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Where The Tides Reside - Epilogue

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This is the final chapter of this novel. Thank you for reading this far.

This chapter is written in Juancho’s POV.

Growing up in a family where reputation and success were very important, I was molded as the best successor my father could ever have. He did the same with my two brothers, but he was gravely disappointed with them.

When he saw how great potential I had and how much of an asset I could be for him, he focused all the pressure on me. But as young as I was, I always wanted to make them proud and happy, so what he did seemed trivial to me. As my parents loved me a lot for those reasons, my brothers hated me even more.

"New bruises again? Why don't you just tell your parents the truth that your siblings are mistreating you?"

That was Mikee. We were high school friends. We were both members of the council. I was the President, and he was my Vice President. At first, I didn't want to have friends in my life because, for me, studying and being at the top were the only important things. But Mikee's different.

"Mik, I'm fine. Don't worry," was my worn-out reply to him.

We were still together until college. We were so close that he even came out to me before his family. Of course, I was shocked. But he was my friend, and I accepted everything about him. He introduced his first boyfriend named Kalix to me. I could see that Mikee was so smitten with the guy, but he's a bastard. Mikee and I argued many times because of him, but as they say, love is really blind, huh?

My anger towards his man grew into something different. I got nervous because that shouldn't be happening. I became jealous of Mikee's affection for his man because I felt like he was drifting away from me. Confused and worried, I temporarily distanced myself from Mikee. It so happened that I had a project in Montalban Island, so I saw that as a chance to find answers to what I wanted to do with Mikee.

Until I met a gay man named Wayo.

The first time I saw Wayo, he was gliding and seductively dancing in the middle of the stage. I couldn't take my eyes off him. I bet he saw my gaze, but I still didn't look away. I even felt like I forgot to breathe. He was very beautiful while doing his pole dance. It was as if he truly loved what he was doing.

I asked for his help, but the truth was, I was really drawn to him. I know we agreed that we shouldn't fall in love with each other, and I also knew to myself back then that I loved Mikee, but as days passed by, being with Wayo was my happiest. I experienced so many first times with him. I felt so free with him. I felt like when I was with him, I could rest from everything.

I fell in love with him, but things became messy that I didn't have a chance to tell him.

"It doesn't matter if you see me as a disappointment now or I disappointed you. I already found something precious I'm willing to throw everything just to have." I bravely looked into my father's angry eyes. "Save your surname for yourself."

I looked for the last time at what I had called my family my whole life. A family that saw me as nothing but a trophy and money. I don't want to be chained to those titles anymore; now, I will follow what I want.

And today's that very day.

I've already seen my fair share of beautiful things in my life. Like the toy robot I couldn't stop looking at when I was little. The flowers in our garden while I was catching butterflies. The different sceneries of the different countries I had gone to. But today, I didn't know something could surpass the word beautiful itself. It brought tears to my eyes and searing happiness to my heart.

I am content because in just a few steps, he will be mine forever.

"Oh, they're all so cute, babe!" Wayo loudly exclaimed beside me, hitting my arm.

I smiled, staring at him. He really looked happy seeing babies around. We're at an orphanage today because we finally decided to adopt. Our plan was after one year after we got married, but someone came to Vizcara that made him envious. Now, 8 months after we got married, we agreed on a baby.

"Everything's cute when you choose it."

He pouted, and I laughed after I saw his swollen lips. He's wearing a turtleneck now because his neck is covered in hickeys. Having Wayo as your partner, sex became so adventurous. And honestly, I learned so much from him. I have my own fair share of kinks, though.

"Heh! You're really good at flattery now, huh?" he said, squinting his eyes. "What do you want our firstborn to be, a baby girl or a baby boy?"

"We can have two right away." I shrugged.

"What are you saying!" He hit me again. "One at a time first, milk is expensive these days!"

I burst into laughter after he said that. In the end, we settled for a baby boy as our first kid. Wayo seemed like he fell in love at first sight with the baby. He had reddish, chubby cheeks, and he giggles a lot. A cute baby indeed.

"Baby Warence!" Wayo played with our baby boy when we were already in the car.

I chuckled. He named our baby Warence from his Warren and from my Maxence.

"Looks like he loves you, too," I commented.

"Aw! Baby Six has a playmate now! Vizcara will get even noisier."

I stared at Wayo, and as usual, I'm so thankful that he was brought to me. I feel like I'm falling harder for him every day.

"I love you, Wayo," I heartily said.

He looked at me. His smile faded, and his eyes welled up. A moment later, his lips trembled before he smiled again, sweeter than before.

"You always surprise me with things like that..." He sniffed. "I love you too, my JM."

And as I could hear the crashing waves in the distance, could smell the salty sea from the shore, I knew instantly, we're home.

Home to the place where our tides reside.

Forever and ever.

END

Translator’s Notes

LGBT people in the Philippines are allowed to adopt children after passing certain assessments, but they’re unable to jointly adopt a child together with their partner.

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Where The Tides Reside - Chapter 40

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With my eyes closed, I could still see the scene that shattered my life. My family discriminated and disowned me just because I am gay. So, with my wounded heart, I strongly turned my back on them, even though I couldn't accept that my own family had trampled on my being.

I thought it was the end for me then. I thought no one would accept me, that I had nowhere to go. Not until my light and my savior came and reached for my hand. That was Mama Jessie.

Mama Jessie was the one who brought me to her place called Vizcara. In Vizcara, I was reborn into who I truly am. A true home and family that accepted and sheltered me. Little by little, I picked up my shattered self again.

Gliding my body at the highest peak, I was called the number one performer of Vizcara, renowned among our LGBT+ customers. And in one of my heated moments, my eyes met the most gorgeous man I had ever laid my eyes on. I even asked myself back then what a man like him was doing in Vizcara.

My question was answered when the man asked for me. He said he's called JM. I was startled when he presented an agreement to me. I was nervous, but above all, excited. Who wouldn't be? To be the fake boyfriend of this incredibly handsome man, would I refuse this once-in-a-lifetime experience, right?

So, I agreed. Only to discover that he's the great Juancho Maxence Verde Grande. The youngest and one of the heirs of the Verde Grande estate. Imagine my horror? I was dealing with that high caliber of a man! And to know this same man was also confused with his sexuality. I almost backed out of our deal, but deep in my heart, I had a feeling that I didn't want to leave him. I saw myself in him, but beyond that, there's another feeling.

I fell in love with him. Yes, I fell in love with Juancho Maxence Verde Grande. But what could I do? His heart already belonged to someone else. The reason why he made the deal with me. He's in love with his best friend: Mikee.

I already experienced heartbreak way back, but it felt like with JM, I felt it for the first time again. I was a mess. Carrying the bitterness of a past I still couldn't escape and the pain of being disappointed in love again, I was definitely a mess. I fought for it somehow, but he already chose Mikee before my eyes.

The most painful part was when a scandal broke out between them. I was accused. The problem with Mommy's hospitalization added to it, so everything piled up on me. I just wanted to disappear at that time to escape the pain. My past that's haunting me and my present that's torturing me.

I left the island, the Vizcara that I loved so much. I did it to go to Mommy and check on her condition. I found a work there, and unexpectedly, JM and I met again! No, he intentionally followed me. I thought he was there to scold me, so I braced myself, but something else happened.

Instead of scolding, I received an admission. JM cleared the misunderstanding caused by Mikee between us. His brother and Mikee were behind their scandal. That bitch. Also, JM helped me to get over my past. With him, I faced my family again, who were the reason for my brokenness in the past. I made it so I would be able to become free. Free from pain, self-loathing, hatred, free from everything. And so I could be free to love the man who's calm like the silent ocean and brave like the crashing waves.

"Will you marry me?"

The question that echoed in my mind and etched in my heart. Pools of tears filled my eyes as he gently wiped them away. I smiled sweetly at him while he looked back at me, full of love.

Ah, I love him so much.

"Yes, I will marry you. Thank you, JM."

He shook his head.

"No. Thank you for coming into my life, Wayo."

Opening my eyes, I was welcomed with the blinding rays of the setting sun. At first, my eyes were still blurry, but once they adjusted, I clearly saw the people in front of me, people important in my life. They were all wearing white, and they were all waiting for me, smiling. I tightened my grip on the bouquet of flowers I was holding. The soft sound of a violin predominated the surroundings. That was my cue to take a step forward.

There weren't many people here today, but that wasn't important. I believed that the whole world didn't need to see and know about the happy event in my life. It was enough that the people who were happy to see me win in life and who were genuinely happy for me were present.

I saw Tenten and Teyang, who started crying even before me. They gestured at what I was wearing, and I laughed because it seemed like they were crying more about the money they spent on my outfit. They offered anyway, so I indulged them.

Next, I looked at Mama Jessie, who was subtly hiding his tears. The island's light glistened on Mama, and it enhanced his inherent beauty. Mama Jessie was also my light and always will be.

I looked to the other side, and the first thing I immediately saw was Mommy in a wheelchair. I smoothly smiled as she tried so hard not to cry too much. I knew it was bad for her condition. Behind her was my brother, holding her wheelchair, and beside her was my sister, assisting Daddy. I thought that perhaps, if I hadn't freed myself from the past and hadn't faced them, I wouldn't be here now and happy. Even though what happened in the past was incredibly painful, we still found forgiveness and change in our hearts.

And all of that wouldn't have been possible without the man standing at the very end. Wearing all white, which really suited him and made him even more handsome, I can say I'm incredibly lucky. He was the reason for my happiness, for me to forgive my past, and he was the one who helped me move forward. And from today onwards, I will be with him forever through all the challenges we will face together. I'm not afraid anymore because he'll be there with me.

After 5 months of being boyfriends, a year of being fiancés, here we are now. I'm walking my way to him as JM waits for me for us to be wed forever.

He smiled at me, even though I could see he was nervous. He wiped his tears away, and that's when I teared up. Even though he has no friends or family here to witness this beautiful moment, he assured me that the two of us are enough for him.

God, I really love him.

Thank you for bringing me such a man into my life. He's perfect.

And today, I am marrying that man on this very island.

The man who accepted my everything, and I, too, accepted his.

I vow that until I leave this world, he and only he is the one I will love.

Translator’s Notes

While they’re happy during the wedding, same-sex marriage isn’t legal in the Philippines, making it all but just a ceremony. (But this is fiction, so we can always choose to imagine the country recognizing them.)

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Where The Tides Reside - Chapter 39

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Gliding my body to the familiar texture of the pole, my whole body almost trembled as I felt again the sensation I hadn't felt in a long time. Every move was sensual, matching the sensual song. Everyone was looking up at me, and I'd be a hypocrite if I said I didn't miss the echo of my name all around.

"Still got it, Wayo!"

"We thought you weren't coming back!"

"Wayo's moves are truly something else!"

I grinned to myself, feeling even more energized. My tight, black one-piece gleamed in the dim light. Of course, my smooth skin, now glistening with sweat, was even more radiant than the stage lights. Like me, I saw Mama Jessie, Tenten, and Teyang looking up at me as if seeing me back on stage made them happy.

As my feet touched the cold floor at the end of the song, I bowed gently to everyone. I walked closer to the front of the stage as they showered me with their tips. I grinned. Looks like I'll have a lot of tips tonight.

"Wow, girl! You still got it. It would have been better if you didn't come back; Tenten and I could have still hooked up with some hotties. Now that you're back, the spotlight's on you again," Tenten immediately grumbled as I stepped off the stage.

I immediately grabbed a clean robe to cover my body. I also got a clean towel and wiped away my sweat.

"You know, girls, even when I'm not here, your tips are still slow. Yeah, guys will approach you, but they really just don't have a choice," I said arrogantly.

