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A dagger, a dagger, Please fetch me a dagger

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wolf and pup

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hi all!

it's been a hot minute since i made a post like this & i was hoping i wouldn't have to again. however. sometimes. Circumstances.....

many of you know i spent all of june sick with a mysterious non-COVID respiratory bug. on account of how i complained incessantly about it.

during that time, my partner justice very kindly took over my share of the usual household expenses so i could rest and recover. this meant draining a lot of savings and getting pretty behind where we should be financially.

we were on track to catch up this month! i've been working a lot & feeling much better.

however. justice has just come down with very symptomatic COVID.

she's safe (albeit miserable) and isolating in our living room. everyone else in the house has tested negative & has no symptoms. but there are four of us living in a small two-bedroom apartment, so the chances of us all getting sick are..... pretty high.

we are all trying Very Hard not to get sick! but We'll See, I Guess .

i have medicaid and a good doctor if i do get COVID, so no worries there. my SNAP also just refilled for the month, so i have about $300 to spend on groceries. which is good bc our cupboards are super bare.

but if anybody has any spare change they can toss our way, i'll put it toward bills + delivery fees if we have groceries delivered + whatever other illness-related expenses we incur. ESPECIALLY resting if i get sick. (i am the most at-risk person in the household because my immune system is Not Great.)

this is not a financial emergency with immediate looming consequences, so Please do not feel obligated. i'm just kind of at my wits' end and so i figured i'd ask for help, preemptively.

paypal: paypal.me/kitkatmkath

venmo: @Katherine-MacEachern

kofi: https://ko-fi.com/elliptical

financial woes aside, i am Unbelievably Grateful for how kind and enthusiastic you guys are, and also how patient you are with me when i'm spending weeks complaining about illness, LMAO. thank you all for being here.

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violet by hole is stuck in my head for some reason. it's violet by hole wednesday i suppose.

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i ate dinner. i am going to shower. i am going to take at least 1/3 of my ev notes. and then i am going to sleep at like 7:30pm.

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2015? that wasnt even that long ago. it was only... [doing the math] ohhh. ohhh..... oh dear...

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HI hello does anyone have. dollars. elden ring is on sale for $35 and i wanna get it so i can play with my bestie :(

im only half joking tbh

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by Chantal Jahchan

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i cant actually let myself think there might be a pie in this bush because if i do i start to feel sick and woozy and nauseous and i might pass away. Bbut what if.

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the thing about astarion is that i do think that he is COMICALLY his own worst enemy but i also recognize that the reason for that is that he hit a sharp genre shift at 100000 mph. one second you're the hot and kinda tragic but expendable minion of a d&d boss and the next you're the romancable companion in the party. this little man was built to have his lore discovered in a notebook while looting his corpse after you've killed cazador and all the sudden everyone's like hey astarion. do you want to sit by the fire and tell us about yourself :) we all like you and want you happy :) and he's like what the fuuuuck. what the fuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkk????

however i do still find him funny about it, sorry man

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Kim's line here means so much more when you remember that the "kerfuffle" is what killed his parents

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everyone should get one "blow up your friend's dogass boyfriend with your mind" psychokinetic power allowance per lifetime

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my chemical romance save me my chemical romance

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EVERYBODY PANIC

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psychiatrist is overbooking herself so she can squeeze me in tmrw instead of making me wait for three weeks. thank you……

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therapy today is gonna be fun lmao.

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like. i can’t even bring myself to sit up. i’m laying here in a completely unsustainable pile of limbs and blankets and pillows so i can be horizontal and still Kinda use my laptop to start on work. because even sitting up sounds fucking exhausting.