much sit on someone else’s lap. I think he’d be freaked out by that. If he rode it with the MC, instant nosebleed. I think he’d prefer to play the games or do rides where he’s not sitting directly against someone. 

Asmodeus: A Bug’s Life at Disney World 

The seats make it feel like bugs crawl on you. I think he’d hate that. Plus, you watch like a little Bug’s Life performance thing and it’s freaky (I also hated this attraction as a kid). 

Satan: It’s a Small World at Disney 

Somehow, he would get stuck in there. The ride would then be closed for the next five years because of how angry he’d get about the song. It would be entertaining though for MC if they’re chaotic. 

Beelzebub: Mission: Space at Disney World 

This ride is motion sickness devildom (lol see what I did there). He gives the vibes of the family member who has to sit in the front seat or next to a window because he gets really bad motion sickness and feels guilty the entire time. 

Belphegor: Black Widow at Kennywood 

I don’t think he’d vibe with the swinging and the spinning. I think he’d get really dizzy and annoyed by it. Especially because it’s longer than it needs to be. He also seems like the type to get headaches from rides that spin too much. 

Diavolo: Raptor at Cedar Point

This man is beefy. Truly I don’t think he’d like rides that have over the shoulder harnesses because they squish him. I think if you asked though, he’d still go with you on any rides because you asked. Also, I feel like if you’re plus size/chubby and nervous about fitting on a ride, he would 1000% make it seem like he was the problem if you don’t fit on the ride. He is a 100/10 character to go to a theme park with. 

Barbatos: Exterminator at Kennywood 

This is the entire reason I thought of this idea. I love this ride, but Exterminator with it’s OG theming (pre-making an express lane when it had good theming) would have freaked Barbatos out because it’s all about rats taking over a city. Like the whole ride is rat themed and you’re in a car that looks like a rat “trying” to escape exterminators. 

Simeon: Pipeline at Sea World Orlando

I think he’d dislike the whole standing while on a rollercoaster. I think he’d just dislike Sea World in general because of the ethical issues with it. I feel like his least favorite part would be getting off the ride and his legs being all shaky because of it. 

Luke: Seven Dwarfs Mine Train at Disney World 

I think it would mostly be the jokes the brothers would make at his expense in line. 

Solomon: Invertigo at King’s Island 

I think he’d hate the possibility of going backwards on a rollercoaster. I think he’d also hate rides like the Music Express at Kennywood or Matterhorn at Cedar Point because it only goes in a circle. 

Mephisto: All of them

He just gives those vibes. I’m sorry he just does to me. I feel like he would be one of those people who are there for the vibes, probably go on a couple of the chiller rides like the Merry-Go-Rounds or join Lucifer on the People Mover (which would be amusing to watch). 

Thirteen: None 

A 10/10 character to go to a theme park with if you want a ride buddy, she’ll go on everything with you. 

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Kento Nanami x f!reader - Happy House

Fluff; Reader is referred to as a mother-figure and called mom

Part 2 here!

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I heard the door open, my heart filling with joy as I turned running to the door. “Ken!” I shouted, giggling as I ran over, his arms catching me with little struggle as our lips met for a quick kiss. I looked up at him, my lips pulled into a large smile. “You’re home.” I whispered. He nodded his head, a gentle smile on his lips. 

“I am, my love.” He whispered back. I looked seeing a pink haired boy, Yuji Itadori. I knew of him. “This is Yuji Itadori. Gojo is keeping him hidden from the higher ups and the school right now. I figured you wouldn’t mind if he came home for dinner.” I nodded my head. 

“He’s more than welcome!” I said, smiling at Yuji. “Hello Itadori, I’m (name).” I said, ushering him into the apartment. “Ken rarely brings students over.” I said, turning and grabbing plates. Kento taking them to set the table. 

“Thank you for letting me stay!” He said cheerfully. I nodded my head. 

“Of course, sweetie.” I said, waving my hand. “I made Katsudon, that’s okay with you right? I can make you something else if you’d prefer?” I asked. He shook his head. I nodded. “Wonderful! So how long have you been at Jujutsu High?” 

“I started not long ago, but then I got killed. Gojo and Nanamin have been teaching me Jujutsu.” He said. I looked at him worried with how okay with it he seemed. I looked to Kento who shook his head. I smiled at Yuji. 

“Isn’t Jujutsu weird? I feel like I had so many weird different days.” I said, trying to differ the conversation. I turned grabbing the items for dinner, Yuji helping me bring it to the table. 

“You were a sorcerer?” He asked. I nodded my head. 

“Technically I still am. The higher ups don’t tend to send me out.” I said, shrugging. 

“What’s your technique?” He asked. 

“I have two, they’re called the Soul and the Mind Techniques.” I said, sitting down next to Kento, Yuji sitting on the other side. He tilted his head. I motioned for him to help himself, the boy quickly plating his food. “I can control souls and minds of people and curses.” I explained. He looked up surprised. 