"Oh, ungrateful! Bragging now! Is that the effect of being watered?" Tenten said, and I laughed.

"That's enough, that's enough. Get dressed, Wayo. You're going home early today, right?" Mama Jessie said, and I immediately panicked when she mentioned it.

"Shoot, that's right! My mister might be waiting for me. Well, for you unwatered ones, I'm off."

The gays just gestured dismissively and rolled their eyes at me, making me laugh at them again.

It feels like only yesterday all of this happened. Almost half a year has passed. But if you're asking if JM and I are still together? Of course! Going strong, folks! I even feel like sooner or later he'll propose, even if we haven't been together for a year. He's head over heels for me; he waters me every night. Be jealous, y’all.

Anyway, I stopped by a shop first because I needed to buy a gift. Today's a very important day. It's our 5th monthsary. In the short time we've been together, JM has proven and shown me how sincere he is with me. Of course, I had doubts at first. I was traumatized by Richard after all, and I wasn't even JM's first crush. But he assured me, and now I'm loving him more and more each day. No more doubts.

I arrived at our own house - yes, you read that right, JM had our own balur built. We're not staying in a hotel anymore. You could say we're living together, so I get unlimited watering. Our house is simple because that's what I wanted. But it still has a touch of luxury because my fafa is a Verde Grande.

As for his work...I found out that JM had a major fight with his Dad because of that scandal setup against him, which was Mikee and JM’s brother's fault. JM was stripped of his control over their family business, but he didn't let go of the mall project here on the island because he said he really built the mall for himself, unbeknownst to his father.

His Dad has also learned the truth, but JM hasn't gone home yet to face him. I'm not forcing him because I don't want him to feel suffocated. I should be an understanding and supportive partner, right?

"Has he arrived home yet? Shoot, I'm a bit late coming home," I annoyedly muttered to myself as I hurried my walk.

I should get there before him so I can surprise him, right? That's how it always is every monthsary, and then he just waters me. Bam! Oh, Ms. India has nothing on me. The crown is mine. Just kidding.

When I arrived at our house, I breathed a sigh of relief because it looked like he wasn't there yet. His car wasn't outside, anyway. So, carrying the cake and his gift, I quickly went inside. But then I was the one surprised!

As soon as I entered our home, the balloons on the ceiling immediately caught my attention. I almost dropped what I was holding out of awe. My jaw dropped. The floor was covered with petals. The scent of roses exploded around me. Everything was so romantic.

"Like it?"

Teary-eyed, I looked at the man standing there in the living room. He was smiling at me, eyes sparkling with unconditional love. The man who had given me everything in such a short time. The man who made me incredibly happy. The man who holds my heart. The man I love so much.

"You surprised me! You didn't even give a hint you'd do something like this," I said, my voice hoarse, making him laugh.

He walked over to where I was standing and immediately enveloped me in his arms. I closed my eyes when I felt his lips touch my forehead.

"That wouldn't be a surprise anymore, babe."

I sniffled before resting my head on his chest. Ah, this is bad. I love him so much.

"You could've given a teaser, though. Before the D-day, for some thrill," I joked again.

I heard him chuckle. He slightly pulled away from the hug to cup my cheeks. His smile widened when he saw what I was carrying. Feeling giddy, huh?

He gave me a peck on my lips. I tried to follow up because it was too short. Annoying, he didn't kiss me properly.

"Calm down, babe. Later," he whispered suggestively. "First, put your hand in my jacket pocket."

I frowned and looked at him suspiciously. This JM, formerly a virgin, is now so lewd. I'm telling you folks, he's more professional than me now. He has a lot of kinks! Do you know that we once did it with me in a maid outfit and him in a suit and tie? That’s just one example!

"What kind of trick is this now?" I said suspiciously.

He laughed. "Just do it."

I still looked at him suspiciously but followed what he said. When I put my hand in his pocket, I immediately felt something! A very familiar box, and even though I hadn't seen it yet, just from the sweetness of JM's smile, I started to tear up. My heart pounded so much that I felt like my chest would burst.

It was a small box, and I was sure it contained a ring.

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Where The Tides Reside - Chapter 38

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My eyes were wide as I stared at the hotel floor where JM and I were now. I found out that this Presidential Suite was actually for him, for the duration of his stay on the island. I'm telling you, you gossipers, the front desk staff almost dropped their jaws and their eyes popped out earlier when they saw that I was with JM. Of course, I'm happy and proud, especially since we're officially together now. But now that we're in the same room, I'm so nervous and excited.

I mean, this is it, right?

"When was the last time I had sex? Shit, I'm probably still tight now, especially since Richard wasn't well-endowed and it's been years since I last got some," I whispered to myself.

I clutched the robe I was wearing tighter. I shouldn't be nervous! JM needs to see that I'm confident. After all, I'm the teacher, the one with more experience between us, so I should be leading later!

I turned towards the bathroom where he was showering, just as the door opened. I had showered there earlier too, and now that we were both done and only wearing robes, my heart almost jumped out of my chest. Of course, so he wouldn't notice my nervousness, I looked at him flirtatiously and smiled.

JM chuckled the moment he saw me sitting on the bed.

"Not nervous, are we?" he said, standing in front of me.

Rawr. He immediately presented his weapon to me, you guys. Just one flick of the robe, and it's straight to chupachups. Just kidding.

"Of course, between the two of us, I have more experience, Mr. Verde Grande. I am your first man, right?" I said confidently. "Besides, I'm sure you're tastier than Richard, so…ouch!"

I was startled when he suddenly pushed me down onto the bed and immediately climbed on top of me. He was like a tiger ready to devour me. I was dumbfounded, especially when his muscular chest peeked out. Oh my, my baby is so yummy.

"Richard?" He growled then bit my ear. "Whoever that guy is, I'll make sure to pleasure you tonight like it's your first time."

I covered my mouth, amused at his remark! Oh my, my man's confident, huh?

"Then, I'm looking forward to it," I said seductively, biting my lower lip.

JM leaned at me and without further ado, claimed my lips. At first, it was slow and passionate until it suddenly became hot and torrid. His tongue slid inside my mouth and I moaned as I melted at the feeling. This virgin's a good kisser! I am already aroused!

"You…are you really an amateur at this or secretly an expert?" I said teasingly, which he just laughed at softly.

He smirked. "You guess."

My breathing hitched when he started stripping my robe. A few more seconds and I was naked in front of him. I finally exposed my everything to this young Verde Grande. Never in my wildest dreams did I think this would happen.

"A-Ah... JM," I moaned his name when he started licking me all over.

He nibbled at my neck, my collarbones, down to my chest. When he found my peaks, my body arched at the sudden jolt I felt. I pulled at his hair.

"Hmm..." he hummed, satisfied with what he was doing to me.

When I saw him reach for something under the pillow and saw what it was, my eyes widened. Did he really prepare for this in advance? He had condoms and lube!

"Wow..." I said, amazed. "It's not obvious that you weren't ready to devour me, huh?"

JM chuckled. "I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of you."

He opened the lube and put some in his palm. I gripped both sides of the sheets, anticipating his every move. I wasn't a newbie to this, but my heart was still pounding like I was a complete virgin. Damn it.

"Ah!"

My toes curled and my body shivered when I felt his cold finger inside my mound. Just one finger and I almost came! Damn it! With Richard, he had such a hard time getting me hard!

"Does it hurt? Should I stop?" JM asked worriedly, stopping what he was doing to my mound.

"No, don't stop. It already feels good. Don't leave me hanging."

He laughed at what I said and continued what he was doing. From one finger, it became two, then three. I felt like my mound was so soft that his thing would just slide right in.

Of course, I wouldn't let it be just me. This was my chance to blow my baby JM's weapon, you know! And surprise, you guys! My Verde Grande is huge. His weapon almost slapped me when I let go!

"Ah, Wayo. I think I can't hold back anymore."

I was still enjoying pleasing him when he suddenly flipped me over, my friends! He put me on all fours! I felt him rub the tip of his hardness at my twitching entrance. I shivered with that.

"Enter me, baby," I urged unconsciously.

I heard JM's heartfelt laugh, but he slowly entered too. My jaw tightened and my grip on the bedsheet also tightened. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt his largeness slowly plowing inside me.

"You're so tight," he commented, which thrilled me.

"Like a complete virgin, right?" I replied breathlessly.

When he was fully in, I almost held my breath. It was painful but good, my friends! JM's dick is so big, my goodness. I felt like my knees would tremble when we finished.

I felt him kiss my nape and I could hear his heavy breathing. The room was no longer cold, it felt like a sauna from the heat of what we were doing.

"Can I move?" he asked for permission, which made me smile. He's such a gentleman. Green flag!

I nodded. "Yes, my love. Go ahead."

As soon as I said that, I immediately felt his gentle movements inside me. I moaned in delight. I tried to peek at JM and saw that his eyes were tightly shut. His face was flushed and he seemed to be holding back from moving quickly. He would let out a deep groan especially when he went deeper inside me, and I thought it was so sexy.

"Ah, shit. Your inside feels so good," he said, causing me to squeeze him more with my tightness. "Wayo, shit!"

"Ah, yes, JM. You're so big, damn it!" I pulled his hair. "Y-You can go faster now."

JM's eyes snapped open and I knew I had triggered him.

Yes, I couldn't get up the next morning because he didn't let me sleep after four rounds. But it was worth it!

Translator’s Notes

Chupachups was a reference to the Tagalog slang for oral sex.

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Where The Tides Reside - Chapter 37

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"Wow, you really moved fast, bro," my cutie manager said, smiling at me before looking at JM beside me.

We were in his office now; it was still morning. JM and I had decided to return to Montalban Island today. After saying goodbye at the hospital yesterday, I still sent a message to my brother earlier, letting him know I was leaving. Mommy's bills were also settled, and he said he wouldn't fail to inform me of her condition. And now, it was time to say goodbye to work. Even though I'd only been here for almost a month, I'd grown close to my colleagues, so I was a bit sad.

"Thank you so much for accepting me here, sir. And for all your help in such a short time," I formally told our manager.

He shook his head, still smiling. He looked at our clasped hands, JM's and mine, and I couldn't help but feel a little shy. Oh dear, we were being so PDA this morning. Totally.

"Nah, thank you also for your service, Warren. But are you sure about this decision?"

I nodded. "Yes, sir. Things just happened, but the island is still my home."

"No, I mean, are you sure about your decision to go with Juancho?"

He laughed after saying that, so I laughed too. I felt JM's grip on me tighten, and when I looked at him, I choked on my own saliva because of his sharp gaze. Well, my cutie manager was just joking, right? It would be sad if he were laughing alone, so I just joined in.

"Stop that," JM admonished our manager.

"Just kidding, bro!"

I left first because the manager and JM still had something to discuss. Since I'm not a gossipmonger, I left immediately. I just didn't expect that as I stepped out, the real gossipmongers were waiting for me. Of course, leading them was that girl, Maribel.

"Girl..." she called me, tearfully. "You're so mean."

I clutched my chest and looked at her in disbelief.

"Oh, what did I do?"

"You!" The girl even approached me and pointed her finger at me. "It's true you're leaving!"

I laughed when it sank in. I put my hands on my hips and pointed back at her forehead. This was more dramatic than Teyang and Tenten. Over the top, huh?

"Stop your drama there. You don't look like an actress, girl. They won't accept you at the audition."

She gave me a dirty look while wiping her fake tears.

"You're so harsh."

I laughed. After her, the others also approached me. They got dramatic, they laughed, they said their goodbyes, until JM finally came out to pick me up. Their jaws dropped when they saw my handsome guy. Oh, move over Beatrice, the crown is mine. Just kidding.

