ghostingal0ng
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🔅 ghost/22/he/him 🔅 height:5'5 🔅 sw:155 🔅 cw:120.4 / bmi:20 🔅 gw:115
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The only thing I can control so far is my 3d and I don't even do that right.
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starving myself for a man even though i know if i lose any more weight he'll think im even uglier than he does already
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sometimes i wonder how much of it is just stuff im making up in my head bc i hate myself and how much of it is just that hes literally not affectionate at all and never wants to be with me longer than a week at a time and never touches me on purpose and never compliments me or shows hes attracted to me
#actually the only time he talks abt my physical appearance is to make fun of me or say how good i would look if i looked. different.#im wondering why im in a relationship when i havent felt loved in months
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just tried to purge for the first time in years. in a fucking dunkin bathroom . why dont i just kill myself
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st4rving to look pretty? nah.
st4rving to look masc? yes.
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this has been the worst 3 days of my life and i felt like complete shit but i lost 4 pounds so its fine . its all worth it u guys
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unpopular opinion but i LOVE romanticising my ed
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"nice effort" BITCH . whatever . woke up so sick & broke my fast with 2 eggs and then went back to bed. feel way better now
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i wonder if i should start doing my journal entries again or if thats just like. fully admitting im relapsing & i dont want to do that lol . #denial
im 24 hrs in to a fast rn & i feel like shit ✌️ but also was on my feet all day at work & didnt drink any fucking water 😭
#i think i have to stop fasting at work i do such a shitty fucking job#we got out so late tn#and i fucked up a lot#ghost.journals#w/e im finally going to bed
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“We will reach our gw this month” GIRL WE BEEN SAYING THIS EVERY MONTH PLS😭
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I really want to eat nutella right now .. I might just throw it away T-T
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starving myself to get hot ❌❌❌
starving myself to never have a period again ✅✅✅
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wish my bf loved me lol
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