“What? So you’re a special grade, right?” He asked. I nodded my head, giving him a polite smile. 

“I am yes. However, I am currently out of commission due to the higher-ups suspending me from missions.” I said. He looked at me confused. I shrugged. “I accidentally may have nearly killed a higher-up who went on the mission with me.” Kento sighing.

“Love, you threw him into a brick wall.” 

“He should have stopped his body from hitting the wall.” I said, Yuji stifling a laugh. The three of us moving into a casual conversation about their day. 

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I smiled at the pink-haired boy as I stepped into the room. His friends were making him hold a picture frame around his face. “You really shouldn’t have gone with Gojo’s idea, sweetie.” I said, everyone turning to me. The second years cheering my name, while Megumi explained who I was to Nobara. 

“It sounded like a good idea.” He mumbled. I giggled, shaking my head. I looked around the room. 

“Well, either way, you all better win. I have a bet going with Utahime.” I said, smiling. “Don’t tell my husband though.” The group nodding their heads. I looked to Yuji. “Is everything going well?” I asked him. He nodded his head, smiling at me as he stood up. I nodded my head. “Good, I’ll see you later. Be sure to win!” I said, he nodded his head again. 

“I’ve got this!” He said. I giggled, saying goodbye to everyone and heading to the viewing room. Gojo walking in step with me. 

“So how’s the happy couple?” He teased. I laughed, shaking my head. 

“We’re good.” I said, looking up at him. “How are you doing?” He shrugged. I frowned. “Please let me know if you need anything Gojo.” He looked down at me, before nodding. 

“Of course (name)-chan! You’re the only one who’s strong enough to fight me on a daily basis!” He cheered. I smiled at him shaking my head. 

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The knock resounded on the door. Ken looking at it confused as I laughed, hopping up. I walked over opening it up. “Yuji!” I cheered, pulling the boy in for a hug. The boy accepting it quickly. 

“Itadori, is everything okay?” Ken asked. He nodded. 

“(Nickname) invited me to dinner!” He said, smiling up at Kento. Ken’s eyes changing slightly, a warm look in them as he nodded his head. 

“Come on in.” I said, ushering Yuji in. The boy excitedly walking into the home, sitting on the couch, excitedly talking to Kento, who nodded his head, patiently listening. I leaned my head on my hand as I admired how he treated the boy. The three of us eventually moving to the table as the boy continued to talk to us, clearly feeling comfortable in the apartment. He eventually stood next to me helping me clean the dishes as Kento put them away. 

“How is Todo?” I said jokingly. He laughed, shrugging. “So Yuji, is there anyone special in your life?” I asked. He shook his head. “Really?” I asked, the boy blushing as he scratched the back of his head. “Oh come on, Yuji, you can always tell me.” I said, giggling. 

“Mommm.” He said, dragging out the last syllable, when the three of us all paused, silence filling the air. My eyes widening as my heart filled with pride. He sees me as his mom? He sees me as his mom! My hands shaking with nerves and excitement.

“D-do you see me as a mother-figure?” I asked him, a smile stretching onto my face. His face turning red as he nodded, happy tears filling my eyes. My stomach twisting with joy. “Ken! Yuji sees me as a mother-figure.” I said, excitedly pulling Yuji into a hug as he let out a laugh, hugging me back. He sees me as his mom! I hugged him tighter, my body feeling warm and happy at that revelation. His arms tightly holding me, as if scared this was a dream. Ken smiling in the reflection of the microwave. I waited until the boy pulled away, a smile on his face. His eyes showing happiness and relief. Mine showing joy and Ken's showing a certain warmth while looking at the two of us. My family may be considered weird, but I couldn't ask for anything different... I would never want it any different.

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

When you love somebody - Satoru Gojo x reader

Angst, sort of NSFW, used the song Bad Omens by 5 Seconds of Summer as inspiration, there is some swearing

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I opened the door to see the white-haired man standing there. A grin on his face as he looked at me. I smiled back, gently pulling him into the apartment. The two of us moving to the couch. Gojo laying on my chest as he rambled on about his day. The whole feeling being overtly domestic. A tv show on in the background, the two of us quietly talking to each other. Talking about everything and nothing at the same time. It was a domestic bliss that chipped through my walls, allowed the blue-eyed beauty to wiggle into my heart and stay in my mind as a constant. I craved the domesticity he brought for the first thirty minutes. I couldn’t be that lucky though. I could never be lucky to have that domesticity for longer. It only took around thirty minutes for us to move to my bad, before he would eventually leave after receiving a text from someone else. Suguru Geto. His best friend since he was in high school, although he never said it, it was clear that they were more than best friends. They just didn’t seem to label it. I could see how much he loved Geto from his lock screen. He never smiled like that at anyone else. He never smiled like that with me. I could never be a match for the dark-haired man. I was never going to be Suguru Geto and I couldn’t stop myself from clutching onto the crumbs of Satoru Gojo that I received. It would constantly repeat. 

