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Genuinely insane how much I want to off myself like good fucking lord every single day all my energy and effort goes into forcing myself not to hurt myself
#negative dont fucking read my tags I'm just putting my thoughts somewhere instead of on myself#also do not 'you can always talk to me' please i appreciate it but that's not gonna help me at all it'll just frustrate me more#it doesnt help me nor makes me feel better at all. i don't want to talk talking doesnt help. i have no energy to talk to anyone#txt#I'm so tired I need to find a way to disappear without leaving anything behind I'm tired and miserable#It's been like 20 years of waiting for things to get better and forcing myself to keep going but it never does and never will!!!!!!!#No good future for me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exhausted I'm trapped and can't get out and there's no fucking point I'm so tired good fucking lord#whatever#They need to find a way to make me disappear forever on the spot#whateverrrrrrrrr
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No sé cómo decir esto pero como no tengo futuro por ser quien soy y jamás voy a poder salir de aquí creo que pronto voy a desaparecer so whatever
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they don’t tell you this, but loneliness is a knife that keeps finding you in the form of watching a father spend time with his kid, your friend laughing louder with someone else and standing in front of a grave that you should be the one in.
#Like I accepted my life was going to be lonely from an incredibly young age but fuck when you think you might've found someone#who cares you end up being left after they find someone better / more entertaining so it's like ohhhhh right i forgor#I just need to know why I'm not good enough to care about or make an effort for yknow like damn. like to ask someone#not even in a self-pity kind of way just in a research kind of way. like what about me is so different like#what about me is so forgettable/unlikable even when I put so much work and effort#this is not a vent this is just me typing this in a very neutral tone as i've said I have accepted it lmao
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@ryebreadgf / The Truth About Grief, Fortesa Latifi / bone deep, m.v.e / Sidewalk, Richard Silken / @fridayiminlovemp3 / 60 hours, m.v.e / @itsblackleader / Salt, Nayyirah Waheed / @heavensghost
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please will someone save me. haha im just kidding. please can i be saved
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i love illegal immigration like yes bitch get in here
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How do you apologize for something you haven't done
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Putting all my eggs in one basket, pretending I can't see the all issues with it, acting like its lack of any support and structure isn't gonna fuck me up. Just because I can't help but be incredibly attached to that basket and really hope it'll work somehow
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It just feels so nice to paint
I hate when I make the very hard choice to pay for something out of desperation and it turns out it is very nice, pisses me off
#txt#I like csp a lot I just rarely use it unless absolutely necessary bc sitting on my computer on the display tablet just wrecks my#entire arm. it obliterates my joints completely i don't know why#the tablet is also kinda dying so it adds extra frustration#so having it on the ipad is so convenient......but i haaaaate subscriptions bc I can use it daily for a week and then forget for 4 months#and i feel stupid for having wasted the money#this is the one painting i wanted to finish and why i paid for a month of it so hopefully i finish it asap and dont get too attached to csp#garbanzos#anyway this painting has gone through soooo much bc i cant sit down and finish it. running out of time so its gonna be rough
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Think smarter not harder
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at the club fully sober, googling 'best age to kms' on my phone
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Support my new side gig of being an online tarot reader who just says bullshit
#txt#5 bucks and i’ll give u a reading aka i pull out a card and bullshit whatever based on what it is#[i have little to no knowledge of tarot]#mi cara#anyway for this one if you’re in a relationship you’re dumping their ugly stinky ass and starting anew and happier#if youre not you’re gonna get uhh a different job or career path#good luck
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i will defend every nonamerican who doesnt know shit about the geography of the country because they hear about us too much anyways. you are not only allowed but encouraged to get everything wrong.
#why would anyone care about the geography of a country they dont live/plan to live in nor plan to visit#like usamericans get so sassy when you get anything wrong about their country but then its like you’ve known me for years and you cant even#name the city/state i live in nor the one i grew up in so ?#us foreginers are always held at higher standards and expected to know a lot more than you do about us#and if we lack that knowledge we’re seen as stupid#sorry like the post is not that deep but trhe topic is
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