"Ready?" JM asked when we were in the car, on our way back to Montalban.

I squeezed his hand back firmly. I didn't care about his driver and the bodyguard in front if we were going to be all flirty here. I smiled sweetly at JM and nodded.

"Ready."

JM kissed my forehead and I instantly savored the feeling. Besides surprising Mama Jessie when I got home, I also planned to surprise JM there. I'll make us official right there on the island. I wanted the island to witness another beautiful moment of my life…in the place where we first met.

"How's Mikee?" I asked, my head resting on JM's shoulder.

I heard him sigh. I knew our last meeting wasn't good, and we both harbored resentment towards each other, but I couldn't help but worry. I'm not that bad, you know.

"Well...after that scene with you two fighting, Mikee texted me actually. He said he was really hurt and he also said sorry for realizing his feelings for me too late already. He also apologized for what he did to me with my brother as he was just jealous of you because he already noticed that I liked you," he explained at length. "He decided to go back to the US because his passion is there too."

I pouted and frowned.

"He didn't even apologize to me?" I said, feeling hurt.

I heard JM chuckle.

"Well about that...Mikee's pride is still there so I'll apologize on his behalf."

"Unfair! I won't apologize for pulling his hair then!"

JM and I laughed together.

The familiar road leading to the place I love was now filled with a joyous atmosphere. I had traveled on this road many times, leaving and returning, but my chest had always been filled with pain and resentment. But now, I could say I am finally free, happy, and contented.

"JM," I whispered lovingly.

"Hm?"

"I love you."

I felt him stiffen and the hand holding mine trembled slightly. I looked up at him and I saw how loving those eyes staring back at me, I almost teared up. He kissed my forehead, my nose, and then my lips. My heart pounding so hard.

"I love you," he almost whispered back to me.

I contentedly smiled.

The sun was setting when we stepped onto the island. I could hear my heart pounding then. I felt joy and nervousness. I left this place alone, but I returned with the person I love. I couldn't ask for anything more.

Mama Jessie, Tenten, and Teyang's reaction upon seeing me at Vizcara again was so priceless. They almost mobbed me with hugs and questions. But when they saw JM beside me and our clasped hands, my two gay friends almost shrieked with excitement. Mama Jessie just smiled meaningfully at us. I knew he had a lot to say and ask, but they let JM and me rest first. My soon-to-be boyfriend didn't want me to sleep at Vizcara, he wanted me to stay with him at a hotel. He's probably planning to tie me down, you guys.

"Juancho Maxence," I called his full name as we walked along the beach towards the hotel.

The sun was setting and I thought that moment was perfect.

JM laughed. "Yes, Warren Yoriel?"

"Are you really sure about me now?"

JM stared at me. He cupped my cheeks as I saw that familiar loving gaze again.

"Never been this sure."

"Then, I want you, too. Let's be official."

When he heard that, JM's eyes glowed brightly. I could clearly see the joy in his expression. He quickly bent down and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked! But when I recovered, I kissed him back.

With the calm waves and the setting sun as our witness, we started our love story right there.

Translator’s Notes

PDA here means public display of affection.

Honestly, we’re unsure who is the Beatrice being referred here, but it could be Beatrice Gomez (Miss Universe Philippines 2021), who is publicly known as member of the LGBT community.

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"Ow, what the hell?!" I screamed, trying to pull Mikee's hair back.

I could hear him sobbing despite his angry roars. Where did this guy come from? Just suddenly appear and pick a fight! He should have at least given me a heads-up, right? Then I would've been ready with my weapons. My god.

"You stole Maxence from me! Give him back!" he yelled back.

I tried to kick him, but he scratched my face. Oh, how rude! He can scratch every part of my body except my very beautiful face!

"What stole are you saying? I'm not the government; I don't steal from you!"

"No!" he countered. "You stole Maxence from me! Give him back, you bitch!"

All the blood in my head seemed to rush. I was furious. I couldn't hold back anymore and pushed him with all my might. When he fell to the floor, I immediately straddled him and slapped him repeatedly.

"I didn't take him from you! He came to me willingly! JM wants me, not you anymore!" I screamed in his face. "You think, huh? You're still at fault, you ingrate. You had the nerve to blame me when it wasn't even true?"

His crying intensified when he heard what I said. I remained strong. I was done crying. I'm stronger now that I'm assured JM's at my side. I have nothing to fear anymore. I'm confident JM wouldn't go back to him because he's with me now.

"You trash!" Mikee screamed back again.

We continued to wrestle on the floor. He was at a disadvantage, of course. Mama Jessie taught me powerful tricks, especially in this kind of fight. Good thing Mikee is thin; he's easy to knock down.

"Wayo!"

My body flinched upon hearing JM's voice. I looked up and stopped slapping Mikee. JM was utterly surprised to see us. He immediately pulled me away from Mikee, who was now acting even more dramatically with his crying. I just rolled my eyes.

"Maxence..." the other one called JM flirtatiously, but JM worriedly looked at my entire body.

"What happened? Are you okay?" JM asked and also examined my face.

I could see the annoyance flash in his eyes when he saw the scratches on my face. I smiled. It felt so good to know that he believed me now. I could see it in his eyes. How worried he was for me.

"I'm fine," I assured him, then looked at the person behind him. "Your friend seems to be the one who isn't."

I saw how quickly JM's facial expression shifted from concern to being serious. He hid me behind him and directly faced Mikee, who was still pretending to cry. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. He was so brave earlier; now he looks utterly victimized.

"Maxence..." he called JM emotionally. "What are you doing? Why are you not going back?"

I heard JM's rough and heavy sigh. It's amazing that before, whenever Mikee was like that in front of him, he would immediately leave me to attend to him. Now, it was as if he didn't even want to see him in front of him.

"Mikee, we already talked. What I told you that day was clear enough, wasn't it?" JM said calmly.

Classy! Someone get me some popcorn. It looks like they're next to follow in the footsteps of Popoy and Basha.

"But how could you go back to him? He ruined you, JM! For sure, he was the one who released our photos because he's the only one who knew what was going on between us, right?"

Oh? He's still blaming without proof, huh?

"Do you think I would really believe you without me knowing things myself? Like how you cooperated with my brother just for your personal reasons?" JM said, which surprised me. "Don't point a finger at others when four fingers are pointing back at you."

I dramatically covered my mouth and looked at Mikee in disbelief, who had probably lost all color in his face. So he was the culprit? Crazy, he's so good at accusing, huh!

"T-That's not true! I wouldn't do that to you!" he protested further.

JM shook his head at him, seemingly disappointed.

"But you already did," JM said with resentment. "Of all people, Mikee. You're my best friend. I trusted you, but you betrayed me."

Mikee looked at JM, terrified. He was utterly humiliated. He stepped back and, after giving me an angry glance, completely turned around and ran away. I was alarmed.

"You're just going to let him leave? He did something wrong to you!" I said, flustered.

JM just watched his friend run away before smiling and turning to me. He ruffled my hair.

"No need. What's done is already done. Besides, I don't want any more noise. I'll deal with my brother myself."

I didn't argue further. But I also felt annoyed. Their family relationship also didn't seem good.

"How did you know they were behind it?" I asked when we entered my room.

JM sat on my sofa and closed his eyes. He leaned his head back and placed one arm over his forehead. I sat beside him.

"When the news broke out, I immediately investigated. I called my contacts who are good at tracing, and they immediately tracked the source of the pictures." He removed his arm and opened his eyes. "Sure, Mikee's involvement shocked me, but I wasn't surprised about my brother."

I stared at him. I wanted to ask about his family, but it was better if he was ready to tell me himself. I respected his space.

"It will be fine now," I said, holding his hand. "You have me, too."

JM looked at me and gently squeezed my hand that was holding his. We stared at each other before his gaze dropped to my lips. I almost held my breath as I stared back at his lips. A moment later, his face slowly came closer to mine. I closed my eyes as I felt his soft lips crash to mine. Like a light feather and was sweet like candy. It was a quick one, but I almost gasped for breath.

"Let's go back to the island, Wayo."

Translator’s Notes

Popoy and Basha are characters from the Filipino movie One More Chance.

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"So other than the issue with Mikee, you left Vizcara because of your mother?" JM asked while we were eating dinner.

Don't get too excited everyone, okay? Nothing happened earlier, and we're not even officially together yet, but it's crazy. JM actually admitted he likes me now! Does this mean we're in a mutual understanding stage? A vague relationship, something like that? Kidding.

I nodded and took a bite of my food. "Yes. You know that my family and I aren't on good terms, right? That's why I only visit Mommy in the early hours, and that's why I'm working now, so I can contribute to her bills. Even if Mommy gave up on me back then, she's still my Mommy."

I saw JM smile upon hearing what I said. So handsome! And now I can keep him all to myself from Mikee. Oh, what's he going to do now? If he shows up, I'll pull his hair. Come on, he's not his anymore.

"You're so kind, Wayo. That's what I liked about you."

Wait, I wasn't prepared! I choked, folks! I thumped my chest, and he laughingly handed me water.

"Slow down with the romance, my love! Gosh, tell me next time if you're going to hit me with pickup lines, okay?"

He roared with laughter again and shook his head. There, that's right. That's why you should be with me so you'll always be happy.

"But, Wayo..." he trailed off, making me stare at him again. "I suggest you face your family once again. It's not that I'm trying to rush you, okay? But I want you to free yourself from anything that is binding you before we go back to Montalban. I want you to be happy with no obstacles or bad memories weighing on your mind."

I froze at what he said. I stared into his eyes to find a trace of whether he was joking, but I only found pure seriousness. My lips trembled.

"But JM, I don't think I'm—"

"Don't worry, I'm here. You have me. I'll be with you."

He held my hand and gave it a squeeze. I looked at it. It was as if he suddenly gave me strength. I straightened my face and with determination in my eyes, I nodded.

That's right. Let's face this fear of yours, Wayo.

"Okay."

With him beside me, holding my hand, I felt like I could face and conquer anything. Before, I was used to facing challenges alone. Then Mama Jessie, Tenten, and Teyang came into my life. Now, JM is here too. As they say, cherish the people who are there when you're in a dark situation. Sometimes, that's where it's truly challenged who will stay with you and who will leave. As well as who is there just for fun.

"Are you ready?" he asked me.

I just stared straight at the door where Mommy was. I barely slept last night because of this, but because of JM's assurance, I felt a lot better. I squeezed his hand, which was holding mine.

"Ready," I said confidently.

When he held the doorknob and turned it open, I took a deep breath. Behind the door was my family. The family who made me experience the pits of hell. The reason for my dark past. The reason for my failure. Today, I'm going to face them again.

When they saw me again, my older sister was the most surprised. Daddy was surprised too, but quickly recovered. While my brother, who had seen me before, was only slightly stunned. Mom was sleeping at that moment.

JM remained beside me. Of course, they eyed him, and I knew they recognized one of the only sons of the Verde Grandes. But I was surprised that they said nothing, even though we were facing them hand in hand.

"I never knew you'd show up," Dad said first when he saw me.

I immediately looked at my brother, who cleared his throat and adjusted his glasses.

"I told him, Dad," he said.

Daddy just glanced at him. It wasn't like I was expecting them to apologize to me. My family is very prideful, but the guilt I saw in their eyes was enough. It wasn't like everything would be back to normal among us anyway. What happened could no longer be undone.

"You know that above all, I love Mommy. Even if she also failed me, I can't turn my back on her," I commented, which silenced them. "I won't come back if that's what you're thinking, I'm just here for Mom."