“Let me make you feel good, gorgeous.” Blue eyes leading me to my sheets. Sweaty bodies pressing against each other, his moans bouncing off the walls, my cries of his name. A couple minutes of silence, where he looked at me like I pulled the stars from the sky and gifted them to him. I would have. If he asked, I would fight every higher being to give him what he wanted. It didn’t matter how weak I was as a person; I would find a way to make it possible for him to have whatever he wanted. Especially when his eyes looked at me like that. Then the buzz of his phone. His body turning to it, his eyes changing. The man looking to me, like I was just a quick fuck, and then he would look away. He’d quickly grab his clothes and he was gone, taking my heart with him. Tears filling my eyes as our eyes met as he closed my apartment door. My heart always being pulled from my chest as he left for Geto. 

A knock on the door, a pull to the bedroom, a hopeful moment, and then heartbreak. I couldn’t leave though. I couldn’t put a stop to the loop. I couldn’t break the cycle. Not when I loved him so much and he loved someone else. I wasn’t stupid. I could never compete and yet, I never found myself saying no. I could never say no to him. I loved him too much and, well, he didn’t love me at all. 

Part 2

[ghostie-in-wonderland]

Wait for Me - Cyno x Reader

Cyno x reader based off Orpheus and Eurydice. Definitely was playing Wait for Me from Hadestown on repeat while writing this.

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Cyno nodded his head, listening to the god’s condition to get his love back. The god moving out of the way. He needed to get through the desert to get them back. The moment they got to the forest, they’d be free. He started his walk, unable to hear whether they followed. His heart clenching every minute that they weren't in his sight. He kept moving, despite the audible mocking from the spirits around him. Other voices supporting his movement towards the forest. He needed to get to the end. The sun beating down from above. His vermillion eyes staying on the horizon. His mind having to fight his instinct to turn to them, to check on them. The sun setting in succession of his steps. It must have been two weeks when he heard them. He kept moving through sandstorms, inexplicable heat, and the beating sun. He kept going despite the sharp pain of the sand rubbing against his skin. The burning of hot sand on his feet. The searing of sun burns on his skin as he walked. His eyes staying forward as he walked. Determination in every step, while worry bubbled in his stomach, festering like the worst of illnesses. Their voice calling out to him, begging him to wait for them, to turn back to them, to stop ignoring them. He struggled against himself, knowing the consequences if he failed. His feet feeling heavier with every step. Their cries breaking his mental walls, his heart shattering more and more with every step. The journey slowing down as he had to fight with his heart and his instinct, to turn to them and to hold them. His mind knowing it was far too soon. His eyes staying ahead of him. Their voice continuing to follow him, and while he was breaking because of their pleading. He knew at least this way that they were behind him. His determination growing with every plead, beg, and cry of their's that reached his ears. His need to reach the end of the desert growing stronger with each step, with each second. 

His ears staying focused in on the calls from them. Until they stopped. His feet not letting him move any more as their voice disappeared. Every cell in his body, every piece of his soul, every beat of his heart tells him to turn, to check on them. If I turn around, they won’t ever get to leave was all that could be repeated in his head. He forced his feet to keep going. His fingers shifting on his polearm. He heard a loud crash, his body about to turn around, when he forced himself to stop. His eyes shutting tightly. It has to be okay. They’ll be okay. They’ll be okay. His mind having to go to war with his body as he kept walking forward, opening his eyes again. His heart racing harder despite the exhaustive walk. His heart crying to look at them, to just confirm that they were alright. 

He kept going, the silence carving apart his brain with worry. He could feel his mind losing the war against his instinct. Losing against his soul. Losing against his need to see them. He had to keep walking; he was so close. It had been another two weeks. He could see the forest ahead. The trees sprouting in the distance. It was only so much further. He could do it. He could save them. He had to save them. Their voice came back, crying out for him. Their voice crying for him to wait for them. He kept his eyes forward, trying to fight it. He was nearly there, maybe another two hours. It’s two more hours, only two more hours. It’ll be two long hours. Their voice crying out for him, his feet struggling to step forward each time. He was nearly there; it was maybe another mile. The need to look back at them growing stronger with each step. Their voice getting cut off mid-cry of his name. Worry rushing into his mind. His body turning to check on them, his natural instinct overthrowing his mental toughness. Their eyes connecting with his vermillion eyes, a smile coming to both of their faces. His smile dropping as he realized his mistake. “NO!” He shouted, rushing towards them, their figure crumbling into dust. Tears flooding his eyes as he realized that he would never get to see them again because of his mistake. They were forever gone.