Dad turned his back, seemingly not wanting to see my face. I felt a slight pain in my heart then as I looked at his back, but I knew this was the right decision for all of us. It no longer mattered if they accepted my gender or not.

"I know Mom would be glad if she knew you came," my brother said.

I looked at Mommy and, in my mind, said goodbye to her. I smiled.

"No need. She already knew." I squeezed JM's hand. "And don't worry, I'll give my percentage for the hospital bills. I'll do that before I go."

I looked at them one by one before turning my back on them. This is the last time; after this, I'll finally be free from the chains of the past. My happiness is within reach. Time to move forward to my future.

"J-Just always be careful," the last words my Dad said before we finally left.

I breathed a sigh of relief. My hands and knees were trembling. I gave JM a painful smile, and he proudly smiled back at me.

"Better?" he asked.

"Better than before."

"Good."

We settled my family's bill at the hospital. JM and I planned to say goodbye to the cutie manager tomorrow morning and immediately go back to Montalban. Of course, Mama Jessie doesn't know this. I'm planning to surprise them.

Here I come, Mama, your son Ellen, carrying the Derek Ramsay of his life. He doesn't want Andrea anymore, you know. Just kidding.

"You might be cold," JM said as we neared the apartment building.

"It's fine, you're here to warm me up anyway," I joked, which made him laugh.

"Silly."

When we were near the entrance of the building, his cellphone rang, so JM let me go ahead and said he would follow. I complied, but something unexpected happened and an unexpected visitor arrived.

"You stealer!"

With a piercing voice, I screamed when someone suddenly pulled my hair. Damn! I felt like my scalp was going to come off! Who is this evil witch?

"Ouch! Son of a bitch, it hurts!"

With all my might, I turned around and pulled the witch's hair back. When I got a good look at her face, I was even more enraged!

It was Mikee!

Translator’s Notes

Ellen, Andrea and Derek are all local celebrities that used to be involved in a love triangle.

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So he wasn't blaming me after all, and the bitch Mikee just made it all up. But why? If he and JM were already together, he had no reason to be insecure about my beauty, right? But maybe, I'm just so beautiful and he really was insecure. What was the point of me crying back then? My god! Ruined my composure!

But more importantly...

"Why are you following me?" I shouted angrily at JM, who was now behind me, following.

I was heading home from work, and I thought that would be our last meeting, but it seems I was wrong. He was following me like a puppy! Don't tell me he still plans to tour my place?

"What?" he said innocently. "So I was really right, huh? That's really where you're staying."

I looked at where he was pointing, which was indeed my place, when I suddenly realized something. I looked at him in surprise and pointed at his face, which looked like he was laughing at me.

"Y-You! You had me followed?" I accused him. "Stalker!"

"I'm such a handsome stalker," he boasted, which made my face scrunch up. "Anyway, don't you have any plans to go home yet? Maybe my things are already there."

"Things?"

He didn't answer me and walked ahead. Look at this guy, so rude. I'm asking a question, and he just turns his back on me.

"Oh, Warren and..." Our landlord looked at me in surprise.

I just shrugged my shoulders. JM immediately approached and seemed to be looking for something at the counter.

"Oh, good. It's really here. Those suitcases are mine. I'll take them," he said with a smile to our landlord.

Oh? I quickly went over there and looked. Wow, there really were suitcases.

"Huh? Does that mean you're Warren's boyfriend who's going to stay with him now?" our landlord asked in surprise, covering her mouth.

Boyfriend? What boyfriend?

"Hey! What boyfriend—"

"Yes, that's me. Please take care of me from now on, too."

I couldn't say anything more as JM just pulled me along with his suitcases. I looked one last time at our landlord, who was now smiling at me. Hey! What does all of this mean?

"Shit!" I cursed, pulling my arm away from JM's grip. "Explain yourself! I demand an explanation!"

"Okay, okay, I'll explain," he said. "But first open your door so we can talk properly."

My eyes narrowed at him, but he seemed so impatient already. I had no choice but to open my door and let him in. My uterus was going crazy with everything that was happening.

"So you really did follow me, huh?" I said with a raised eyebrow when he sat on my small sofa. "You could have stayed in a hotel, why here? My place is already so small."

I heard his shallow laugh and couldn't help but pout. Good for him, he seemed so delighted with what was happening.

"I like it better when I'm with you, Wayo."

I stopped taking off my shoes and looked at him. He met my serious gaze. He looked so out of place sitting in that small sofa and I felt even more suffocated now that the atmosphere seemed to have gotten heavier. I cleared my throat and looked away.

"I-Is your boyfriend okay with what you're doing now? Wait, does he even know you're here?" I tried to change the subject.

I saw how his jaw moved. I suddenly felt nervous and my stomach seemed to be churning.

"Boyfriend? Who told you all this nonsense, Wayo? First it was about me blaming you, now it's about my boyfriend?" He licked his lower lip. "Whatever is stuck in your head right now, none of it is true."

I couldn't stop myself from standing up. I was so frustrated with all of this! My heart was broken, and now I'm hearing all of this?

"Don't you and Mikee love each other? That issue was the proof, JM! And then after that, you were seen going into an expensive restaurant again! That was a date, right? Then Mikee told me you were blaming me. That I ruined you—"

"Wayo!" I was surprised when JM was suddenly in front of me. "God, calm down. None of that is true. And what did you say? Mikee told you I was blaming you?"

Because of the mix of emotions, I didn't even realize I was already crying. I looked away from JM and wiped my tears. You're pathetic, Wayo.

JM moved closer to me. I wasn't prepared for his sudden hug. I could smell his manly scent, and his warmth comforted me. When I felt him stroke my hair, I immediately calmed down.

"A-Are you and Mikee not together?" I asked in a low voice.

I felt him nod as he kissed the top of my head.

"We're not."

"B-But didn't you...love him? That's why you asked for my help to be with him."

He held me by both shoulders and gently pushed me away. He wiped my tears away. I saw a small smile emerge from his lips.

"I did. I did like him, Wayo," he almost whispered. "But someone came that made my heart ache with so much love and adoration. Do you know who that is?"

I felt like I held my breath. JM stared directly into my eyes. I held my breath as he looked at me with adoration in his eyes. Oh my god, girls. Someone slap me if this is just a dream. Am I not assuming now?

"W-Why are you asking me that?" I said playfully.

His baritone laugh resonated in my small room, and I couldn't help but stare at him. I saw him with Mikee and saw a fair share of him being happy with Mikee. But now, I could say, was the first time I saw JM in his happiest state. Was it really because of me?

"Were you jealous, hm?" he asked sweetly, gently stroking my cheeks. "It was not in my plan, but I fell in love with you. Please, believe this."

Oh my god! Oh my god, really, please be envious!

"Wait, is this wrong? A prank? Is there a camera—"

Crazy, my eyes widened because he suddenly pulled me in for a kiss! Damn, Juancho Maxence Verde Grande is kissing me right now! Maybe there's media around? Please take our picture so Mikee can feel heartbroken too.

And of course, because I wanted it and I'm a fragile being - yes, I won't deny it - my arms wrapped around his neck, and I returned the kiss.

"I'll take you back to Vizcara, Wayo. Because you're more free on that island. It's where you belong," he whispered tenderly. "No matter how you break free, there’s no use. It’s where the tides reside."

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Goodness, folks. What was the point of me leaving Montalban if one of the people I wanted to forget was right here in front of me again? Why is he here anyway?

"I never knew you two know each other," said the cutie manager, sitting in his swivel chair in his office while JM and I sat in front of him in separate chairs.

The cutie manager clasped his hands and grinned, looking back and forth between JM and me. I avoided his gaze. I just looked to the side while I could feel JM's direct and serious stare at me.

After our eyes met earlier, I didn't see any surprise in his eyes when he saw me. Like he already knew I was there. I was the one who was surprised when he stood up after that. I thought he was leaving, but then I was surprised again when the cutie manager called me, and JM was already in his office. Now here we were in this situation.

"Serge, can I have a bit of time with your employee here?" I looked at JM in surprise when he said that to our manager. "I have a lot of things to talk with him."

JM didn't take his eyes off me as he spoke. I swallowed at his intensity. Why did it feel like I was the one at fault?

"Well, Warren?" Manager Serge asked me.

I looked at him hesitantly before looking at JM.

"W-We have nothing to talk about. Besides, I-I'm busy..." I excused myself.

JM's face crumpled when he heard what I said. I looked down and played with my fingers. I didn't want to be a hypocrite and say I didn't miss him. I missed him so much, but I was also afraid to face him and talk to him. I didn't want to hear what he would say, or his reproaches. I wasn't ready. I'm pretty sure my heart wouldn't take it. Not now.

"Well then, just tell me where you're staying now. I'll go to you so we can talk when you're off-duty."

I snapped my head at him. I couldn't believe how persistent he was! I wouldn't tell him where I was staying now, no. Over my dead sexy body. Fine, if he wants to talk, I'll give it to him now. Let's finish what needs to be finished. Now!

"Fine!" I immediately replied before turning to our manager. "Is it okay if he talks to me now?"

Manager Serge smiled at me before raising an eyebrow and turning to JM. JM signaled him something, which made him chuckle slightly and stand up.

"Okay, then. I'll leave you two here in the office for a bit. I'll give you guys an hour. No throwing things, okay?" he said, walking away but then stopping. "Ah, also, keep your libidos in check, okay? Not in my office."

I felt my whole face flush at what I heard from the cutie manager. Goodness, that sounded so crass! Even if I wanted to gobble up this JM of mine back then, I still respected him and his relationship with Mikee, you know. What am I, Julia Barretto?

"Shut up and just go," JM hissed at Manager Serge.

He left laughing, and when only JM and I were left inside, silence enveloped us. Good thing our seats were far from each other. We might end up fighting, and I'd be at a disadvantage. I can only manage hair-pulling, folks.

I cleared my throat to break the silence.

"What do you want to talk about?"

Of course, I had an idea that it was about his and Mikee's issue. You’ll never know, my beauty might be embarrassed if it wasn't about that.

"Why did you leave Montalban Island?" he asked seriously, which surprised me. "Why did you leave Vizcara, Wayo?"

I scoffed and then laughed in front of him. JM looked so pissed, and his eyebrows were almost a single line.

"Are you serious with that question?" I asked, laughing, but when I saw he was serious, I also stopped. "Whatever my reason is, it's none of your business. It was something personal, JM. Outsiders like you are out of it."

It looked like I caught him off-guard with my remarks. It was true, though. Why would I tell him? This was my problem, and he had his own. Besides, if he was just here to scold me, he should just do it! It's so hard facing him right now. It's suffocating.

"Outsider." He nodded. "Was that about your relative who came to see you last time? Why didn't you even tell me you were leaving?"

I looked at him as if an egg had grown on his face. Who is this man in front of me? Since when did a Juancho Maxence Verde Grande meddle so much in my life?

"And why would I tell you? You had an issue going on that time, JM! Do you think I still had the leisure to tell you about my own issues?" I ran my hands over my face. "You're the one who didn't say that you and Mikee were already together! Is that why you went to Vizcara when my brother was also there? To let me know and end the deal? Then congratulations. Our deal is over, so you don't have to feel guilty or think about Warren anymore. You have Mikee now. What I've done for you is probably enough."

I smiled bitterly. I saw him stand up and look at me angrily. I felt nervous. Confused by his reaction, I couldn't understand the surge of strange hope in my chest.

"I was so frustrated when I found out you left, Wayo! I was so down. I was so sad. I was so lost that I didn't know what to do at that time. I needed you!" My jaw dropped at what I heard. "But you were gone. I felt like it hurt more to know you left than to have my image ruined."

I stood up too. I felt my knees trembling. Why? Why did it feel like what he was saying to me now was a confession? My feelings were a mix of happiness, pain, and confusion.

But I thought...

"I thought you were blaming me for ruining you? That your issue with Mikee came out?" He looked at me in surprise when I asked that. "JM, aren't you blaming me?"

He removed his hand that was on his forehead. We stared at each other for a long time, searching for answers in each other's eyes.

"What are you saying? Why would I blame you? Who told you that?"

"H-Huh? But..."

Mikee's voice rang in my head. He clearly told me that JM said he blamed me! That I was the one who ruined JM. That they had an issue. Right?

"Wayo, I never told you or anyone that I blame you. Who told you that nonsense?" he said with a hint of annoyance.

Oh my god. Mikee was the only one who told me that! That means...that ingrate made me believe him? You're so stupid, Wayo!

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I didn't know what to do. So many questions flooded my mind. Like, what was he doing here? Did he know I was here? What happened between him and Mikee? I didn't want to assume, but I felt like it wasn't a coincidence that he was here. I felt like he was really here because of me.

Was he going to sue me? That's too much!

"Mama! JM is here at the restaurant where I'm working now!" I almost whispered to Mama Jessie, sitting in a cubicle.

I heard Mama's low gasp.

"He found you right away there?" he asked in surprise.

I froze. Found me right away?

"He was really looking for me, Mama? So my suspicion was true?"

"Warren, listen," he said, making me attentive. "The morning after you left, that Verde Grande came back to the island right away. He came here to Vizcara and looked for you. He didn't say why, but when we told him you left, he was very surprised. He looked betrayed and pained."

My eyes widened when I heard that. He looked for me? He looked betrayed and pained? Damn, my head suddenly hurt. I was so confused!

"He wasn't with Mikee, Mama? I saw the news! They were together and...I really think he just wants to confront me."

Mama seemed to be thinking on the other end of the line too. I tried to calm myself, even though my heart was restless.

"He wasn't with Mikee, Warren. But you're right. It's better to just be careful. If he does confront you, just tell him the truth. No need to hide because you didn't do anything wrong."

Mama was right. I didn't do anything wrong, so why was I hiding like a criminal here? If he did confront me, I'd give him my side. It's up to him if he believes me or not. What's important is that he knows my side.

"Okay, Mama. Thank you. Sorry for the trouble again, okay?"

"What are you talking about!" I heard her sigh. "My only concern is that you always take care there."

Just as I stepped out of the cubicle and went back outside, JM was no longer in his previous spot. My brow furrowed, and I looked around for any sign of him, but he was really gone. I was weirded out. I shook my head and approached his spot to clean the table there.

"Warren, come on, let's have lunch! They say the viand is delicious at the carinderia today!" Maribel called out to me at lunchtime.

I quickly put my cart away and tidied myself up. It was already twelve o'clock. Time flies so fast.

"Wait, girl! I'm coming!"

"Hurry up! You're so slow!"

I rolled my eyes as I went out and approached her. I'll definitely get back at this Maribelat one of these days.

There was a small carinderia across from where we worked, and that's where we always ate. Besides being cheap, it was worth it because their food was delicious. Sometimes, I just really missed Teyang's cooking. But of course, I wouldn't tell them that because it would just get to their head.

"Oh, girl! Did you see that customer earlier? The handsome one in your wing? Oh my!" Maribel said excitedly in front of me.

"Girl, get a grip. You're so flirty."

"Wow, really? Coming from you?" she said, which made me laugh. "But here's the thing! I heard from our gossip-monger colleagues earlier that he's a Verde Grande! The family that owns shopping malls!"

I didn't let on that I was surprised she was talking about JM.

"Oh?" I feigned ignorance. "The cutie manager is more handsome than him."

Of course, JM is more handsome.

"So exaggerated!" She hit my arm hard, so I glared at her in annoyance. "They say he's friends with our manager, girl! They were right when they said, friends with the same feather, flocks together!"

"What?" I asked, surprised by what I heard.

The cutie manager and JM are friends? If so, maybe he was just there earlier because of the cutie manager? Shit, my veins are probably going to burst in my head. I can't handle this information! I need a blow job to blow my mind away.

Just kidding.

Even after returning to the restaurant, what I had learned was still on my mind. When I even saw the cutie manager, I wanted to ask if the news was true. But when he gave me a grand smile, well, the gay me just froze.

"It's hard to assume."

Pushing my cart, I went back to my afternoon work. I had already finished the floors earlier, so wiping the glass windows was our duty now. I'll start outside, then later, before clocking out, I'll do the inside, when there are fewer obstructing people. Just kidding.

"Oh, shit!"

I almost bumped into the glass door on my way out when I looked at JM's spot from earlier this morning, and he was there again! He was typing on his laptop, and there was steaming coffee on the table. The only difference was what he was wearing now. This morning he was a bit formal. Now, just a simple polo shirt and pants. He even had specs on his eyes. Classy. Feeling like a college student?

I just adjusted my hat on my head, and it was hot outside. I almost covered my face because I would pass by his area to wipe. It's risky if he suddenly turns around, he’ll end up mine. Just kidding again.

I saw Maribel in the other wing, also wiping a glass window. She was pointing at JM, raising and lowering her eyebrows. This ingrate, she probably wanted to switch places with me. Even though I didn't want JM to see me yet, I didn't want her to flirt with him, no. What is Mikee doing that he's letting his boyfriend wander around like this? I might get tempted and suddenly crawl towards him, and he'd cry.

I was extremely nervous when I got close to JM's area. I was even swaying as I walked. I just tried to lower my hat even more. Goodness, it's hot!

"What is he typing there? Maybe he's just pretending, but he's actually watching porn," I talked to myself while stealing glances at what he was doing.

I didn't notice that in my attempt to peek at his laptop, I had already stopped what I was doing. I was also blocking the light from him. I saw his fingers stop typing, so I also came back to my senses. When I looked at him, I was met by a pair of eyes that had always weakened my knees. They also made my heart beat faster.

Mine and JM's gaze finally met again.

Translator’s Notes

A carinderia is a roadside store where customers can select a variety of dishes, paired with rice. The meals are affordable, making it a great option for working-class people.

Yep, Maribel got the idiom wrong.

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I wiped the sweat from my brow as I finished my shift for the day. It was my first day, and let me tell you, being a janitor isn't easy. Just showing respect or avoiding the floors they're cleaning is the lleast we can do for them. So far today, my first day went without a hitch.

"Nice job, girl! So, how was your first day?" asked Maribel, the girl who's my Mama Jessie 2.0 here.

She's also a janitor, but she was in the other wing today, and I was on this side.

"Here, I'm exhausted. But I can still manage for my future with the cutie manager," I joked, which made her laugh.

We put away our cleaning carts. Thank goodness, we're done for today. Time for some beauty rest before heading to the hospital again.

"Good job today, team!" our gentle team leader said when we were in the locker room.

My eyebrow raised. I heard rumors that she's my cutie manager's ex-girlfriend. Oh, snap! Okay, she's pretty. But her boobs are lopsided, good heavens.

Just kidding, I'm just a bashful queen.

"Thank you, Miss!" we all replied in unison.

"Alright, eat your snacks there, then you can clock out," she said before saying goodbye to us.

I just grabbed a snack and immediately excused myself. I made an excuse that I had an appointment, even though I was just eager to rest right away. Goodness, I'll be heading to the hospital at 3 AM later. As soon as I get home, I'll prepare for work, so I really need some deep sleep.

"Hm?"

I was puzzled when a suspicious-looking person came out of the apartment building I was staying in. They seemed to be looking for something. I ignored them and just walked on. Just as I entered, our landlady immediately pulled me in, which surprised me. This old lady is so dramatic! What a pull!

"Hey, Warren, did you not run away from anyone or owe anyone anything?" the landlady whispered, glancing outside as if watching someone.

My brow furrowed. "Nothing."

Who would I owe? I don't have any criminal records, and I don't have any debts, even if I'm not rich. With my beauty?

"Just make sure, okay? Someone was looking for you here earlier! They looked suspicious, so I covered for you. I told them I don't have a tenant named Warren Yoriel."

Oh, flash report! That guy earlier was looking for me? What's going on?

"O-Okay, thank you."

As soon as I entered my room, I quickly covered my window with the curtain. I felt anxious. Who was that? Why are they looking for me? It's impossible for it to be Mama's group because they're updated on me. Maybe my brother and sister? But they have my number, which he got from Mama. They would call if they had something to say, which he still hasn't done. Could it be...Richard? But for what? He's the one who wronged me!

"My bangs hurt!" I exclaimed in annoyance, pulling my hair.

Well for now, let's calm down, Wayo. Get some beauty rest so you can think clearly.

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At 3 AM, I was almost completely bundled up with a hooded jacket and even a face mask. It's risky; the person looking for me might be lurking around like an eagle that doesn't sleep. Just kidding.

But seriously, it's better to be careful.

"I'm already worried about saving up for my contribution here at the hospital, and now I have another problem. Damn, I'm even heartbroken," I complained like a child in front of my sleeping mother.

My pregnant sister was her watcher again. Anyway, if she suddenly goes into labor, she's already in the hospital. Much better.

"It's so hard to be happy..."

I sighed. I'm getting uglier with all these problems.

"My child..."

My eyes flew open, and I looked around fearfully. Oh no, I heard a voice. Trembling and sounding like it was asking for help. Oh my god, some people say there are many wandering souls in hospitals too.

"W-Who's that?"

"M-My child..."

I hugged myself as it suddenly grew cold. My gaze swept around Mommy's room. Until my eyes landed on her. She met my open eyes. She was staring directly at me. A few tears had formed at the corners of her eyes. A small smile also peeked from her pale lips.

"So you're the culprit, Mother Earth," I joked.

"W-Warren, my child..."

"Hm?"

I smiled slightly and adjusted the blanket on her body. I felt a gradual heavy feeling building in my chest.

"S-Sorry." She tried to reach for my face. "P-Please forgive Mommy, anak..."

I cleared my throat and blinked my eyes due to the sudden tears welling up. I stroked her hair and saw her slowly falling back asleep. A tear still trickled down her cheek, which I immediately wiped away.

"Just get well first."

I covered my mouth with my hand as I immediately cried when I left that room. I felt like my heart was being gently and firmly sliced. Her sorry echoed in my mind, like a broken record that wouldn't stop. That's what I wanted to hear from her, from them, since then, but funny how it hurt me more than I expected.

"Damn, that's unfair..." I said, crying.

Why am I, the one who needed their apology, still the one hurting? I thought this pain in my chest would disappear when I heard those words, but I was wrong. Hearing and seeing my mother saying that to me pierced my heart.

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"Oh, girl? What happened to you? You look like you got brutally gang-banged," Maribel said the next day at work.

I just rolled my eyes at her and continued arranging my cart. How could I be okay the next day, having barely slept and cried all night? I was so dramatic when I got home earlier. I even cried while taking a shower, and I was just using a dipper. How tragic?

"You know, Maribelat, just be thankful you're prettier than me today. Don't think I won't get my revenge tomorrow, okay?" I teased her.

"Go ahead, girl. You're the only one who believes you're pretty, so it's fine."

I playfully threatened her with the spray bottle I was holding. The ungrateful one laughed and left. She's so good at teasing.

I also set off, swaying as I walked. The cutie manager wasn't there yet because his schedule was flexible, so I'd impress the waiters first. However, when I looked at a certain spot in the restaurant, I quickly braked in my tracks and sat down to hide behind my cart. My eyes widened in surprise.

"Lord, I know I'm not in my right mind right now, but I'm not hungry," I muttered absentmindedly.

I peeked from the side of my cart and looked in the direction I had seen earlier. He was there, sitting. A hot cup of coffee was beside him as he typed seriously on his laptop. I felt nervous, wondering if he knew I was here? Did he see me earlier? Had he been there for a while?

It's impossible for him to just drop by this small restaurant and coincidentally be where I am! So why?

Why was Juancho Maxence Verde Grande here now?

Translator’s Notes

Wayo used haggardo versoza (exhausted). This gay lingo originated from the name of the Filipino actor Gardo Versoza.

Filipino bathrooms rarely have shower heads nor bathtubs, so people take a shower by using a pail and a water dipper called tabo.

Maribelat was a combination of Maribel’s name and merlat (woman).

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Just my luck.

I found a job right away. The next morning, I went to a small restaurant next to the apartment building I was staying in. I saw a Hiring: Janitor sign posted there. Since I didn’t finish my college degree, I knew it would be hard to find a job. So it was truly a blessing in disguise that I went there for breakfast.

And you know what else was lucky? The manager was hot, folks. Don't even think about it, he's mine.

"Wow, so you worked at Vizcara as a performer? I know that bar in Montalban," the cutie manager said to me with a smile, showing his pearly white teeth.

Oh, yes! One more smile from you, and I'm about to pounce. I smiled flirtatiously and even tucked an imaginary hair strand behind my ear. You think you're the only pretty one, Mikee? Ha! Bea Alonzo doesn't back down to Julia Barretto, no!

"Eeeehhhh, Sir, you're quite something, huh? How do you know that place?" I said provocatively, even lightly hitting his arm.

Wow, Fafa's got muscles. Itadakimasu!

He laughed and hit my arm back. Jerk, I almost fell off my chair. This fafa of mine is a sadist. I like it!

"My friends and I sometimes go to Montalban, and we pass by Vizcara. We happened to know what the bar is all about," he explained. "Don't worry, we don't discriminate against third genders here. I have other employees here who are lesbians and gay, so you have nothing to worry about."

Oh, thank goodness. I thought I'd experience being ridiculed by co-workers, and then the cutie manager would be my knight. Never mind, I can still flirt with him even if I'm not being ridiculed. He doesn't know that besides being a pole dancer, I'm also an actress sometimes.

"Thank you, sir," I said cutely, fluttering my eyes at him.

He laughed again. Awesome, my cutie is cheerful. Don't worry, I'll make you even happier. Just give in to me. Oh, yes!

"Anyways, you may start here tomorrow. Your schedule would be 6 AM to 5 PM. Everyone's day off is every Sunday because the restaurant is closed then." He smiled at me again before looking at me seriously. "Are you ready for the job, Warren?"

I didn't bring Wayo here because that's just for Vizcara. No matter how handsome this cutie manager of mine is, I'm still loyal to Mama Jessie, come on.

"More than ready, sir!"

I hope you're ready too. Hehe.

As I left the cutie manager's office, the employees there immediately greeted me. The cutie manager was right; his employees were kind, and there were also some federation members like me.

"Welcome here, Warren," they greeted me one by one.

"Thanks! I'm starting tomorrow."

"Our manager's a hottie, right?" one gay guy like me exclaimed, his aura totally on point.

"Oh, yes. I almost made him my dessert in there earlier," I joked.

They all laughed.

"No chance there, girl. He's straight as a ruler!"

"Well, let's bend him!"

It was that easy for us to get along. It was similar to how Tenten and Teyang easily accepted me at Vizcara. I guess I'm lucky with my job and co-workers. I wish everyone can be as lucky, right?

"Come on, I'll show you around so you can get familiar with the place right away," a woman there offered.

"Oh, wouldn't I be a bother, Ate?"

"What are you talking about! It's my break, so it's fine."

Since she was kind enough to offer, I went along. The restaurant wasn't huge, but in fairness, the designs were elegant. You wouldn't guess the place wasn't fancy. And when I saw the menu, the food looked yummy. Too bad I didn't get to taste it, which was what I came here for. I was more focused on the hiring sign I saw.

"These are our waiters, and Chef is in the back," my future colleague introduced to me.

Oh, wow! More chances of winning here, then. If not the cutie manager, then the cutie waiters. Too bad Chef is old, but it's fine. He could also be a daddy. Of course, just kidding.

"Crazy, sis. My day’s set to get better every day," I said, giddy, to the woman with me.

"Our other witchy colleagues here have the same line. Oh, you guys. That's why you sometimes get hurt, you know. I'm not generalizing, okay? But isn't it painful to be taken advantage of by men just because you like them so much?" She looked at me sympathetically. "No offense meant, but I've witnessed my gay friends cry over that many times."

I fell silent at her words. Yes, what she said was somewhat true. For people like us in the third gender, happy endings and fairytale-like love stories are truly a long shot. We'll shed buckets of tears before we find the one; sometimes, others just give up eventually. They no longer look for something long-term. That's why I can't blame others for becoming desperate. They'll give everything they have in exchange for a little love.

That thought itself was already heartbreaking. All we want is to be accepted.

"Well...what can we do? Even like this, we still hope for a love life, you know." I forced a laugh. "Time out already! I might not continue here because of you, seriously."

She hit my arm. This ingrate, hitting me like she thinks I love it. If only a hottie was hitting me. Just kidding.

"You're too serious! But okay, if you have problems with your love life or if something's bothering you, just tell me, okay? If you want, I'm willing to lend an ear."

I smiled. It was like I immediately had a second Mama Jessie here. If I told Mama about this, he'd surely get jealous. He doesn't like anyone stealing his junakis.

"This is usually the customers' favorite spot. We have a TV here."

"Fancy! With a TV."

We were at the last spot then. It would have been fine, if my gaze hadn't risen to the TV. Until now, I was still waiting for his reply, but it looked like he didn't want to be associated with me anymore. After everything I did to help him, now I was the only one left hurting.

"Well, will you look at that," I whispered to the air. "Looks like you don't need to hope anymore, Wayo. He won't contact you again. He might even be blaming you for their scandal."

Flash report: JM was seen with Mikee going into a luxurious restaurant. Mikee was even linked arm-in-arm with JM. Both looked fine and happy. While I was here, hurting and waiting for a meager message from him.

Sometimes, destiny's really harsh when you're in love.

Translator’s Notes

Bea and Julia are popular Filipino actresses, but we have no idea if they had celebrity gossip involving each other.

Just like kuya in a previous chapter, ate can also be used as a honorific to women older than the speaker.

Junakis means “children”.

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I looked up at the large, tall hospital in front of me. I checked the address in my hand several times, doubting if I was in the right place. After going back and forth, I decided to go inside.

It was 3 AM, and even though I was wearing a hooded jacket, the cold still bit into me. Maybe because it was already that time of year. Christmas was already around the corner.

I didn't go through the nurse station because if I asked for a room number, there might be many follow-up questions. Good thing my amazing brother left me the room number where Mommy was.

To be honest, I'm nervous.

What I went through with them in my past didn't just disappear overnight. During my first days at Vizcara, I had nightmares almost every night. It took almost a year for them to disappear. My brain never forgot even a single thing from my past. It was etched there, and I would carry it forever.

"Shit, you're here, Wayo. You can do this," I told myself to lighten my mood.

The elevator opened in front of me, indicating that it had taken me to the correct floor. I shoved my trembling and cold hands into both pockets of my jacket. I kept the hood on my head. It was risky; my enemies might be there, so I needed to be sure and hide first.

"Room 308..." I mumbled the room number as I walked down the hallway.

So my plan to come here when people were asleep was indeed correct. Besides, I was sure my amazing father wouldn't be here. That animal was impatient when it came to watching. If anyone was here to stay with Mommy, for sure, it was just my older sister or brother.

"Found it."

I stood straight in front of the door, behind which was my mother. I swallowed several times. I could clearly hear the pounding of my heart. I couldn't back down. Bravely face your fears, Wayo. For your happiness.

Slowly, I raised my hand to open the door. When I touched the cold doorknob, I took several deep breaths before turning it open. When I successfully did, I was welcomed by the smell of medicine and my Mommy's familiar milky scent. I teared up slightly. Her scent never changed after all these years. Her familiar scent that comforted me ever since I was just his little boy.

I saw my older sister sleeping on a single sofa there. My eyebrow raised when I saw the bulge in her stomach. Wow, the witch is pregnant. Someone actually fell for you, in fairness.

"So I have a niece or nephew now," I whispered to myself.

I slowly walked to the center. I stood at the foot of the bed where Mommy was. She was sleeping peacefully. She didn't change, but the wrinkles on her face were very noticeable. Some strands of her hair were now gray. My heart ached seeing Mommy getting older and I wasn't there. But remembering her loving eyes turned cold for me, I once again felt that familiar betrayal.

"Hi, Mom," I said coldly as I sat down beside her bed.

I didn't touch her; I just stared. I thought I would cry earlier when I saw her because I was so nervous, but now, I felt calm.

"Why did you let me go, Mommy?" the question I had kept to myself for so long.

To be honest, I had many things I wanted to say and ask her because no matter how much I avoided it, Mommy was the most important family member to me. I was never close to my brother and sister. Dad was fine, but he was so strict with me, so I felt a bit distant from him too. Only Mommy felt like my ally back then, but I wasn't prepared for her to also not accept who I was.

"Mommy!"

I suddenly saw myself crying with bloody knees. Whenever I got hurt or stumbled, I would immediately call for Mommy and look for her. I felt that whenever I was hurting, only Mommy could take that pain away.

"Warren, my child! Oh my god! Why do you have wounds? My goodness, my child," she said worriedly, picking me up. "Come here, Mommy will treat your wounds. Don't cry anymore, baby."

I smiled bitterly at that memory. I tried to raise my hand to touch her pale face, but I immediately lowered it again. I looked up and took a deep breath.

"Mom, I'm still badly wounded. The wound here still hasn't healed, Mom," I said, pointing to my chest. "And you know who caused it, Mom? You all. You. You too."

I bit my lower lip as I heard my voice shaking. The wound in my chest that I mentioned seemed to throb even more.

"Why? Why did you let that happen to me, Mom? I hoped I had an ally in you back then, but fuck..." I bowed my head and clenched my fists. "You also turned your back on me."

I thought I was already strong enough after all those years standing on my own. I treated my own wounds, but they still hadn't fully healed. I guess I just thought all of that. Because the moment I was in front of my Mom like this again, I am nothing but really still a kid.

"I am called Wayo of Vizcara now, Mom." I tried to smile as I said that. "Vizcara's the name of the place where I was accepted. I found my freedom there. I found people who loved me even though they weren't my blood relatives or anything."

I returned my gaze to my Mommy, who was still sleeping soundly.

"I hope you'll be proud of what I've become. I became strong even without you all. Even without you."

JM's face crossed my mind, and I hesitated about what to say next. My mouth opened and closed several times, but in the end, I said it.

"I also...fell in love there, Mom." I almost whispered into the air. "He was gentle like the wind. Smelled like the ocean. And when I looked into his eyes, I could compare it to the setting sun. Calm and beautiful. I loved sunsets the most, that's why everytime he looked at me, I felt calm and at ease. Like I'm home in him."

I exhaled before deciding to stand up. I couldn't stay here until the sun fully rose.

"I'll get going now, Mom. I'll visit you once you fall asleep again."

When I was in front of the door, about to open the doorknob, I froze. I felt a faint voice calling me. I thought I was just hallucinating. But then, the voice became clearer.

"Warren, anak..."

My eyes blurred hearing my Mom's gentle whisper. I was longing for that. But I didn't turn back to her; instead, I continued to exit, carrying the pain and joy I felt in my heart.

I missed you, Mommy.

Translator’s Notes

Anak is the Tagalog word for child.

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I woke up quickly as the bus pulled into its station. Still groggy, I wiped some drool from my mouth before looking around. Cradling my travel bag, I felt like a lost puppy in the city. It was only then that it slowly sank in: I was back in the place that had been the trauma of my past.

Passengers began to get off while I seemed to be frozen in my seat. Even glancing out the window made me anxious. Seeing those buildings, pavements, the familiar noise of the city made me very anxious. I was sweating, trembling. Many thoughts raced through my mind. There was no sound of waves, no salty air, no fine sand, and no Vizcara to calm me down.

"Sir, aren't you getting off?" the bus conductor asked.

With trembling lips, I managed a smile.

"I'm getting off now. S-Sorry, Kuya. I just got a bit dizzy from the trip."

"Oh, are you okay? Are you alone?" he asked, worried, and approached me.

I breathed a slight sigh of relief at the conductor's kindness. I drew strength from his concerned eyes focused on me.

"Thank you, Kuya. I'm feeling a bit better now. Sorry for the trouble."

The conductor followed behind me, seemingly assisting me in that way. Kuya was so kind. I felt better because of him, although my knees were a bit wobbly. Once I was off, I quickly thanked him and gave him a tip. He smiled broadly and thanked me back.

It costs nothing to be kind, especially to people like Kuya who do their job well.

Hugging my travel bag tightly, I quickly waited for a taxi. Good thing, one stopped in front of me in less than five minutes. I breathed a sigh of relief once I was inside the taxi.

"Where to, sir?"

"To the center plaza, Kuya," I replied.

Even though it had been years since I was away from the city, my mind still remembered the places where I grew up. I knew some good apartments I could live in near the center plaza. I brought all my savings, so I didn't have any money problems yet. Still, I needed to work later on to sustain myself here and for the reason I came back.

Upon arriving at my destination, I was lucky to immediately find a nice apartment. The landlord was kind and hospitable, which calmed me down even more. She reminded me a bit of Mama Jessie. I immediately missed them.

"Just endure it for beauty's sake, girl," I whispered to myself as I surveyed my new room.

It wasn't too big, but not too small either. Just right for one person. It was fully furnished and had its own bathroom and kitchen, which made me even happier. After entering the single room, I immediately lay down on the bed. I fumbled for my phone and was disappointed again when there was still no message from JM. I just opened Mama, Tenten, and Teyang's chat.

"Ma, I'm here. I found an apartment right away," I greeted Mama when I called him.

"That's good. Tenten and Teyang are furious with you," he said, chuckling, and he seemed to have moved his phone slightly away from him.

"Hey, girl! You think you're so beautiful that you can just abandon us!" Teyang yelled, but they were clearly crying.

"Yeah, you whore! Good thing there's one less mouth to feed here! You evil witch, don't ever come back!" Tenten said, also crying.

"Sorry, both of you." I laughed and blinked my eyes. "But I'm coming back, folks! I won't let you monopolize the hotties there! Stop your delusions!"

We spent a few more minutes teasing each other and crying before I talked to Mama again. I told him my plan after arriving here. Using the address he gave me from my amazing brother, where my mother is confined, I would visit her…for my peace of mind and heart, in case she passes away. I didn't want to have any regrets in the end.

I also told Mama Jessie that I would look for a temporary job here. To support myself while I'm here and to contribute to the hospital bills. I know my family. They aren't content with just help; there's always a catch. Mama Jessie told me he would support me all the way, and that's all I needed right now.

"Bye, Ma," I said before ending the call.

"Okay, always take care there. Don't think about anything else. Focus on your family first." I smiled because I knew what he meant.

"Yes, Ma. Thank you. You all take care there too."

I heard him chuckle, so I laughed too.

"You silly witch. They'll be more careful around you. You might just seduce your boss, huh?"

"Let's see, Ma."

Only laughter could be heard from the two of us when the call ended. After talking to them, I felt lonely once again. But I didn't come to this place I detested just to get depressed. I had a lot of things to do and settle.

I stared at the ceiling of my room for a moment before deciding to feed my curiosity. I went to my browser and looked for updates on JM and Mikee's scandal. I was surprised that almost no articles about them were coming up anymore.

"Wow, it's really something when you're rich. Just throw money around and the dirt gets cleaned up immediately," I commented. "Well, maybe those two are now enjoying each other on the island. Good for them, huh?"

I smiled bitterly before getting up from lying down. I rummaged through my bag for the hospital address where my mother currently was. I wouldn't go there while the sun was still up. I'd go later, in the early morning. I'll just show myself to all of them when I hand over my contribution; that way, it'll all be done at once. I don’t want to act cordial with them every day. We might just end up shouting at each other, and that wouldn't look good in a hospital.

"After this, it's my turn."

All for my happy ending.

Translator’s Notes

Kuya means “older brother”, but it is also used as an honorific to strangers that look older than the speaker.

Buses in the Philippines have a conductor that sells tickets and collects fares from passengers.

Wayo used the word plastikan, which means pretending to be cordial or friendly to someone they dislike.

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I looked at my clothes, which I had crammed into my small travel bag. How nostalgic. It felt like yesterday when I did this to leave the world I grew up in. I thought I'd never have to do this to the world that accepted me, but I needed to…for now.

If I wouldn't lower my pride now, I wouldn't be able to be happy.

"Okay, I'm done."

I wiped away a few beads of sweat that had formed on my forehead. I took out my phone and saw it was already midnight. Still no replies from JM. Was he so busy that he couldn't even reply with a simple K or BRB? I just wished he had read my message, and I hoped he believed me.

I slung my travel bag over my shoulder and, for the last time, surveyed the room that had been mine in Vizcara for years. I'll surely miss it here. I don't know when, but I'll be back. I promise that.

Wearing my hoodie and fitted jeans, I set off. The entire bar was quiet, and I gently ran my fingers over each piece of furniture. I smiled, closed my eyes, and there I saw the usual scenario I had loved. The noise, the smell of alcohol and cigarettes, Tenten serving, Teyang at the bartending area, Mama Jessie drinking there, the crowd shouting my name, and me shining on stage. When I opened my eyes, I felt them moisten.

I wouldn't trade that moment for anything.

From where I stood, I looked at the stage in front of me. There was the pole that had lifted me from my despair. The pole that gave me the right to be free and was the reason I fully accepted myself. I saw myself there, gliding at the top. Then my gaze landed somewhere. I followed my gaze and saw warm eyes focused on me. A man was sitting at the counter, not taking his eyes off me. His gaze felt like it was consuming me, as if I would wholeheartedly give him everything.

That's how I met JM. That's how I fell in love.

I wonder, will it ever happen again? Will I ever step onto this stage again and perform while your eyes are fixed on me? As if it's just you and me here?

"I wish..." I said with a bitter smile.

"Are you leaving?"

I wasn't surprised when I heard Mama Jessie's voice behind me. The scene I had just been seeing in front of me vanished instantly. A small smile escaped my lips before I faced Mama. He looked lethal in his white nightgown, which hugged his body perfectly. He wasn't wearing makeup, but the beauty of Vizcara's number one Drag Queen still shone through.

"For now, Ma," I said simply.

He stood beside me, holding a glass of wine. That was his sleeping aid, after all. So I wasn't surprised to be caught by Mama Jessie. He would sleep late at night as always.

"You know, Warren. The first time I saw you, you immediately won me over," Mama opened up, which slightly stopped me. "You were so much like me when I was young. So messed up, so broken..."

This was the first time I'd heard Mama Jessie say that to me. I also didn't ask, unless he was willing to tell me. I stared at him and saw mixed emotions in his eyes. It was as if, like me earlier, he was recalling a distant scene.

Did Mama Jessie get hurt like this, just like me?

"I'm so thankful for you, Ma." I bit my lower lip as my voice trembled. "You've been more of a parent to me than my real parents."

"And to me, you are my true child." Mama Jessie cupped my face and stared at me for a long time, as if memorizing my face. "Always remember, Vizcara's door is always open for you, Warren Yoriel. You gave light to this home after all."

I'll be back, Ma. I promise that.

For the last time, I looked back at Vizcara before finally leaving. The cold midnight air crept over my body, causing me to hug myself. Mama was still standing by Vizcara's door, watching me leave. I smiled, and before my tears could fall, I turned my gaze away from his direction. I knew Tenten and Teyang would be upset that I left without saying goodbye, but I knew they would understand.

I wiped away the tears that fell from my eyes several times. My steps weren't this heavy when I turned my back on my family, but now, I felt like I wanted to go back immediately. I didn't want to leave.

But to truly release the weight in my chest, I also needed to fully release the burden of my past. I wanted to be happy. As Mama Jessie said, to forgive is to forget. To forget is to move forward.

On the quiet island, the full moon shone brightly. Far from the orange light when the sun sets. It looked like diamonds were floating in the distant part of the sea because of its light. I raised my hand, as if reaching for the moon. It was so full, like an alpha dominating the wide sky.

"JM..." I muttered his name unknowingly. "Do you see the moon now too?"

Meeting you felt like a dream. It felt like for the first time, I loved like this. It's deep and piercing, and at the same time, calm and freeing. The kind of love where I can do anything for you, but I can also give it up if I know I won't be chosen. That kind of love. With Richard before, only hatred and resentment prevailed in the end. But with you, JM, I can't even get angry. I can't.

"Will I ever see you again?"

I hope your problems with Mikee are sorted out. I don't want to think about how much you're hurting right now. I wanted you to be happy even if I wasn't part of your happiness. If I ever see you again, I hope it's here on this island again. And I hope that this time, we are both happy with the people we chose.

I lowered my hand that was reaching for the moon and smiled despite my tears.

"But for now...goodbye."

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Where The Tides Reside - Chapter 26

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"Haa! Haa!"

I ran breathlessly back to Vizcara. My cheek still stung from Mikee's slap. My eyes blurred with unshed tears. The trauma of my past was slowly creeping back. The judging eyes, as if I had committed an enormous sin. My turning away and running from a situation that had given me so much fear.

"It was all your fault!" Mikee yelled at me again after slapping me.

I was speechless. I stared blankly at his angry face, which was now also streaked with tears. I wouldn't deny that I was nervous. When I saw everyone looking at us, I slowly regained my composure.

"W-What do you mean?"

"You're the only one who knows about Maxence's feelings for me, right? You spread it! Don't lie! I know you like Maxence and you're really jealous of me, that's why you spread it to ruin us! To ruin Maxence!"

My jaw dropped.

Me, spread it? When did I do that? Besides, he and JM went to Vizcara yesterday, right? So I conclude that this news just broke now. They saw how problematic and miserable I was yesterday. Does he think I have time to ruin them? And what? They've already confessed their feelings to each other? Ha! This Mikee has a lot of nerve!

"You're too full of yourself," I said firmly, though I was trembling. "Yes, you're right. I do have feelings for JM, but I'm not that cheap to play such a dirty game. If I were just jealous of you, I would have snatched JM away back then so there would be nothing left for you!"

"How dare you!"

Before he could get close to me, I ran away. My feelings were a mix of fear, annoyance, and pain. Family problems, and now this? Give me a break!

I stopped running to catch my breath. Holding my knees, I calmed myself. I felt like people were still looking at me even though they were just enjoying themselves and swimming on the island.

"I-I need to talk to JM..." I whispered, trembling.

I tried to stand properly and with a shaky hand, took my cellphone from my pocket. I looked for JM's number to call him, but as soon as the phone touched my ear, I heard the signal for out of coverage area.

Where's he right now?

I didn't think for long and ran back to Vizcara again. When I arrived, the surroundings were quiet. Our few customers were all focused on our television there, whispering amongst themselves. When I looked over, Tenten, Teyang, and Mama Jessie were there too. They were clearly shocked by the news they were seeing.

"Wayo!" Tenten said, immediately spotting me.

I approached their spot, exhausted, and looked at the news I had been wanting to know about. JM was there, surrounded by reporters. His bodyguards were trying to block them as he entered a luxurious house that I assumed belonged to his family. He's not on the island anymore!

Juancho Maxence Verde Grande, the most successful son of the Verde Grande empire, was caught kissing another man! Stay tuned for more details!

Below the headline was a picture of JM kissing a blurry man whom I knew was Mikee. It was night, and they were on the hotel terrace where they were staying. I guess it was last night. How careless! And then they'll blame me for taking the picture? I was already overwhelmed with my problems yesterday, how could I have done that?

Was JM blaming me, too?

"Are you okay?" Mama Jessie immediately came to me.

I smiled bitterly at the three of them, who immediately guided me to sit down. Tenten immediately got me water because I was clearly thirsty from running. I almost knew I looked pale right now. They looked at me as if my condition was truly pitiful.

"I faced Mikee earlier. He...he was crying and he was a mess." I paused slightly to sigh. "H-He said it was my fault that JM was ruined. He was blaming me."

"What?" Teyang exclaimed, clearly annoyed.

"Did you hear JM blaming you, Warren?" Mama asked calmly.

I looked at her and shook my head.

"I called him, out of coverage. He still hasn't replied to my texts," I said.

"That Mikee has some nerve! Why doesn't he blame himself too? Who was with JM in the picture? There, see! Oh, that ingrate! Good thing we weren't there earlier, we would have really caused a scene," Tenten said.

I bowed my head and looked at my cellphone again. I understood why he hadn't replied yet. Maybe he was with his family now. But recalling that image earlier, the picture of him and Mikee kissing, I felt more hurt by that.

What? Did they already confess their feelings? Did JM already say that we weren't real? Good for him if that's the case. I just hope he reads my message. This would be the end for me and my feelings for him. I hope they can fix this problem. After that, I would have nothing to do with him anymore. I've done my part of helping him.

It hurt. I loved him. But maybe that's just how it is when you love someone. You will really get hurt. Especially since I loved more now than before.

Maybe a Juancho Maxence Verde Grande is still not for me.

"What's your plan now?" Teyang asked, rubbing my back.

I looked at the three of them. Tenten and Teyang looked at me worriedly. Mama Jessie just looked at me seriously. I knew she was also worried about me like Teyang, but as expected with Mama, he's always calm and rational even in situations like this.

I looked at all of Vizcara. My home. My life. Montalban Island, which took me in when my family cast me out. This island was one of the witnesses to my sufferings and happiness. This island knew all my secrets. I love this island so much, Vizcara, and these three in front of me.

I smiled and stood up. I felt helpless yesterday and I felt miserable earlier, but now I have made a decision. There's no point in being weak once again. I'm done with that phase. That was Warren, but I became Wayo. The strong and most talented performer of Vizcara.

"I've already sent JM what I wanted to tell him, it's up to him if he believes me or not. If I ever face him again, I'll tell him all of it again. I'm done with my deal with him. He got what he wanted, and if he's fixing their mess to finally be happy, I'll do the same." I looked at Mama Jessie and smiled seriously at him. "It hurts to give him up, but there's nothing else I can do. I guess I also need to fix the mess in my life to finally be happy."

I'll be away for a while my dear island, but I promise I would come back. My life is here, my family is here, my home is here. I'm not that weak Warren anymore, I am Wayo of Vizcara.

And here's where my tides reside.

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The Story of Unit 24-C - Epilogue

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This is the final chapter of The Story of Unit 24-C. Thank you for reading this far.

The author is currently posting "side stories" featuring one of the supporting characters, but we don't plan to translate them for now.

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TAHANAN BY NICA DEL ROSARIO

Noah and I were in El Nido for a short vacation. Manila had gotten a bit too exhausting. Lord, I take back what I said about being ready to become a slave to money. I don’t want to work anymore. I just want to study again. It feels like I’m only earning just to pay bills every month.

“Baby.” I was startled when Noah, who was lying beside me on the bed, nudged me.

“Hmm…”

“You’re still awake?” he asked. What is this guy up to again? We got back really late because we went island hopping. There were still some islands Noah hadn’t seen that he wanted to visit. The result? I’m absolutely exhausted. I can’t even move properly, like I’m paralyzed.

“I’m asleep. Since earlier,” I mumbled, half-asleep since I was finally getting some rest when he started talking.

“Don’t sleep yet, Kelvs,” he said.

I turned to face him and gave him an annoyed look. “What are you up to this time? If you’re about to suggest something in the middle of the night again, I swear I’ll smack you,” I warned him.

Seriously, there was one time he woke me up at midnight...said we should ride a scooter around BGC, that it would be fun. So we went all the way to BGC just to entertain him. Another time, he woke me up at 11 p.m. to go stargazing in Antipolo...so we ended up glamping there. He loves spontaneous trips. And me? I don’t know why I always say yes.

“Don’t sleep yet,” he repeated, opening his laptop.

“What’s this, movie night?” I asked, sitting up on the bed.

“The board exam results are out. I’m nervous.” My sleepiness vanished. Even I started getting nervous for him.

Right after graduating, Noah immediately took the board exam. He studied intensely: attending two review centers, then studying more at home, and even buying all sorts of materials online to help him review. I even let him make a mess in the room, even if it irritated me, because he insisted it was an organized mess. He really knew his stuff.

He even had his fortune told in Quiapo to see if he’d pass. The prediction said no. He sulked for an entire night.

“Go check it now.” I sat beside him as he opened the browser to search the list of passers.

“What if I don’t pass?” he asked, and I noticed his leg bouncing nervously. He was clearly anxious.

I held his hand. “Then try again next year. A lot of people don’t pass on their first try. There’s always next year.” I smiled.

“You won’t leave me even if I’m dumb?” he asked in a playful tone. I wanted to kick him.

“Noah, I met you dumb. I’ve accepted you that way a long time ago,” I replied with a chuckle. “Just check the site.”

He started scrolling through the list of passers, scanning from letter A to F. “I can’t. Fuck. I’m so nervous,” he said, standing up and hopping around to shake off the nerves.

“Do you want me to check it?” I offered. It was his moment, after all. “Tell you what, if your name’s not there, let’s just go out and get some ice cream.”

“Okay, deal. You check it, baby.” I could feel how nervous he was.

Fatima...

Fajardo...

I went through every last surname under the letter F. I sighed and scanned it two more times to be sure.

“Let’s just go buy some ice cream. Let’s get a donut, too,” I said, standing up.

“I didn’t make it?” he asked, and I couldn’t answer. I didn’t know how to break the news to him. He sighed. “I knew it. I’ll just try again next year. I’ll find a job that accepts non-board passers.”

“Let’s go buy ice cream to celebrate,” I said. He paused for a moment, and I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I smiled. “You passed, Noah! You passed!”

“I passed?” He looked shocked and sat in front of the laptop again. “Faustino...Noah Mikael.” 

He read aloud and looked at me again. “Kelvs, my name is here.”

I nodded.

“I passed! I passed!”

We hugged and jumped around like idiots. “I’m a licensed engineer!” Noah said, nearly in tears, and I smiled. He deserved that ice cream and donut. He worked hard for this.

We were both surprised when we heard a knock at the door. I opened it to see Ate and Papa.

“Jesus, Lord! Why are you shouting? Didn’t I say that if you’re fighting, talk calmly,” Mama said to us.

“Tita! I passed! I’m an engineer now,” Noah announced and showed Mama the laptop. “Look, Tita. My name is there. Faustino, Noah Mikael.”

“You passed?” Mama seemed to lag for a moment. “You’re an engineer! You’re an engineer!” she said happily, hugging Papa. She looked annoyed at Ate Keanna. “Hey Keanna! My gosh, you said the two of them were fighting! We rushed over here.”

“I couldn’t understand them with the door closed! I thought they were fighting. Congrats, Noah!” Ate greeted.

After telling Mama, Noah called his own family. His mother teared up on Facetime, saying she now had an engineer in the family. His father told us to come home to Pangasinan so we could celebrate in the province. He even said he’d have a tarpaulin made to hang at the barangay arch to show off that he now had a child who was an engineer.

The next day, we celebrated with the whole family and had dinner at Scape Skydeck El Nido. Noah was a little shy and wanted to pay for everything, but Papa refused. He said it was his treat now that he had an engineer.

Papa and Noah really get along now, especially when it comes to cars, motorbikes, and basketball. They’d sit on the veranda all day talking. I’m just happy that both sides now accept what Noah and I have. Things weren’t hard for us anymore.

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After four days of vacation in El Nido, Noah and I returned to Manila. Work starts again tomorrow. Lord, I don’t want to work. I just want to be a freeloader at home.

“Hello, love birds!” greeted Uncle Vince when he picked us up from the airport. “Congratulations, Noah. Board passer. But why didn’t you aim to be a topnotcher? What a waste.” He helped us load our bags into the car.

“I’m not that matalino, Tito Vince. My only goal was to pass. Being a topnotcher was just a shot in the dark.” Noah chuckled.

“Nyenyenye.” I mocked his way of speaking. “So dramatic. Such a conyo.”

“So grumpy,” Noah replied.

We got in Uncle Vince’s car and were greeted by their dog, Coco, a Shih Tzu. Unfortunately, Hershey had died last year due to old age. Uncle Vince cried so hard that I had to sleep over at their condo for three days to help ease his grief. Uncle Drew bought a new dog that looked like Hershey, so Uncle Vince wouldn’t be as sad - that’s Coco.

“Hello, Tito Drew,” we greeted, and Noah and I climbed into the back seat.

“Congrats, Noah. I knew you’d make it,” said Uncle Drew.

“Thank you,” Noah replied.

“Where to? Sun Residence?” asked Uncle Vince.

“Yup. Tower 3,” Noah answered with a smile.

“Look at you two. You used to just rent Unit 24-C, and now it’s yours,” Uncle Vince said, and Noah and I smiled. Actually, it’s not ours - it’s Noah’s. His family bought the unit from Ate Therese.

Auntie Myla (Noah’s mom) asked him what he wanted as a graduation gift. That idiot said he wanted to buy the unit from Ate Therese. Rich people really give extravagant gifts. I was shocked when Noah told me that Auntie Myla and Ate Therese were already discussing the transfer of ownership.

So yep, we’re still at Unit 24-C and we don’t plan on leaving anytime soon.

Uncle Vince dropped us off at Sun Residence. Noah and I took the elevator to the 24th floor and stood in front of Unit 24-C.

“We are home,” Noah said with a smile, taking my hand.

“We are home,” I answered.

There will still be a lot we’ll go through, but every day, I know we’ll choose each other.

I am Kelvin Santillanes and he is Noah Mikael Faustino. This is the story behind the door of Unit 24-C.

END.

Translator’s Notes

The song title for this chapter means home. (Trivia: the singer of the song is a lesbian.)

Quiapo is a district in Manila known for its Catholic church and plaza full of astrologers, herbal medicine sellers, and people of the occult.

Tarpaulin is a waterproof canvas used for posters. It’s a tradition for families to print one to celebrate milestones.

Barangays (villages) often have arches installed on roads to mark borders between them.

Board exam results are often reported by primetime news shows and big newspapers. Those in the Top 10 are often featured on TV and receive job offers from top corporations.

Matalino means smart (or a genius).